141 Hold back and not cry, I will hold back and not cry

Yang Qi picked up the microphone and sang Wang Xinling's Don't Cry, the tune was sad and a little tactful, through the unclear dim light, I saw Lu Yifan's side face staring at the screen, his side face was so familiar, once, even the face that would appear in a dream, so close, as if she could reach it with her hand, and suddenly she felt that Lu Yifan seemed to be about to deflect her gaze, and hurriedly looked elsewhere.

"At first, I believed that the path of love ended in happiness.

will choose to give in again and again.

Too stubborn and blind to forget to stop......

Hold back not crying, I want to hold back not crying,

Look at the sky and don't let the tears flow. ”

It seems that Yang Qi thought of the ancient city and sang a very sad song, Lin Mo suddenly felt inexplicably upset because of this song, so she opened the pull ring of the can and began to drink desperately, in one breath, without interruption, sad, with the alcohol in the heart - excellent - excellent - small - said - more - new - the most - fastest - WWW.UUXS.CC - flowing.

Lu Yifan raised her eyes and looked at Lin Mo, when she finished drinking and put down the can, she saw the distress in Lu Yifan's eyes, and unconsciously hooked the corners of her mouth, and then when Lin Mo opened the next can, she pressed her hand down with the can, and yelled at her a little angrily, "Okay!" Don't drink it."

Everyone didn't speak, just looked at the two people facing each other like that.

That's enough.

She picked up her bag and walked stubbornly, lonely street, lonely soul, she didn't care about anyone, she just felt that if she stayed in that space any longer, she would have trouble breathing.

The moment she saw Lu Yifan, she knew that at first, she thought that everything had passed, and her love for Lu Yifan had been let go, but it turned out that it was all fake.

She would still be happy, her heart would still beat, beating off the original track, so powerful, so real.

Lin Mo heard the familiar footsteps, she could already recognize him by her footsteps, she turned around, looked at Lu Yifan, who was a few steps away from her, and stopped, her eyes shining like stars under the street lamp, her face was once so familiar.

"Lin Mo." He shouted in a very soft voice, step by step, cautiously, as if he was stepping on thin ice and approached Lin Mo, his eyes were always looking at her, he finally quickened his pace and hugged her with all his might, his body temperature was so real through the thin clothes, it was transmitted to Lin Mo's skin, she hesitated, reached out and hugged him back, only to feel Lu Yifan's tighter hug.

When Sura and the others walked out, they saw the two people on the street, Yang Qi's eyes flashed with tears, and he turned to Chenxi and said, "After the rain, the sky is clear." ”

Sura didn't speak, looked at the two of them, and habitually lit a cigarette for herself.

At that time, Lin Mo and Lu Yifan sat in the big playground of the school, through the dim light, watching the fitness people on the playground running, Lin Mo sat on the grass, leaned his head on Lu Yifan's warm chest, buried his whole face in his coat, his hands tightly wrapped around his waist, quietly listening to his heartbeat, one by one, hitting it powerfully, that kind of time, at that time, I still felt that it was boring to pass the time, now it seems that what a beautiful mark.

Later, the two of them would also walk on a secluded path, Lu Yifan clinged to Lin Mo's back, hugged her from behind, the two of them walked slowly, he put his whole face on Lin Mo's shoulder, Lin Mo could feel his breath spraying on her neck, the night scene was so beautiful, and the feelings were so beautiful.

Also, the sun was fine, Lin Mo sat next to Lu Yifan, watching him study seriously, lying on the table, watching the sun shine on his face, gilding his face with a layer of golden light, eyelashes flashing lightly under the light, sometimes tightly locking eyebrows, sometimes stretching looks, just watching quietly, with a satisfied look on his face.

The whole college, the man who accompanied her through the whole college career, was still reluctant after all, she used those memories to impact that incident, and finally said very lightly, "Let's get back together." ”

Lu Yifan habitually pressed his hand on the back of Lin Mo's head and hugged her tighter.

We have to learn to forgive, to forgive others, to let ourselves go. Lin Mo silently said this to himself in his heart.

Sura was in the light, looking at the wedding invitation in her hand, it was Dong Wenwen and Chen Jiajia, this invitation was Chen Jiajia entered her store and slapped it on her table.

Although, she already knew what the specific time was.

Dong Wenwen also called again, and later, she was annoyed and put Dong Wenwen's account into the blacklist.

Sula looked at the video on her phone, remembering Lin Mo and Lu Yifan who hugged on the street that night, and her heart seemed to have been hit hard by some blunt object.

An unfamiliar number came in from her phone, she picked it up and picked it up.

"Lala, I want to see you!" Dong Wenwen's voice sounded as if he was suppressing, and Sula felt even more like a third party when he heard it.

Sula played with the invitation sent by Chen Jiajia in her hand, a faint smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and said, "Man, it's not a good thing, article, let's leave it at that!" ”

Hearing Sula say this, he seemed to understand something, but he asked a little unwillingly, "Sula, you know, my marriage with Chen Jiajia is just a piece of paper, and I love you." ”

Dong Wenwen's voice slowly became louder, and there was a feeling of sudden enlightenment, Sula smiled, "For you, maybe it's just a piece of paper, for me, I have changed from an equal relationship in love to a third party, article, you know, what I hate, I don't pester you, isn't this a good thing?" It's not that if you say I'm together, I'll be with you, or if you say I'm not together, I'll let go, the decision is up to me, use a piece of paper to maintain your future, and I want to tie up my life, article, don't you think it's ridiculous? ”

It seemed that he wanted to say something, but he only said the word "I", and then it was blocked in his throat, and then the sound of Sulla hanging up the phone came through the microphone.

People are always greedy, don't want to give up what they have gotten, and want to keep what they have maintained for a long time, knowing that they can't have both fish and bear's paws, but their greedy desires tend to move forward, and they are still not satisfied with getting fish, and continue to ask for bear's paws, and after getting bear's paws, perhaps, there is an obsession with something else, and what you can't get is always the best, this sentence may be true.

For a person who loves you, it is really possible to give up appropriately, if the love is deep, it is also possible to give up everything, although it cannot be used as a standard to evaluate whether you love you, but it is also a yardstick.

She still remembers that one day, she didn't know that she suddenly looked at something, and the tide in her eyes was unconscious, although she learned to grow up, cut the bag with scissors, a person can afford very heavy clothes, and is used to a person's life, Dong Wenwen also came to see her, looked at her like that, smiled, and said, "How is it now?" He persuaded her to come back, saying that the best proof of forgetting a person is that he can stand in front of him in peace.

She smoked for a long time and finally decided to come back.

It's just that when she saw that there were already other women beside him, her eyes were still hot, her heart cooled down bit by bit, and her heart began to ache faintly, so she hid in the corner and began to pretend not to see it, smoking, he, perhaps, had already healed from the wound she gave, and there was a faint reluctance and blame in his heart.

At the wedding of Chen Jiajia and Dong Wenwen, Sula did not come, which was ridiculous, Sula seemed to be the protagonist of the wedding, and both of them were waiting for Sula to appear.

Dong Wenwen finally made the phone over and over again, and after the line was busy, he admitted that Sula had blocked his number.

It was only then that he realized that he loved this woman so much.

He had already planned the future for himself, but he didn't expect that there would be accidents in every qiē, such as Sula, who lost to Sula.

On the wedding night, there was no Chen Jiajia on his side, he already knew his position in Chen Jiajia's eyes, he got up, opened the refrigerator, took a can of beer, his eyes couldn't help but be sore, every time he was in a bad mood, Sula would always sit quietly, and then open two cans of beer, gently touch him, drink with him, his heart in the moment when he opened the can pull ring, like a pimple pain.

At that time, Sula would always say, "I can't help you with your work, so I can only have a drink with you, let it go, and tomorrow, things will be fine." ”

She sat quietly beside him, seeking warmth like a kitten, rubbing his face, leaning against him, and sleeping peacefully in his arms.

She said to him more than once, "Article, let's get married!" Remembering her expectant look at that time, his heart ached fiercely, and he looked up and drank beer, his mouth full of bitterness.

treats Sula, not only because of her youth, but also because of her character, has been able to make him truly feel the pride of being a man, Sulla is undoubtedly smart, she knows when to say what to say and when not to say anything, but, dialing the familiar number in the mobile phone, can no longer hear a response.

Yes, it's him, and he can't afford to give her any promises.

However, in the night, at last, he threw the empty jug on the carpet, put on his coat, got up, drove to Sula's house, and knocked at the door.

He stood in front of the door for a long time, but no one opened the door, he stubbornly believed that she was there, and she would open the door.

He didn't know how long he rang the doorbell, but he only knew that when he took out the last cigarette in the cigarette case, threw the cigarette case, and was about to light the cigarette, the door opened.

Sura opened the door, smelled the smell of wine on Dong Wenwen's body, looked at the expression in his eyes at the moment, her figure was a little shaky, and her face was completely drunk, he frowned, supported her delicate body, reached out to remove the cigarette from the corner of his lips, welcomed him in, printed a big kiss on his lips, and said with a smile, "Groom official, you are here!" ”

She looked at him with a coquettish smile on her blushing face. R1152