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Chapter 339: Wiping Sweat

(Unconsciously, it's been almost a year, and this book has reached 3 million, reaching a new personal record for Lao Lai, thank you very much for your company along the way.) Lai will continue to write the rest of the story for you, and finish the book without being too imprisoned and not unfinished)

When my eyes opened, I saw a very familiar bedroom in the soft light. For the average person, it will be clear that they have woken up from a nightmare. But Li Yan didn't just have a dream, whether he was going to school or fighting, he was so real and familiar, so he couldn't figure out for a while, and now he came to the third stop of the dream like he had just switched scenes.

At this moment, his mind was still groggy and his headache was a little, but he didn't have the tearing sensation that was about to explode.

"Yu Rong? …… Yueyao? ”

He tried to shout, but vaguely heard his own voice, not loud. And the door to the room is closed, no one is inside.

Feeling a little helpless, he closed his eyes again to calm himself down. Whether it's in a dream or not, at least it's out of the old picture......

Closing his eyes, he saw the scene of bloody flesh flying and knives and axes smashing in front of him, but compared to the realism just now, it was a little blurry now. I just experienced it myself, but now I can only watch a 3D movie.

Even so, his breathing became rapid again, and fine sweat began to form on his forehead. - This was one of the last scenes he wanted to face, and now he didn't avoid it, just because it seemed to have happened to him again.

The same thing, no matter how shocking, will definitely be weaker than the first time when it comes to the second time. It's like the first exam, let them kill for the first time, and then the second, third, and fourth time...... One after another, coming down again and again, he became numb, and he exercised his killing heart. The reason why he became Li Yan's inner demon was only because for a long time in the future, he was avoiding this experience and closing this memory.

In other words, what he did after his debut was a killer, if he regarded it as a kind of enjoyment, and the previous cruelty as a happy experience, then he would not have this kind of demons and would not give him so many troubles. Of course, in that case, the mentality is a little distorted.

The feeling just now was much more intense than the temptation of demons or the recounting of memories, it was equivalent to experiencing it again, and it was inescapable—it was not until he was finally ready to die that he could get out of it.

In a normal state, Li Yan will definitely be crazy and difficult to repress; But this time, his body and consciousness are in a state of loss of control, and in the end, it is an effect of fighting poison with poison and negative negative, just like some people will go crazy when they are greatly stimulated, and when they are crazy, they may become normal.

Therefore, at this time, he naturally has really come to his senses, and he has not escaped the experience of those years. Even now, with his eyes closed, starting from the battle exam he 'experienced' in his dream just now, he lifted the veil of memory that he had sealed, and began to recall the past years scene by scene.

People are not plants and trees, who can be ruthless?

Even if it is an enemy or opponent who has been on the battlefield for several years, he will feel like a friend. What's more, a group of young people in a closed environment, with the same experience and the same fate?

That exam was designed to make Li Yan overcome their emotions and even destroy their humanity. Let them realize that their friends today may die at the hands of others tomorrow, or even at their own hands, or at the hands of their friends. In that case, if you don't make friends, you won't have such confusion, and if you don't give affection, you won't be unable to do it, and you won't be sad. And all of them have always done that.

However, after a period of training and rounds of exams, the number of teenagers who came to that place together has become smaller and smaller. The rest of the people are getting older and spending more time together, and everyone's fate can be imagined. In this way, even if it is not a friend who has paid his feelings, there will also be a sad mood of a rabbit and a fox.

Since it is impossible to avoid half and half of everyone dying in batches in the end, why should we live like machines? Sometimes, it feels better to die at the hands of a friend than at the hands of a stranger.

Later, many people paid more or less emotion and had their own friends. Of course, friends in that environment are not eating, drinking, and chatting together, but more just eye contact and nodding greetings, and there are not many opportunities and conditions for speaking.

Li Yan also had friends, and he survived to the end, that is, he watched them die one by one, including sending them to death with his own hands. Including one of his best friends at the time, who also fell under his gun during an exam

That's why he later named the killer organization 'them', which is another important reason why he doesn't want to remember and face that time.

And today, for the first time, he really opened the door of memories, closed his eyes, and recalled those days along the previous picture......

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Li Yan was lying on the bed, motionless, at this moment, he felt an unprecedented weakness, which was extended from spirit to upward. Just recalling a past, it seemed to be more difficult than killing the Quartet, so much so that after recalling, he didn't even have the strength to open his eyelids, and his body was soaked with sweat.

The door opened, and someone came in.

There is more than one person, Li Yan with his eyes closed, and by the sound of footsteps, he can hear that one of them is Zhang Yurong, one is Yueyao, and the other is ...... Yu Xiaodi?

At this moment, Li Yan had basically confirmed that he was awake, and he also figured out why he was in a coma. Although he had some doubts about why he returned home, he was still able to figure it out, guessing that it was Yu Rong and Yueyao who had not come back for a long time after seeing him, so they drove out to look for him, and it was not clear how long it took to find him.

But how could the droplets be here? Could it be that Yu Rong is going to call her to help?

has had several previous experiences, when Zhang Yurong and Yu Xiaodi appeared at home together, Li Yan was still somewhat unnatural. Therefore, he did not open his mouth or open his eyes at this time, of course, it had something to do with the lack of strength.

The room was very familiar to him for more than a year (he used to be in the other bedroom, it was exactly the same layout), and with their delicate steps, he could hear exactly where he was. Zhang Yurong and Yueyao sat down on one side of his bed, and Yu Xiaodi sat down on the other side.

"Still haven't woken up......"

Hearing Yu Rong's soft sigh, Li Yan knew that he was at least not in a coma for a while.

"Huh? He seems to be sweating a little, is it too much quilt? Or ......" When the two of them were concerned about Li Yan's movements, the careful Yueyao saw the sweat stains on Li Yan's hairline that had not dried up from another angle.

Hearing her say this, Zhang Yurong and Yu Xiaodi immediately stepped forward and reached out to caress his forehead and neck.

"Really sweaty......"

"Why don't we lift the covers? Do you want to turn the temperature down a bit? Xiao Di said that he was about to do it.

Yue Yao stopped her: "No, what if he has a fever?" You're going to make him even better."

Yu Rong had already reached out to Li Yan's forehead, and touched her forehead with her other hand, using the most primitive method to test whether he had a fever.

"I'll go find a thermometer," Yue Yao hurriedly walked out.

Listening to the words of the three of them, knowing that they were all worried about themselves, and smelling the faint fragrance of the approach, Li Yan became more and more calm after being tired. But the spirit is still a little sluggish, and a little sleepy. - His previous coma was not asleep, his brain was constantly chaotic, and of course it consumed energy.

"There shouldn't be a fever, but it's ......" Yu Rong said, lifting the quilt a little, then pulling his neckline and reaching out to touch his chest. I was sweating too. ”

Seeing her movements, Yu Xiaodi was not embarrassed, reached in from Li Yan's waist and touched his back. Because of the pressure on the bed, the sweat on the back is more obvious. She pulled out her hand and looked at Zhang Yurong: "There is a lot of sweat on my back." ”

Yue Yao came back soon, and I heard Yu Rong say that he didn't look like he had a fever, but he was also sweating a lot. She thought for a moment and suggested, "Give him a rub." Maybe it's like a cold or flu, after sweating, the person will soon be fine. But now like this, he must be uncomfortable, and a lot of sweat is not good. She handed the thermometer again.

"That ......" Yu Rong was a little embarrassed, this kind of work should be done by her, who is a wife. But Li Yan is such a big person, it is also a big project to help him undress and flip, and she alone may have to toss for a long time. And Yueyao had checked Li Yan's body with her, and she had seen everything that should be seen and not, so it was nothing to let her help together.

But now after all, there are still outsiders - yes, she treats Yueyao as her own and Yu Xiaodi as an outsider - it will be embarrassing. And Yu Xiaodi is the person who has had a relationship with Li Yan, so she should be the most suitable with Yu Xiaodi.

Yu Xiaodi is not a stupid child, she immediately saw Zhang Yurong's helplessness, and what happened to her and Li Yan, Yueyao also knew, the night she brought her back for the first time, Yueyao was also here. Out of concern for Li Yan, she didn't shy away from it, and said directly: "Sister Yurong, if you don't mind, I'll help you too, everyone hopes that he will feel better and wake up soon......

Yu Rong thought for a moment and nodded silently.

Even though Li Yan's eyelids were heavy and he was about to fall asleep, he could still hear their conversation, and he was a little ashamed in his heart, and he wanted to wake up and save them from trouble. But the body is very disobedient, and it really has no strength and is too lazy to move. I also thought that if I missed this opportunity, I didn't know when I would be able to get their service together. Besides, this kind of thing can also make them closer and less embarrassed, right?

(It will be updated today.) ）

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