Chapter 40: The Back of the World (10)

Who am I?

Such a question seems ridiculous, but after careful study, many people can't laugh, countless people are based on instinct in this world to be at ease, against the will, rarely think about who I really am. I don't know the future, how can people who are constantly running around to survive think about the meaning of my existence in this world except for perceiving their own desires and needs.

The Blood Baby has been divided into two since the day she was born, and it is indeed difficult to answer if you ask who she is, because she is the coincidence of several people, and even if the two are one, they cannot get rid of such a brand.

He Ying felt that the blood baby in front of her was so unfamiliar, she couldn't still be the body of a blood baby that everyone feared, nor was she a fairy or a Yang Zong, could one person really get rid of the past and become another person in an instant?

"Padmasambhava is my name, Miss He, I have nothing to do with me in the past, and I also want to know if you hate me, do you hate Yang Zong more, or hate Xian'er more?" Yang Zong and Xian'er are both herself, He Ying hates blood babies, or both.

He Ying smiled miserably and said, "I originally hated you very much, but now ...... I want to try not to hate. And now you really can't make me hate. "In front of He Ying, whether it is a blood baby or a lotus birth, he is already alone, sitting in front of a cold Buddha, this kind of day, He Ying, who was born in Cihang Jingzhai, does not want to try.

The blood baby, who was sitting quietly on the ground, moved and slowly stood up in place. He Ying's expression tightened, she was afraid that the blood baby would attack her again, after learning her skills, He Ying knew that she was not her opponent. The cold light of the Colored Sky Sword flashed, and the tip of the sword was raised, aiming at the blood baby who stood up.

She turned around and confronted He Ying head-on. He Ying only found out at this time that there were tears on the face of the blood baby.

It turns out that she also cried!

Maybe it's not crying, because there is no crying, just silent tears. And her complexion looked so calm, not at all sad.

He Ying was surprised in her heart, but also a little vague, if she was unwilling to return to the Buddha's seat, she could completely change her mind and return to Mrs. Li's side, just look at the reluctance of Mrs. Li and Jiang Wenxian when she left, she knew that the two did have a deep flesh-and-blood affection for the blood baby, which was much luckier than herself.

Sun Buke's distant love and enemy technique was early by Yang Nuoyu

He Ying put down the Sekong Sword and said, "I didn't think you would cry too?" "If He Ying suffered endless grievances in her heart, of course she would cry, but it was impossible to reveal her cowardice in front of a person she once hated. If you want to cry, you should cry in a place where no one is around, where no one else can see.

For a moment, He Ying felt that the blood baby was not much smarter than herself.

"Everybody is going to cry, why can't I."

He Ying sneered: "It's true that everyone will cry, but it also depends on what they are crying for?" ”

"Reluctantly."

"What are you reluctant to give up on?"

"Don't give up my original name, Miss He, you always call me a blood baby, then I don't give up the name of this blood baby, if Fang Zhong calls me Xian'er or Yangzong, I don't give up the name of Xian'er or Yangzong, and even the name Jiang Xuelian also has the affection of my parents in it, and I am also reluctant."

"It turns out that you can't forget the past, I only thought you were in love, but you didn't. Very well, if you still remember the old love, let's do some last good things for this world, I think soon, there will be a big war here, and you can help us at that time. As for the grievances of the past, I He Ying has already thought about it, what Xiaoen Xiaoai is worth, compared with the righteousness of the world, it is not worth mentioning. "He Ying has understood the truth that personal matters are small and the world is big, although it is difficult to sit up, but he must try his best to do it. If the blood baby does not understand this truth, then her opinion of the Buddha is not as good as her own.

He Ying showed a hint of a smile, and finally had a little confidence in this. No matter how you say it, the blood baby is also a person born in the snowy region, and what she learns is all the crooked reasoning and heresy passed on by the Buddha, how can it be compared with the authentic Buddhism such as Cihang Jingzhai.

However, those who are called Dharma are not Dharma; The law should be abandoned, let alone illegal.

Master Yan Yin thinks that great compassion is the purpose of my Buddha, so why don't you fall into the so-called Buddhism. He Ying felt that what the blood baby was feeling now was not the Dharma, at least not the authentic Dharma, and it was also based on this principle, and he forgot that 'there is no fixed law, as it comes, it can be said.' ’

Sure enough, the blood baby shook his head and said: "I don't think there is a big or small thing, I can't give up my little kindness and small love, and I can't give up the righteousness of the world, and giving up anything can't make me feel at ease." ”

He Ying said: "Then you should sit down and think about it, and when you figure it out, you will not pay attention to the little things in your personal life." ”

"If Fang Zhong were standing in front of you and letting you choose, would you say the same?" The blood baby finally asked a word that hit the sore spot in He Ying's heart, and this was also He Ying's unbreakable death hole.

He Ying Zhengse said: "I couldn't do it before, but I can't do it now, if I sacrifice one Fang Zhong, I can save more people, and I won't have a bad conscience." He Ying said such things in front of the blood baby, in fact, he was also cheering for himself, if he really faced such a choice, He Ying might not do this. But in front of the blood baby, she didn't want to make herself look like a person who couldn't see through the world.

"When you came, you must have seen how bad the situation is outside, the Buddha connected the lonely hell with the world, and the connection is an underwater monument, I heard that it is the Hebo Mansion, which is actually a larger yin and yang world, if you really want to prevent the hell and the world from becoming one, you must kill the Buddha and seal the open passage."

He Ying nodded, it is not surprising that the blood baby can oppose the Buddha incarnation in the Fengdu Divine Palace, and kill the Great Impotent Victory King, and now tell himself some important things.

"The nine prison cities on the periphery are just to protect this Hebo Mansion, if you think that sweeping away these nine prison cities will save the situation, you can only sacrifice human lives in vain. You're only here to hear some news, and that's all I know. ”

"Thank you for informing me, this kind of news is very important, and I will rush back as soon as possible." Although He Ying doesn't know when the master will start, it is impossible to delay such a day for too long, if he can't find the real life, I'm afraid that a big battle will be in vain. He Ying slowly retreated, gradually disappearing into the darkness, and then the sword light lit up, and a circle of sword shadows had surrounded him, and before disappearing, He Ying's voice came out again: "I hope you can come back again." ”