83_83758 Lu Yan finally sent someone to send Lu Shan out of the mountain, as for whether he would agree to her mention yì, Lu Shan felt that there seemed to be no suspense about this.

As soon as he arrived at the north gate of the school, he saw Qing Zhongfan standing on the side of the road and kept looking, his face was obviously anxious.

Lu Shan sat in the car and saw this scene, only to feel a slightly hot air flow in her chest rolling, she exhaled lightly, opened the car door with a smile and got out of the car.

"Teacher, I'm back." Lu Shan said.

Qing Zhongfan looked her up and down, then nodded and smiled: "It's good to come back, it's good to come back." ”

Immediately, he glanced at the car that sent Lu Shan back without a trace, and his expression had a little dim and uncertain light.

Lu Shan understood Qing Zhongfan's mood at this time, although Lu Yan would not let Wen Qingming really hurt the lives of everyone in the jeep no matter what, but that escape did exist, which is a fact that cannot be erased no matter how good or bad the result is. Qing Zhongfan, as a doctor who treats diseases and saves people, is not without encountering family members who are looking for trouble, but that kind of thing usually happens when the patient's condition is delayed and he is powerless to save it. Like today's situation, he has lived for half a hundred, and it is really the first time he has encountered it.

Not only did he go to great lengths to heal dozens of patients at the base, but he also gave them a blessing in disguise, but how did these people treat him and his students?

Kill openly!

How does this make him not angry!

Although Qing Zhongfan and the others were finally escorted back to the school by Lu Yan, and assured him of Lu Shan's safety, he also explained the cause and effect of today's incident. But Qing Zhongfan still didn't dare to believe anything the other party said, and after arriving at the school safely and letting the other three students take the injured Cai Xiaodong to the hospital, he stayed here waiting for Lu Shan.

If he didn't see Lu Shan return safely, how could he rest assured?

Even if the force value of this student in front of him had greatly exceeded his expectations, he was still panicked in his heart!

Lu Shan knew that Qing Zhongfan had a grudge in his heart, and he didn't explain too much to him about what happened later, but simply summarized it.

Qing Zhongfan saw that she was fine, and the others didn't care, he nodded, and said to Lu Shan: "Let's go to the hospital now, Xiaodong is a little injured, and your other senior brothers are not in good condition, alas!" ”

Lu Shan's eyebrows jumped, and she didn't ask if she was strict or not, and hurriedly said, "Teacher, let's go!" ”

"You don't have to worry, Xiaodong was hit by a bullet in the shoulder, Xinghua has already pricked him, and it won't be a big problem." Qing Zhongfan was afraid that Lu Shan would be too careful, so he comforted him.

"Well, then I'm relieved." Lu Shan said as she walked, but her frowning brows did not relax.

She is not worried about Cai Xiaodong's injury, after all, there is Qing Zhongfan here, and there are several other high-achieving Chinese medicine students, as long as Cai Xiaodong is not terminally ill, there is basically no danger. What she was worried about was that Qing Zhongfan had a really bad impression of the base now, and Lu Shan really didn't have much confidence in convincing him to agree to be hired by the base.

Cai Xiaodong entered the Affiliated Hospital of Medical University, which is also a relatively famous hospital in Beijing. Because it is built next door to the medical university, it is only a few minutes walk away.

Qing Zhongfan also has an expert outpatient clinic in this hospital, and many old professors of the Medical University also see him in the hospital. Seeing that Jiang Yonghui and Wei Xinghua brought their two junior brothers to see the doctor, and it was a gunshot wound, someone soon helped contact the surgeon for surgery.

When Lu Shan and Qing Zhongfan arrived, Cai Xiaodong had just been pushed into the operating room, and Jiang Yonghui and Wei Xinghua were standing outside the operating room waiting.

didn't see Shi Cheng, Lu Shan was a little surprised, she just heard Qing Zhongfan say that the reason why Cai Xiaodong was injured was also to block the bullet for Shi Cheng, Shi Cheng was frightened this time, and he was worried all the way, for fear that Cai Xiaodong would have an accident.

Now Cai Xiaodong has just entered the operating room, but Shi Cheng is not waiting outside the door, where has he gone?

"Senior Brother Jiang, Senior Brother Wei." Lu Shan walked over, greeted the two, and asked, "How is Senior Brother Cai?" ”

After Jiang Yonghui and Wei Xinghua heard Lu Shan's voice, they looked up at the same time and saw Lu Shan unharmed, and they both breathed a sigh of relief.

"Teacher, Shanshan, you're finally here!" Jiang Yonghui sighed and said, "Xiaodong is fine, it is Dr. Zhu who will operate for him this time, there will be no problem." ”

Seeing that Jiang Yonghui said that there was no problem, but the expression on his face was not very good, Lu Shan knew that there was still something to follow, so he motioned for him to continue.

"However, since I arrived at the hospital, the teacher's love has not been very stable." Jiang Yonghui changed his words and said the hidden meaning in his words, "Xiaodong and Shi Cheng are usually not separated from Meng Meng, and they have the best relationship, seeing that Xiaodong was injured, and it was for him that he was injured, Shi Cheng must be uncomfortable in his heart." Shanshan, except for Xiaodong, Shi Cheng usually likes to play with you, why don't you persuade him? ”

"Where is he?" Lu Shan frowned, and a trace of worry appeared in her eyes.

Wei Xinghua, who was standing on the side, pointed in the direction of the aisle, and said in a nutshell: "He's over there." ”

After Lu Shan said something to Qing Zhongfan, he walked over.

The aisle is on the right side of the operating room, go straight ahead and turn right again, Shi Chengzheng is leaning against the window, looking out of the window with confused eyes, a cigarette in his mouth, looking very decadent.

People who study medicine generally do not smoke, and Chinese medicine usually pays attention to health preservation, and rarely comes into contact with tobacco and alcohol. Therefore, Shi Cheng did not know how to smoke, he took a puff of smoke awkwardly, and was immediately choked and coughed violently.

"Ahem...... cough cough cough ...... cough cough ......" Shi Cheng pinched the cigarette with two fingers, and his eyes were a little wet because of the cough.

Lu Shan's five senses are sensitive, especially sensitive to the smell of smoke, she sniffed, stepped over in two steps and directly smoked the cigarette in Shi Cheng's hand, and then raised her hand, and the cigarette butt fell into the trash can not far away in a parabola.

"Shicheng, look at the way you look now!" Lu Shan frowned and looked at him, took out a mirror from the space warehouse with the help of the cover of his clothes pocket, threw it in front of him, and said, "This is a mirror, take it for yourself!" ”

When Shi Cheng, who was originally depressed, heard this, the corners of his eyes suddenly twitched, and he felt that the boredom and depression in his heart suddenly relaxed a lot.

He raised his head, looked sluggish, and said to Lu Shan weakly: "Shanshan, can you not hit me?" I'm your senior brother anyway, alas, and I don't ask you to respect me as you did with Senior Brother Jiang and Senior Brother Wei, but at least save me some face! ”

Lu Shan frowned, and suddenly had the urge to beat people, she said in a deep voice: "Those who respect themselves will always respect them!" ”

"Alas!" Shi Cheng sighed heavily, and regardless of whether the ground was dirty or not, he sat down with his ass, wiped the ground next to him with his sleeve, and motioned for Lu Shan to sit down as well.

Lu Shan thought about it, and finally sat down, the two of them leaned their backs against the wall, like homeless people begging for food under the bridge, so that the doctors and nurses passing by always couldn't help but take a look.

Shi Cheng turned his head to look at Lu Shan, his originally bright eyes were dim, and he looked at Lu Shan's eyes intently, with admiration in his eyes that he had never been aware of.

"Shanshan, did you know that in this world, some people are born to fight other people. For example, you are good at everything, you are smart and beautiful, you have a firm mind, you have a good understanding, you are simply a genius. You were born with a halo and are destined to shine for a lifetime, and everyone around you can only be your foil. Shi Cheng looked at her, as if something was broken in his eyes, he laughed at himself, and continued, "And what about me, I'm really worthless!" Bad personality, bad understanding, can't learn anything! I used to think that my family background was good, but it wasn't until I went to the base that I found out that with the broken background of our family, even if I stretched out my face in front of others, people didn't bother to reach out and hit it! ”

Shi Cheng smiled and burst into tears, his expression as helpless as a child.

From escaping from the base to returning safely, he thought a lot about this way. What has happened these days has completely subverted his worldview, whether it is the mystery of the base or the deep hiding of Lu Shan, it makes him feel a deep sense of insignificance. It wasn't until Cai Xiaodong blocked the bullet that could kill him for him, looking at Cai Xiaodong's weak and pale appearance, and looking at the wound on his shoulder that kept bleeding because of the bumps, a sense of self-loathing suddenly rose in Shi Cheng's heart.

He has low self-esteem!

Cai Xiaodong's family is poor, and he relies on annual scholarships and various subsidies, plus a part-time job to be able to study at the medical university. Shicheng is in the same dormitory as him and knows his family situation very well. Although he did not discriminate against Cai Xiaodong's poor family, the sense of superiority in his bones could not be changed.

Before going to the base, Shi Cheng's attitude towards life was more or less cynical, like him, a boy from a superior family who grew up under the roots of the imperial city, who didn't have a sense of superiority, this is normal. Even among the students that Qing Zhongfan valued the most, his professional level was the lowest, and even Lu Shan, who had just entered the school, couldn't catch up, but he still didn't feel that anything was wrong.

He has a family background, and his future development will not be bad. And Cai Xiaodong and Lu Shan, one is more diligent and hardworking than him, and the other is more talented than him, but they are also from remote rural areas, but their future may not be better than his.

But this perception was completely overturned after entering the base, when he saw the empty-eyed Wen Qingying attack on himself, he didn't even have the ability to dodge, when he saw the giant python suddenly appear in the room, he didn't even have the courage to escape, and when he saw countless agile men besieging Lu Shan, he could only sit in the jeep and watch.

This qiē is only because he is a burden.

Even after Cai Xiaodong blocked the bullet for him, he didn't even have the courage to apply the needle, he was afraid that he would miss! He never hated himself as much as he did at that moment, hated himself for wasting his time, disgusted with his impetuousness, disgusted with his short-sightedness, disgusted with his arrogance!

At that moment, he realized that in the face of absolute strength, any background is empty, and only if you have it can you be strong!

Shi Cheng wiped his face and said hoarsely; "Shanshan, do you think I'm useless? I, I'm a burden! ”

Lu Shan held his head high, his eyes were cold, and he looked at him in a condescending and downward posture, and his fierce gaze made him unable to look directly.

"Yes, you are indeed a burden." Lu Shan said coldly, regardless of Shi Cheng's suddenly pale face, he got up from the ground and turned his back to him, his voice was ethereal as if he had been separated by a time and space, which was quite unreal.

"The world is fair, and the effort will be rewarded. Some people have a good life, and they are born with everything, and they can get it without paying. However, what you only know but do not give, sooner or later you will lose. And some people have a bad life and have nothing, but they work hard, no matter sooner or later, they will eventually reap. ”

You have only seen a glimmer of light in my world, but you have not seen it struggle in the dark. The terrifying power that makes you talk about it is also me, and it is also what I have accumulated from countless deaths. No one who is born with a good life, just as there is no one who is born with bad luck, all the qiē gives you fairness where you can see or not.

Lu Shan didn't say this, but just said it silently to herself in her heart.

She glanced back at Shi Cheng and said, "Instead of being sad here, it's better to go out and buy something to eat, we are all hungry!" ”

After saying this, she walked away without looking back. Listening to the movement behind him, the corners of Lu Shan's mouth lifted slightly, and a faint smile crossed his eyes.

"Alas, Shanshan, wait for me! What do you all want to eat? Shi Cheng got up from the ground and chased after Lu Shan