Yi Xing grew up in a small rich and happy family, although not rich enough, but in his eyes it was enough, of course, it would be better if there were fewer noisy children around him every day.

I don't know when it began, or when he was still very young, in Yi Xing's memory, there were always countless children who liked to come to him, and they regarded him as a member of their own small group, and they were extremely enthusiastic, but they never knew that he never liked this.

The over-energetic child is always very noisy, and he deliberately stays away from such groups, but his seemingly independent behavior does not seem to have much effect, but rather attracts more people to be close to him as an honor.

Yi Xing didn't know how this situation developed, he was full of indifference in his body, but just because he didn't have a pure polite attitude, he couldn't leave the people around him anymore.

Who said that children are sensitive, but why can't they feel the isolation in his heart, whether he is still a child's temper or that things must be reversed, in short, when he finds out, no matter how humble and polite he is in the crowd, only he knows that he has already drawn a clear line between himself and the people around him.

So he doesn't know why some people can easily do things that he can't.

How amazing it is that even if the person is sitting in the same room as them, it seems that no one can see him, and he can exist quietly in his own corner, without being disturbed.

Yi Xing secretly observed for several days, and found that the very thin classmate would go to and from school normally every day. Basically, he didn't have any communication with other people, and no one even remembered to take the initiative to talk to him, which made him feel a little unbelievable.

Out of curiosity about the idea that he couldn't even tell, he began to pay attention to the humble child, and he had asked others for his name, whether intentionally or unintentionally, but no one knew.

He had secretly guessed what was different about this child from the others, except that he was unusually silent, he was not as inconspicuous as everyone saw him.

Because this child has a face that is far superior to others, even as a child, he has a sense of beauty. This was a natural attraction for them.

It's just because of the gloom he shows. Isolates all who may be close to him, and even makes people ignore his unique beauty.

For a while, this was a life that Yi Xing wanted to have, but no matter how much he followed suit, it still had little effect.

But the attention paid is not so easy to recover. So finally one day. He walked up to the man. And asked for his name.

But unexpectedly and expectedly, his usual good popularity lost its effect for the first time, and the child just raised his palm-sized little face and looked at him expressionlessly. But he left without saying a word.

I can't tell you what it was like at the time, it seemed that there was a feeling of regret and a sense of loss, but all the feelings were pressed in the bottom of my heart, and he forced himself to ignore it.

After that, he thought he would pay less attention to that person, but he would always look in the direction of that person unconsciously, but he never tried to speak to him again.

Perhaps out of the unspeakable arrogance in his heart, he still knew that person's name: Tang You.

But it didn't take long for his originally peaceful life to be broken, and he no longer had the time and energy to pay attention to other things, the small business at home was not easy to provoke because he offended people, and his parents couldn't hide the hidden worries in their eyes even if they couldn't hold back their smiles every day.

The Yi family struggled several times, and in the end, their parents had even made up their minds to leave the Blue Planet, but it was a step too late after all.

Yi Xing knew that he couldn't do anything in this matter, and even his worries seemed a little insignificant, but when he was led into a trap and used as the last straw that crushed the Yi family, he still couldn't help but be angry, this kind of strong emotion that he had never had in his life made him realize that he was really an innocent child, and all the worries back then were just a joke compared to this time, and it also seemed even more powerless.

He could even imagine the desperate expressions on his parents' faces when they heard about the huge indemnity, they were just a simple family, and they had more than enough to live, but how could they get such a huge reparation.

People are always realistic, even if parents put down their posture to beg for the so-called relatives and friends of the past, but what they get is just dodging eyebrows, should he blame them? It's just human instinct, and I'm afraid it's the fools who really stretch out their hands, because their rare fragile sympathy is just putting themselves in.

So where to find such a fool?

What greeted them was just the fate of being sold, but after figuring it out, why would they still be unwilling.

But he never thought that he would meet that person again at this time, they didn't even say a few words, and they didn't even call each other's names, but, he thought, it turns out that there are really fools in this world.

He didn't know where the other party got such a big fortune, and he couldn't even ask, if he had enough backbone he would probably refuse at this time, but he couldn't, even though he knew that it might cause trouble for someone who had nothing to do with it.

He should have known that he was really not a person to be liked.

In the end, he still took the money to solve the family's troubles for his parents, perhaps because they were bleeding heavily and embarrassed, and the other party did not kill them all.

But some things have changed in the end, after such a big change, their parents are no longer simple businessmen, they have learned to be tactful, they have learned to observe words and emotions on any occasion, find their own position, and refuse to take any risks.

They didn't know where the funds in his hand came from, and they couldn't ask for anything, but in the end, they just touched his hair and didn't say much, but there were emotions hidden in the depths of their eyes that people couldn't understand.

Yi Xing returned to his normal life, and after a period of depression, his family went further. And he approached the man without any scruples.

Whether it is to repay or selfish, he can't take out the huge amount of money lent to him by the other party, so he can only make up for it little by little in other ways.

So he managed to get closer to that person's world.

Then he realized what kind of treasure the world had overlooked.

This seemingly fragile child, he has a stronger heart than anyone else, and he also has unattainable wealth, it is impossible to imagine how much he has learned from the other party, the latter is like an abyss without limits. With a huge attraction, you can't help but get close and fall into it.

Even if he knew. In the eyes of the other party, he may be more than just a friend, but so what, when the eyes are unconsciously attracted, he doesn't care about anything.

It's not that I haven't heard a lot of discussion from the people around me. Was he being taken advantage of? No. How could they possibly know how good this person really is. They didn't need to know, because it was enough for him to see.

Even that person's younger brother didn't have this opportunity, whenever he saw the other party's puzzled eyes. He will feel a trace of irrepressible anger welling up from the bottom of his heart, because it is such an ignorant person who can get all the care and attention of that person, but at the same time he can't help but snicker, look, because of this, the other party will never know that the person's good, and what others can't see still belongs to him.

He always hoped that such a day would never end, so that he would always be the only one who could stand by his side.

But after all, it's still too extravagant.

When that person stood in front of him and said that he might forget him, even if it was just a word, it still made his mind go blank for a moment, and he couldn't even understand the meaning of the sentence for a while.

And, why would he never see him again? How could such a thing happen, and how could it happen!

Obviously everything is fine.

But looking at that person's eyes that were firmer and more serious than ever, and the trust and expectation that had been hidden for him, he couldn't even say a word of questioning, and he couldn't even refuse.

As long as it is what the other party wants to do, he will help him complete it, didn't he already know it, this thing engraved in his heart.

He did it voluntarily, so why did he tell him to be sorry? This will make him desperate to keep people and keep him from his sight again.

But in the end, he just stood there for a long time, doing nothing.

He left the beautiful blue planet, with a more beautiful family than ever, but some distances could not be changed, when he knew that person was calculated, he couldn't suppress the disbelief in his heart, because this was not what should happen to him, and he couldn't avoid disappointment, why didn't he think of him at such a time.

Sure enough, he was the one who didn't want to leave.

So he went back again.

Appearing in front of him again in a coincidental gesture, he told himself that it was just an accident, but when they looked at each other, the strange eyes melted all his expectations without hindrance.

It turned out that this was what he said, meeting and not knowing each other, showing the cruel facts in front of him bloodily, but he couldn't even vent a strange look.

He gave him back what he had gotten from the other party, even without his help, even if there was one less of him in his memory, that person could still make himself better, or more for the younger brother who made him admire.

But what could he do?

He could only look at him more when he met the other party, but like the distance and the lack of contact, the things he pressed in his heart surged uncontrollably, struggling to break through.

He never thinks of himself as a fearless person, so he also has emotions, and he will also resent, hate, and be unwilling.

All he hoped for was to see that person often, but in the end, even such a simple idea became difficult.

He wanted to tell him everything uncontrollably, wanted to question him, wanted to tell him about their most intimate relationship, but all the emotions that made him spurn only pushed people further.

What was wrong, he didn't know.

So he could only suffer, but he couldn't find a way out.

Watching that person get injured and missing, he couldn't wait to appear by his side, but the person who was gradually showing his edge was no longer his alone.

The only thing he can do for him is the seemingly firm promise that as long as he agrees to that person's things, he will force himself to complete it, so he will endure his bleeding heart and return everything the other party taught him to his younger brother completely.

But he doesn't know how much you've paid for him.

Even if I knew for a long time, I used to stay by your side just for that person, even if I knew for a long time, all emotions are ethereal that shouldn't be, but I can't change my willingness, and I can't dig out my own heart.

So after all, I can only watch from afar.

Even after you are surrounded by more and more people, you can't take another step in.

You are no longer the person who once hid in the corner alone, and you are no longer the person who burned yourself for the memory in your heart.

You have loved ones you can rely on, friends you can laugh with, and even lovers you can love each other.

I want to be happy for you, but after all, I'm too greedy to laugh from the bottom of my heart.

Of course, you will be unwilling, you will be anxious, you will shout and want to be desperate, obviously I am the only one who stood by your side in those years, but I have crossed the reality, and what I left behind is just an afterimage that only one person remembers.

Struggling to go crazy, but there's no way to spoil your heartfelt smile, because that's a luxury I've never seen before.

How to bear it.

So you can only stay away, no longer close, only if you can't see it, it seems that the bottom of your heart will be more comfortable, even if it is self-deception.

But he didn't even have the courage to see each other again, because he was afraid that he would not be able to suppress the monstrous desire in his heart.

But I still don't know you well enough?

It turns out that there are more things that you have suppressed in addition to those things, and it turns out that what I have always remembered in my heart is such a ...... Girl.

It's right to know not to say it, but in the end, you don't even have the qualifications to be the first to know, so you can only watch silently where you don't know, and trace the unforgettable eyebrows in your heart.

It is said that if the heart becomes numb, it will not be painful anymore, but how long does it take for time to travel to erase the traces of the heart.

After all, he is still an ordinary person, and he can't do it without caring after all.

When the marks left in the corners of the eyes fall into the palms of the hands, the warm liquid also becomes cold, and it wraps around the body along the bone marrow.

At this moment, he seemed to suddenly understand the incomprehensible look of his parents.

When you accept something that you can't bear, what you are forced to hand over may represent destruction.

He wants to be happy, but he is not a lucky person after all. (To be continued.) )