333. Nancy Gu's Monologues
Ji Xinyao, you forgot, the day we first met, I said that the mayor is also a human being.
I have my joys and sorrows, and in the eyes of each of you, I will be pampered and pampered, and there will be times when I am afraid.
Just like now, I'm afraid of losing you, completely losing.
So that day on the court, he hugged her and whispered patiently in her ear: "Xin Yao, if I want to hurt you, I don't have to wait until the wedding day." ”
He knew that she didn't understand these truths, but some words, some things, had to be said and done by him himself, in order to loosen some dead knots that were almost about to be tied.
And whether she intended to carefully consider their relationship because of his words, this is indeed a test for Gu Nancy.
That night, the Mid-Levels Association suddenly poured rain.
Gu Nancy was standing at one end of the hall with a few friends to talk about something that was not very worth avoiding, the other party just needed a decision from him, when the rain outside suddenly began to fall, and it was a big rain in the blink of an eye.
It was already dark, he casually glanced outside, Ji Xinyao and Jian Lao in the orchard chatted very happily, he knew about it, so he specially chatted with Jian Lao later, and asked Jian to chat if she had time, she would take her to pick some fruits and relax.
Ji Xinyao and Jian Lao should still be outside at this time, Gu Nancy looked at the rain outside, turned her head and quickly finished chatting with a few people beside her, and then went to borrow an umbrella from the staff.
When she saw Ji Xinyao in the orchard behind the Mid-Levels Hall, she was standing in a shed over there, because the rain was too heavy, so she shrank on the innermost side of the shed and stood with Jian Lao.
Seeing that it was Gu Nancy coming over, she also clearly saw that he was here to pick her up, so she changed her face at that time, lowered her head and was about to walk directly in the rain, not wanting to have anything to do with him.
With such a heavy rain and cold weather, not to mention that she was still pregnant, seeing that her stubborn temper had now turned into a stubborn unwillingness to contact herself and unwillingness to forgive, Gu Nancy suddenly stepped forward and grabbed her arm directly, and hugged her cold body that was blown by the wind and rain into her arms.
"It's raining too hard, don't walk around."
"It's raining, I'm not so delicate." She was bound to get rid of him, and even ran away as if she was in the middle of nowhere.
She's scared, she's running away.
Gu Nancy successfully captured the panic and escape in her eyes, knowing that she was really not ruthless to herself, and knew that there was still his existence in such a very important corner of her heart, and maybe even more caring than him, but the way of love was different from his.
He simply stopped her and didn't give her a chance to escape.
Jian Lao is over half a hundred years old, he is a person who understands the world, when Gu Nancy came over, he left early, and there were only the two of them here at this moment, although it was colder, but Gu Nancy always held the umbrella above her head, and did not let her be drenched in the slightest.
In the midst of the tearing and scuffling, she finally shouted out the topic that she minded the most and even angered the most.
Gu Nancy frowned, hugged her body, and explained firmly: "I have nothing to do with Shan Ying, including Xiaoyu!" Of course, if you're willing to listen to my explanation! ”
After hearing this, she sneered and said a lot, a lot.
She said, you are as cynical as Nancy Gu, you think it's ridiculous to play with my feelings, right? You haven't had enough of it? You don't want me to give up until I'm bruised and plucked all the thorns out of my body, right?
Gu Nancy hugged her tightly and didn't let go, in the past month, in order to clear all the obstacles around her, in order to no longer have anything that could threaten his marriage with them in the future, in order to allow her to temporarily avoid those limelight, he forbeared, he retreated, and even she had to completely cut off relations with him no matter what, she wanted to return to her original world to breathe freely, he had thought about retreating.
But all this, she is in his arms, forgive him at the moment can no longer retreat, can no longer let in.
He hugged her, kissed her, and explained clearly word by word, whether she could listen to it or not, Gu Nancy didn't want to miss it again, and didn't want to lose her because of any misunderstanding.
If he Gu Nancy is selfish and does not want to let her go back to the world where she thinks she can breathe freely, then he admits that he is selfish.
At least be selfish and don't lose the love of your heart.
At least be selfish, so that he can hug her, kiss her, win back their feelings, and win back his Ji Xinyao.
But after Ji Xinyao knew the truth about Xiaoyu's incident, she was surprisingly calm, which was a possibility that Gu Nancy had anticipated, the most terrifying possibility.
But it really happened.
She stood in the rainy night and looked at him for a long time, and she said, "Thank you for untying the knot in my heart, and finally have an answer to the question that I have never been able to figure out." Now, can I go? ”
Her eyes were calm, her voice was calm, but her face was a little blue from the cold, and her body was faintly trembling from the wind.
She avoided his gaze, and finally suddenly picked up the umbrella on the ground, held it in her hand, and said in a distant attitude: "Return the clothes to you, lend me away." ”
Then he ran into the rain with his umbrella and refused to look back.
At that time, Gu Nancy was wondering if he was really a step too late.
He suddenly remembered the sentence that Qin Muyan had been repeating with resentment: "Why am I one step late, why am I one step late......
So now, is he also a step too late?
In any case, even if the truth was acceptable and understandable to her, did she finally choose to quit his world?
Are you tired? Or, as Thuli says, unable to breathe? Or ...... Is he Gu Nancy too confident?
In this most difficult month, he finally survived, and after taking care of everything, he rushed to F City to pick up his little hedgehog.
But this month is too long for her, isn't it?
The rain became heavier and heavier, and the water on the ground seemed to be full of splashes and hazy colors, and the thunder was loud in the sky, and the pergola could no longer cover such a heavy rain.
The few floor lamps that were originally on the ground from the front yard of the guild hall were connected to the front yard of the hall, but I don't know if it was because of the heavy rain or other reasons of the circuit, but a few lights were extinguished, and in an instant, everything in the orchard and vegetable field could not be seen clearly.
The wind was strong, the rain was heavy, and the thunder was loud, Gu Nancy walked out of the pergola, her body was already soaked, and she looked in the direction of the front yard of the Banshan Hall, knowing that she should have walked back at this moment.
Anyway, it was already soaking wet, and he didn't care how heavy the rain was, and the tall cornfield behind him was swaying with green corn stalks, and there was a rustling sound, and he looked back at the cornfield behind him.
When she was a child, Gu Nancy always had something she couldn't figure out or couldn't understand, and she always liked to find a place to be quiet by herself.
There are many Gu families, from the old man to the servants, there are at least a dozen, and there are always people with him, but when he wants to be quiet, he will always go to stay alone for a while near the ancestral hall of the mountain behind Gu's house.
The place was full of tall grass, because it was behind the ancestral hall, so no one cared for it, and behind that tall grass there were two relatively flat stones, so he would often go there.
Looking at the cornfield behind her, Gu Nancy smiled helplessly, she was always wet, and when she returned to the hall, a group of people flattered her one after another, so she simply broke a few ears of corn.
The rain was too heavy, and the ground in the cornfield was very uneven, so Gu Nancy hung the same soaked coat casually in the crook of her arm, walked around the cornfield, and broke a few ears.
The thunder grew louder and louder, and he glanced at the sky, knowing that the rain would not stop all night, and when he turned back and saw a relatively large pergola in the middle of the cornfield, he walked over, threw the corn in his hand there, and looked at the rain outside.
Although he usually smokes, he doesn't smoke much, he usually has a box of cigarettes in his pocket, he smokes at most one box a day, and sometimes he can't smoke more than one box for several days.
I instinctively wanted to get a cigarette, but as soon as I touched the coat between my arms, I suddenly sighed.
It's all wet, and the smoke is already soaking wet.
simply put down his hand, threw his coat aside, and stood in the pergola, facing the cold wind of the rainstorm night outside the shed, but Ji Xinyao's face was unconsciously reflected in front of him.
Thank you for untying the knot in my heart, the answer to the question that I have never been able to figure out. Now, can I go......
Gu Nancy's eyebrows furrowed slightly.
After standing in the pergola for a while, Gu Nancy caught a glimpse of a lot of vegetables behind the cornfield, and even some fruits and vegetables that are usually rare on the market, so she walked to the back and took a look.
I don't know how long it took for Gu Nancy to go back to the pergola and pick up his coat and was about to go back to the hall, so as not to worry the staff, but just after crossing the cornfield, he faintly heard a call.
It was Ji Xinyao's voice, and she was calling his name.
The voice was full of eagerness, one after the other.
Gu Nancy thought that she had been in the rain for too long and had auditory hallucinations, so she slowly walked out of the cornfield and looked towards the other side of the voice, only to see a thin black shadow walking back and forth on the other side of the orchard, looking like she was looking for herself, and she was full of worry and calling his name.
"Xin Yao?" Looking at the woman who seemed to have twisted her foot and walked with a twist, Gu Nancy frowned.
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