No...... I don't want to live anymore......

Holding her body with her hands, shivering, the air around her was unusually cold, even if she had been in an extremely cold environment all along, she had never felt as cold as she was now.

Mother left when she was very young, her father was a gambler, drug addict, and his conduct was not very commendable, but in any case, he had been the only relative who had been dependent on her for a long time, although there was still a family like the Huang family, but in fact, no one looked down on her father at all, although she could also find a little help from there, for example, let the Huang family help pay for tuition, and borrow a little living expenses here and there, but the rest of the money could not fill the bottomless pit of her father at all.

Since childhood, she has been despised and looked down upon, and even had a cold and starvation child, after reading many books, she has also tried to struggle or self-improvement, but how much of a child's naïve ideas can play a role in life, in the end it only makes her withdrawn and inferior, and gradually, she also learned to be snobbish, learn to disguise, learn to deceive, learn to hide in a dark corner and look at those who live well and ridicule and curse in her heart.

She once stole the ballpoint pens and erasers of her classmates, but of course she was not discovered, she had cheated pocket money from some relatives with a pitiful appearance, and she originally wanted to tie up with Jiaming, but later found that Jiaming had no status in the Huang family, so she gave up, Dongfang Wan helped her repay more than 100,000 yuan, she began to contact each other intentionally or unintentionally, although for the time being, they only met occasionally to chat a few words, but she knew that there must be benefits, and when her heart gradually sank, she learned to take drugs.

After secretly trying it once, I couldn't quit again......

She knew that it was a bottomless abyss from which she could not extricate herself after falling into it, and she had tried to quit drug addiction again and again, but the feeling at the time of the attack was too uncomfortable, and the father who was deeply addicted to drugs could not say whether it was good or bad, every time she saw Xu Yiting struggling during the onset of drug addiction, she would eventually be unable to bear to see her daughter's uncomfortable appearance, and give her a little bit of her drugs. And just like that, every time she tried to struggle, an hour, two hours, three hours...... But at the end of every time, she would always suck the drugs down.

At least I tried, I endured it every time, and gradually endured it longer, at least ...... My addiction to drugs is not very deep, I have never had a seizure in front of my classmates, this time I have endured it for a long time, maybe next time I can completely endure it, maybe next time...... Now, however, nothing matters.

After the death of such a father, she is the only one left in the world, and no matter how she struggles, she can only fall into a more desolate situation.

It's cold......

Trembling, he found the key and opened the door. The furnishings of the hotel room are still warm and gorgeous, if only she and her father can't afford to live in such a room anyway, how rich the people of the Huang family are, obviously they are relatives, why can't they help us, just below, when they talked about their dead father one by one, they were just indifferently thinking about how not to ruin the reputation of the Huang family, why is it like this...... Took out the match from her pocket, and then took out the small packet of drugs, the manager was so frightened that she fell to the ground when she ran away, she later picked it up again, and there was actually a small packet she left in the room, which added up to a large dose she had never tried, and she would be very happy, so that she would not feel any pain.

Beginning to pour hot water in the bathtub, she went back to her room to find the fruit knife, and the needle that her father had used—it was said that it would make her happier, and it would be better for her to die suddenly—and standing in front of a mirror more than a man high, she put down two ugly braids, and then took off her large glasses, and the girl in the mirror was slightly blurry, and then became clear, although her face was too sad, but she could still see that she was very beautiful, and now there was a more pitiful feeling of weakness.

That was the only thing she could be proud of, and no matter how many difficulties she encountered, she never thought of using her body to make money. Fifteen or sixteen-year-old girls read too many novels, occasionally fantasizing about the future, fantasizing that she would have a vigorous love, so she dressed herself up, firstly, so as not to arouse the jealousy of other girls, and secondly, to ...... If the other party falls in love with her because of her appearance, what is the difference between her and her being someone else's mistress?

That was the only hope in her heart.

Standing in front of the mirror, little by little I took off my clothes, the whole body gradually became **, the body that is still in development is delicate and green, there is no devil-like curve, but there is a strange vitality like a burst, the pigeon milk is not big, but firm and attractive, due to emotional tension, the skin of the whole body shows a faint pink, and there are already light black hairs between the legs...... She wants to die with the most attractive image, telling those peers who have looked coldly or laughed at her that Xu Yiting is not stunned at all, not ugly at all, she wants to engrave her image in everyone's mind - in the most difficult time to follow her father to visit the Huang family, she even fantasized that any cousin would notice her beauty and help herself, even if it was [***] at that time, it didn't matter, but no matter what kind of prince charming existed in her mind's fantasy, she never appeared...... It will never be ...... The emotions in her head trembled at the fact that she was about to die, and she prepared everything, sat down in hot water, poured the drug into a small bowl according to her father's method, and then inhaled the needle. Someone was knocking on the door outside, looking for herself for her father's business, but she didn't want to speak, she didn't want to answer. I'm going to leave soon, she thought, why do you want to bother me at this time, and come and laugh at me?

The needle tube trembled in her hand, looking at the needle in her hand, and then at the fruit knife on the side, after the injection, cut the wrist, these must be done immediately, otherwise as soon as the feeling comes up, she will forget to cut it, remember.

At this time, the door outside "clicked" open, and it was the pleasant female voice that had just attracted everyone in the casino: "Look at it, knock on anything, you can come in casually." ”

"Okay, okay, you're good, Yiting, Xu Yiting, are you there?"

"Looks like it's inside."

While speaking, the fashionable woman with a colorful bead chain had appeared at the door of the bathroom, looking at the needle in her hand and the knife next to her, she raised her eyebrows and whistled beautifully, and then, Yahan also walked in.

"You guys get out!" Xu Yiting shouted with a crying voice, Yahan seemed to realize something, and hurriedly pushed the woman next to her: "She has no clothes, you go out quickly!" Get out! Yi Ting, what are you going to do, don't do stupid things. ”

"It's going to kill herself, she has a knife in her hand, she will hurt you, let me ......"

"You can't hurt me, you let me out." kicked Jiaming out, Yahan nervously approached Xu Yiting in the bathtub, "Yiting, don't be afraid, there will be a solution to everything, we will help you ......"

"Don't come here!" Xu Yiting screamed and picked up the fruit knife next to her, but Yahan took a deep breath and slowly stretched out her hand: "It's okay, we'll help you, it's really okay, you also saw the sister outside, how powerful she is, with her, no one will dare to blame you for anything, even if those people in the Huang family ......"

She had also learned the kung fu of entering the white blade empty-handed, so she was not very afraid that Xu Yiting would stab her with a knife, but when she heard the words of the Huang family, she saw that she was crying again, and suddenly reversed the blade and stabbed her chest.

"Don't!" Yahan screamed and pounced.

The blood light burst into the **, and the tip of the knife pierced into the ** about a centimeter, but Yahan's right hand had already fiercely grasped the blade of the fruit knife, and the blood flowed in an instant. Holding back the sharp pain, Yahan screamed and slammed into the force, the fruit knife was thrown backwards, and she also fell to the bathroom floor.

"I'm sorry ......" while crying, Xu Yiting's eyes flashed a responsible look, picked up the needle for injecting drugs, and wanted to stab it in the chest again, but in the next moment, only two "clicks" were heard, and the sharp pain came, and her hands had been directly pulled to dislocation by the woman who came next to her, and then, the person who came directly grabbed Xu Yiting's long hair and pulled her out of the bathtub like that. The girl's body struggled in the air, and the water droplets splashed, looking like a dolphin forcibly pulled out of the water.

"I'm sorry to disturb your great dream of wanting to commit suicide."

It was still a pleasant female voice, which sounded at this moment, but her tone was absolutely cold, she grabbed Xu Yiting, and directly pulled the naked [***] girl towards the room, Yahan was so frightened that she hurriedly got up from the ground and followed closely: "You, you, you...... What are you going to do......

"What do you care I'm going to do! Now hurry up and find gauze to stop the bleeding and bandage your palms, you don't need me to teach you this. You idiot, you said I was coming! ”

"But, but ......"

Seeing that Jia Ming showed a look even more fierce than in the casino, Yahan just followed closely with his right hand holding the skin and flesh, and threw Xu Yiting to the foot of the wall, and before she could fall down, the woman had already choked her throat with one hand, pressed her against the wall and lifted her up directly.

Pain and suffocation, Xu Yiting opened her mouth and made a sound of "uh, uh......", **'s body struggled desperately in the air, her white and tender legs bounced wildly, Yahan was so frightened that she hurriedly wanted to pull away Jiaming's arm, but where could it have any effect.

"You, you...... You're going to kill her, you're going to kill her...... Let go, let go quickly......"

"I'm helping her."

"Open up, open up, open ......"

Gradually, the pressure on her neck became more and more intense, Xu Yiting opened her mouth wide, her tongue spit out desperately, her ears seemed to be able to hear the sound of bones being broken, and when her lower body finally became incontinent, in the hazy vision in front of her, there was still a beautiful and almost perfect image of the big sister, and her whole body seemed to be shrouded in this layer of attractive aura, which was once the image of herself she had imagined, but in front of her, the other party's gaze was cold and cold for almost ten thousand years.

Is...... She killed her......

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My parents are not at home, my brother has just taken the final exam, I think I am free, I go to the Internet café with someone at night and don't come back until more than ten o'clock, I was only beaten once in the first two days, and I came again today, so I have to run out to find it. It's so cold outside, my hands and feet hurt so much that I can't do it, I invited him to a barbecue on the way back, and then flattened it hard, well, I'm a model brother, how good it would be if I was a sister, I don't have to worry so much...... Well, but it's hard to say.,Who said it.,My sister is half of my brother's ass.,If someone touches it...... In short, resentment.

(To be continued)