Chenxi gently broke free and put his hand in his pocket, Deng Chao was like a toy that had been left out, standing beside Chenxi with his arms down, watching her carry her bag and walk out, Deng Chao hurriedly followed.

At night, the street outside the campus is particularly lively, and the vendors at intervals illuminate the entire street with lights, and the vendors smile at the passers-by one one and look at everyone who walks by with expectant eyes, eager for them to dig out their pockets and buy something at their stalls.

Chenxi stood on the roasted corn stall and paused, Deng Chao hurriedly opened his mouth, asked for a roasted corn, and then gave it to her, she took it silently, put it in her pocket, continued to walk forward, looked up, and saw a couple walking towards her, felt the roasted corn in her pocket warm, and a little hot, she suddenly felt a little sad, and felt that the road with Deng Chao was full of thorns.

Deng Chao's mother's eyes when she looked at her were still in her mind, it was cold, like icicles hanging on the eaves, when she looked up, straight and sharp into her heart, that kind of gaze was the most unbearable for her. Yes, she doesn't want anything now, she doesn't have family affection, she doesn't have home, she doesn't have money, she has nothing, she shouldn't have love.

However, women are like this, if they have it, they don't want to let go, because they have already invested in their feelings.

She never said anything like breaking up with Deng Chao, just like she never told Deng Chao that she loved him.

She deliberately endured it like that, because she was too afraid of losing, so she didn't dare to let Deng Chao feel that she loved him too much.

"In the future, don't come to me."

"Why?" He asked, then turned to think of something, and said, "Dawn, after so long with you, you still can't trust me?" ”

"It's been a long time, how long has it been, people who have been together for a few years don't know, and besides, we've only been for a long time." She said.

"Dawn, let's be fine, don't make trouble." His voice softened.

"Okay? Deng Chao, you really haven't grown up yet. Chenxi hooked the corners of her lips and said coldly.

She felt that her love at this time was like a pregnant person, someone told her that the child in her womb could not be kept because of the deformity, but the child was already five months old, and she could already feel its existence.

She then thought that the pain would always pass, and the heartache would always pass, but the only remaining self-esteem she had was not allowed to be trampled on.

Deng Chao stepped forward and hugged her tightly, and her originally strong heart wall collapsed in an instant.

She asked, "Deng Chao, what do you love about me?" ”

Deng Chao replied, "I love you as a person, no matter what you are, I love you, I just love you, and I want to give you everything." ”

Chenxi's heart was very painful, her eyes showed sadness, thinking, in this life, I am afraid that she will never meet a man who loves her more than Deng Chao. But she still can't be upset, he is too young, but he is only in his early twenties, women are always older than men, mature faster, men are thirty and are in their youth, and when she is thirty, she is already tofu scum. Indeed, Deng Chao is very good to her, and she is happy with Deng Chao, but when it was the time of the two of them, love will involve a lot in the end, family, work, in these environments, love is like a boat in the storm, and it may be knocked down by these external factors at any time.

At two o'clock in the evening, Yang Qi was still lying on the bed, holding her eyelids, waiting for the text message from the ancient city, the silent night, the dark space, made her gradually sleepy, but she opened her eyes from time to time, lit up the screen, and saw if there had been a text message or phone call or something on it.

Can't sleep, maybe he'll text over after a while, she kept saying to herself in her heart, after waiting for so long, she was finally able to communicate with him by text message once, wait, what does it matter.

She could hear the fear mixed in the silence of the night, which made her feel cold, and she pulled the quilt tightly, and then still looked at the empty phone with only the screen that could not be opened, and the time on it was moving forward very slowly.

Is crush a painful and laborious thing, at least, Yang Qi thinks it is.

There is never a shortage of girls around him, and Yang Qi doesn't dare to think about it, not only because of his appearance, but also because of his character, and his ubiquitous figure, just like seeing him in the badminton hall, but when she saw him on the school TV station, she was really surprised.

Yang Qi still remembers that when she first entered the TV station, it was because the people from the school TV station were in the entire playground of military training, carrying cameras and looking for people on camera, and then, she was lucky to be selected.

However, thinking about it, it is only natural that the ancient city was chosen.

He stood there in a suit, practicing the sentence when he came to the stage in the evening, from time to time someone passed by, people he knew greeted him, he looked up, and returned with a faint smile, people he didn't know looked at him sideways, and he quietly bowed his head to practice, ignoring it.

Yang Qi had just finished applying her makeup, standing there, looking at him, and wanted to step forward and ask him if he remembered her name.

He looked down at his watch, and then walked towards her slowly, she could only look at him quietly for a few seconds, and when she reacted, she hurriedly lowered her head, took out her mobile phone from her pocket, and lit it randomly, Gucheng looked at her embarrassment, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.

"See you again." He stared at her delicate makeup for a long time, and then looked at her and smiled.

"Oh." She opened her mouth.

"You go to the badminton hall at three o'clock in the afternoon every day, and you don't have classes?" He asked lightly.

Her eyes widened, her careful thoughts, her small actions, it turned out that he had paid attention, but he never broke it.

"It's not every day." Her weak defense, flashing shyness, his smile straight up his eyebrows.

"Alright, it's my turn." He smiled and walked past her, the faint smell of sunlight running through her nose.

"Can you tell me your phone number?" She looked at him as he turned around and asked.

"186xxxxxxxx," he said, turning around.

She lowered her head, quickly saved the number into her phone, and then held the phone as if she were holding a baby.

After the evening performance, she sent him a text message, "Can you take me to play badminton together?" She pressed this sentence excitedly, expectantly.

The winter morning is wrapped in cold air, the early morning is shrouded in a fog, the sun has not yet begun to shine, a round of light red moon, casting a warmth that seems to be there and nothing, it is difficult to capture, just like Deng Chao's eyes looking at Chenxi at this moment, full of love and tenderness, at this time, Chenxi carried her schoolbag to go to the library, occasionally, Deng Chao came back to accompany her, knowing that she would often go to the library before morning class