368. Chapter 367: Is It Okay to Forget It?

After a night of thinking, I can't find that answer, and a fruitless conjecture is destined to find a suitable exit.

Is it that no matter how you go, you will come to this point, and whether all the endings have been written in advance, and even if you struggle, you can't change anything.

The warm morning sun shines through the window, a new day is coming again, the dream is never too long, even the best dream will have a day to wake up, it turns out that you still have to face it after all, you can escape for a while, you can't hide for a lifetime.

Last night's sleep was not very peaceful, tossing and turning for a long time, Ling Yanbing fell asleep, the more she thought about it, the more entangled her heart became.

"Yan Bing, I've made breakfast, let's come down and eat." Xuan Xixi walked over and said softly, she knew that she must be very tired, not only physically tired, but also mentally tired.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I have to trouble you to take care of me." Ling Yanbing got out of bed and put on her shoes.

Xuan Xi pursed his lips and said, "Look what you are talking about, we are the best sisters, you have always lived with me, and I will not be troublesome." ”

Ling Yanbing took Xuan Xixi's hand, pursed her lips and smiled: "Then I'm welcome, Xixi, let me live here all the time, wash dishes, sweep the floor and cook, I can do everything." ”

"Yan Bing, you don't have to do anything, now the child in the belly is the most important, let me take care of you." Xuan Xixi held Ling Yanbing's hand, she knew that Tian Shaoyin would definitely come here soon.

"Hopefully that day will come sooner." Ling Yanbing pinched her palms tightly, maybe after the child is born, all doubts can be solved, all lies can be exposed, and at that time she will have new decisions and choices.

"Let's go, come down and eat." Xuan Xixi took Ling Yanbing's hand and came downstairs together.

The meal was very rich, but Ling Yanbing didn't have an appetite, she simply ate some, and she couldn't eat anymore, she was in a bad mood, how could she possibly eat.

Xuan Xixi could also see that Ling Yanbing was still worried about that incident in her heart, and seeing that she was upset, she also wanted to be able to share some of it for her.

Xuan Xixi said suddenly: "Yan Bing, don't worry about those things that haven't happened yet, even if Tian Shaoyin has a blood feud with your father, it has nothing to do with you, everything happened eighteen years ago, even if you think about it, you can't change anything." ”

"Is it really going to be irrelevant to me?" Ling Yanbing smiled sadly, she and Ling Wanli were father and daughter, they were just adoptive father and daughter before, and now she is his biological daughter, even if she didn't recognize him, she would definitely not be completely out of the matter.

In fact, she only has one request, that is, no matter what happened in the past, she hopes that each other can choose to forget, she only hopes that Tian Shaoyin and Ling Wanli can coexist peacefully without any contradictions and conflicts.

Even if Ling Wanli really made any unforgivable mistakes eighteen years ago, eighteen years have passed, why do you still hold on to it, even if you kill Ling Wanli, what can you do?

Can a dead person come back to life? Why not give him a chance to repent and spend the rest of his life making amends for the wrongs he has committed.

Just because of each other's different concepts and positions, she and Tian Shaoyin are destined to have no good ending.

She is biased towards Ling Wanli, she hopes that no matter what she does, she must let Ling Wanli live well and not hurt him, because he is her relative, without him, there would be no her!

"Yan Bing, if Tian Shaoyin asked you to make a choice between him and Ling Wanli, what would you choose?" Xuan Xi asked tentatively.

"Xixi, in fact, this question was asked to me by Shaoyin a long time ago, and my answer at that time was that I hoped that the two of them would live in peace, and now my answer is the same, even if I know that he did something like that, I will not change, because he has always been my father, and no one can override one over the other, so I want both!" Ling Yanbing said helplessly, why do you always have to make a choice, can't you have both?

Xuan Xixi couldn't help frowning when he heard this, Ling Yanbing's idea was too naΓ―ve, if it could really be written off, Tian Shaoyin would not have done such a thing at the engagement banquet, he would approach Ling Yanbing deliberately because he wanted revenge.

The most important thing now is to see what Tian Shaoyin thinks in his heart, as long as there is still love between him and Ling Yanbing, then the result will not be too bad. Although Xuan Xixi doesn't know much about Tian Shaoyin, she can also see that Tian Shaoyin is still very serious about feelings, that time he came all the way to Le's Ranch in order to find her, if he is just using her, purely acting, there is no need to do that, there must be true feelings between them, after all, they put aside their current identity, and the memories of the Tianxi Orphanage fifteen years ago, Ruoshui Brother and Yan'er are a natural pair.

Xuan Xi said in a deep voice: "Yan Bing, I don't know what you think in your heart. What do you have to say, why don't you make it clear to Tian Shaoyin? Maybe you really misunderstood her. ”

Ling Yanbing laughed at herself: "If it was really just a misunderstanding, then he wouldn't have hidden it from me for so long, if he really had me in his heart, he would have told me all these secrets a long time ago, instead of letting me hear it from other people's mouths, making me feel like a fool." ”

Xuan Xixi hurriedly said: "I think he didn't sue you, maybe he was afraid of hurting you, he may have approached you to take revenge on Ling Wanli, but he must have changed his mind later." ”

Not wanting to worry about these things anymore, Ling Yanbing stretched out her hand in front of her. "Don't talk about that, take me to visit your farm."

Xuan Xixi nodded resolutely and said: "Okay, since you are here, then I will take you to take a good look at my farm, which now produces tens of thousands of goose eggs every day!" ”

Ling Yanbing followed Xuan Xixi's footsteps and walked out together, perhaps only by letting her heart think about something else could she temporarily forget some unhappiness in her heart.

She knew that Tian Shaoyin would find this place sooner or later, and she didn't have the luxury of avoiding him all the time, and when he found him, she would naturally go back with him, because she was reluctant to part with him at all.

Following Xuan Xixi's footsteps, he came to the farm, where the nearby fish ponds were contracted by Xuan Xixi, and the fish ponds were full of snow-white geese, which flapped their wings wantonly in the water.

Xuan Xixi is indeed a business-minded person, and the qiΔ“ she has now is also earned back by her own ability, and I believe that she will be able to become a little rich woman in the near future.

Seeing that Xuan Xixi was getting closer and closer to her goal, Ling Yanbing also felt very relieved, and she also hoped that in the near future, Xuan Xixi and Wei Ying could achieve positive results.

Just as Ling Yanbing was still pondering, suddenly a black Mercedes-Benz drove over, and a sharp brake sound pierced the sky.

It was he who came, and Tian Shaoyin really chased here.

He needed that answer and didn't want any misunderstanding to be a barrier between them, so here he was.

Xuan Xixi walked in front of Ling Yanbing and said in a deep voice: "Yan Bing, Tian Shaoyin is here, you can talk to him well, explain everything clearly, and don't let the misunderstanding grow invisibly." ”

After saying that, Xuan Xixi left here.

"Xi Xi ......" Looking at the back of Xuan Xi leaving, Ling Yanbing suddenly felt a little hesitant, she didn't know how to face Tian Shaoyin at all, especially after knowing the so-called truth, she just wanted to escape.

"Yan Bing......" called her name softly, and Tian Shaoyin looked at Ling Yanbing not far away.

Sure enough, he still came, she knew that even if she fled to the ends of the earth, he would definitely find her, but at this moment she didn't want to run away at all, and she didn't want to face it.

I really want time to stop here, let her forget about it, pretend that she didn't hear anything, didn't see anything, nothing happened, she is still her, the one who doesn't know anything about the truth, and he is still the Ruoshui brother she loves deeply, and he has never had that identity.

She was not far away, but it seemed that there was a distance that could never be crossed.

He didn't understand why she didn't come home to a place like this, and soon the child in her womb was about to be born, why she still couldn't stay at home obediently, why she had to run away.

"Yan Bing, why don't you go home?" Tian Shaoyin approached Ling Yanbing step by step and stretched out his hand to her.

Ling Yanbing instinctively stepped back, her clear eyes subconsciously avoided his eyes, she didn't dare to look at his eyes, for fear that she would fall into his eyes all of a sudden.

She felt that there was an invisible distance between her and Tian Shaoyin, and it was not something that could be crossed in a moment.

Seeing her instinctively retreating, Tian Shaoyin subconsciously frowned, what was going on, why did she suddenly want to run away from his side, did he do something wrong?

"I ......" Ling Yanbing bit her lip slightly, "I don't want to go home yet." ”

"Why? Did something happen? Tian Shaoyin looked at Ling Yanbing with a puzzled expression, and intuitively told her that something must have happened to make her suddenly not want to go home.

"It's nothing, it's just that you think too much." Ling Yanbing hid her smile with a smile, if confessing meant letting her see the cruel truth, she would rather pretend that she didn't know anything, and still maintain this relationship that might be lost at any time.

She just didn't dare to face it, she was extremely afraid of losing him and losing the relationship she was still attached to.

Pretend not to know anything, live in a dream, and maybe when you wake up, you can have less pain.

"Is it really nothing? If so, then let's go home, shall we? Tian Shaoyin stretched out his hand to Ling Yanbing, hoping not to be rejected again.

Ling Yanbing didn't refuse again, just held Tian Shaoyin's hand, "Shaoyin, wait a minute, let's go to a place first, and then go, okay?" ”

"Yes, where do you want to go? I can go with you. Tian Shaoyin nodded resolutely, he didn't know that he would soon regret this decision.

"Come with me." Ling Yanbing took Tian Shaoyin's hand and walked forward, there were also their memories here, but those memories were not good.

Looking at the backs of Ling Yanbing and Tian Shaoyin turning to leave, Xuan Xi breathed a long sigh of relief, she hoped that the two of them were really reconciled, and not let that hatred block the distance between each other.

Following Ling Yanbing's footsteps and walking forward, her fingers clasped together, but she had an indescribable sense of distance, looking at the scenery along the way, she suddenly felt a little familiar.

Walking all the way forward, I came to the flat rice field in front of me, and there was a haystack every few steps, and the haystack was round like a bulging mushroom head.

Tian Shaoyin's heart couldn't help but chuckle, why did she bring him here? He remembered what had happened here, and he had hurt her once again here.

"Remember what happened here last time?" Ling Yanbing let go of Tian Shaoyin's hand, and when she revisited the old place, there would always be a different feeling.

At that time, she never thought that she would get together with the demon she hated so much, and she never thought that this demon she hated so much turned out to be the brother Ruoshui that she never forgot in her heart.

Fate plays tricks on people, making the impossible possible, making everything unexpected.

Tian Shaoyin looked at Ling Yanbing intently, how could he not remember what had happened here.

The last time he came here, he launched a frenzied plunder of her like a demon, regardless of her feelings, even if she was just a puppet who would not take the initiative to cater to him, he never gave up his punishment for her, he never had any pity for her, just because she was the daughter of the enemy, so he took it for granted that this was what she should bear.

It was an unbearable past, and if he could go back to that moment, he would definitely stop himself from doing those things.

Is it because these things have caused a shadow in her heart, so she suddenly wants to leave that home and escape from his side, Tian Shaoyin looked at Ling Yanbing's eyes, and suddenly felt that she couldn't guess.

"Yan Bing, I'm sorry......" Tian Shaoyin lowered his head apologetically, he couldn't change what happened in the past, he just wanted to make up for the past with the future.

Ling Yanbing smiled with relief, "Why do you want to say I'm sorry, Shaoyin, did you hate me very much at that time?" Otherwise, why would you treat me like that, even if I am like a puppet, you will not let me go. ”

"I ......" Tian Shao wanted to hide and stopped, indeed he was blinded by hatred at that time, because she was Ling Wanli's daughter, so he wanted to do his best to take revenge on her, seeing her pain, he would feel extremely happy, his happiness was based on her pain.

"I know you must have done that because I refused to listen to you and forgot about Liu Jingqing, right?" Knowing that this was not the reason, Ling Yanbing still found such a high-sounding excuse for Tian Shaoyin.

In fact, she would rather treat her like this just because of this reason, not because she is the daughter of the enemy.

"Yan Bing, the past, forget it, okay?" Tian Shaoyin held Ling Yanbing's hand and said in a condensed voice: "I promise you that nothing like this will happen again in the future." ”

"If I can forget jì, less hidden, then what about you? Can you also forget all the unpleasant things that happened in the past? Ling Yanbing's eyebrows raised slightly, in fact, what she was talking about was the hatred of eighteen years ago, she hoped that Tian Shaoyin could forget and give Ling Wanli a chance to atone for her sins, just for her.

Tian Shaoyin didn't know what Ling Yan Bing was referring to, he only thought that she would suddenly leave him because of Guan Xinmu's matter, so he nodded, "Don't worry, I will forget what I should forget, if you don't want me to remember, I won't remember it in my heart." ”

"Shaoyin, thank you." Ling Yanbing said with sincere gratitude, as long as Tian Shaoyin can no longer pursue what happened eighteen years ago, even if she is a cow or a horse in her life, she can do whatever she wants, and she can atone for her father.