Extra: "Love After Marriage First, Qin Fei Gets Himself" (164)

Old Man Gu's gaze gradually returned from the confusion of memories, and he said in a trembling voice: "She hates me, all her life...... Even the next life will be hated together......"

His hand lifted slightly, and he picked up the plate finger on the table: "This is what my father, that is, your grandfather left me, in the years when I was down, it was the only valuable thing on me, and then I gave it to Lianfang, but when I asked her to wait for me, when she sent me on the boat, she secretly stuffed this plate finger into my baggage, at that time, I couldn't understand, what was the reason for this?" ”

"Because grandpa, you don't understand a woman's heart." Gu Yufei suddenly spoke, but his voice was soft.

Old Man Gu smiled and looked at her: "Yes, I really didn't understand it back then, but I understood it later, but it was too late." ”

"Grandpa, do you know why Lianfang gave you back the finger when you left? Why would you marry someone else, and refuse to go with you when you go back to her? Gu Yufei suddenly sympathized with Qin Muyan's grandmother, she was really hurt by her grandfather all her life, and suddenly felt that at that time in the United States, she just kicked over a basin of foot washing mouth in front of her, and spoke ill of her, which was already very light on herself.

Old Man Gu didn't answer, just closed his eyes, silent and didn't know what he was thinking.

After a long time, he opened his eyes a little tiredly and whispered, "I know now." ”

"It's me, I should have taken her away back then. Her temperament is very resolute, either together, happy together, suffering together, can bear anything together, but I selfishly think that letting her wait for me is the best choice for her, but I don't know what she was thinking at that time, I don't know that she was pregnant with my child, and I don't know what she has experienced in the days after I left. It's just that after I went back, I blindly thought that she had betrayed me, and she fell in love with the man surnamed Zhao......"

"Grandpa, didn't you say that you never saw Lianfang after that? How did you find out later? ”

Old Man Gu sighed lightly: "I later went to the prison of the man I used to be in, and he left a letter before committing suicide, not for Lianfang, nor for his children, but also for me. It's a letter of blood. ”

"He wrote everything about when he married Lian Fang, including that Lian Fang had killed a child, but he didn't mind, and Lian Fang didn't let him touch it for two years of marriage, until a month before I returned to Shanghai, they finally fell in love because of the long time, and she also felt that he was good to herself, and she didn't want to delay that marriage, so when I returned to Shanghai, she happened to be pregnant."

"I was blinded by jealousy and anger at that time, and in the years that followed, sometimes when I think about it, I realized that I really did too many bastard things when I was younger."

Gu Yufei was silent.

Qin Muyan must have known when he was very young that his grandfather was killed by Gu Zhanzhong, so when he and Gu Nancy were studying in the United States, they would fight for the first time, but they gradually became brothers who shared hardships, and the grievances and hatreds of their ancestors could not affect the friendship between the two of them.

So he said that he almost couldn't control his feelings a long time ago, but he had to stay away from her, but he didn't want to lose his heart on her, and he didn't want to take this risk.

So she has fallen in love for a long time, but she doesn't dare to love, she can't love, just because her grandfather forced her grandfather to death, she married into the Qin family, and the two of them will definitely not be happy.

Just because of this......

Qin Muyan said that he only knew that his grandfather was killed by Gu Zhanzhong, but he didn't know the specific reason.

So the real reason, that's it, right?

She suddenly found that after knowing the truth, she had no shame to face Qin Muyan's grandmother, the pathetic woman who saved her grandfather back then, but was ruined by him instead.

She took Qin Muyan's mother alone, and she must have suffered a lot in her life, but her favorite grandson married the granddaughter of the enemy's family.

What kind of bad fate is this?

"Grandpa, how many years have you not seen Lianfang?" She asked suddenly.

Old Man Gu was stunned: "It's been decades, and I don't know what she has become now, she should be as old as me and can't see what she looked like before." But she was beautiful when she was young, really beautiful......"

"Wen Qing looks a lot like when Lian Fang was young, isn't it?" Gu Yufei suddenly said with a smile.

Old Man Gu didn't respond immediately, but was silent, but obviously a silent acquiescence, and after a while, he asked lightly: "How do you know?" ”

"When I was a kid, I saw a picture in the drawer of an old cabinet in the attic at the back. The woman in that photo is very beautiful, when I was a child, I just remembered the appearance of the woman in that photo, beautiful and amazing, but later I found out that Wen Qing looked very similar to the woman in the photo when she was a child, and she became more and more similar when she grew up. Did you put your apologies to Lian Fang back then, and there was nowhere to compensate, so you put it all on Wen Qing, so you would have accommodated her mistakes without any reason, and would rather force your own granddaughter away than let Wen Qing suffer the slightest grievance, grandpa, am I right? ”

Old Man Gu didn't nod or deny it, slowly closed his eyes, and let out a long sigh.

"Is Wen Qing related to you any kind of blood?"

"No, I brought Wen Qing back home, it was really just for the sacrificing feelings that old Wen saved me back then, and my love for her was also true, but later, I found out that she really looked like Lianfang, that little appearance, that facial features, really looked more and more like, over time, I gradually transferred the apologies of Lianfang to her, I was really confused, too confused, for such a femme fatale-hearted girl, I almost ruined the happiness of you and Nancy."

"It's all in the past...... Gu Yufei smiled, and then said: "Grandpa, since you can put all your apologies on Wen Qing, it means that you still care about Mercy Fang, since you know that you are wrong, why don't you go to her?" Why don't you just say sorry in person? You are all old, some things can still be let go as long as you talk about them, you have tormented each other for a lifetime, cherish the short time now, untie the grievances, and walk together to spend your old age? ”

Old Man Gu suddenly smiled: "Child, what you think is too simple. ”

Gu Yufei did not deny the simplicity and beautiful longing of his words, but hooked his lips: "This is just a hope in my heart." ”

"She said that she hated me for the rest of her life, a woman with her kind of temper, and did what she said, even if I committed suicide in front of her, would she forgive my ......"

"That's just the temper of when you're young, when you're old, you will always see it, and after all, you loved each other at the beginning. Although she married that man and gave birth to his child, she didn't love him, and the person she loved was your grandfather. ”

Old Man Gu was stunned, but he still didn't speak for a long time.

"I suddenly remembered that when my grandmother died in the hospital, you were sitting on the side of the sick*, and she took your hand and said in a very soft voice, 'Go to her......', what does this mean? Grandma has lived with you for decades, she must know that she has never entered your heart, and she has no resentment when she leaves, grandpa, do you want to lose two women and let both women die in sadness? At least grandma has been gone for so many years, and grandma has also given you good wishes, why don't you have the courage to apologize? You could say sorry to Xin Yao and Shan Xiaoou at the beginning, and pay for the mistakes you made when you were young, why didn't you even have the courage to look for Xu Lianfang? ”

"You young people, you really come up with one thing at a time." The old man sighed lightly, but didn't say much, turned his eyes to look at the slightly open window, and was silent.

Grandpa just told this story simply, after all, she and Xu Lianfang had known each other for too many years at that time, even if she studied abroad, whether it was before leaving or after she came back, there must have been many stories between them, but grandpa didn't tell it in detail. How much love there is, how much hatred there is, Qin Muyan's grandmother has hated her grandfather for so many years, in fact, she must have loved her very deeply back then.

She will secretly return the finger to him when her grandfather leaves, she should feel that this man she loves is not something she can grasp, he has his ambition to retaliate, and even if she stays abroad and is open-minded, she will eventually have the heart of a little woman, looking forward to a warm and peaceful home.

But what she wanted, grandpa couldn't give it.

She gave him back the fingers, that is, she was saying goodbye to him, that is, she had already let go of him.

Looking at the old man's silent eyes, Gu Yufei felt a little heartache: "Grandpa, I'll push you out to breathe, the paper rolls in the study are too heavy." ”

"No, I'll sit by myself, you can go out."

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Gu Yufei hesitated, and when he turned around and walked out, he saw Qin Muyan standing near the stairs.