Chapter 25: Self-harm

72_72998 Can he not feel bad? I can't wait to cut off these two hands, but the knife is next to him, he can't let himself be disabled, if he is disabled, then what will Yang Haolong use to protect this person when he encounters danger?

Suicide? If she can forgive herself and live a good life with herself, she can naturally smile at Jiuquan, but what she wants to do most now is not these, but how to get Yang Haolong's forgiveness.

The corners of his lips twitched, and then he picked up the knife behind him, dotted the wound on his chest, and stabbed it in one fell swoop.

Blood flowed from the wound and the corner of his mouth at the same time, maybe this is the only way to atone for his sins, just now he was a little unbelievable that he had done such a hateful thing.

Coughed lightly twice, the blood beads at the corner of the mouth dripped on the chest with a rippling arc, and the blood in the two places was mixed together, he was still not satisfied, and sent the knife into it, this is the chest, the middle of the chest is the heart, and a person without the rhythm of the heart is a dead person.

Wang Jiahong doesn't know how ruthless he is, but if he has the current medical equipment card, he can see at a glance that he almost stabbed his heart, how much is this little bit, one centimeter.

He wants to keep this centimeter to hurt Yang Haolong for one life, two lives and two lives.

The knife was still cramping, the sharp blade cutting through the flesh as if it had pierced into the bottomless darkness, and he slowly closed his eyes, and there was a groan of pain in his mouth, and he saw the book of his past life again.

The beautiful woman laughed and made trouble, there was a faint footprint on the sea, they could have been together, but because they were blinded by the flow of materialism, they never had a good book.

After the miscarriage, she was so shocked, in pain and uneasiness all night, but she still had to show that she didn't care at all. That's what he owes her......

Then there were the second and third miscarriages, and the physical pain could be smoothed over time, but the psychological pressure was completely unresolved.

Her eyes were exactly the same as the ones she had just looked, the dead silence, the resignation, full of anger, unwillingness, resentment and deep disgust, and staring at her eyes like she was looking at a pile of garbage.

Herself is really a pile of garbage in her eyes, right?

has never treated Yang Haolong well, violence made her afraid of herself, and it was a kind of numbness to be scared to the extreme. Then it is resigned to fate, rather than living in such a dilemma and seeming each other, it is better to kill yourself at once, then there is no loss of both worlds, maybe it is the best of both worlds.

If there is anything bad, I will bear it, if there is a long distance full of flowers, it must be left to you, and I will come to disasters and bad things.

He still wanted to get the smile he had when he pinched her pink cheeks for the first time, it was so clear like a piece of sunlight shining down over the alley in winter, but that smile withered like a withered zinnia in the years to come, so single and warm.

At that time, she went to jump into the sea, hoping that she could stretch out her hand to write her fate, but none of them developed according to plan......

Thinking of his torture of Yang Haolong, Wang Jiahong couldn't help but almost shed tears, the knife stopped in the most delicate position, and then slowly pulled it out, could this be all he could do?

Forget it, let Yang Haolong go.

Sometimes Wang Jiahong thinks the same way, but Wang Jiahong can do all the things in the heavens and the earth, but this one thing can't be done, what a good vision for a lifetime and a couple, you can't just break it like this, you can't.

I heard Chen Aolong say just now, where did Yang Haolong go? Shenjin Temple, go to see Emperor Chu? What to do this time?

"Go and ask, ahem...... What is the dragon going to do...... Ahem. The knife had been pulled out, Chen Aolong sighed secretly, and could only find the answer in the face of the vigilant question.

"Don't alarm anyone in the Dragon Minister's Mansion, do you hear that?" Wang Jiahong said lightly.

Wang Jiahong bit her lip secretly, she had hurt Yang Haolong enough, if she still couldn't forgive herself this time, let Yang Haolong go. However, after thinking like this, his heart began to hurt again.

Sure enough, even if intellectually he let Yang Haolong go, emotionally he just couldn't do it!

He was pessimistic and knew that if he let go, this time it would never be possible - to be together.

"Ahem" Wang Jiahong coughed a little while standing up, then wiped the wound slightly, put on his clothes, and said to himself, "Wang Jiahong, you deserve it, you should bear these things,"

He got dressed and walked out.

Yang Haolong walked evenly and slowly into the palace of Emperor Chu, his footsteps were smooth and smooth without stagnation, just like his own heart, the ancient well was waveless and peaceful, she knew what the lever of negotiation was, and she also knew that she had only one way, only victory.

Because this was originally a wild era of survival of the fittest.

Emperor Chu was lying on the couch on his side, and when he saw that the person who came in turned out to be Yang Haolong, his body was slightly on one side, "Long Xiang is here?" ”

Yang Haolong's slender hair was in the crown of the four dragons, looking extremely free and graceful, and there was a hint of sultry provocation in his eyes, "The minister is here, but Weichen came this time just to warn the emperor, from now on, you and I are not friends or enemies, and I also ask the emperor to understand the current situation." ”

Yang Haolong's handsome face was a meager anger, but it had been replaced by a Xining smile, "It's all the emperor's words a few times and it is invisible, and the minister has no choice, the emperor wants to kill me now, but it's not enough." ”

After speaking, she smiled suspiciously, her deep eyes were like a turbulent river, stared at the other party's gloomy eyes, and said: "Cannibalism or father-son love, you will know when the time comes, let's go and see the flowers." ”

"Presumptuous, dare to speak like this to the emperor!" The person next to him walked out like a ghost, intimidating Yang Haolong and Xu Wu and Ah Yue behind him, Ah Yue slowly pulled out the cold sword, but was lightly hit by Yang Haolong's elbow, and the sword was already in the sheath.

Yang Haolong's eyes showed a hint of playfulness and reluctance, "In Weichen's heart, the emperor is full of words, and you are just a monkey and crown, what kind of Ming Jun is it, am I considered to be a good peace?" Hahaha. ”

"You-you-" Emperor Chu's big dark hand waved in vain in the air, and finally fell like a tree with its crown cut off.

Yang Haolong's thin lips had a shallow smile.

Emperor Chu could only watch Yang Haolong enter the room, and after three or five sentences, he walked out with his clothes in the wind, and came like a spring dream without a trace.

A slight gasp escaped from Emperor Chu's mouth, and that slight gasp seemed to be nothing, like a gust of wind, and followed Yang Haolong to the West Palace. The reason why Yang Haolong came to the West Palace was entirely to complete that plan, and the fifth prince was very happy to see Yang Haolong coming, he hadn't been with Yang Haolong for a long time.

Yang Haolong lowered his eyes and met the eyes of the fifth prince, "Long Xiang, dear Lord Taifu, why didn't you come to teach me this rotten wood for so long, I miss you so much." ”

Yang Haolong hugged the five princes, "Long Xiang also misses the five princes very much." ”

The conspiracy here has begun to brew, any slightest wind and grass can provoke the delicate nerves of the concubine to a level of vigilance, the concubine heard the sound of footsteps outside, and she had already moved the lotus step to meet it unhurriedly, and her thin lips hooked, "Are you here?" ”

Yang Haolong didn't mind what happened last time, he was in distress in the tunnel because he trusted people too much, no wonder others.

This time they need an alliance, there is no other way, the concubine's eyes looked at Yang Haolong deeply, Yang Haolong's eyes were also as bright as stars in the middle of the night, the two looked at each other and smiled, and the concubine said lightly: "Come in."

It was hard to hide the excitement in the tone.

Because the emperor knew about digging the tunnel, and the matter of wanting to establish a new monarch was also known by the emperor, the concubine can be said to be in danger, and now seeing Yang Haolong falling from the sky, she naturally knows what Yang Haolong means, and the two of them feel sorry for each other, so they can hit it off.

Yang Haolong's dark gaze seemed to have some kind of hypnotic magical power, making it impossible to resist, and the concubine said, "Can you start?" ”

The atmosphere was very dark, and the concubine was also playing dumb riddles, seeing that the five princes were still entangled in Yang Haolong, she hurriedly asked the little inner eunuch to take the five princes away.

Yang Haolong raised his eyebrows, "I just need one thing, you know." ”

She already has fame, and there are countless amounts of money in the car, so what Long Xiang needs, she naturally still knows.

However, for the final victory of this game, the concubine could only nod her head, lifted her lips and said: "As long as the fifth prince can ascend the throne in a smooth manner, I don't care about it, I also want what you want, I will give it to you." ”

"Okay."

Yang Haolong closed the Zheshang, and the sound was like a thunderclap in the night sky, prompting the last danger, and the sky seemed to be about to rain.

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"Long Xiang went to the West Palace again." Chen Aolong came to report again.

Raising his head, he suddenly found that Wang Jiahong's chest was as bright and dripping red as a red plum blossom, and he wanted to find someone to come in to help the Demon Venerable heal, but after thinking about it, it was probably not necessary, so he lowered his eyebrows and retreated.

Wang Jiahong's dark pupils had a kind of obscurity, and he couldn't explain clearly, and just as he was about to take a step, the pain in his chest made him stagnate again. But these are self-inflicted iniquities, and self-inflicted sins cannot live, and that's the truth.

The pain made him clench his brocade robe in an instant, but after a long time, it was much better, and he walked outside with a slight cough.

She has already thought of the way back, and she is already going to unite with the forces she already hates to expel herself, Wang Jiahong's smile is full of vicissitudes and loneliness that cannot be covered, and a dusty face is a painful nick, "Long'er, I'm sorry." ”

When I walked outside, there was already rolling thunder outside, and within a while, the rain had fallen. He walked straight into the rain, and someone behind him made an umbrella of Meng Zongzhu for himself, and when the green umbrella arrived outside the West Palace, Wang Jiahong stood in the pouring rain.

The umbrella had already been taken, and he waved his hand.

"Ahemβ€”you go." The man stepped back.

Wang Jiahong stood up straight, after all, he hurt Yang Haolong, otherwise Yang Haolong would not have repaid himself like this.

After waiting in the rain for a while, his chest hurt even more, the feeling like a broken boulder in his chest was completely indescribable, and he maintained a high degree of clarity on the spiritual platform, so that he could give Yang Haolong an umbrella as soon as possible.

She must be very angry today, she must be in a terrible mood, and she can't get caught in the rain, and she can't compete with herself in case of a cold.

He coughed slightly, stood strong, and his whole person was like a green bamboo in the rain.

He knew that he couldn't show the cowardice of XiΓ n, and he couldn't be a little sluggish, so he watched with wide eyes as he adjusted his internal breath, until the man appeared in his olive-shaped eyes, and then he called softly, "Long'er-"

There was a chill on Yang Haolong's back, and she didn't know if it was cold rain or cold sweat.

He walked slowly, and the handle of the green umbrella slid over the graceful and smooth finger and handed it over.

Yang Haolong looked at the heavy rain in the sky, as if someone had cut the heavens, she took the umbrella with a faint sigh, and only saw that the smile on the corner of Wang Jiahong's mouth was like a rainbow on the sunny sky after the rain, but the rainbow was evaporated by the sun all of a sudden.

She walked into the rain, and then slid gently, and the umbrella came into the hands of Xu Wu behind her, Xu Wu took the umbrella but smiled, looked at the umbrella as if it was a dirty thing, but slightly sideways saw Ah Yue behind her.

Slid the umbrella behind him again, and Ah Yue picked it up with the tip of his sword, and the umbrella shattered into pieces of bamboo.

It seems that Wang Jiahong's alms Wang Jiahong gave dryness and warmth that no one wants, they are all temperamental people, and they all want to take care of the people they like, but no one will accept the gift of such an executioner.

The lines of Wang Jiahong's face were tense, and he couldn't help the pain in his chest.

Didn't anyone want it?

He gasped, it was unbelievable, Yang Haolong had already walked into the rain, in the heavy rain, she didn't even turn her head, according to Wang Jiahong's previous style of doing things, he would definitely rush up and pick her up and let her go to a clean world, but this time he didn't do that, he was so humble and so "dirty".

Wang Jiahong looked at the heavy rain, it was too big, just like the forty-eight thousand heavenly maiden practice, the pain in his chest burned slightly, he still rushed into the heavy rain, crossed the two people behind Yang Haolong, hugged Yang Haolong at once, and then rushed to the front.

Ah Yue hurriedly chased after him, and the two figures swept into the eaves of the corridor in front of him like a green wind.

Yang Haolong reacted very quickly and stood on the opposite side, and then put a dagger under his neck, yes! This is a threat, not suicide, Wang Jiahong threw a mouse bogey, naturally he was scared and retreated.

Yang Haolong stretched out his hand and mechanically cut it from the top of his sleeve, and then there was the sound of silk cracking, her hands were as strong as a machine, the sleeves had fallen, and then she turned around and cut the robe to pieces.

She didn't care about such a cold weather, and she could see that she didn't leave any armor in the places where she was hugged by Yang Haolong.

The two of them didn't say a word, and they confronted each other coldly.

Yang Haolong cried in front of Wang Jiahong for the first time, and the tears were so dripping that they almost blurred his eye sockets and the surrounding scenery.

Wang Jiahong raised his eyebrows, looking very sad, Yang Haolong paused and already put the dagger on his arm, yes, this place has just been touched, and there is no need to keep it here.

"Dragon-"

"Stay away from me, you dare to take another step-" She didn't continue, she didn't want to commit suicide for such a person, Yang Haolong has his own pride, and what he can't do will definitely not go beyond the bottom line.

Wang Jiahong didn't dare to move forward, he was not afraid of being injured, he was afraid that Yang Haolong would be injured.

"Put down the knife, you can do whatever you want."

She didn't believe it anymore, she just sneered, and then slashed down on her arm and wrist at once, and it could be seen that she was really going to scratch her arm, and the force was too great-

Wang Jiahong did not hide his worry, seeing that she had a certain heart of death, and hurriedly blocked under her wrist, Yang Haolong thought that this time he could let him get away completely, after all, he didn't even want his life, but he opened his eyes in astonishment, and the knife cut down without feeling, but was blocked by something.

She looked down and saw his injured arm.

He didn't act rashly, nor did he make any other moves, because he was afraid that his slightest movement would touch Yang Haolong's skin, so Yang Haolong would naturally hurt himself, and he was unwilling.

It would be satisfying to be able to let yourself be bruised all over your body in exchange for Yang Haolong's knowing chuckle, but it doesn't look like it will be.

Damn it!

Yang Haolong pulled out the knife, then closed his eyes, and all his tears were gone.

Tremblingly, he withdrew the knife, and then wiped the blade on the cuff, and threw away the knife all of a sudden, is even the knife "dirty"? Because it touched his own blood, the knife was dirty.

The silk was quickly swept into the heavy rain by the wind, and when Yang Haolong walked away, Wang Jiahong walked into the rain and cleaned up the shredded clothes one by one, and then hugged them in his arms, kissing his lips on her sleeves, he actually found that he also began to cry, which was absolutely impossible.

Wang Jiahong has not shed tears since he remembered things, blood and sweat are not tears, today this is-

No, it won't!

It must be a rain of rain, it must be!

Standing dumbfounded in the storm, holding a mass of flying rags, he didn't know why he was so sentimental, and he didn't know what he was doing. Yes! No, he is a Demon Venerable, how can he be so nervous for a woman, why?

He hugged the rag as if he was holding his own life, and he cherished it on the tip of his nose and on his skin, so that he could hug her, didn't he?

Although silly.

"Master, are you alright?" Xu Wu walked over with the child in her arms, because the child was a little crimson in the rain, Yang Haolong glared back resentfully, "You are all drenched in the rain, why do you want to accompany me to suffer?" ”

"The lord humiliates the ministers to death, and the truth of the daughter-in-law is still clear, what kind of master and servant is it if you can't share the joys and sorrows, isn't it?" Xu Wan said and glanced into the distance, "When necessary, you can spare your life for the sake of your master, master, you have suffered." ”

She originally thought that it was the pervert who cut the master's clothes just now, and then used the dagger to cut the master, but she couldn't see where the master was injured.

Xu Wu took a breath, "Master, where are you injured?" ”

"No, let's go back." She swallowed her last tears.

Tomorrow is the first step in his and his concubine's plan, and he can only succeed and not fail.

Yang Haolong returned to the Longxiang Mansion in disheveled, and Wang Jiahong did not come over, because at this time, there was a ragged figure in the heavy rain, and the person was still smiling sadly in the rain.

Finally, she waited until the next day, and she barely closed her eyes all night.

The next day, Yang Haolong arrived at the concubine's mansion. Today can be said to be the first day of forcing the palace, if the Chu Emperor is stubborn, he will find a way to join forces with the concubine to get rid of the Chu Emperor, and then close the palace gate and shoot Wang Jiahong with a Zhuge crossbow.

The plan has matured, and now what is needed is a specific process, as for many things, the two of them have tacitly understood it yesterday, it is completely just a step-by-step process, how a good person and the worst person cooperate, to this day I will see.

Yang Haolong cheered up today, dressed up heroically and arrived in the Shenjin Palace, which was originally the embankment fee for the civil and military routine of the Manchu Dynasty, but this morning there was no such feeling at all, and it was very deserted.

Yang Haolong lifted his lips and said, "It's good." ”

The hand does not move the worm, and the worm does not bite the hand.

The most unexpected thing finally happened again, which was almost unthinkable to everyone, and it was completely unexpected, so that after a while, Yang Haolong's eyes widened.

Emperor Chu already knew about today's events, the civil and military forces of the Manchu Dynasty were gone, and there was a lot of noise in Zihua City.

Yang Haolong waved his folding fan to the Divine Jin Palace, and snorted at Emperor Chu, "I can watch the play today, hehe." ”

Chu Huangqi's face trembled, and he almost died of convulsions, but he still said in a trembling voice: "Hong'er, Hong'er won't kill me." ”

Yang Haolong was still confident, she sneered, hooked her lips and said, "Do you think your son listens more to me or yours!" ”

"Poisonous woman, poisonous woman! I'm going to kill you witch! "No matter how generous Emperor Chu is, he can't remain calm.

Yang Haolong waved his hand, and the concubine hurriedly walked out of the screen, and the concubine nodded and said, "Long live the emperor." But there was no hint of long live in his tone, but he smiled contemptuously, "The emperor might as well kill me with the sword next to him, give it a try." ”

Emperor Chu trembled his hands, how could it be, he didn't have the slightest strength to pick it up.

This nightmare feeling lasted for a minute, and Emperor Chu opened his mouth wide, and even his voice began to be confused.

Yang Haolong sneered: "The ginseng soup of the concubine is really a medicine to get rid of the disease, it seems that the emperor has already obtained the samadhi, okay, today is probably the time when the emperor needs the Zen position, how will the emperor die later?" Death from overwork? Myocardial? ”

Concubine Regent smiled faintly and pulled out the five princes who had already put on the nine-clawed dragon robe, "Hengzhi is a death, just a violent death, hehe." ”

"Oh, that's fine."

"Your Majesty," Yang Haolong admired Emperor Chu's panicked look, and then smiled indifferently, "Your Majesty, didn't you mean a poisonous woman?" The concubine next to you is also a poisonous woman, otherwise we wouldn't have helped the dragon so soon, so let's go, Your Majesty. ”

The concubine had already pulled out a sword from her cuff, but was stopped by Yang Haolong, "Why is Niang Niang in such a hurry, don't you want to see her son kill his father?" ”

Yang Haolong smiled coquettishly, and then waited.

After a long, long time, Wang Jiahong arrived at the Shenjin Palace, as if he had a soul, he just smiled, thin and powerful, cruel, there was no emotion in those eyes, cold and firm.

This is what Yang Haolong prayed for, at that time, Yang Haolong asked himself to help the dragon, in this case, today is the last favor to help Yang Haolong, and from then on, Yang Haolong will be released.

The handsome and tall figure came to the emperor's face, and then glanced at the eyes that were numb and couldn't move, "The emperor is zen, tomorrow's national funeral will be known to the whole country!" ”

Just after saying that, the hands have been stretched out, he is a smart person naturally knows, this matter is undoubtedly left by Yang Haolong and the concubine, kill the emperor, kill the emperor. Since last night, Wang Jiahong has known that he must kill the emperor, and since he wants to do it, he will do it to the end at one time.

However, why did Emperor Chu have a look in his eyes that he couldn't understand at all, he was so haggard and sad, and even there was a thin resentment and blame in the eyes of that kind of dead fish, and of course a little kindness.

It's like a loving father looking at his own child.

There was hesitation on those handsome and elegant faces, why there were such inexplicable eyes, it looked very strange.

"Slow!" Yang Haolong habitually shook his fan, "The prime minister still has something to say, it seems that there is nothing wrong with the Chu Emperor, of course, the prime minister will not mind who sent the emperor on a ride-"

She shrugged her shoulders, closed the fan gently, and then spread her hands slightly, "However, it seems that the emperor has something to say." ”

Concubine Regent's eyes rolled, poured another glass of water, fed Emperor Chu to drink, and then stood aside with a smile. Emperor Chu's eyes widened after a while, and then he glanced around, feeling that his tongue could already speak, and then he spoke, there are not many opportunities, so he can only grasp it.

"Hong'er, you can't kill me-"

Wang Jiahong doesn't know the mystery of his life experience, but even if he does, what if he does?

Yang Haolong patted Emperor Chu on the shoulder diligently, "You-say slowly, don't worry, tell the Demon Venerable that you are his father." ”

Yang Haolong smiled gracefully, he was not afraid of Wang Jiahong at all, at this time, even if Wang Jiahong wanted to save the Chu Emperor, it was impossible, and the concubine had prepared a secret weapon, and she could ask for the emperor's life at any time.

Emperor Chu coughed slightly, and then shouted angrily, "Hong'er." If you kill your father, there will be no difference between you and these two poisonous women, Hong'er, I am your father, I ...... more than twenty years ago"

Wang Jiahong kept calm, for the sake of Yang Haolong, he could kill this person, father, but now that the situation has changed, do you want to recognize a son casually? It's not that simple, is it?

The corners of Yang Haolong's mouth always maintained that light smile, but Emperor Chu's words gradually began to shake Wang Jiahong's calmness.

Wang Jiahong had to face Emperor Chu squarely, at least many of the things he said were exactly the same as reality, father? Is it true? If it's a father, then won't he be able to do it after a while, no, since ancient times, loyalty and filial piety have been difficult to achieve, he doesn't need a bloodthirsty father, just a Yang Haolong is enough.

She didn't look at Emperor Chu's hideous expression, she always maintained her demeanor, and then closed her eyes, don't do this, at least wait until she kills the emperor and confirms that he is her father, that's good, he will only blame himself, and he won't blame the initiator Yang Haolong.

Emperor Chu almost fell down from the chair, only then did he know that Yang Haolong was not easy to mess with, and he shouldn't have used Yang Haolong to pull Wang Jiahong stupidly earlier, and now Wang Jiahong is back, but ......

but he was instigated to kill himself.

Emperor Chu stretched out his hand and pointed to a porcelain cup in front of him, "Recognize relatives with blood." ”。