Chapter 42: Farewell!
Shi Tian put the coat on his body, he looked at Gu Chenhuan, who was still looking at him gently, took a deep breath, and suddenly reached out to untie the scarf wrapped around Gu Chenhuan's legs.
"Don't blame me, I just want to make myself last a little longer, and," Shi Tian said coldly, "This scarf was originally given to me by Yan Wu." ”
". You. Uncle's! "Yang Yu doesn't care if he will be beaten by Gu Chenhuan, even if he is a. Son, seeing Shi Tian treating Gu Chenhuan like this, Our Lady's heart was also forced out, "Do you want to be so ruthless?" He was injured for you, even if you have to leave here, you don't want him to die like this."
This time, it was Shi Tian who gave Yang Yu a slap.
"If you don't want to freeze to death early, save some effort."
Shi Tian took off his scarf, and Gu Chenhuan's bloody wounds were exposed, which looked a little scary.
Yang Yu lay on Gu Chenhuan's chest, crying even more fiercely, and whimpered, "Brother Woo, what do you like?"
Gu Chenhuan didn't say a word, he stared at Shi Tian, his gaze was still gentle.
After Shi Tian took off the scarf, he wrapped the scarf around his neck, the white scarf had been stained with Gu Chenhuan's blood, and it was a little wet when he wore it, but it was much warmer than before.
Shi Tian was about to get up, but Gu Chenhuan suddenly grabbed his hand.
"Shitian." Gu Chenhuan's voice was very soft, and he said with a smile, "Call me Chenhuan, I want to hear it, maybe maybe it will be the last time." ”
Shi Tian's eyes hung on the ground, and he whispered, "Chen Huan"
"If I die, can I burn a few more of your photos every year?" Gu Chenhuan laughed self-deprecatingly, "Nothing else, I just want to see what you look like, I just want to know how you are doing."
Shi Tian didn't speak, he broke away from Gu Chenhuan's hand, turned around and strode towards the entrance of the cave, every step he took was like stepping on his own heart.
Farewell, Gu Chenhuan
This time, I may have been truly relieved
"Shi Tian" Gu Chenhuan's somewhat choked voice came from behind him, "I want to see you again, one last look at Shi Tian"
Shi Tian felt as if something was cracking in his chest, and the indescribable pain was tearing at the blood vessels.
How I want to be with him
Shi Tian turned his head, and his bitter smile was handsome, like a warm spring breeze, but two lines of warm liquid slowly slipped from the corners of his eyes.
"I'm just a madman who has been cursed by you, a madman who will always put it down and can't do it."
It wasn't until that evening, when Shi Tian's quiet and beautiful side face was frozen in the sunset, that Gu Chenhuan knew what kind of deep pain Shi Tian's tears were in at this moment.
Shi Tian's figure disappeared, and the entire cave was completely quiet, Gu Chenhuan leaned on the stone, looking ahead with unfocused eyes.
It turns out that waiting for death is this feeling.
What is terrible is not the imminent death, but the loneliness that you have to endure before you die.
In order to seek warmth, Yang Yu hugged Gu Chenhuan's waist tightly, and his head rested on Gu Chenhuan's abdomen, but his body was still shivering from the cold.
For him, the most terrible thing is probably the cold that he has to endure before he dies.
I don't know how long it has passed, Gu Chenhuan suddenly whispered to Yang Yu, "I'll tell you the story between me and Shi Tian."
Yang Yu was already frozen unconscious, trembling and not responding.
Gu Chenhuan tilted his head, a bittersweet smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and said slowly, "He is the young master I once protected with my life."
The cold made time jump extremely slowly, and his weak thinking had made Gu Chenhuan lose the concept of time, and it felt as if several days had passed, but he also knew in his heart that maybe it was just a day, or maybe an hour, of course, it could only be a few minutes.
Did Shi Tian escape from here?
Gu Chenhuan thought in his heart over and over again.
He was wearing such a thick coat and a scarf of pure wool, he must have insisted on escaping, definitely
As for myself who is about to die here
So he who is determined to leave, will he miss it in the future?
Everything in his vision began to blur, Gu Chenhuan struggled to hold his eyelids and looked at the entrance of the cave, the last trace of strength was only enough for him to pull the corners of his mouth and laugh self-deprecatingly, and then slowly closed his eyes.
Gu Chenhuan
This is your retribution.
***
The whole world was chaotic, and all I could remember in my brain was the back of the day when I turned around and left.
The coldness in my body seems to have disappeared.
Vaguely, Gu Chenhuan felt that he smelled the smell of disinfectant water, and then there was a voice of someone talking in his ears.
It seems to be Zhou Kan
It seems to be Ouyang Yan again
"It's been so many days, are you sure Brother Chen can wake up today?"
"I can't say for sure, it's just these two days anyway."
"It's good to wake up." Zhou Kan breathed a sigh of relief, "Don't be like Shitian, I'll rest assured." ”
Ouyang Yan slapped the back of Zhou Kan's brain, and scolded calmly, "You have a sick brain, and you are still prejudiced against Mr. Shi." ”
Zhou Kan rubbed the back of his head, and said a little innocently, "No, it's long gone, even if it's still there, it's completely gone after this time, I really admire him now, I"
"Okay, okay, stop talking nonsense, Brother Chen, you will shut up for me when you wake up."
"I know." Zhou Kan muttered, "Xiao Yi said that." ”
At this time, Gu Chenhuan opened his eyes, he stared at the ceiling for a long time before turning his head weakly, and said weakly, "Water"
Zhou Kan and Ouyang Yan were startled at first, and then they were both overjoyed, and a little nurse who was giving Gu Chenhuan a drip quickly poured Gu Chenhuan a glass of water.
Zhou Kan was so excited that he was about to wipe his tears, "Brother Chen, you finally woke up, you have been in a coma for ten days." ”
"Ten days?" Gu Chenhuan was shocked by this number, and he still remembered the cave he was in vividly, as if the events of that day had been discovered a moment ago.
But it's been ten days
It's been ten days
"What about others? He was saved too, wasn't he? How is he doing now? ”
"He"
As soon as Zhou Kan spoke, Ouyang Yan pinched him the back.
"He was rescued before you, Brother Chen." Zhou Kan said with a smile, "He was brought back to Beishi by his eldest brother Xiao Yi a long time ago, and now he is probably recuperating." ”
"Really?" Gu Chenhuan turned his head to look out the window, his eyes were complicated, and he said in a low voice, "It's okay if he's fine." ”
"Brother Chen, are you hungry?" Zhou Kan seemed to want to change the topic, "I'll go out and buy you something to eat with the nutrient solution that has been infused in the past few days." ”
"Brother Chen's stomach has been empty for a few days, and he can't eat too greasy right away, just buy some light porridge." Ouyang Yan said.
"Eh, I'll go." After Zhou Kan finished speaking, he turned around and ran out of the room quickly.
Gu Chenhuan wanted to sit up, but one leg couldn't be used, he remembered his left leg that was almost stiff in the cold after he was shot, turned his head and asked Ouyang Yan calmly, "Is it amputation?" ”
"Nope." Ouyang Yan hurriedly smiled, "I have been rescued from several surgeries in the past few days, I just had the last operation a few hours ago, and now my leg is under anesthesia, and I should be able to regain a little consciousness in a few hours." ”
Ouyang Yan helped Gu Chenhuan lean on the head of the bed, and Gu Chenhuan asked again, "When will I be discharged from the hospital." ”
"I guess it's going to take a long time." After a pause, Ouyang asked tentatively, "Brother Chen wants to go to Mr. Shi?" ”
Gu Chenhuan looked at the bed weakly and did not speak.
"Mr. Shi has Xiao Yi to take care of, and Brother Chen can be completely relieved."
"He" Gu Chenhuan exhaled softly, "Does he know that I am so badly injured?" ”
Ouyang Yan's face suddenly became very unnatural, "I think he probably knows." ”
"You go out first, I want to be alone for a while."
Ouyang Yan sighed, turned around and left the ward.
Gu Chenhuan closed his eyes, and what lingered in his mind was the back of Shi Tiantian
Will he come to visit him?
Probably not.
He always wished he had never existed in his life
But
Miss him so much
No matter how he treated himself in the cave that day, this kind of longing still did not diminish