477 I can understand

The reason why Hermulan's women's clothing is successful is that it is now dark, whether it is "dark under the lamp" or "beauty under the lamp", it is because the dim light of the ancient candle flame will magnify people's beauty many times.

He Mulan is undoubtedly not beautiful, but "beauty" has nothing to do with beauty, it is more of an inexplicable temperament, a kind of momentum that no one can imitate.

Helian Mingzhu is very beautiful, Princess Xingping is even more glamorous, Di Yefei's facial features are also incredible, but Mulan's "beauty" has transcended gender, you can say that she is a man, it is okay to say that she is a woman, this is a kind of tolerance and strength, which has transcended gender.

So Yuan Fang was shocked, several people were shocked, Tuluo Daman was shocked, Di Yefei was shocked, and Na Luohun was also shocked, only Shan Zhiqi, who has always had an "understanding" mentality towards Mulan, was not too out of shape, but Shan Zhuo's performance was enough to show that everyone felt that He Mulan "went out to see the fire companion, and the fire companion was busy".

finally coaxed Ardan Zhuo to stop crying, and several people and Tuluo Daman kept looking around He Mulan, touching the corners of his skirt and touching his headdress all at once, as if he wanted to know if this "Mulan" was made by someone who blew his breath.

He Mulan was also speechless by them, so he sat on the ground in a woman's clothes, and smiled at them: "I want to see my women's clothes, and I have seen it, I see that you have drunk a lot, have you gone to rest?" ”

"Fire and fire......," several people blushed, "Shall we still sleep in the same room as before?" ”

He slept next to the fire.

Before He Mulan could speak, Di Yefei on the side suddenly stood up and said nonsense: "Why is the light dim again?" I'm going to dial ......."

"Pick up the lamp pole and get it off for me......" Luo Hun's fingers were still faintly painful, and he choked on a word, and when he saw Di Yefei running to the lamp in three or two steps, he could only sigh and didn't say anything more.

When Di Yefei used to rest in Huafu, five out of ten times he lived outside of Hemulan.

It goes without saying why he ran around with his head in his hands in embarrassment.

Some people probably thought of this too, and coughed a few times a little uncomfortably, and there was a tendency to hate themselves for talking too much.

Just as He Mulan was about to answer, Yuan Fang, the "true butler" waiting outside, knocked on the door: "General, I have already arranged the residence of the envoys, can I let the servants come in and clean up the banquet hall?" ”

Arman Zhiqi stood up empathetically and took his cat-faced son: "It's already late at night, but it's delaying Huochang's family, let's get together again tomorrow, anyway, the day will be long." ”

Whether it is Di Yefei or Na Luo Hun, at this time, He Mulan, who is facing women's clothes, is 120,000 points uncomfortable, not because the other party is ugly, but because he doesn't know where to put his hands and feet.

When Mrs. He was there, she had already sorted out the backyard and the main courtyard, and there were also servants who cleaned it on weekdays, so Yuan Fang arranged it very conveniently, except for Di Yefei and Na Luohun, several people lived in their original rooms, and the others were not far from He Mulan's house.

A banquet hall was dispersed, and Tuluo Daman, who was already dizzy from drinking, was helped away by Chen Jie, and several people followed her stupidly like a puppy raised by Hermulan. Di Yefei followed He Mulan unhurriedly, and Na Luohun, who was standing beside him and was worried about him drinking too much and falling down, went to the main courtyard.

"Did you see it, it was really the woman they were looking for......" A few tiger soldiers who were patrolling the night whispered, "I just feel that woman looks familiar?" ”

"Look at any woman's face!" A tiger Benjun took a few glances under the black light, and immediately came to a conclusion: "Master Yuan was born in a scholar family, and the one who can make him bow down and carry the glass lamp must not be a woman from a small family, and looking at the dress, it must be a stunning beauty......

"Such a tall beauty?" The other Tiger Benjun shook his head, "Look at that size, it's as tall as our general!" ”

"Don't you say I haven't remembered it......" Hu Benjun, who spoke earlier, watched the group walk in front of him, hurriedly bowed down, and waited for people to walk away before he straightened up, and said to his companions on both sides in shock: "Why do you look like our general!" ”

"What nonsense! Our generals are so dark! ”

"How can our generals have such ...... Hey? It seems like the shoe that the general wore in the morning? ”

"Could it be the clan sister who came here before the general? Isn't it said that it is a rare beauty, and you will be moved when you look at the back? An unacceptable Tiger Army muttered in a low voice, "Our generals won't run around in women's clothes." ”

The topic seemed to have turned in a direction that was unacceptable to everyone, and the Tiger Ben army on the night patrol spontaneously shut up and stopped discussing the topic.

"Night Patrol...... Continue the night patrol ......"

"Good ......"

Tonight, the moon is dark and the wind is high, and the light rain has just passed, the ground is slippery, and the fresh smell of the rain is mixed everywhere, the flower house is very spacious, or the Hou Mansion in the past, its architecture is exquisite, the room is spacious and comfortable, it is not comparable to the narrow home of Tuluo Daman and A Shan Zhiqi and others, but such a comfortable and spacious room, but there are many people who have insomnia.

Zheng Zongzi didn't need to say much, he almost wanted to go to the banquet hall to see what they were talking about, but the cautious side of his heart stopped him from doing such a disgusting act, so he could only keep pacing in front of the courtyard gate, stretching his head to see the situation over there.

When the rain was light, the banquet hall also dispersed, but he lay in the room, but he felt from the bottom of his heart that he was an "outsider".

If he hadn't been a "translator", he and Mulan would have been from two worlds at all, and even if he became an egret in the future, he would not have any possibility of intersecting with this female general.

"I have to think of a way to make her inseparable from me in the future, and be ...... like them" Zheng Zong closed his eyes groggily, "I can also laugh with them and feast together, and I don't have to avoid ......"

Tuluo Daman is talking nonsense: "It's a woman...... Well, it's a man...... Neither male nor female...... What is it? Daughter-in-law, I didn't lie...... Daughter-in-law...... No...... Don't kneel on the stone ......"

Several people are also thinking nonsense, but his personality is simple, and the things he recognizes will not change, since Mulan is the fire chief for a day, he will be his fire chief for a lifetime, even if he becomes a fairy or a monster, he is also his fire chief, so just after reminiscing about the appearance of the female fire chief, he felt that the wine was coming up, and he entered a half-asleep and half-awake room.

Di Yefei had been lying on the couch for a while, tossing and turning but couldn't sleep, so he simply jumped up, drank a few sips of cold water, and sat under the window in a daze.

In this daze, he saw a small lamp appear by the courtyard gate, and He Mulan, who was dressed in purple, pinched something and walked into the second door, Di Yefei didn't know how to make a ghost, so he suddenly fell down from the window, hid his whole body under the window, and pretended not to see anything.

"Did you come for me? It's ...... in the middle of the night."

Di Yefei's whole body was attached to the ground, and there was a wet breath on the ground after the rain, but Di Yefei was thinking nonsense without realizing it.

"She's still wearing women's clothes, and she's out alone this night? Oh my God, should I lie down on the couch? What am I doing here on my stomach? She's going to push the door in and see me stupid......"

Di Yefei's intestines were full of regret, and he didn't know whether to straighten up and make He Mulan feel that he was by the window, or simply pretend to be drunk and fall to the ground unconscious.

Just when Di Yefei, who had already turned white, had the momentum to turn his hair white again, He Mulan turned a small corner, passed by Di Yefei's window, and walked towards the door of Ashan Zhiqi's room.

Di Yefei only felt that his heart against the ground was about to jump out of the heat and almost fell into the ice cave, his cold limbs and five bones were numb, he felt that his five senses had become infinitely concentrated, I don't know if it was because it was too quiet or because he cared too much, Di Yefei could even hear the sound coming from outside.

Tuk-tuk.

"Who?"

"Brother Adan, it's me."

"Huh?"

After the sound of Shan Zhiqi's footsteps, there was a creak, and the door opened.

"Brother Adan, can you come with me?"

He Mulan's slightly confused voice was very clear in the silence.

“…… I don't know the road, you can lead the way. ”

Arman Zhiqi has always been so considerate, never asking the reason, just doing it.

Di Yefei, who was lying on the ground, listened to the footsteps of the two and walked away, the glass lamp outside the window flickered and flickered, and his eyes began to blur, and when the footsteps went away, he got up again, looked at the door in front of the door, and only felt that he was very ridiculous.

"What are you thinking? Thinking that Mulan came in and talked to you directly? In terms of reliability, you are not even as good as Shan Zhiqi in her heart. ”

Di Yefei walked back to the couch with a muttering to himself, and suddenly fell back on the couch.

"You still want to listen like a woman? That's enough! Don't let yourself go from lowly to lowly......"

***

Di Yefei has a little bit of self-suffering, if it is "reliable", among so many people in the same fire, none of them can reach the special status of Edan Zhiqi in the heart of He Mulan.

Three lives and three lives, the impact that Edan Zhiqi brought to He Mulan was huge. He is like a guiding light on the road of Hermulan's life, every time she is confused, he will show her a clear path, so that she can be empowered, like a new life.

When she first arrived in the Northern Dynasty, the first thing she recalled was this "fire chief", and later when she was trampled to death by a chaotic horse, she was able to integrate into the Chinese army, also because of Edan Zhiqi.

Maybe it's because of his age, he has a kind of "big brother" tolerance when he looks at everyone in the same fire, which makes people involuntarily confide in him.

He Mulan entered the room and originally wanted to rest, but when he was about to remove his makeup in the mirror, he had a common problem with women - I spent an hour tossing myself, and this time was about to be all gone?

After sitting in the house for a while, He Mulan sincerely felt that if he lived this kind of person who got up every day and spent an hour dressing up before going out to meet people in the future, it would be more difficult to accept than going into battle by himself.

It was this anxiety that made He Mulan pick up the glass lamp again and go to Shan Zhiqi's courtyard to find an explanation.

The courtyard of the Hua family is very large, but because He Mulan is a poor ghost, the flowers and plants are not prosperous, they are all congratulatory proposals sent by friends from all parties when the mansion was opened, some are still alive, some have withered, and it looks particularly depressed.

He Mulan carried the lantern and led Edan Zhiqi to a sheltered pavilion, placed the glazed wind lantern on the stone table in the pavilion, sat down like this, and motioned for Edan Zhiqi to sit as well.

"I can't see your face clearly in this dark night, and I always feel that I am meeting alone with a woman in the middle of the night, which is quite empty." Shan Zhiqi touched his nose and sat down.

"Except for your sister-in-law, I haven't been out in the middle of the night with any woman."

"It's because there will be so much discomfort that I haven't revealed my identity." He Mulan's hoarse voice also carried a little coolness in the clear night breeze: "Men and women, sometimes there is too much difference. ”

"We're coming here, but we've actually received a letter from Kyochung." Ah Shan Zhiqi put one hand on the edge of the pavilion, and suddenly spoke: "The letter was sent from the military government, saying that you are actually a woman, and there was an uproar in Beijing, so the military government collected evidence from us who were in the same fire......

"I was worried that something would happen to you, so I sent a letter to the former Tonghuo overnight, asking them to come to you, I also packed my things, informed your sister-in-law, and brought Adanzhuo here."

He explained lightly: "Actually, I always thought that you were hiding some secrets, you never bathed with us, didn't go to the toilet with us, you were afraid that we would lift your clothes, you treated Di Yefei completely differently from others...... But because you are so comfortable with us, I can't help but feel uncomfortable, and I never think to find out your 'secret'. For us, it is enough that you are a trustworthy and reliable 'fire commander' and an invincible 'fierce general'......"

He Mulan only felt a warmth rising from the bottom of his heart, and even the corners of his mouth flashed with a smile: "You have never seen such a shameless woman as me, right?" Even if I see you taking a shower and changing clothes, even your face won't change for a moment, let alone Di Yefei and Tuluo Da Barbarian ...... at that time."

"Okay, okay, don't mention this!" Shan Zhiqi raised his hand a little uncontrollably. "I don't even know how Di Yefei and a few people can face you freely, I thought that we would take a bath in the tent naked after practicing in the summer, and now I want to dig a hole and get into it!"

"Haha, it's not just you, even if it's Your Majesty and King Yingchuan, have I seen less? I'm afraid I won't find a few women like me in this world. Hermulan smiled happily, "When some people knew that I was a woman, their faces turned green, and they avoided me for days. ”

"Di Yefei, do you have any affection for you?" Caught off guard, Arman Zhiqi opened his mouth, "There is something wrong between you, which is very different from when we were in Montenegro. ”

Shan Zhiqi's sensitivity sometimes makes his empathy less cute, and He Mulan turned his face to the side with a weak heart: "He told me before about breaking his sleeve, I told him that I was a woman, he didn't believe it at all, and asked me to look in the mirror." To be honest, I didn't think about marriage, and I didn't know how to face him, this matter...... I just want to put it first. ”

Where does she have the leisure to fall in love?

Shan Zhiqi is also a person who has a family, although he hopes that He Mulan can have a companion in the future, but he doesn't want her to be kidnapped by "love", and has to agree with the love and pursuit of the people around him, and he can understand this kind of thing.

He was silent for a moment, then slowly straightened up, his voice with a hint of concern: "What about after that?" Have you figured out how to go your own way? Do you really want to be disarmed and return to the field? ”

There is only concern in the voice, neither Tuoba Tao's disbelief and pain, nor other people's sadness or joy, just like seeing an old friend for many years, only caring about the other party's psychological feelings, so she understands all the choices she makes.

Ah Dan Zhiqi's questioning was more like asking her "have you thought about the road in the future", rather than asking her "why do you want to disarm and return to the field" like others.

He Mulan suddenly felt sour and astringent from his nose to his throat, and in order to hide this gaffe, he couldn't help but nod his head up and down, and replied in a muffled voice: "Envoy to Beiliang, I have more than 2,000 brothers dead, I want to spend a period of time to visit the homes of these comrades who died in battle, see what can be done, and then consider whether to return to my hometown to be a farmer, or open a martial arts hall to teach people to practice martial arts......"

She smiled self-deprecatingly: "If they don't think I'm a female martial artist, with my ability, it's not difficult to teach the children of those more than 2,000 comrades." ”

"You have taken the responsibility of the fallen soldiers on your own shoulders?" Ah Dan Zhiqi whispered incredulously, "We and other military households were originally ready to fight and die for the country's loyalty at any time!" ”

"They're different." The overwhelming yellow sand appeared in front of Hermulan's eyes, and the sound of camel bells and the strange sound of the sand seemed to be still in his ears.

"They died because of my credulity and negligence. It was I who made their sacrifices worthless, worthless, and not even compensated for their deaths......"

She tilted her head to look at Shan Zhiqi.

"If we were still in Montenegro, or when we were pawns, if such a thing happened to us, we must also hope that the Lord will be able to afford the future of our family, right? Even if I am not the main general, it is good to have anyone, I can tell our family that I am not worthless to die, I am not unlucky to meet the wind and sand, even if I die of a trap and die of the negligence of the main general, it is also a great comfort for our family. ”

"You're still ......the same as before," Shan Zhiqi's sigh turned into a faint tremor in the night breeze. When I was still in Montenegro, I thought you were very special......"

"Why is a living person always thinking about the thoughts of the dead? Why do you always put yourself in the mind of the deceased and think about the afterlife? The future of the families of the war dead and those associated with them? Whether it is restraint, whether it is mourning the orphans who died in battle, or even your refusal to 'clean' the battlefield, it makes us feel heartfelt awe...... and fear. ”

The first time He Mulan heard Edan Zhiqi say this to him, he couldn't help but raise his head and open his eyes wide.

Shan Zhiqi supported his hands and couldn't see his eyes and expressions clearly in the dark night, but his voice was calm:

"Why do you think so many people in Montenegro are willing to call you 'Xuanyi Mulan'? Just because you will converge, will you stitch up the corpses, will you comfort them? It's because you think differently than we do. ”

Montenegro......

Montenegro......

"When our comrades die in battle, who cares about the feelings of those of us who have witnessed our comrades die in battle? Who will tell us 'it's not your fault, it's not that you didn't do your duty to protect'? Who would tell Gong Cao that 'these clothes and the rags you look down on are more important to their family than the spoils of war'? Mulan, Montenegro has always had a rumor that you once died, and God didn't accept you and let you come back, so you understand so much what the dead will worry about. ”

She did die, it's not that God doesn't accept her, but someone snatches her life from God......

What is seen from the perspective of a dead man is really just the ethics of being a forensic doctor. Respecting the wishes of the deceased and conveying the voices of the dead, they, the "corpse whisperers", have seen a lot of joys and sorrows after death, and they also understand how much shock a person's death can bring to others.

Sometimes, it's not just one less person in the family.

"I'm not as noble as you think...... "He Mullan dissected himself with some humility, "it's just that I see more and think more...... Maybe it's because I'm actually a woman, and a lot of the time, I think differently than you do......"

"I didn't mean to say you were so bad. But I want to tell you that sometimes your role is not as simple as killing people in battle. ”

Shan Zhiqi clasped his hands together, hugged them behind his head, and looked at the starless and moonless clouds in the sky.

"Our eyes, like this sky, are often obscured by a layer of clouds. When I was a child, I always thought that there were no stars and the moon before the rain was some kind of law, but when I grew up, I used to look at the sky and realized that it was not that there were no stars before the rain, but that everything was covered by clouds......"

"You are born without clouds in your heart, so the world in your eyes is different from the world in our eyes, right?"

A Dan Zhiqi's chuckle sounded.

"We are like when I was a child, because we are so used to it, that it is normal for the sky to be dark. But, because you are there, sometimes we can also follow your gaze, through the stratus clouds, to see the stars that illuminate each other. ”

"So, don't be presumptuous. Maybe you feel tired, maybe you feel like you're carrying too many sins, but there are more people, because you found each other's existence. ”

He Mulan's face suddenly turned red because of Ah Dan Zhiqi's praise.

"We are not alone, we are not as small as we think, there will be people who will be sad and cry because of our death, and some people will understand that our choice to live and die is as difficult as ......" Shan Zhiqi's voice was so firm.

"This is what I see from you. So, I believe you have made the right choice. If you want to do something, just let it go, even if you don't understand it, you will understand it in the future......"

He laughed heartily.

"Just like when we were in Montenegro, we couldn't understand you at first." 166 Reading Network