Chapter 73: Matters of the Heart
Although he was sick in bed, and could even be regarded as paralyzed in bed, Ye Gang's momentum was still undiminished, which made Lu Shan, a woman who boasted of cruel methods, a little stunned, and did not dare to face his gaze.
Especially now.
Ye Gang's eyes were even brighter than the stars in the sky, and Lu Shan felt that she was not exaggerating at all when she used this adjective. Maybe the temperature in his eyes was too hot, and it didn't matter whether his facial features and complexion were beautiful or ugly, she only saw his heroic sword eyebrows, black as thick ink, like a pool of deep water, rippling in it with throbbing that only she could see.
"I don't sleep well, I'm afraid of crushing your wounds." After a long time, Lu Shan opened her mouth to explain.
This excuse is also reasonable, Ye Gang suddenly thought of the day he saw Lu Shan for the first time, when she was unconscious in bed, the scenery he saw from the wooden window. Her sleeping position was not very ladylike, but it was not as bad as she herself said.
Ye Gang pursed his lips and smiled, the corners of his mouth rose in a larger arc than usual, seeing that Lu Shan was still resolutely unwilling to share a bed with him, Ye Gang suddenly frowned, and his face turned pale instantly.
With a "hiss", he suddenly lowered his head, leaned forward hard, and his face was filled with suppressed pain.
Lu Shan was taken aback, and he couldn't care about the embarrassing topic they talked about before, so he hurriedly rushed to him and asked anxiously, "What's wrong with you, is the wound hurting?" Ye Gang, you ...... Yes! ”
Lu Shan, who didn't take any precautions at all, was suddenly grabbed by a hand, Lu Shan fell beside Ye Gang without noticing for a while, she was suddenly angry, and shouted while struggling: "Ye Gang! ”
"Shhh...... Don't, don't move, Lu Shan, you touched the wound......" Before Ye Gang's words could be finished, he was interrupted by Lu Shan.
"The devil believes you!"
But at this time, the pain on Ye Gang's face did not seem to be fake, Lu Shan's struggling movements stopped, she turned her head to look at Ye Gang, frowned slightly, and asked, "Did you really touch the wound?" ”
Ye Gang nodded with a painful face, but he stopped Lu Shan's move to call a doctor, and said, "It's okay, I can bear it, you are also tired for a day today, sleep!" ”
Although she was unwilling, Lu Shan didn't dare to really make any drastic actions against Ye Gang, after all, the current Ye Gang was a fragile product in her eyes. The leg is equivalent to being wasted, and although the injury to the upper body is not fatal, it also looks very hideous because of the embedding of shrapnel. Lu Shan had to lie down beside Ye Gang carefully, her nose was full of a smell mixed with his unique taste and disinfectant water, she simply didn't twist, adjusted a more comfortable posture that would not touch Ye Gang, and closed her eyes generously to sleep.
With a "hiccup", Lu Shan pulled the electric light rope, and the ward was suddenly dark, only the window was still slightly bright, so that Ye Gang's eyes would not be black, and he couldn't see anything clearly.
Seeing that Lu Shan no longer refused, Ye Gang grinned, his eyes full of satisfaction.
He turned his face sideways to look at Lu Shan's close face, although it was not clear, he could still make out the outline of her face, her full and smooth forehead, and her small, straight nose in a graceful arc.
She is very handsome, this is what he has always known, and the eldest sister Ye Mei has told him more than once that Lu Shan is a handsome girl. But strangely enough, every time he saw her, he never seemed to pay attention to her appearance, and from beginning to end, his relationship with her was so natural, as if this was what God had predestined.
Lu Shan didn't fall asleep, her long and thick eyelashes were like a small fan, trembling slightly under her eyes. She knew that Ye Gang was looking at her, and that kind of intently focused attention made her a little flustered, and she had to open her eyes and look at Ye Gang in the dark.
"I can't sleep, Ye Gang, are you sleepy?" In the quiet night, Lu Shan's mind couldn't help but think of Master Zhu's words, Ye Gang was a frequent visitor to the hospital.
She thought of herself again, and she had an urgent urge in her heart to take advantage of this time, this opportunity.
"If you're not sleepy, talk to me!"
Ye Gang let out a soft "um", and Lu Shan could even clearly feel the vibration coming from his throat.
"Okay." He replied in a nutshell.
Lu Shan took a deep breath, simply turned over slightly, and faced Ye Gang head-on.
In the quiet ward, she and he lay on the same bed, and it was easy to hear each other's breathing, one shallow and the other stout. Lu Shan even felt that every time Ye Gang exhaled hot air, it was sprayed on her face, although a lot of ambiguous feelings were reduced because of Ye Gang's body, but she still felt that her face was a little hot.
"Ye Gang, if you can't do this business anymore, will you feel regretful?" Lu Shan asked what was in her heart very directly.
Ye Gang also replied quickly, he didn't even think about it, he said, "No." ”
The tone was very affirmative.
Lu Shan looked at him in surprise, as if she wanted to see his eyes clearly in the dark light, and find a strong smile in them.
"You don't like the military profession?" Lu Shan asked, she always thought that this man valued the profession of a soldier very much, even more than his family. But now, his answer puzzled her.
She once heard such a sentence: Life without being in the army is imperfect, and a good man is born to be a soldier.
This sentence may be a bit exaggerated, but as a former soldier, and she has been specially recruited into the army since she was a child, she has to admit that once she comes into contact with this profession, the nature of a soldier - a sense of mission and belonging - is definitely the strongest category of all professions!
Ye Gang didn't even think and hesitate to tell her, he didn't regret leaving the army, this is not scientific!
As far as she knows, Ye Gang has been in the army for almost ten years, he has developed from a farmer who graduated from junior high school to today's status step by step, becoming a young battalion commander, how much blood and pain he has paid in the past ten years, Lu Shan can guess one or two without asking. This place records his hardships and struggles, his persistence and transformation, his pain and laughter, his brothers and comrades-in-arms, his blood and glory...... He has completely grown from a young and ignorant teenager to a man and a glorious warrior, and such profound feelings are by no means something that can be put away.
"Like, how can you not like it?" Ye Gang suddenly laughed in a low voice, and there seemed to be a sense of bitterness and relief in his voice. He is not a man who likes to complain, and the situation of being discharged from the army due to injuries like his is played out every day in the army. If regret can restore his previous physical strength, then he will tell Lu Shan with certainty that he regrets dying!
But life can't change because of this small regret, and he can't just take care of the past and ignore the future, he is a very real person, and if something happens, he must quickly find a solution. For the kind of love mentioned by Lu Shan, he didn't have it at all.
"Lu Shan, do you know what I'm thinking now?" Ye Gang looked at Lu Shan's eyes that were still sparkling in the night, and suddenly moved his head to her place a little closer, and said, "All I am thinking about now is what I will do after I am discharged from the hospital." ”