Chapter 153 [Unforgettable Hatred]
After Chen Fan left the room, the room was quiet, and a mischievous smile gradually faded from Zhang Qianqian's face, and under the light, her face was full of loss, and her eyes were gloomy.
Obviously, in front of Chen Fan before, she disguised the loss in her heart.
Leaning against the door, Zhang Qianqian looked at everything in the room with gloomy eyes, and did not move her body for a long time, as if she had collapsed.
That feeling is like a person who is full of great expectations for something, and when he really faces it, the expectation in his heart is crushed, and his heart becomes empty.
Zhang Qianqian didn't know when she fell in love with Chen Fan.
She only remembered that when she met Chen Fan for the first time, when she saw Chen Fan teasing Susan in a frivolous tone, she defined Chen Fan as a toad who wanted to eat swan meat.
Also on that day, she was cautious and vaguely aware that the relationship between Chen Fan and Susan was not simple, which couldn't help but arouse her curiosity, so she began to pay attention to Chen Fan.
It has been said that if a woman is curious about a man, then it is the beginning of the fall.
Zhang Qianqian's experience seems to confirm this sentence.
Because of curiosity, on the first day of military training, she put almost all her thoughts on Chen Fan, and when she saw Susan standing alone on the sidelines, waving her fists to cheer for Chen Fan and the four of them, she was almost certain that the relationship between Chen Fan and Susan was not simple.
It's just that...... She didn't know the exact relationship between the two, and she wanted to figure out what the relationship between the two was.
Subsequently, when she learned that Chen Fan went to Huang Xiaodong and his party alone to take revenge in order to help Yu Xuan take revenge, and Susan was about to enter the boys' dormitory with a nervous expression, she vaguely felt that Chen Fan and Susan were lovers.
This discovery shocked her heart!
As a good friend of Susan's dormitory, she once heard Susan say that Susan had a slight misogyny since she was a child, and she always didn't like to play with boys, and even didn't want to be with boys.
In such a situation, Chen Fan and Susan are procrastinating, how can this not shock Zhang Qianqian?!
In addition to being shocked, Zhang Qianqian was still not sure, even if she saw Chen Fan appear at Susan's birthday banquet, she was still not sure, because that day, she specially mentioned Zhao Hong in front of Chen Fan in order to test Chen Fan, and found that Chen Fan was not only annoyed and angry, but laughed and laughed. Later, when Susan appeared, Zhang Qianqian thought that there would be sparks between the two, so that she could determine the relationship between the two, but she was disappointed.
That day, Chen Fan and Susan only had a brief exchange.
What Zhang Qianqian didn't know was that on that day, Susan cried for Chen Fan for the first time because Chen Fan didn't give her gifts and sing songs. Later, when she received Chen Fan's ingenious gift, she was moved to tears.
It was also from that day that Susan gradually changed her attitude towards Chen Fan.
At the welcome party, Chen Fan's text message comfort, as well as his shocking performance on the stage, completely made Susan eliminate her prejudice against Chen Fan, so she made a decision before going to Hangzhou and planned to make her relationship with Chen Fan public.
It can be said that when she really learned that Chen Fan and Susan were lovers, the surprise in Zhang Qianqian's heart had dropped to a very low level. After all, she was mentally prepared.
However...... That day, in the bar in Hangzhou, what really shocked Zhang Qianqian was that she saw that the relationship between Dafu and Chen Fan, who had a mysterious background and was noble like a goddess, was also extremely close.
And what completely subverted her perception of Chen Fan was: Dev told her that because of Chen Fan's words, the five major families with great energy in Zhejiang came to the hotel together, so that those gentlemen who once looked up to her kowtowed in front of Xiao Feng and admitted their mistakes!!
Everything on that day, the impact on Zhang Qianqian was pale and powerless in a world of difference.
It was also from that day that Chen Fan's figure completely occupied Zhang Qianqian's heart, so that no matter what Zhang Qianqian did, she would think of Chen Fan, she would think about Chen Fan, why Chen Fan could make Susan and Dev fall in love at the same time, and even when she was dreaming, she would dream of Chen Fan.
It is no exaggeration to say that during that time, she was fascinated by Chen Fan.
At the same time, she was surprised to find that every day, she wanted to meet Chen Fan, and every time she met Chen Fan, when she saw Chen Fan's lukewarm attitude, her heart would ache faintly.
She was shocked by this abnormal performance, and she had never been in a relationship before, and she didn't know what was going on. Later, by chance, she searched the Internet on a whim, and was surprised to find that her situation was a sign of falling in love.
Fall in love with a man.
For a long time, Zhang Qianqian didn't think she would fall in love with a man.
Although the men who surrounded her from childhood to adulthood were enough to form a division, she had never been tempted by any man!
Never!!
No matter how good those men's identity and background are, no matter how good those men's own conditions are, she has never been tempted.
She keeps appearing in different circles, but she doesn't really fit in, just to build connections in her own way and lay the foundation for future development!
For this reason, when she learned that she was in love with Chen Fan, Zhang Qianqian became panicked at first, she did not dare to tell anyone, but forced herself to eliminate that feeling, and even in order to eliminate that feeling, she kept telling herself in her heart for a few days that Chen Fan's many shortcomings.
Many times, if a person forcibly forgets something, or forcibly changes something, the result is the opposite.
Zhang Qianqian wanted to eliminate her love for Chen Fan through good control ability, but she found that she was wrong, very wrong - not only did she not eliminate that feeling, but on the contrary, that feeling became more and more intense, so that when she learned that Chen Fan was going to participate in the CS competition, she did not tell Susan and went to watch alone; Even, when she saw Chen Fan's outrageously powerful CS technology, she was not surprised and took it for granted.
Recalling the bits and pieces since she met Chen Fan, Zhang Qianqian's expression kept changing like a chameleon, sometimes laughing, sometimes sad, sometimes frowning...... I don't know how long it took, Zhang Qianqian came back to her senses from her memories, the loss on her face gradually receded, and slowly bloomed into a proud smile of her own, she said in a voice that only she could hear: "Chen Fan, I don't care if you like me or not, I don't care how many women there are around you, I want to grab you!" ”
When the words fell, Zhang Qianqian's expression became extremely firm.
From childhood to adulthood, she has been an extremely persistent person.
Ordinary people will choose to turn back when they hit the south wall, but Zhang Qianqian will not, she will choose to knock the south wall down!
When she was 10 years old, she encountered a difficult math competition problem, and her father told her that it was beyond the scope of her learning, and she couldn't do it at all, and she couldn't understand the explanation.
That time, instead of crying for her father to explain to her, she stayed up all night and finally made that question.
As a result, the next day, when she showed her father the process of solving the problem with red eyes and a pale face, his father was shocked beyond measure.
Persistent.
This is her greatest characteristic, it was, it is, and it will be in the future!!
…… Chen Fan didn't know what Zhang Qianqian was thinking, at this time, he was alone in the study, facing the computer, holding a cigarette, and smoking gently.
Smoke surrounded his face, and by the light, it was faintly visible, his brow furrowed slightly, and his eyes flickered constantly.
Although Chen Fan felt that Zhang Qianqian's falling in love with him could be described as incredible, he could see that Zhang Qianqian was not lying, and he could also see that Zhang Qianqian was an extremely persistent woman. In such a situation, he understands that if he wants to understand this matter simply, I am afraid it is impossible!
Seeing that the cigarette between his fingers was about to burn out, Chen Fan shook his head slightly, no longer thinking about it, but snuffed out the cigarette butt and turned on the computer.
Generally speaking, Chen Fan will first browse the news when he turns on the computer, then look at his mailbox, and finally log in to the CS game.
This time was no exception, just ...... When I open a news website, my eyes are immediately attracted by a piece of content!
"Disappeared for half a year, the butcher reappeared!"
That's the title of that paragraph.
Butcher...... These two words made Chen Fan's brows furrow slightly, and then subconsciously clicked the connection.
This is a video link, the video was sent in the afternoon, and it has been clicked more than 10 million times, and even the replies are as many as tens of thousands...... Soon, the video was connected, and Chen Fan found that the content of the video was actually the video of his game in the CS finals in the afternoon.
Finding this, Chen Fan was not interested at all, and was about to close the webpage, but inadvertently saw the following reply.
"The landlord baked cakes, how could the butcher of the god of CS participate in this kind of garbage competition!"
"That's right, Lou Zhu should go back and make up for it, don't think that everyone is like you2!"
"I'm rubbing, Lou Zhu, you tmd this is insulting Lao Tzu's idol!"
"The upstairs is overdone, if you take a closer look, you will find that this rookie's style of play is somewhat similar to that of the butcher."
"The one on the 4th floor, similar to your sister, where are your eyes? Is the butcher at that level? TMD, the butcher is a terrifying existence with a knife to explode an SK sniper! ”
"In my opinion, this video should be that rookie using a plug-in."
…… Seeing these replies, Chen Fan couldn't cry or laugh.
At the same time as Chen Fan was browsing these replies, Tokyo was thousands of miles away.
In a villa in the middle of a wealthy area, a young girl in a kimono stared intently at the computer screen, and the video of Chen Fan's competition flashed on the screen.
As time passed, the girl's brow became tighter and tighter.
"I'm from the East!"
"Oh? Are you yourself or Korean? ”
"I hope you understand that it's not just Koreans who play CS in person! It's a pity that your words insult me and insult my motherland, so, you are not qualified to fight against me!! ”
When the video of the game ended, this phrase instinctively flashed through her mind.
The next moment, her face was as pale as paper, and her body trembled violently.
Then, a resentful gaze shot out of her beautiful autumn eyes, and her eyes were full of hatred!
That hatred is unforgettable!!
(To be continued)