443. Chapter 452: I'm a Calamity, Am I?
Lost lives cannot be recovered, leaving only memories of the past to torment fragile hearts.
If it was, maybe not. It's a pity that there are no assumptions in life, what happens happens happens.
Ling Yanbing saved someone because of her kindness, but she didn't expect to suffer a natural accident, Tian Shaoyin was really worried that this matter would leave an indelible shadow in her heart, he was afraid that she would not dare to help others anymore, and he was afraid that her unique kindness would disappear because of this.
Naturally dead, Ling Yanbing's heart was like ashes, she hugged the white ash jar and cried all night, crying until her tears dried up.
Tian Shaoyin has been by her side, even if he wants to cry, he won't cry, he has to be strong, because he still has to protect Ling Yanbing, he can't let her fall into this kind of sadness all the time.
What you don't want to happen has already happened, and you can't do anything back, and you can't change anything, so you can only go with the flow.
Now that Ling Yanbing already knows the truth, then face all this bravely with her, he believes that time can solve all problems, he will give her full love, make her feel that she is the happiest person in the world, and hope to gradually bury the pain in her heart.
It was dawn, but the grief did not stop, Ling Yanbing was still clinging to the white ash jar, her eyes were red from crying, and the whole person was also depressed.
The long pain is better than the short pain, it is better to end all this as soon as possible, she will only keep thinking about natural death when she looks at this ash jar, and she will only keep feeling guilty and blame herself.
"Yan Bing, naturally she is gone, she must also hope to get a piece of peace, let's bury the natural ashes together, okay?" Tian Shaoyin asked softly.
"Okay," Ling Yanbing nodded, and then stood up weakly.
Tian Shaoyin walked out of the room with Ling Yanbing and came outside together.
Tian Shaoyin opened the car door, Ling Yan got into the car, still holding the white ash jar tightly, she was reluctant to let go, afraid that she would naturally not be able to feel her love for her.
Tian Shaoyin quickly got into the car, then started the car and left the Tianjia Villa.
In the car, Ling Yanbing just hugged the ash jar tightly and didn't say anything, Tian Shaoyin knew that her heart was very sad, no matter what she said or did at the moment, she couldn't comfort her.
The pain in her heart only takes time to heal completely.
Now I have to go and bury the nature, but I must not bury her with Tianming, and I must not let Ling Yanbing know that there is still Tianming, otherwise she will definitely go crazy.
Since they can't be buried in the same place, they can only choose another cemetery, and there are mountains near Longding Mountain, so let's bury them nearby, so he can go to them together.
Tian Shaoyin dialed Zhuo Yu's number while driving the car, only he could reassure him about his affairs, and only he could understand the true meaning of his words.
Zhuo Yu had already guessed from Tian Shaoyin's words that Ling Yanbing had discovered everything, so he helped Tian Shaoyin contact everything and find someone to engrave the inscription in advance.
Soon I came to the destination, there are mountains and rivers, the scenery is also very good, it will indeed be a good cemetery.
This place is very close to Longding Mountain, where Tianming is buried, but now that Ling Yanbing is here, it is inconvenient for him to go to see Tianming at all.
"Yan Bing, we're here." Tian Shaoyin got out of the car, quickly walked around to Ling Yanbing's side, and opened the car door, "Yanbing, give me the natural ashes." ”
"No, I'm going to hold her all the time!" Ling Yanbing walked out of the car with the ash jar in her arms, and did not let Tian Shaoyin touch it.
"Let's go, let's be buried in front." Tian Shaoyin had already seen the stone tablet that had been placed there early in the morning, Zhuo Yu was really a reliable person, and he had everything ready so quickly.
Tian Shaoyin picked up the shovel and quickly dug a pit, he didn't expect him to bury two people with his own hands so quickly, they were both his children, he didn't expect them to leave him in less than a month after they came to this world, is the fate between them too shallow, so they didn't become the fate of a family?
Or is it because he forcibly had a relationship with Ling Yanbing to give birth to a child, so they are not qualified to stay in this world? If this is really retribution, why not retribution on him, on the child's body, so that the most injured person is Ling Yanbing!
Tian Shaoyin put the shovel aside and walked in front of Ling Yanbing, "Yanbing, the pit has been dug, we will bury the natural nature now, right?" ”
"Wait a minute, let me spend more time with her, I don't want her to be there alone, she'll be very lonely." Ling Yanbing hugged the ash jar tightly, and only when she held the ash altar did she feel that she was naturally alive.
She would rather live in this guilt and self-blame all the time, only then will she never forget that nature has been in her life.
"Yan Bing......" Tian Shaoyin stretched out his hand to Ling Yanbing, wanting to comfort her, but he didn't know how to comfort her.
He had no choice but to take his hand back, people can't be resurrected after death, it's not the first time he has experienced it, when he buried Tianming with his own hands, his heart seemed to be dripping blood, but this kind of heartache he could only bear it silently alone, and he couldn't let Yan Bing know.
"Naturally, mom is very reluctant to ...... you" Ling Yanbing looked down at the ash jar and buried her in the ground, she would never see her again, and she could no longer hold her tightly.
Ling Yanbing slowly squatted down, Tian Shaoyin also squatted down, and he also put his hand on the urn.
The two of them held the urn together, carefully placed it in the pit, and it was all over, I hope that the sadness will not spread again, Tian Shaoyin will use the time in the future to heal the wounds in Ling Yanbing's heart, and he will not let any tragedies happen again!
"Natural ......" tears welled up in her eyes in an instant, and she never saw her again, and she was buried in the ground forever.
Tian Shaoyin looked up at the sky, he didn't want tears to fall, because he had to be stronger than Ling Yanbing, otherwise how could he comfort her.
Tian Shaoyin and Ling Yanbing grabbed the soil and gently sprinkled it on the urn, and a little bit of soil gradually covered the urn until it was completely invisible.
Tian Shaoyin lifted the stele and erected the stele, and the stele was engraved with the words 'love daughter natural'.
From then on, she could only lie here, living in their memories, forever and ever.
Ling Yanbing held the natural heart lock tightly, this was her only memorial, and the only one she could leave behind.
"Natural ......" Ling Yanbing cried loudly, her fingers lightly touching the inscription on the inscription.
How sad she is in her heart, how much she regrets and blames herself. She would rather die in the fire than by nature.
I blame myself too much, but unfortunately I can't turn back time, and I can't change what happened.
"Yan Bing, don't be sad, people can't be resurrected after death, let's mourn." Tian Shaoyin could only say this, he hoped that Ling Yanbing could let herself go and not keep thinking about things that could not be changed, so that her heart would only be more uncomfortable.
"Condolences? It's so simple," Ling Yanbing wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and looked at Tian Shaoyin, "Shaoyin, aren't you sad?" Our natural she is dead, and she will never come back! ”
"Of course I'm sad, naturally she is also my child, she is dead, will I not be heartbroken!" Tian Shaoyin frowned, did Ling Yanbing really think he was cold-blooded? He didn't cry because he wasn't sad, he just didn't want Ling Yanbing to be even more sad, he was afraid that his being too sad would make her blame herself even more.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that." Ling Yanbing held Tian Shaoyin's hand, "Shaoyin, do you blame me?" I was the one who made the accident happen to nature, if it weren't for me, she wouldn't have died at all! ”
"I don't blame you, why should I blame you! It's not your fault, and you don't blame yourself anymore, okay? Tian Shaoyin caressed Ling Yanbing's face, he was most afraid that she would fall into endless self-blame.
"Naturally, it was lost from my hand, and it was all my fault." Ling Yanbing stood up and looked into the distance, her eyes were tired, and her cheeks lost their former brilliance, "Shaoyin, I'm a calamity, right, as long as anyone who has anything to do with me won't end well, right?" Tianxi Orphanage caught fire because of me, Xiaoyu had a car accident because of me, my father and mother died tragically in Mingmei Hospital because of me, and now naturally because I was burned alive by the fire, if it weren't for my existence, none of these things would have happened......"
Tian Shaoyin grabbed Ling Yanbing's shoulders and said sharply: "Don't let you say that, you are not a disaster star, everything has nothing to do with you, don't take all the fault on you, okay?" It was all just an accident, an accident! ”
Ling Yanbing smiled helplessly: "Accident? It's me, but I was naturally killed by me! She had only been born for a few days, and she had not yet passed the full moon, and she had not seen enough of the beauty of this world before leaving, and she would have hated her mother......"
"No, it's not like that! Yan Bing, don't think about this anymore, okay? Tian Shaoyin held Ling Yanbing's hand tightly and stared into her eyes, "Yanbing, about the child, as long as you want, we will have it." ”
"No, nature is dead, and my heart is dead." Ling Yanbing pushed Tian Shaoyin's hand away, and then walked forward weakly, although this child was something she had when she was reluctant, she used to regard Tian Shaoyin as a demon, and she didn't want to have any relationship with him, let alone conceive his child.
But these thoughts changed as she fell in love with him and discovered that he was the brother Ruoshui she had been waiting for.
From the moment she learned that she was pregnant, she was looking forward to the day when the child would be born, but she didn't expect that there would be a car accident that day, but fortunately the child was fine.
After Nature's birth, she felt more responsibility, she wanted to be a good mother, so that Nature's love for her could be felt all the time.
But he didn't expect that she would leave her one day.