She was stunned for a while, thinking that her long-standing cognition had been completely subverted, and Sulla's thoughts were complicated, and her head was like a mess that could not be kneaded.

"I'm sorry." She muttered.

"You didn't do anything to be sorry for me, why do you want to say you're sorry." He looked at her appearance and felt distressed.

"Is our love so good that people are enviable?" Sura looked intently at the cigarette butts thrown on the concrete floor, still emitting wisps of green smoke.

"And now? Now you know? Sura, do you know how much I miss you? How much I want to hug you like this? Ni Kaitong took two steps forward and hugged her tightly, as if to rub her into her soul and never separate.

Can you start over? Sula froze, she didn't expect Ni Kaitong to ask this question, and she didn't think about how to answer it.

It's just that she is like this now, can she still be with him? Although it was only two years, in the past two years, she felt that she was no longer pure, and she was no longer worthy of love.

She is willing to be a butterfly and linger among the flowers.

She has long been accustomed to flying, and how to land, she no longer knows.

"I'm sorry." Ni Kaitong heard Sula's voice that seemed to come out of his throat, and he suddenly let go of her, his eyes were full of disappointment and pain, turning into tears, about to overflow his eyes.

She already feels that her heart has become worldly, she no longer believes in beautiful love, and she no longer dares to take a relationship seriously.

In fact, she felt that at this moment, she was no longer worthy of Ni Kaitong's love.

"What did you say?" When Sula looked up, tears rolled in her eyes when she saw Ni Kaitong say this.

Sula looked at the red high heels on her feet, paused, and said, "I'm in love with Dong Wenwen." ”

"You heard that, I've promised to be with him." She wanted to look into his eyes, but she couldn't muster the courage, she just happened to see the tip of his nose, and she happened to hide her sadness.

"Do you mean really?" She heard him choke, and she could clearly see a tear drip from her eyes like a meteor, slashing across her heart, hot enough to burn her.

I don't want you to see my crying red eyes, so I can only turn my back to you and walk step by step. The high heels under her feet are like the shoes of Cinderella's sister that do not fit, and every step is full of sadness.

Sula took a step ahead, creaking in the snow that had not yet completely melted, and behind her, there were silent footsteps following, not far away.

It's so close, and it's so far.

She felt very hot and cold, her whole body seemed to have a cold, her body was tormenting her in the hot and cold, and her heart was aching in both cold and hot.

Standing at the door, he began to look for the key, then opened the door, turned around, and could still see Ni Kaitong standing in the snow, just like that, looking at her quietly, the night was too dark, and the street lamp couldn't illuminate the sadness in his eyes.

She slowly closed the door, leaned against the door, slipped down, held the doorknob, and began to cry.

In the snow, he looked at the closed door, stretched out his arm to wipe the tears from his eyes, stood for a long time, and finally moved and left.

Sula turned on the stereo and listened to the once familiar song, over and over again, unable to contain tears.

No matter how beautiful and sweet the smile is, it's not yours and it's not special.

No matter how bitter and salty the tears are, it is a sunny day with your comfort!

No matter how close you are, no matter how close you are, no matter how far away you are without a hug.

The whole world only feels for you!

When she got off work, Xiaowen suddenly walked over, touched Lin Mo's shoulder, and said, "Hey, it's me who blames you." ”

She was packing her things, and when she heard Xiaowen's words, she smiled happily, and then smiled at her and said, "Let's eat together tomorrow!" ”

Lin Mo was a little surprised, but when she heard Xiaowen say this, she was still happy, and said with a smile, "Okay." ”

Xiaowen smiled, and then continued, "Let's go shopping together on Sunday, we haven't gone out together yet." ”

"Okay." Lin Mo's heart is like a sunset, glowing softly with charming light.

Lin Mo pushed open the door, the room was pitch black, and she shouted at the dark room, "Why don't you turn on the lights!" ”

No one answered, she turned on the light, and when she saw Sura lying dead on the bed, she put her bag on the table and asked, "Oh, what's wrong with you?" ”

"What's going on?"

Sula got up from the bed, walked over to her, and went into the kitchen as if she didn't see her, and came out with a knife.

"Hey, what are you doing!" Lin Mo shouted.

"I just want to peel an apple." She said, looking up, then grabbed an apple from the table, sat down and began to peel it quietly.

After crying silently for an hour, her heart was already very calm, but her eyes were swollen and painful, reminding her of what had happened in the afternoon.

"Nothing happened, did it?" Lin Mo turned to look at her and asked.

"Do I look like something's wrong?" She asked rhetorically, and began to peel the apple gently.

"Go and look in the mirror before you answer me." She asked.

Her hand peeling the apple paused, and the blood oozing into the flesh of the apple dripped into it, and she picked it up, took a bite, then coughed and said, "I'm fine." ”

"What do you want Xu Zhi'an's number to do in the afternoon?" She asked, and then saw Sula arch her back like an ant on a hot pan.

She lay on the bed, quietly able to hear her own snort, the apple on the table was bitten and bloodstained, Lin Mo's eyes moved, and then said, "Sula, don't be too strong, some things will be better if you say it." ”

"I said I'm fine." She said with a little high decibels, and there was sadness and sorrow in her voice, faintly passing through Lin Mo's ears.

Lin Mo was a little sad, suppressed his feelings, and then said, "I'm just too vegetable, I can't even handle my own affairs, why do I care about so many other people's affairs!" ”

She heard a sobbing sound in the surprisingly quiet room.

Sulla's tears ran down her cheeks, from her left eye to her right, through her ears, and across her heart.

This was the first time Lin Mo had seen Sula so sad.

On Sura's twenty-second birthday, it was still the winter of their senior year, and when the candle was lit, perhaps because of the delicate makeup on her face at the moment, it more clearly reflected the indescribable loneliness on her face, like a tide, shining in the firelight, like a rolling wave, flickering.

When she closed her eyes, his face smiling at her appeared in her mind, remembering the fragments they had once shattered, remembering the love that burned in her heart but burned her heart and dried her tears for various reasons, the love that hurts when you think about it, some people say that man is an animal, longing for love, everyone is longing for a love to happen, and this at least proves that the piece of love is not a blank blank piece of paper.

Life needs to hand in a variety of answers, love is one of them, someone's love, long-lasting, happy, that is a high score, some love bumps, go hard, barely pass, the rest of the love can only be regarded as failing.

Because of Lin Mo's work, it could only be postponed for one day, everyone got together to celebrate Sula's birthday, the window sill with the lights on, tears rolling in the eyes, life is really a book, so difficult to read, so difficult.

Life is a huge encyclopedia in which everyone's life is held.

"Sura, happy birthday!"

"Happy Birthday!" ……

Sula raised his head, looked at Chenxi and Deng Chao, the appearance of the two, silently lowered his eyes, and said to himself indifferently, "Sula, happy birthday." ”

Lin Mo walked out of Sula's house, it was snowing heavily, and he watched Lu Yifan come over, put a red scarf around her neck, and then took her into his arms, so warm and satisfied.

Just like that, he stepped on the snow with Lu Yifan, and walked forward together, leaving two rows of footprints on the white snow.

"Lin Mo, we have to go on like this together." She heard Lu Yifan stepping on the snow, and said to her with certainty.

"Okay." Her throat was slightly dry and hoarse, and then she looked at Lu Yifan looking at her, the faint street lamp illuminated his frozen and somewhat red nose, she smiled and scraped the tip of his nose, feeling a slightly cool, slightly moist feeling, Lu Yifan's kiss fell, so beautiful.

Deng Chao pushed open the door, saw the heavy snow outside, and insisted on carrying her on his back, leaving a series of deep footprints on the ground, Chenxi put his hands on Deng Chao's face, and the bright light in his eyes was as bright as stars.

"It's already a senior, so time flies!" He laughed, then turned his back on the morning sun, and she lay quietly on her back.

Finally, the car of the ancient city ran over the snow in front of Sula's gate through two deep traces, and sent all the people away, except for herself, who stood at the door, watching them.

Then he turned around and saw Ni Kaitong standing there and called her. "Sura, happy birthday."

Standing at the door, hearing his voice, her tears finally couldn't be suppressed, and she stood by the door with her mouth covered and looked at him, becoming more and more blurred.

He walked slowly towards her, his eyes shining brightly in the light.

When he walked to Sula, his heart was also painful.

He stepped forward and hugged her so tightly, so tightly, so tightly that she felt like she was about to lose her breath.

Why did she see him, her heart seemed to be cut by a sharp knife, and she only felt a sharp wound, but she didn't feel pain.

"Sura, I love you." He hugged her and let her cry on his shoulder.

"You still love me, don't you?" He asked, snorting, sobbing.

"Ni Kaitong." Sulla just called his name and couldn't stop crying.

He wiped her tears in distress and heard her say, "We can't do it anymore, really." Her tears fell down his hands.

At that moment, tears quietly slipped from his eyes.

"Sula, it's your birthday today, we don't mention others, we don't want anything else, let's go, I'll take you to eat beef noodles." His eyes flickered, he sniffed, and took her hand. R1152