439. Chapter 448
Tears of grievance slipped from her eyes, and all the grievances in her heart for a long time were vented in one go, Ling Yanbing clenched her pink fist and kept swinging it towards Tian Shaoyin's chest, and said with words in her mouth: "Why don't you believe me?" Obviously I am Yan'er, how can you only trust others, but you just refuse to believe me! ”
Tian Shaoyin didn't dodge, letting Ling Yanbing's fist wave like raindrops, he knew that she was very wronged in her heart, she had endured too much pressure and pain for so long. He is willing to vent to her, let her beat and scold enough, I just hope that she can get rid of the resentment in her heart, don't suppress herself anymore, he doesn't expect her to completely forget those unpleasant things in the past, he doesn't expect her to forgive him, he just hopes that her heart can feel better.
"I'm Yan'er, Brother Ruoshui's Yan'er, how can you hurt me so much? Have you forgotten our promises? You said you wouldn't let anyone bully me, you said you would protect me for the rest of my life, but did you really do it? The one who hurt me the most was you, and you turned into a demon and wreaked havoc on me, leaving me bruised all over my body......"
Suddenly, Ling Yanbing took her hand back, she wanted to calm down and think about everything that had happened from the beginning to the present.
Why can't she make Tian Shaoyin believe that she is the real Yan'er by all means, and Guan Xinmu is just a trick, using a fruit knife to deliberately forge a butterfly scar on her left shoulder to gain Tian Shaoyin's trust.
Could it be that he has always loved Guan Xinmu, so it is so easy to believe her unintelligent lies?
How ridiculous it is that an imposter can rightfully replace her, and even replace her position in Tian Shaoyin's mind for a time.
What's even more ironic is that after she learned the news that Ruoshui's brother died in a car accident, she was hit too hard, and when she chose to lose her memory and forget that memory, when she heard Tian Shaoyin talk about the memories between him and Guan Xinmu, she didn't even know that she was Yan'er, and she thought that she had been living in other people's stories and couldn't get out.
She couldn't forget that time when Guan Xinmu deliberately rolled down the stairs and then blamed her, she never forgot the cold eyes when Tian Shaoyin looked at her at that time.
If love, shouldn't we always believe it? Why do you still look like a stranger because of the provocation of others' words?
Even if Tian Shaoyin really deliberately hurt her just because she was the enemy's daughter, didn't he feel like reliving fifteen years ago when he was with her?
Did he hate her so much! Even if she is Ling Wanli's daughter, so what? Can you love someone with hate?
He said he loved her and loved her regardless of his status? Is it all true?
Is love with hatred still true love?
Is his love for her true love, or is it the love that stems from the identity of fifteen years ago?
Is it because of that promise fifteen years ago that he wants to hold on to this love?
There is no light in my heart, only endless darkness. Inexplicably, I just want to find an exit, to find the long-lost light.
"Shaoyin, I want to ask you a question, don't lie to me, I want to hear your truth. If Guan Xinmu is the real Yan'er, and I am just the daughter of your enemy, will you continue to be with me and give up with Guan Xinmu? Ling Yanbing raised her eyes and looked at Tian Shaoyin, just looking for an answer, a real answer.
"Why do you ask?" Tian Shaoyin looked at Ling Yanbing inexplicably, what was wrong with her? Did she still doubt his love for her?
How could he possibly like Guan Xinmu? Even if Guan Xinmu is Yan'er, he won't like her!
Was it that he hurt her so deeply that she didn't believe there was love between them? Or is the relationship between them too weak in the first place, and it will break when the wind blows?
"Answer me, will you love me or her!" Ling Yanbing bit her lip tightly, she just wanted that answer.
"In the past, I lived in my heart with a Yan'er, but now I only have Ling Yanbing in my heart, and there will be no more women in my heart in the future! Yan Bing, you believe me, I love you, it has always been you! No one else has ever walked into my heart! Tian Shaoyin hugged Ling Yanbing tightly, it was he who made her always cranky, it was he who made her more and more afraid of losing, he was willing to do anything to make up for her, just hoped that she could let go of herself and stop dwelling on all the injuries in the past.
"Really?" Ling Yanbing closed her eyes slightly, her brows furrowed, why did she want to feel with her heart, she only felt his body temperature, but she couldn't feel that sincere love.
Ling Yanbing couldn't help but push away Tian Shaoyin, she didn't know why this was happening? Is it that too many sad things have happened recently, and her heart has become cold, so she can't feel love?
"Yan Bing, I have already gone to Guan Xinmu, she is now admitted to the hospital, in order to show my determination and let you know that the person I love is you, I will let Guan Xinmu disappear from this world forever!" Tian Shaoyin clenched his fists, he was willing to do anything to show that he loved Ling Yanbing, even if it was an enemy of the world, he would not hesitate!
"No need, I don't want to pursue this matter anymore, anyway, the truth has been revealed, although Guan Xinmu is hateful, she is not dead." Ling Yanbing stretched out her hand and pointed to Tian Shaoyin's heart, "Shaoyin, if your heart really loves me, then you will always belong to me Ling Yanbing, I am not afraid that any woman will have illusions about you, as long as you still love me, no one can snatch you from my side!" ”
"I belong to you, only to you Ling Yanbing alone." Tian Shaoyin took a step forward, and Ling Yanbing's hand directly touched the position of his chest and heart.
Tian Shaoyin took Ling Yanbing's hand, he put her hand on his heart, and then gently wrapped his other hand around her waist, he hugged her gently, lowered his head and whispered in her ear, "Do you feel it?" This heart is all yours. ”
"I can't feel it." Ling Yanbing shook her head deliberately, she was just inexplicably afraid of losing.
She finally found her biological parents, and before she could recognize them, they left her in an accident, and naturally, she disappeared unexpectedly before the full moon, will she ever see her again?
She was afraid that happiness would come too fast and go too fast. She was afraid that what she had to gain would mean what she had to lose.
Tian Shaoyin hugged Ling Yanbing tightly, "Still can't you feel it?" My people are here, my heart is here, and my people and my hearts will always belong to Ling Yanbing alone. ”
"Shaoyin......" Ling Yanbing looked at Tian Shaoyin, his words made her feel very moved, but she was inexplicably afraid, afraid that this was just sweet words, once she believed it, she would only lose it faster.
"I will always be by your side, taking care of you and protecting you." Tian Shaoyin lowered his eyes and looked at Ling Yanbing, gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with his hand, he swore that no matter what happened in this life, he would never be separated from her!
Maybe resisting, only getting farther away, maybe being afraid, only losing faster. Ling Yanbing closed her eyes slightly, even if she was destined to lose everything, she had to grasp what she had now.