Chapter 287: Su Lingxiao's Confession
; Su Lingxiao is still the same Su Lingxiao, her domineering appearance has not changed at all, but Lu Shan can see a slight difference in her eyes, her eyes are very calm, like a pool of stagnant water.
Lu Shan noticed that she had lost a lot of weight, although she was also thin before, her body was full of traces of youth, but now she looked skinny. She was wearing a bright yellow shirt, which should have been impressive, but it made her even more haggard and emaciated.
"Can I say a few words to you alone" Su Lingxiao looked at Lu Shan and asked.
Lu Shan glanced at Ye Gang and said to him: "Ye Gang, you go back first, I'll be back later." ”
"Don't stay outside for too long, it's not safe." Ye Gang whispered to Lu Shan, and he also recognized Su Lingxiao and knew that this person had a bad personality. Although it was Su Lingxiao who found fault every time, and she herself suffered, Ye Gang still didn't feel at ease to let the two of them get along alone for too long.
However, he was very confident in Lu Shan's martial arts, and calculated the time when he got home, if Lu Shan hadn't come back, he would definitely go out to pick her up.
"Battalion Commander Ye, oh no, Ye Gang is now the regiment commander, you have a really good relationship with him, I rarely see a loving military couple like you." Su Lingxiao said slowly, she is struggling to speak now, I don't know if it is a physical problem or a change in personality, she speaks word by word, which is very different from before.
Seeing that Lu Shan didn't plan to answer, Su Lingxiao smiled bitterly and continued: "I know that you don't want to see me, but in fact, I don't want to see you. You said that you are a village girl from the countryside, why are you so arrogant, where did you get the confidence to be with me, but you make me look down on you from the bottom of my heart, but every time you can make me deflated and make me hurt, even so, I can't do anything to you. You always seem to be favored by the heavens, and I am not as lucky as you, I admit that I am self-inflicted, but this fruit is a little too heavy. ”
Lu Shan was impatient to listen to her talk about these boring topics, so she asked bluntly: "If you just want to tell me that these are not nutritious, then I will go first." ”
Lu Shan turned around and left, Su Lingxiao hurriedly stepped forward to grab her, but he didn't dare to really touch her body because of Lu Shan's strong force value.
"Lu Shan, you wait, I, believe it or not, I just want to say sorry to you." Su Lingxiao took a deep breath, raised his hand to take off the mask that covered most of his face, and a scarred face appeared in front of Lu Shan's eyes.
Su Lingxiao's face has been swollen, but it has left a permanent scar, and the skin texture is severely damaged, resulting in rough and dull yellow skin, and the skin on the whole face looks worse than that of a middle-aged woman who has been doing farm work all year round.
She was not yet twenty years old, she was young enough to pinch out the water, and now with such a face with permanent scars, the pressure on her heart could be imagined.
She was originally also a beautiful girl in the sky, with a good family background, good study, and good looks. Even if she has an arrogant personality, she can't hide her own elegance.
If it weren't for Lu Shan, a person who doesn't play cards according to common sense, her life would probably be a different story.
However, Su Lingxiao actually understands that the reason why she became the way she is now has nothing to do with Lu Shan. In the past, she was also misled by others, so she would provoke Lu Shan again and again, and finally harm others and herself.
Lu Shan looked back at her seriously, she was very surprised by Su Lingxiao's apology, after all, Su Lingxiao has always been a domineering and arrogant girl in Lu Shan's impression.
Every time Su Lingxiao finds fault, Lu Shan feels that she actually has something wrong with her brain, otherwise how could she listen to what others say, and she won't think about it at all.
Although Lu Shan doesn't like Su Lingxiao as a person, she is still embarrassed about her fate.
Everyone is likely to experience all kinds of setbacks on the road of life, and setbacks will make people understand many principles of being a human being, and make them cherish their existing life and happiness more. Setbacks make people grow, experiences make people mature, but sometimes, the cost of growth is too high.
After Su Lingxiao's experience, she can be regarded as growing up from the inside out, but such an ending is really sad.
Of course, Lu Shan would not feel heartache for Su Lingxiao, after all, she and Su Lingxiao had been on opposite sides from the beginning, and they had many unpleasant troubles. And all this was caused by Su Lingxiao himself, although Lu Shan would not fall into the trap for her, but he would not help her.
Su Lingxiao may also know that she used to be quite annoying, her life was smooth sailing in the past, and she did not experience any setbacks at all. Only now did she realize how wrong she had been
She tasted the bitter fruit of being framed, and she also knew how hateful the bastard things she had done before.
Until today, she knew that the injury on her face was not caused by Lu Shan's slap, but that someone had harmed her, using a medicinal powder made of "snake venom grass" on her face.
This herb itself is used to detoxify snake venom, but it itself contains highly poisonous, and if you do not have snake venom but use snake venom, the consequences are the same as snake venom, which will cause extensive skin ulceration and decay.
Ordinary poisons can be cured, and of course the poison of snake venom can be cured, but unlike other poisons, the skin damage caused by snake venom is permanent and irreversible. In other words, no matter how she treats it in the future, this face will not return to its original state.
Being framed by someone like this, doesn't Su Lingxiao hate it
She hates, but what she hates most is herself
She hated herself for being blind, mistaking the snake and scorpion for her relatives, and even more hated herself for being ignorant and complacent when she was used by others.
She is no longer the Su Lingxiao she used to be, and she will not act impulsively when she doesn't agree. Of course, it's not that she doesn't want to be impulsive, it's that the consequences of impulsiveness are too serious
When she learns that all her misfortunes were caused by her former closest stepmother, the anger and hatred, pain and remorse in her heart can be imagined. She is not a person who knows how to forbear, let alone a person who can be wronged.
Since her parents divorced, Mingyu has lived in the Su family as the hostess, and Su Lingxiao resisted fiercely at first, and her eldest lady's temper is not something that ordinary people can bear. However, Mingyu can endure it, not only can she endure her disrespectful remarks and malicious teasing of Mingyu, but she can even greet Su Lingxiao with a smile and care after being wronged.
The old man of the Su family is very strict with the education of his children and grandchildren, but the only mistake in his life is to marry such an incomprehensible wife as Mrs. Su, which causes the offspring to be inferior to one.
It is said that loving mothers have many defeated children, and this is true.
In the entire Su family, there is no way to find a man who can succeed and the only youngest son who satisfies the old man, Su Liyang, is smart enough, but his personality is abandoned by Mrs. Su.
Fortunately, although Su Liyang likes to mess around, he has a bottom line, knows what he is doing, and will not cause too much trouble to his family.
And the boss Su Liwei looks calm and never causes trouble at home, but he is too stupid
This can be seen from the way he looks at women.
If the children are not successful, Mr. Su wants to educate his grandchildren well, but unfortunately now that life is good, no parent is willing to let their children suffer. Old Man Su's plan finally fell through, he couldn't even control his son, let alone order his daughter-in-law
But he has never been unapologetic to his grandchildren's children, and always has a serious face, which makes Su Lingxiao very nervous and stunned when facing the old man.
She doesn't like Mr. Su, because Mr. Su always likes to educate her with a straight face, saying that she is not right or that is wrong, and she is not allowed to do this or that. Whenever this happens, Mingyu will always stand up, comfort her softly, and promise her anything.
She wants to go out and play, and Mingyu not only won't object, but will also prepare snacks for her and dress her in a beautiful white dress.
She got into trouble outside, and when Su Liwei taught her, Mingyu would intercede for her and prevent Su Liwei from scolding her.
No matter what mistakes she makes, Mingyu will never say anything wrong about her, and pamper her to the extreme, so that she can enjoy the love that she has never enjoyed in her own mother.
At that time, she thought that Mingyu really treated her as her own daughter, even a hundred times better than her own daughter. She had never seen anyone's own mother spoil her daughter to the sky, and she didn't have to worry about punishment even if she made a mistake.
She thought that this was mother's love, but only now did she realize that real mother's love is not blind doting, and no mother is willing to raise her own children and make her go around like an ignorant fool.
She was an abominable girl, as she could see from the fact that she hadn't had a true friend for so many years. No matter who she is, she can always provoke other people's disgust, even the shell Lang is not so annoying.
In the past, she always thought that she was right, and it was others who were wrong, otherwise why would others be right with her, and Mingyu often instilled such thoughts in her ear: Our family Ling Xiao is the best girl in the world, you didn't do anything wrong, it was others who were wrong, and others didn't know what was good or bad, and they didn't understand Ling Xiao's good.
How stupid would she be to really believe such an obvious lie
Su Lingxiao's eyes turned red, and tears of remorse flowed.
She hates Mingyu, and she hates herself even more, and she is to blame for all this caused now, she doesn't dare to go to Mingyu for revenge, and it is impossible to expose her true colors.
Because, no one believed her at all
"Lu Shan, actually, I don't hate you that much, I'm just jealous of you. You're obviously just a village girl, but you're so good-looking, not at all as cowardly as other village girls, and you're very confident. Self-confidence gives you a unique temperament and charisma, which is a trait that I am missing. I'm obviously better and more beautiful than you, but everyone seems to dislike me," Su Lingxiao covered his face with his hands and cried.
She didn't know who she should talk to about the pain and pain in her heart now, she had no friends, just a group of followers with ulterior motives who wanted to get some benefits from her.
She didn't ask Lu Shan to forgive her for what she had done before, she just wanted to show Lu Shan that she was really wrong
Lu Shan's eyebrows frowned slightly, looked at her solemnly, and asked, "Su Lingxiao, is there something going on in your family?"
Su Lingxiao will reflect on herself like this, there is only one possibility that she has discovered the truth of her disfigurement.
If this is the case, then the next Su family may not be so calm.
The Su family has nothing to do with her, but she is afraid that Mingyu will have something to do with it, that woman, Lu Shan really doesn't know what she is thinking in her heart
Since she married into the Su family and wants to have a happy married life, shouldn't she treat the Su family sincerely, does she really treat the Su family as a fool
Su Liwei is stupid, that's because he fell in love with Mingyu's beauty, and of course it is not ruled out that he is really in love with Mingyu. But how could Old Man Su, who has lived for most of his life, not be able to see the true face of Qingyu, you must know that as long as Old Man Su is not dead, he can only be the one who can be the master of the Su family now
Lu Shan didn't know whether to explain whether Yu was stupid or scheming, she only knew that since Su Lingxiao had discovered the truth, Su Lingxiao's character would definitely not give up.
It's just that I don't know why Su Lingxiao doesn't want to deal with Mingyu now, but instead runs to her to confess
Could it be that Su Lingxiao knew the true relationship between her and Mingyu
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