In a sense, as Su Qinghai's daughter, Susan can be regarded as a standard rich woman.

But one

Even with such an identity, she couldn't give Chen Fan any help when she needed help the most.

This made her feel very powerless, and it was also an important reason for her to accept that Chen Fan had other women around her.

After all, those women worked tirelessly to help Chen Fan when Chen Fan was at a low point.

Previously, in the face of Zhang Qianqian, who also loved her fiancé deeply, the reason why Susan said those words under impulse was largely out of understanding and sympathy.

In her opinion, with her identity and family background, when Chen Fan needs help, she seems to be powerless, let alone Zhang Qianqian?

In fact, it is.

The girl who was born in an ordinary family took out her biggest capital to become a woman when Chen Fan needed help the most.

She tried to use her virgin body in exchange for Chen Fei at that time to rescue Chen Fan.

It can be as ...... She failed.

Not only did she not help Chen Fan, but she was also severely humiliated by Chen Fei.

Susan didn't know about it, but ...... It doesn't mean that she can't understand and understand the persistent, hot and powerless love in Zhang Qianqian's heart.

So, even though Susan felt some pain in her heart when she said those words, she still said it......

Perhaps, as Zhang Qianqian noticed, unconsciously, Susan also changed a lot for Chen Fan.

In fact, not only Chen Fan, many people are changing because of Chen Fan!

When Susan came to the tombstone of the old lady of the Chen family again, Chen Fan stood in front of the tombstone like a gun, staring at the photo on the tombstone motionlessly.

Seeing this scene, Susan did not speak, but stepped forward lightly, put the flower basket in her hand in front of the monument of the old lady of the Chen family, and at the same time took out the wine, paper money, incense and other items needed for the memorial in the other basket one by one.

After doing all this, Susan quietly retreated to Chen Fan's side, upstairs Chen Fan's waist, gently leaned his head on Chen Fan's shoulder, and looked at the photo of the old lady of the Chen family on the tombstone with red eyes.

Looking, watching, Susan remembered the hearty laughter of the old lady of the Chen family, and remembered the domineering spirit of the old lady of the Chen family.

Thinking, thinking, tears poured out of Susan's eyes uncontrollably and slipped down her plain face.

In contrast, Chen Fan, who was snuggled by her on his shoulder, did not shed tears, he just looked ahead quietly.

Time is like a grain of sand in your hand, lost unconsciously.

I don't know how long it took, Chen Fan closed his eyes slightly, turned his head, stretched out his hand, gently wiped away the tears on Susan's face, and said in a hoarse voice: "Shanshan, go and bring the incense, we will give the old lady incense and kowtow." ”

"Hmm."

Susan bit her lip, stopped crying, and obediently stepped forward to pick up the incense and handed it to Chen Fan.

Chen Fan took out a lighter, lit the incense, gave half of it to Susan, and then took Susan to incense the old lady of the Chen family.

Subsequently, Chen Fan and Susan burned paper for the old lady of the Chen family together, during which Susan bit her lip and let the tears slide down her face, but Chen Fan's expression was always very calm, but the sadness hidden under the calm was much stronger than before.

After putting incense and burning paper, the two knelt on the ground and kowtowed to the old lady of the Chen family three times, just like they did in the intensive care unit in the inner courtyard of Yenching Hospital in March.

After doing all this, Chen Fan gently wiped away the tears on Susan's face again, picked up Susan's tear-stained face, and said softly: "Shanshan, you wait for me at your parents, I want to accompany the old lady alone for a while." ”

"Okay."

Susan nodded slightly, although she really wanted to accompany Chen Fan and share the pain engraved in her heart with Chen Fan.

But she also knew that there was some pain that she didn't share.

Chen Fan's feelings for Mrs. Chen are not something she can understand.

In the scorching sun, Susan bit her lip with tears in her eyes, took a deep look at Chen Fan, and turned to leave.

"Whew~"

Chen Fan looked up at the sky, the sun was dazzling, he couldn't help but close his eyes and let out a sullen breath.

Then, when he opened his eyes again, a shallow smile appeared on his calm face.

Smiling, smiling, Chen Fan stepped forward, grabbed the aged Moutai in the basket, and bit it open with his teeth.

"Goo-dong...... Gollum ......"

Opening the wine, Chen Fan didn't pause, raised his neck, and took a sip.

The liquor was in his stomach, but Chen Fan didn't react at all, he still raised his smiling face, looked at the tombstone, and said with a smile: "Old guy, it's useless for you to see me, I won't give you a drink." ”

"Hehe, I know, you will definitely be scolding me: you don't fucking respect Lao Tzu, you don't even give Lao Tzu a sip of wine, be careful that Lao Tzu will shoot you."

"Old fellow, you know, since I was a child, I wasn't afraid of you, don't believe it, don't believe it, don't believe it, you jumped out and broke me to take a look?"

As he spoke, Chen Fan's eyes turned red, he raised his neck again, and took a sip of wine, and all of a sudden, half of the liquor in the bottle was missing.

"Alas, I don't hide it from you, the reason why I don't give you a drink is because the last time I came back, you didn't tell me that you were sick, and you still dragged me to drink, so I blamed myself for a long time after you left. So, the first bottle, you just look at it and slander it, ...... Spider."

When the words fell, Chen Fan laughed, then raised his neck again, and drank the remaining half bottle of wine in one go.

"You see, I'm still very kind, and I know that you can't hold it anymore, so I drank it early." Chen Fan said, opening two more bottles of wine.

"Come on, let's clink glasses!"

Under the scorching sun, Chen Fan carried a bottle of wine in his left and right hands, hit it lightly, first sprinkled a bottle in front of the tombstone, then raised his neck, and drank the remaining bottle of liquor in one go.

"Come on, drink again!"

After the two bottles of wine were down, Chen Fan opened the two bottles of wine again as if he was fine, hit the bottles against each other, and killed the other bottle in one go.

Although Chen Fan basically couldn't get drunk because he had received special training since he was a child, he was somewhat unbearable to kill three bottles of liquor in a row, and basically all of them were in one breath.

After the third bottle of wine was down, his breathing was slightly rapid.

Then, silently, he put down the bottle, trembled and took out a cigarette in his pocket, took out two, put it in his mouth, took out the lighter, and tried to light it.

Maybe Chen Fan was a little drunk, and when he lit a cigarette, his right hand holding the lighter was always trembling, and he didn't light it several times.

Finally.

Chen Fan lit two cigarettes, placed one on the steps in front of the tombstone, and held one in his own mouth.

Taking a deep puff of his cigarette, Chen Fan spoke again, the smile on his face had long since disappeared, and his hoarse voice made people palpitate: "Old lady, I'm sorry, I didn't attend your memorial service and funeral ceremony." ”

When the words fell, the hot tears could no longer be controlled, and they poured out of the blood-red eyes directly, and slowly slid down along the resolute face.

"It's not that Xiao Fan doesn't want to, it's not that Xiao Fan is unfilial, it's really that Xiao Fan doesn't want you to let outsiders see the jokes between you and the old Chen family when you leave."

"Xiao Fan knows that deep down in your heart, Chen Lu Jianguo and I are your sons, and you don't want to see us infighting. But if ...... You also know that I am stubborn and a little stupid and arrogant, so Chen Lu Jianguo wanted to drive me out of the Chen family, so I put down my cruel words and ...... in Nanlu Beijing. Jun, the district humiliated him fiercely once. ”

"How can I say it, after humiliating him that day, I felt bad in my heart, and I also regretted it a little, because although I blamed him for not kicking me out of the Chen family on the day you left, letting outsiders see the jokes, blaming him for falling into the well when I was dying, but ...... I don't hate him! ”

"Because...... I know that he did that to a large extent for the sake of the old Chen family! ”

Speaking of this, Chen Fan snuffed out the cigarette, picked up a bottle of wine again, and took a sip of it.

"Old lady, today Uncle Yongle and Sister Ning'er came to me and persuaded me and Chen Lu Jianguo to release their suspicions and return to Lao Chen's house, but I refused."

"The refusal is not because I am still blaming Chen Lu Jianguo, but I think that now is not the time to go back, after you leave, those eight lambs of the Yan family have done something to the old Chen family several times, and some wall grasses have also left the old Chen family because of your departure. I remember these accounts very clearly. ”

"Old lady, don't worry, even if you leave, with me, the old Chen family will not be able to cross the affairs of Xijiang and Dalian one by one, but I will first let the Yan family's gang of Wang Balamb pay a little interest. After October, I'll get those bastards back to me with interest! ”

"You don't have to worry about me and Chen Jianguo continuing to fight infighting, when the Yan family is resolved, I will go back to the old Chen family and have a good talk with him."

"Whew~"

At the end, Chen Fan let out a sullen breath and held the two bottles of wine in his hands again.

"Okay, old lady, I'll talk to you about this today, and I'll come to see you after I've settled everything, and then I'll take a wedding photo with Shanshan and show you the photo."

"Bang!"

As he spoke, Chen Fan collided the two bottles of wine, and then spilled one bottle in front of the tombstone, while he drank the other bottle himself.

After doing all this, Chen Fan wiped the tears from his face, got up, took a deep look at the tombstone of Old Lady Chen, turned around, and strode away.

The crowd in the distance, Susan, who peeked at all this, had already burst into tears.

Then, seeing Chen Fan leaving, she wiped away her tears, walked through the crowd, and walked towards Chen Zhan and Bei Yanling, who were waiting in the distance.

Fifteen minutes later.

When Chen Fan returned, Sun Yanling took Susan's hand and didn't know what to say, both of them had red eyes, while Chen Zhan looked at the scenery of Babao Mountain with a serious face, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Subsequently...... When Chen Zhan saw Chen Fan coming back, he retracted his gaze, smiled, and said, "Didn't you drink too much?" ”

"Nope." Chen Fan shook his head, his expression had returned to calm, but he was full of wine.

"If I'm not mistaken, you're going to go abroad." Chen Zhan stretched out his hand, helped Chen Fan sort out his collar for the first time, patted the dust on Chen Fan's body, and said in a complicated tone: "In China, you waste dad can help you a little, but it's different when you go abroad, everything has to rely on yourself."

"Don't worry, Dad, I have a spectrum in my heart." Feeling the constant family affection, Chen Fan's heart was warm, and he pretended to smile relaxedly.

"There is a spectrum, but you can't go until the injury in your arm is healed." Chen Zhan said, a trace of distress flashed in his eyes.

As Chen Fan's father, he knows very well how much pressure Chen Fan is under and how heavy the burden is on his shoulders.

He is also well aware of how dangerous it is to be abroad.

But

He didn't stop Chen Fan.

Because, he firmly believes that the son he is proud of in his life will definitely not let him down!!

……