Shanghai, how many people want to see the city, how many people, a ticket, regardless of a young man who came here to struggle, Chenxi walked back along the road, when passing by the square, I saw the beggar people whose clothes were stained with oil shining in the light, and there were also people who sang under the scorching sun, she was bored, bored standing there, couldn't help but listen to a whole song, the singer cast an empathetic expression, and unconsciously drew a tear from under the sunglasses in the morning, so conspicuous in the light.

There was a whitish smell in the air, as if she wanted to fade a qiē into a grayish white, the sky at nine o'clock, there was a depressive feeling of lack of oxygen, and she couldn't stop coughing from the pungent exhaust of the passing bus.

Shanghai is still so prosperous, and she has been trying her best to show off its prosperity since she got up in the morning, like a halo of white light shrouded in the sky, looking at the pedestrians hurrying by beside her, which makes her a little dizzy.

The people around her cast strange glances at her, and her eyes were like a panicked fawn, dodging.

Early in the morning, when she went to the toilet, she suddenly turned around, walked out of the ward, and walked towards the direction of the hospital hall, she wanted to go back, she didn't want to stay in the hospital, that's all.

That's why so many eyes fell on her early in the morning, a pale girl in a hospital gown, watching aimlessly wander along the road.

Deng Chao and Chenxi talked for a long time last night, I thought she listened, she kept looking at him with a smile, I thought it would be fine that night, but I never thought that I received a call from the hospital this morning, Chenxi was gone, he was driving when he heard the news, he was in a trance, almost hit the car in front of him, the tire rubbed the ground and made a very loud sound, got off the highway, he turned his head quickly, didn't care about anything, and drove directly to the hospital.

However, the phone was not answered, and no one could be found, when I arrived at the hospital, I saw Li Bai, and saw that there were still traces of lying on the bed next door in the morning light, but there was no shadow of her on it, Li Bai's face was also full of anxiety, and when he saw Deng Chao, he walked over and said, "She went out for a while, but she didn't come back, and she walked away in a hospital gown." ”

"Where can she go?" Deng Chao's heart instantly pinched, and after speaking, he ran out of the hospital, and kept asking along the road of the hospital, the shadow covered the road she walked, and asked along the way, have you ever seen a girl in a hospital gown walk by.

Where can she go, and she has no money on her, thinking of this, Deng Chao angrily threw the mineral water in his hand into the trash can, desperately calling her and texting, trying to find any message that could contact her, but she seemed to evaporate so that he couldn't find it, this feeling made him afraid for a moment and didn't dare to stop walking along the road.

He really wanted to smash his mobile phone, he couldn't contact her, so he went crazy, called Lin Mo and everyone else, and said that Chenxi hadn't been to them, and asked about the situation, and everyone went out to the street to find Chenxi together.

After talking to Yang Qi on the phone, Deng Chao saw that there was a missed text message in the text message, and when he opened it, it turned out to be sent to him by Chenxi at three o'clock last night.

"I still have a lot to do." This sentence made his spine cold for no reason, it was this sentence that made her leave the hospital without hesitation, so what did she think, the sick was incurable, the more she thought about it, the cold sweat oozed from his forehead, as if he guessed the true meaning that Chenxi wanted to express.

As he continued to search, he remembered the expressions and words of the previous night when Dawn spoke to him.

"What's wrong today, guess what I did today?"

"What's wrong? See if you're happy today, if you won the lottery. ”

"Hehe, how can there be that luck, baby, let me tell you, today I went to set the ring, that is, when I graduated from college, the day I got married and got the certificate, we went to see it, there was no money at that time, I didn't buy it, I have always been very guilty, I didn't buy the ring to the baby, a few days later, and so on the weekend, I bought a wedding dress to make up for the baby's wedding. The wedding of the two of us, is it good. ”

She looked at him, her hands were covered by his warm palms, tears couldn't help but slip from her eyes, she opened her arms, Deng Chao smiled, got up from the stool, sat on the edge of the bed, hugged her, felt her head resting softly on his shoulders, and hot tears fell on his bare neck.

"I want to live with the two of you. There were just the two of us. She put her arm over Deng Chao's neck and cried.

"Okay, I'll listen to you."

"It's just the two of us." She cried, and he turned his face and landed the kiss on her tear-stained lips, so tender, so touching.

"Of course, fool. What's wrong with you today? He tilted his head to the side and looked at her lowered face, tears glistening in his eyes.

"It's okay, I'm very touched to hear you say that" Deng Chao smiled, kissed the corner of her mouth gently, rubbed his hair, and said softly, "Go to bed early, uh, good." ”

Looking back, it seems that her mood has been very low that day, and she speaks softly in everything, and even when she coughs, her voice may be cut off.

When she stood downstairs, she smiled, a smile from the bottom of her heart, thanked the kind taxi driver, walked up the stairs one by one, and asked her aunt for the key, bang, the key turned into the keyhole, that bang, let her heart have a heavy sense of happiness, and the moment she pushed the door open, she was a little excited.

There was a familiar smell in the room, a faint violet scent that made her cry for a moment.

A qiē is so familiar, turn on the light, the one qiē in the room is the original, and you can remember the placement of things even in the dark.

Sitting alone on the sofa, on the opposite TV wall, full of photos of the two of them, with her flower-like smile, looking at the smile on Deng Chao's face, she always can't help but feel distressed and embarrassed, it is she who suppresses the corners of his mouth, and it is becoming more and more rare to see his smiling face.

She thought she could, seeing these holding back tears, but crying all the way, everywhere, made her so sad, the house that she had hardly entered for half a year was still the same as before, and even the places where things were once placed have not been moved.

She thought that she could leave quietly and die quietly, really, she didn't want to die in such a deserted hospital, but how could she be reluctant, seeing Deng Chao's sad face, for four years, his love has not been lost because of her illness, it is like this, which makes her think about it late at night, and cry wet the quilt at night.

Lying on the couch, she blinked her eyes, not sleepy at all.

The eyes looked at a certain part of the room, but they didn't seem to see it, their minds kept turning, those past were like movies rewinding in front of them, tears sliding down the corners of their eyes, big drops falling, as if they were going to merge into a river on the ground. R1152