Lu Yifan was woken up by a knock on the door in the morning, when he opened his eyes, the sunlight had already shot strongly on his eyelids, there was a feeling of three poles in the sun, and his head also had a headache because of drinking last night, he rubbed his head, sat up, got up and got out of bed to open the door, and when he walked to the door, his head suddenly became sober like electricity.

The hand holding the doorknob stopped, rubbed his hair a little irritably, swallowed his saliva, stood at the door, very lightly and slowly, with the appearance of having just woken up, and asked, "Who?" ”

"It's me." Lin Mo stood outside Lu Yifan's door and said in a hoarse voice.

He panicked, turned to look at the house, ran to the window and opened the window, then looked inside the room for a while, then rubbed his hair and opened the door pretending to be calm.

"Yifan......" Lin Mo raised her head and shouted, but she bumped into Lu Yifan's eyes, with dodging and cover-up, she was a little injured, and said, "I called you last night and turned off the phone." ”

"Worried about me?" He asked.

"What do you say?" Lin Mo threw herself into Lu Yifan's arms, and tears poured out like that.

"Fool, wait for me to clean up, and we'll eat together later." Lu Yifan rubbed her hair and said.

Lin Mo hummed lightly, was pulled in by Lu Yifan, Lu Yifan entered the bathroom and began to wash, Lin Mo smiled, began to clean up Lu Yifan's nest, folded the books one by one and put them on the table, and then, seeing that Lu Yifan slept on the unfolded quilt last night, he walked over, shook it off, and was about to fold it, but saw a red ball in the center of the bed, that position was too conspicuous, Lin Mo was holding the quilt there, Lu Yifan didn't hear her shouting.

Lu Yifan walked out while brushing his teeth, and asked vaguely, "What's wrong?" Then he saw Lin Mo who was stunned on the side of the bed, and his eyes instantly locked on the place where Lin Mo was looking, he was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly stepped forward to pull the sheets, and said vaguely while pulling, "Yesterday, my hand was accidentally broken, and the sheets were on." ”

The action was fast, and he drew the list and threw it into the laundry bucket.

Lin Mo thought that Lu Yifan would brush her teeth and say to her, "Oh, that girl, I ...... yesterday" and then looked at it indifferently and continued to brush her teeth.

But it turned out that this was the opposite of what she thought, and it also overturned her conjecture.

Lin Mo felt that she didn't have zài anymore, and it was a long time before she heard her voice that seemed to be laughing, "Lu Yifan, you have no silver here for three hundred taels!" ”

Then she saw Lu Yifan stunned at the door, not daring to step forward, with lowered eyes, not daring to look at her.

Lu Yifan threw away the toothbrush, his face was gloomy and terrible, he walked over and pulled her hand, the quilt fell to the ground with a thud, he ignored it, and said in a deep voice, "It's really just that I hurt my hand." ”

"Lu Yifan, don't you think it's ridiculous that you continue to pretend to me now?" Lin Mo looked up at Lu Yifan, and couldn't help but burst into tears, his expression was stubborn and made Lu Yifan's heart hurt.

She shook off Lu Yifan's hand as if she had been electrocuted, and stood a little distance away from him, looking at the person who made her instantly elusive.

Lu Yifan stood in place, staring blankly at his frozen hands, the toothpaste foam in his mouth still remaining in his mouth.

"Lin Mo." Lu Yifan shouted very chokedly, looking at Lin Mo's pale face, she thought that Lu Yifan was different from other men, she thought that Lu Yifan loved her and loved her very much, but, it turned out that she just thought that reality slapped her hard!

It didn't hurt, it hurt more because the slap came from this person.

Looking up, she can still see the cup she bought for Lu Yifan, the two cartoon avatars leaning on each other, interpreting happiness, she remembered that she once said, "In the future, I will make you here, and when I come to you, it will be the same as at home." ”

"Okay!" She still remembered that Lu Yifan put his chin on her shoulder, and his sweet smile was reflected in the mirror, but now, the mirror printed Lu Yifan standing behind her, like another expression, he couldn't explain it to her, but, silently lit a cigarette, and the room was filled with the smell of cigarettes, faint, and the air could smell sad.

Lin Mo suddenly felt that it was so difficult to even move, and when he walked to the window, he saw the cup she bought for him on the table, with milk in it, Lu Yifan had never been in the habit of getting up early to drink milk.

As if sarcastic about her, Lin Mo turned around, coldly threw the cup on the ground, spilled the milk on the ground, and roared a little, "Lu Yifan, don't tell me, you soaked the milk yourself." ”

Lin Mo squatted down against the wall and cried bitterly.

It turned out that Lu Yifan didn't love her as much as she thought.

She sat on the ground and cried for a long time, looking at her tear-stained face, his heart was like a knife, and his eyes couldn't help but feel sour, that kind of Lin Mo was so fragile.

"Lin Mo." He walked up to her and shouted, stretching out a tissue in front of Lin Mo, just like seeing a sad girl on the side of the road, unconsciously handing over the tissue.

She looked up at him, with a mocking smile on the corner of her mouth, and then heard Lu Yifan say, "Lin Mo, don't cry." ”

She swallowed her saliva and tried very hard to endure it, but tears still slipped down her cheeks, Lu Yifan stepped forward, squatted down, pulled her, and hugged her into his arms, this is the first time that Lin Mo felt Lu Yifan's strength.

He was afraid, afraid of Lin Mo's eyes at this time, desperate and sad.

She smiled, then closed her eyes, warm tears dripping on his shoulders, he heard Lin Mo's laughter, heard her say "You know what? I always naively thought that you loved me very much, that I was so self-righteous and so confident. ”

Lu Yifan froze in place, his face was terrifying, and his clenched hand could see the green tendons bursting out.

"You know what? I want to go down with you, no matter what, we're all moving towards that goal. ”

The pain in his chest was like suffocation, and he hugged Lin Mo more tightly, listening to her sobbing uncontrollably, and continued to speak, as if he was laughing and crying.

"Remember when we were together, when was the first time you ate squid? When we traveled to Tianjin together in our sophomore year. ”

"You are really gentle, but can you only be alone with me, and love me alone."

Lin Mo's tears hit him one by one, the faint smile on the corner of his mouth, the pain of pulling, because he had maintained this position for too long, he couldn't change his position immediately, and his lips trembled slightly because of sadness.

"Don't say it, Lin Mo." Lu Yifan hugged Lin Mo tightly, and the sadness that came up surrounded him silently.

"Lu Yifan, I love you so much, you hurt me so deeply, I don't know what I did badly, what I did, you have to do this to me." Lin Mo couldn't cry, and it was so painful that it was so difficult to breathe.

Lin Mo cried a little sobbing, heart-rending pain, tilting her head, difficult to breathe, Lu Yifan reached out to wipe her tears in distress, she vigorously pushed him away, she was like a bird that had lost its wings, fell to the floor, and was unable to get up again.

"It's cold on the ground, get up, I'll listen to everything you say, don't be like this, don't talk about it, Lin Mo." She looked at him through his swollen red eyes, which were also red, and a drop rolled down the back of her hand.

"Lu Yifan, you forgot, you said, we have to work hard in one direction, live together, get married, have children, if you give birth to two, one is called An An and the other is called Beibei."

"You still swore to me that you only love me alone, and I also believe in you, thinking that the little quarrel or something will soon pass, because I never thought of breaking up with you, my heart will not hurt so much now, maybe the ,,,, is, I really love you too much."

"I was going to tell you that I would quit my job, and as long as you don't like it, I can do it." She sobbed.

Lu Yifan really wanted to slap himself, regardless of Lin Mo's pushing, hugged her, besides, at this moment, she was so powerless that she didn't even have the strength to push him away.

She collapsed weakly on his shoulders, crying like a child who had lost everything.

"Lin Mo, I love you, I only love you, and it hasn't changed." Lu Yifan hugged Lin Mo hard, as if he wanted to rub her into his body.

"Lu Yifan, but what do you do, do you know? It's the first time you've been so helpless in front of me, but your helplessness makes me so sad because you've done something sorry for me, haven't you? ”

"I have my reasons." He said hoarsely.

Lin Mo sniffed, looked up at him, and said, "I've been waiting for you to tell me, why did you do this?" However, you didn't want to explain it to me from the beginning, did you? If you want to explain it, you can't explain it, because of this matter, you can't explain it, it's a fact, isn't it? She stared at him.

"Lin Mo, I love you too, we're fine, I won't fall in love with anyone else, you must believe me." It's a beautiful love story, I only love you, but, is it, love and sex are separate, are they? Even he Lu Yifan is like this. Is it?

"I've always known that you give more than me, but is it because of this, that your heart is unbalanced, so you will find someone else outside, and then tell me, it's just a physical need, not what I think, I don't love her, is that? Lu Yifan. ”

He wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything, his heart was distressed as if he was dripping blood, the milk that was spilled on the floor was uncleaned, it had dried up, and there were traces of spilling on the floor, like Lin Mo's broken heart.

"No, it's not what you think!"

"Isn't that that after being together for a long time, you are annoyed, and you want to find someone to change the taste, fresh and fresh, is that so?" She asked with a smile, but the tears on her face never dried. R1152