Love after marriage: Qin Fei gets himself (13)
Because it was a skin injury, it didn't take long for Gu Yufei to move freely, because she was almost kidnapped in Washington before, and then she deliberately went to sign up for a women's self-defense class, and learned taekwondo and other women's self-defense techniques for more than a year.
She doesn't want to drag anyone down, even in times of danger, and wants to be able to fight side by side with people instead of being protected behind her.
Qin Muyan still takes her in and out of large and small occasions, and the relationship between the two has become more and more intimate, but they have always been close to their brother and sister.
Until the year when the daughter of the chairman of the famous Chinese-American group Ning in New York would rather be eighteen, Gu Yufei and Qin Muyan went to attend Miss Ning's coming-of-age ceremony together, and at the dinner, they would rather always find ways to pester Qin Muyan, and would rather look at Gu Yufei's eyes as if they were facing a great enemy, Gu Yufei didn't take it seriously at that time, after all, he was an eighteen-year-old child.
But when the high tide of the banquet came that night, Mrs. Ning directly asked Ning to dance with Qin Muyan in public, and Qin Muyan seemed to be a little surprised by this sudden situation at that time, but she looked at Mrs. Ning calmly and didn't take it too seriously.
Gu Yufei originally thought that Qin Muyan would not agree to Mrs. Ning, but he didn't expect that when the little girl named Ning Yuan stood beside him and begged him to dance with her in a delicate and soft voice, he didn't refuse.
Gu Yufei is not good at expressing many times, especially feelings, on the one hand, he wants to break through the relationship between the two, and on the other hand, he knows that Qin Muyan has Bai Yueguang in his heart, and he doesn't want to affect the originally good relationship between the two, so he has always been by his side with this kind of inertia.
She is not in a hurry, she is never in a hurry, she always thinks that there will always be a day when the waterway will come to fruition, and he will always see her affection.
But on that day, she woke up to the fact that Qin Muyan was not a bird in a cage, his sky was wider than hers, and there were so many women who admired him, and today she would rather be Mrs. Ning's favorite daughter, and at that moment she finally had a sense of crisis.
If she continues to consume like this, Qin Muyan may not be able to marry a famous lady one day, and only then will she see her feelings, won't it be completely late?
Looking at the handsome man and beautiful woman on the dance floor, Gu Yufei sat on the sofa not far away and didn't speak for a long time.
Until the applause around him was thunderous, Qin Muyan threw it down, walked back in the crowd, and when he sat next to Gu Yufei, he noticed that Gu Yufei's face was not particularly good, and was about to reach out to probe her head to see if she was sick, but Gu Yufei turned his face slightly.
"What's wrong?" He sat down and saw that her beautiful little face was heavy, so he asked with a smile: "It's rare for our little Feifei to be in a bad mood, her face is so long!" ”
Gu Yufei just didn't want to talk at the time, she hadn't played any woman's petty character in front of him, so Qin Muyan was even more curious and reached out to slap her face directly, and then hit her shoulder with a smile: "What's wrong?" Who made our Gu beauty angry? Tell my brother, brother will help you seek justice~"
"I'm not feeling well." On this occasion, Gu Yufei didn't want to make the people around him unhappy because of his own reasons, so he just found a reason casually, got up and left with his bag.
Qin Muyan also stood up, looked at her back as she hurriedly walked away, hesitated for a moment, and chased out, when the cool breeze outside blew in, Gu Yufei slowed down, and suddenly found that for so many years, the strength on the surface was really just a surface.
In fact, in her bones, there is a kind of cowardice that even she has not discovered.
Now she's finally found out.
It's because since she was a child, she had to give up everything she liked to Wen Qing, she wouldn't get anything she liked, and even no matter what she did, she had to give it to others with a humble attitude, so from childhood to adulthood, has this habit been ingrained?
has liked someone for so many years, but he has never dared to speak, for fear that he will be snatched away after opening his mouth.
"Yufei!" Qin Muyan came out and saw her standing on the side of the road in a daze, so he walked over, the weather in New York was a little cold at that time, and it was night, he stood beside her and glanced at her, then took off his coat and draped it on her: "What's the matter with you today?" ”
She stood still for a long time, and then turned abruptly, her eyes shining with a kind of light, and looked at him like this.
Qin Muyan saw that she seemed to have something to say, so she didn't speak, just looked at her and waited patiently for her to say.
"Is it just my sister?" She spoke softly.
Qin Muyan was immediately stunned for a moment, and when he looked at her, his gaze turned slightly deeper, and then shallower, as if there was a feeling of something clear in his heart.
"Is it possible for you to have an affair with any woman? Even an eighteen-year-old girl can dance in front of people, and I can only be a sister, or can I only be a business partner who has contracts in and out of various venues? For so many years, Qin Muyan, many times I feel that I can hold this degree so well, not because you don't know that I like you, because you know, so you can control this degree so well, and you have never exceeded half a point. ”
She looked at his face, in the dark night, at his handsome face under the street lamp, just looked at him like this, and then the corners of her mouth hooked slightly, tilted her head and looked at him with a smile.
At that time, Qin Muyan seemed to be speechless in front of her for the first time, and he didn't speak for a long time, looking at her crooked head smile, he paused: "Yufei......"
"How long will it take for you to let me really get close to you?" She asked.
In the face of a woman's confession, Qin Muyan is not the first time he has met, he is already a middle and old man, if it were another woman, Qin Muyan would be free and easy, but in the face of her, his whole person revealed a kind of rigor and seriousness.
"It's too cold outside, let's go back first, lest you catch a cold and get sick." Qin Muyan suddenly changed the topic, turned around and walked to the car parked not far away.
Gu Yufei didn't stubbornly stay where he was, turned around and walked with him, on the way back to the hotel, he always drove quietly, but he didn't have a lot to say to her like usual, but suddenly became silent.
"Actually, you really saw it a long time ago, didn't you?" She turned to look at him as he was driving.
Qin Muyan didn't seem to like this topic, but quietly held the steering wheel, looked at the road conditions in front of him, and said for a while: "I only found out a few months ago." ”
...... the first few months
It seems that his friends around him may have teased a few words casually when they talked to him about her, plus Gu Yufei has been by his side for a long time, sensitive people can see that she likes Qin Muyan, someone must have told him these things, maybe he didn't believe it once, but at this moment, he finally believed it.
Looking at his side face, Gu Yufei suddenly smiled slightly, and leaned his head over, which was very light when leaning, and it would not affect his driving.
She thought that he would consider accepting it and would not reject her, but she didn't expect that a few minutes later, Qin Muyan raised her other hand, stretched it out, gently moved her head away, turned her eyes to look at her, and said gently, "Don't move, sit down." ”
Gu Yufei is not a fool, if she can't see this kind of polite refusal in disguise, then she has known him for so many years.
She didn't say a word of nonsense, just stared at him: "Why? ”
Maybe it was because she had delayed for so many years to finally break this layer of window paper, and at the moment when she finally broke this qiē, she suddenly found that she had lost her patience, and she didn't even want to have any more time to grind, she only wanted a result at this moment.
And his attitude made all the qiē she had weighed in her heart collapse in an instant, and when it came to her mouth, there was only one why.
Because they are already so familiar with each other that they can't be familiar anymore, Qin Muyan is not the kind of person who can say a lot of nonsense, and he didn't say any nonsense like "we are not suitable" and "you are very good, but I am not worthy of you".
He just drove quietly until he got back to the hotel, and when he was taking her back to his room, he was outside her room door, looked at her, and said, "Because I don't want to hurt you." ”
She turned to look at her at the time: "Why can other women but only me?" ”
"Someone else is someone else, you are you."
Gu Yufei felt that his explanation was too vague, but Qin Muyan persuaded her to rest early.
Because he knew that he had never been idle since he arrived in New York, he was too tired, and she was not too attached to anything, anyway, the days were long, no matter how anxious he was, this night, when he closed her door, his eyes looked at her, and they were as warm as usual.
But when she woke up the next day, she learned that Qin Muyan had taken a plane to the UK in the early hours of the morning because of a temporary matter, and he left a message to ask the secretary assistant who came with her and the people he left behind to go back to Boston together, but he didn't say when he would return to the United States.
Then Qin Muyan suddenly seemed to disappear from her world, and she didn't come back for two whole months, and the phone call and the secretary assistant all said that they didn't know about his situation in the UK.
At this time, if Gu Yufei can't see that this is his way of avoiding her, she is an idiot!
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