I've just been feeling sad lately

But the tears became less and less

I don't know when tears became the only luxury

The thorns in my heart that can't be pulled out of pain are playing with my fragile soul all the time

When I dream back in the middle of the night, I will always toss and turn, and it is difficult to sleep, and the silent sigh is just silently circulating in the bottom of my heart

One qiē is so cold, and one qiē is so lonely

Thoughts are like dust churning in the air, but no one picks them up, so they have to be discarded

There were fewer tears, because I don't know when the tears began to flow to my heart

I really don't want to grow up, and there will be no fairy tales in the world when I grow up

I really want to go back to that innocent era that didn't know the taste of sorrow

But I can't go back to the reality attack, and the indifference in reality makes me unable to breathe

Tired body and mind, tired soul,

Living in a lonely hut, writing down the sorrow of my life, in this life and this life, sadness accompanies each other,

The sadness of the Daiyu funeral flowers, the resentment of the courtyard flower curtains not rolling

I don't know when I start to hate myself, I don't know when I want to escape, to escape from a place where no one knows me,

The qiē around me makes me disgusted and disgusted, because the qiē around me can always give me the merciless stimulation of my fragile heart, the contemptuous eyes, the contemptuous words, the boring crowd, the ......

I'm really tired, maybe when my grief burns out, my life will come to an end

When grief burns out, when will life come to an end?

I am like a snail crawling hard, crawling hard but it is still so far away from the end, a qiē is still so far away, the only thing that supports me to continue to move forward is the touch of high and arrogant in my bones, that high and arrogant is the only pillar of my spirit, one day if I am not in Qinggao, one day if I am not proud, maybe my heart will die, I will become a soulless walking corpse, reduced to a waste that can be trampled on, think about it, I am afraid, my whole body will tremble unconsciously

Every time I listen to "Old Boy", I want to cry, but the tears just flow to my heart

Every time I think of the TV series "Iron Age", my blood boils, but the short-term boiling is a long-term loneliness

I don't know who really applauded me, I don't know who really shed tears for me?

I don't know who can wipe away the remaining tears for me, I don't know who can make me show my heart

Time flies, and I see that the glory has passed in an instant, but I am still so defeated, so wolf

Fate is like a string, but who can really have the perseverance to play those thousand strings

The unspeakable fragility just slipped quietly in the middle of the night, *naked fragility made my heart ache, *naked fragility made my heart like a knife

Does anyone know my vulnerability? Has anyone soothed my heartache?

Year after year, people come and go, the world is a sad theater, the end of the song is scattered, and the sky is full of parting tears

A lifetime of regret, a lifetime of sorrow

A lifetime of mutilation, a lifetime of sorrow

A lifetime of suffering, a lifetime of sorrow

Tears have long been a luxury for me, and when I look back, I realize that happiness is so far away

Tears have long become a luxury for me, and looking forward to the future, a qiē is still shining in the clouds, out of reach