72_72998 In the dead of night, it is also difficult to sleep for a long time, not only Yang Haolong is alone, in the mourning dynasty thousands of miles away, a bright light in the attic, in the deep palace of the silent night, it seems even more lonely.

Dressed in a dark robe, standing tall and jade, standing by the window and looking into the distance, who else could there be if it wasn't Cheng Tianxing?

Standing by the window and looking out, the magnificent atmosphere in the daytime has already put away the momentum of teeth and claws under the infection of the night, and rests in the night like a quiet kitten.

Cheng Tianxing leaned lightly against the window, his eyes were as cool as the night and looked into the distance fixedly, and his eyes returned to his feet after a while, this is where Yang Haolong once lived.

The Si people are gone, leaving them alone.

After the fire, Cheng Tianxing sent people to renovate this place, even a little more exquisite than the previous palace, just to make Yang Haolong be able to live more comfortably when he returned here.

It's just that...... She may never come back!

"No, Long'er will definitely come back again! Definitely! ”

Cheng Tianxing shook his head, as if he wanted to deny the thought he had just now, but the sigh in his heart still echoed.

There were large and small jade pots on the delicate octagonal table, and a strong aroma of wine permeated the room, looking at the amount, Cheng Tianxing seemed to have drunk a lot, and the eyes soaked in the night were also a little drunk.

"Your Majesty, you can't drink anymore, you have to pay attention to your body! This court still depends on you to preside over the overall situation! ”

The chief eunuch standing not far away finally reminded him a little unbearably. As Cheng Tianxing's personal eunuch, he naturally knows Cheng Tianxing's behavior clearly these days.

Others only say that His Majesty is diligent in government affairs and a wise ruler of the country; It is said that His Majesty is a virtuous monarch, with clear rewards and punishments; His Majesty, who calmed down the troubled times in one fell swoop, was the most powerful and admired in the hearts of everyone.

Only he knows what a lonely figure he is behind these reputations.

He couldn't tell how many times he had accompanied His Majesty to drink in this Golden Silk Palace, and he had always watched His Majesty go from the sadness and longing in his eyes when he was awake to the trace of concern and affection in his eyes when he was drunk.

And the name that has been on my lips and kept chanting - Long'er.

Only he knows that when there are no outsiders, His Majesty is just a lonely man!

Looking at the two palace maids who were quietly kneeling by the stairs some distance from the attic, waiting for a reply, the eunuch hesitated again and again, and finally asked the people in the room.

"Your Majesty, where are you going to rest today? It just so happened that the queen and the concubine were both asked. ”

The eunuch finally stepped forward, gently picked up Cheng Tianxing, who was walking a little swaying because he was a little drunk, and asked cautiously.

Who knew that the body that was still a little swaying suddenly stiffened, and stood up suddenly, where did the eunuch expect him to come like this suddenly, the innocent was thrown out, and quickly knelt in front of Cheng Tianxing to apologize.

"When people go back, they don't go! The widow is dwelling in this temple of golden thread today. ”

Cheng Tianxing didn't even look at the eunuch, his slender fingers picked up a delicately carved jade cup again, raised his head and poured the elixir wine into his mouth, and the Adam's apple moved slightly to enter the stomach again.

The hand that was calloused because of the perennial use of weapons, groped slightly in the cuffs, and took out a jade pendant that didn't look so delicate, and the slightly rough carving could barely see that there was a dragon and phoenix pattern on it.

Although it is not exquisite, it is carefully tied with a drawstring embroidered with gold thread, and it can be seen that the owner is very careful to treasure, and the original rough surface has even been smoothed out because of frequent caresses.

This is what the person said, she said that she is very compatible with the dragon pattern, perhaps, in the process of breaking through this way, what really gives herself strength is the seemingly inconspicuous sentence that matches it very well!

Whatever it takes to support the right way to govern the country and secure the people is just a pretense for the people of the world to hear.

She was already able to match the dragon pattern as she said, and what about her? When will you be able to stand side by side with yourself in this world?

The real reason, as long as he knows, is enough.

"Hey, since you don't like it, stand up and beat me!"

"Look, how is this girl? With a big chest and a thin waist, he will be able to give birth to a son in the future. ”

"Cheng Tianxing, why don't you die!"

"Hey, hey, don't mess around, I'm a man!"

……

He, he misses her again.

He still remembered the first time he saw Yang Haolong, when he was still in a wheelchair, and the unprecedented decadence almost broke him, even if the doctor later told him that his legs had healed, and he no longer had the courage to stand up.

He couldn't feel those legs at all, and even if everyone told him that they were healed and could stand up again, he couldn't.

What he never got over was the nightmare in his heart.

He had already forced himself to believe that these legs were forever useless, and now he told him that he could walk?

He didn't want to feel the disappointment of being able to suffocate people again, so he chose to give up.

It didn't matter, he even forced himself to believe that the legs were already useless, and he was already like that waste, and he could no longer stand up.

Even he began to force himself to believe that things could really be as easy as he said they would.

"Hey, it's time to take your medicine!"

A not-so-hoarse-sounding man's voice sounded behind him.

He turned away, and couldn't make out the man's appearance in the dimly lit room, for he had been staring at the sunlight outside the window, and for a moment it was a little difficult to adjust to the darkness when he turned his gaze back again.

The white-clothed one stood behind him, holding a medicine bowl in his hand.

"Hurry up and drink the medicine, my son is in a hurry to drink the flower wine!"

This is the first impression Yang Haolong left on himself.

However, it was this gentleman who was not very optimistic about himself who not only let himself stand up from the wheelchair, but also quietly occupied his heart.

As for the reason why Yang Haolong was close to him, he didn't know it, he just didn't know.

As long as he could see her smile happily, he felt that it was worth it.

Yang Haolong is the light and warmth in his heart, leaving an indelible trace of eternal life in the darkest days of his life.

He remembered a night long ago, as it was now, the night was as cold as water, and they drank together in the attic, and when he looked at his face, which was slightly red from drunkenness, he involuntarily leaned over.

That fragrant kiss made him unforgettable, even if it was just a slight touch on the corner of his mouth, it made his heart tremble.

"What are you doing! I'm a man! ”

The man smiled and slapped himself open, wiping the corners of his mouth with his sleeve, and the moment he saw this action, his heart felt torn.

The feeling of being disgusted made him feel very uncomfortable, and from that day on, his heart began to fall.

What about being a man? It is enough for him to love her, even if he is blamed by the court and ridiculed by the world, it doesn't matter to him, as long as he can love her, this world is not so important to him.

It's just that the fire burned all the qiē about her existence, leaving only a handful of ashes, as if laughing at her own incompetence and unbearableness.

What about the king of a country, what about dominating the world, whether she should love it or not, she still doesn't love it.

For a long time, he didn't know what he loved Yang Haolong, and then the fire finally made him realize it, like an initiation.

What he loves is nothing more than the real person, and the self who is with her is the real self, the one who takes off a qiē disguise, a qiē mask, and the real self.

And that self is also the self that only belongs to Yang Haolong.

Only she can see his truth, and it is precisely because that person is her that he is willing to show his truth.

In this world, there is no second person who can make him so excited.

The cups of elixir and jade liquid were poured into his stomach without pity, and even a lot of them were sprinkled on the outside of the wine glass, wetting the sleeves along the wrists, and some of them overflowed from the corners of his mouth, sliding down his slender neck, drenching the dark clothes into a deep black, like the night sky outside the window.

"Long'er, I want you back, come back!"

Because of Cheng Tianxing's bitter drinking, the few remaining jugs of wine on the table were quickly exhausted, but the slightly drunk man did not want to end there, and waved his hand to signal the eunuch to bring some wine again.

Cheng Tianxing walked to a spacious Taishi chair and sat down with some stumbling steps, his slender legs crossed on the table in the same way as Yang Haolong, and a faint smile appeared on his lips, like a bright light illuminating his entire face.

If you learn her movements and walk the path she once walked, will you be able to get closer to her?

Cheng Tianxing thought like this while holding the little bag embroidered with the splendid dragon pattern in his hand and playing with it.

What was contained in that bag was a small handful of ashes left behind after the Golden Silk Hall was ravaged by the fire, and Yang Haolong walked so thoroughly that he didn't even leave a small thing.

When Yang Haolong left, he took away all the things that could be taken with him, and those that could not be taken away were not left for Cheng Tianxing, and all the fires were burned to ashes.

He didn't even have anything to miss her, so he grabbed a handful of ashes from the ruins.

The tall and burly body, but at the moment he was leaning against the window with some decadence, and the lonely back was distressing.

Where is the man who filled his heart with his thoughts?

"Long'er, I miss you so much."

"Long'er, when will you be able to return to me, I can, exchange this day for this!"

"It would be nice if you could be there for me......"

When Cheng Tianxing drank a glass of wine, a slightly elderly figure stood majestically in the night, the splendid clothes looked a little cool in the night like water, but the hands in the sleeves were tightly clenched together.

I can't tell how many days it has been, but every time she looks at that tall figure here, she gets drunk again and again, and keeps shouting that person's name.

Dragons, dragons, dragons forever!

She gave birth to him and raised him for so many years, but in the end, she was not hooked by a woman who behaved unruly, and she didn't even take her words to heart anymore, and her eyes were full of his dragons.

The person who disguised herself as a man at the beginning, approached him with evil intentions, deceived him, and finally played him mercilessly, is so important in his heart?

"Queen Mother, the night is cold, do you want to go back to the palace to rest immediately?"

The grandmother who stood beside her, carefully holding her hand, asked softly.

"Wait a little longer, the mourning family is really a little worried."

The woman in a fine dress shook her head in refusal, and reached out to brush her sideburns, which were ruffled by the night breeze in her ears, and her eyes stayed on the figure leaning against the window all the time.

It is said that mother and son are heart-to-heart, and seeing her son so decadent, the mother's heart will naturally not be much better.

The thought of the culprit who had made her son so sad made her angry at all.

From the very beginning, she had an unknown purpose, in order to get close to the palace and her son, she even did not hesitate to disguise herself as a man and hid in the palace for so long.

Forget it, after all, the person named Yang Haolong also has some ability, and it can be regarded as a credit offset by healing his son's leg.

However, what should not be that the strange woman who suddenly appeared out of nowhere actually seduced her son while she was treating her son's leg injury!

That's the son she raised carefully! I fell in love with her when she was a man! even did not hesitate to raise male pets for her, shocking the government and the opposition, and almost lost the support of those courtiers.

She has worked so hard just so that her son can one day successfully enjoy the world and become the king of a country! And for the sake of that woman, his son did not hesitate to seek the support of those old ministers and ministers, and insisted on keeping the woman who was still a man by his side!

How could she bear it! His son fell into the trap made by that woman step by step, and it was useless to persuade him in every way, and in the end he couldn't stop his son's willful behavior!

Finally, when he knew that she was originally a daughter, his son was even more crazy to include her in the harem, and even did not hesitate to fight against those important ministers of the court in order to do so.

You know, if something really happens one day, that woman will not come out to help him, and without the support of those important ministers, how will her son gain a foothold in this court!

As soon as she thought of Yang Haolong's name, she felt a burst of tightness in her chest, and her breathing became short, where would the personal grandmother beside her not know what was going on, as soon as she saw her with such a look, she naturally guessed seven or eight points, and hurriedly walked up.

"The Queen Mother is angry, it's not worth it to be angry!"

That grandmother is also an understanding person, and she can see at a glance what the Queen Mother is thinking, and gently pats her back to help her calm down, while comforting softly.

"Alas......"

The Queen Mother sighed softly, and was about to say something, when a hurried figure came from behind the rockery in the distance, and the figure looked like a secret agent who came to report to Cheng Tianxing.

The figure who hurriedly moved forward noticed that something was wrong when he was about to walk some distance to this line, and when he saw the queen mother in a gorgeous dress standing in the center, he hurriedly knelt down respectfully and saluted.

"The Queen Mother is blessed with longevity and health!"

Getting closer, it is indeed the appearance of a messenger, but the black clothes should be a more mysterious secret agent, these people are managed by Cheng Tianxing himself, and the information collected is also directly handed over to Cheng Tianxing.

Although they belong directly to the emperor, when they see the Queen Mother, they also have to follow the etiquette system, after all, no one wants to end up being killed because they offend the Queen Mother!

Seeing the agent's hurried appearance, as if there was something urgent to report, the Queen Mother only felt a bad premonition in her heart, and walked up with the support of the grandmother.

"Is there something wrong with this late hour?"

A slightly hoarse voice sounded, and the secret agent lowered his head, it was the first time that he had been in contact with the Queen Mother so closely, and his honest and terrified appearance looked very restrained.

"Back to the Queen Mother, the front line has just obtained some information, and it needs to be presented to His Majesty immediately, so I will disturb it in the middle of the night."

Because the head was almost lowered to the ground, the voice was a little dull, but these are not the point, the point is whether there is anything the Queen Mother wants to know in those messages.

"Really? Is there a person named Yang Haolong in the news this time? ”

There was a hint of urgency in the hoarse voice that came again, and it seemed that she was indeed very eager to know about Yang Haolong.

Of course, it's just to be able to prevent his son from coming into contact with her again!

"This ...... The subordinates have a life, I'm afraid they can't say it. ”

The agent hesitated for a long time, then gritted his teeth and refused to answer.

What he said was the truth, he was originally directly ordered by His Majesty, and the news he got should naturally be reported directly to His Majesty, except for His Majesty, no one else!

Seeing the cautious look of this secret agent, the Queen Mother was even more convinced of the feeling in her heart, it seems that there is news of that woman in the news this time!

If anything, she must not let the news reach her son, absolutely not!

As soon as she thought of the consequences of her son getting the news, she couldn't help but shudder, she would never allow this kind of thing!

Thinking of this, the eyes that looked at the spy also became extremely sharp.

"Your Majesty is my own child, doesn't the mourning family even have this power?"

With a strong royal majesty in his tone, he pressed straight towards the black-clad secret agent.

"The subordinates don't dare!"

Hearing the Queen Mother say such a thing, the secret agent naturally knelt down in deep fear with a sincere face, his head almost buried in the ground, and even his voice couldn't help but tremble.

"Humph! Can't? Then tell these messages one by one and listen to the mourners! ”

The Queen Mother shook her sleeves suddenly, and when the wide sleeves crossed the space in front of her, there were gusts of wind, which was enough to see that she was also very excited at this time.

If there is really news of that woman, even if you use all the means, you have to suppress it! Never let her son know!

"Back to the Queen Mother, where the responsibilities of the subordinates are, I really can't ......"

"You have to think clearly, at least think about your wife and children!"

Without waiting for the secret agent to finish speaking, the Queen Mother's voice suddenly sounded, interrupting the voice directly, and the indifference in the words made the black figure tremble suddenly.

What this means is that if you don't hand over the news in your hand today, it will affect the lives of your family!

He thought of his son, who had just completed the moon last month, and looked at the parchment roll he was holding in his hand, his hands clasped tightly to the ground, and his nails were sunk deep into the dirt.

On the one hand, it is his own duty, and on the other hand, his family, this choice makes him a dilemma!

"The mourning family doesn't have so much time for you, to say it or not to say it!"

Just when the black figure was struggling, the Queen Mother's voice sounded again, this time it seemed to be a little impatient, and the hand with armor was gently raised to his ear, with a cold killing intent in his eyes.

If you don't talk about it now, your wife and children will definitely not be able to escape!

But if you say it, it's disloyalty to Your Majesty!

"This ......"

Finally, the black figure slammed its head on the ground, and a voice that had become a little hoarse due to the extreme depression of his mood sounded.

Excuse me! He is just an ordinary person, and he can't watch his wife and children lose their lives because of his own choices!

"There is only one piece of news this time, and it is about a person named Yang Haolong."

The voice of the black shadow seemed to be a little weak, after making such a huge decision, he only felt that his whole body was about to collapse, and he had never been so tired even when he went deep into the rear of the enemy country to explore the secrets!

Unlike his exhaustion, the figure in a gorgeous costume almost couldn't stand on his feet and fell to the ground after hearing this, but fortunately he was supported by the grandmother behind him in time.

The armoured hands were clenched into fists, and they didn't even bother with the tip piercing into their palms, and their brows furrowed tightly.

"This woman is really haunted!"

The Queen Mother gritted her teeth and spit out a few words from between her teeth, eager to bite those words into pieces, and the expression on her face became a little hideous.

If it weren't for her, how could her son become what he is now, although it was her appearance that saved her son, but she couldn't afford it, and now her son will become so decadent, all because of the woman named Yang Haolong!

"Queen Mother, you are angry!"

When the grandmother behind her saw the Queen Mother like this, she naturally knew why, and hurriedly patted the Queen Mother's back gently, and comforted her while patting lightly.

This time, the Queen Mother did not dissipate her anger as usual, but shook her arm violently.

"How can this make the mourning family angry!"

As long as Yang Haolong's news does not appear, she believes that after a period of time, her son will get better little by little, and maybe he will become the same him again.

Time will change a lot, even if it is not, she would rather choose to let this news sink forever than let Yang Haolong disrupt his life again!

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but take a deep breath, as if she was cheering herself up, as if she had made a decision, she was relieved, and her eyes when she looked at the spy became much colder.

"Don't sue sùmajesty xià about this matter, including the news this time, it will also rot in the stomach! As for how to do it, you should be clear, right? ”

A voice with a strong sense of threat came, and the black figure kneeling on the ground couldn't help but tremble again.

Originally, telling the Empress Dowager the news was already a violation of his mission, and he even forced him to hide the news forever!

"Back to the Queen Mother, you have already learned the news, why do you still need to do this?"

The black figure wanted to try to redeem the Queen Mother's decision, but also to be loyal to his duty. It's just that this sentence seems to have angered the Queen Mother, and a cold killing intent flashed in those phoenix eyes.

"It's just a subordinate, what so many words! You can choose not to do this, but the mourning family advises you to be faithful, and you should also think about your family! ”

After saying this, the figure in the gorgeous costume threw off his sleeves and left, since the words have come to this point, if the secret agent is still obsessed, don't blame her for being ruthless!

The black figure lay tightly on the ground, and after a long silence, finally got up from the ground, looked at the parchment roll in his hand with a deep face, and finally made a decision.

He's just an ordinary person! He can't just lose all his loved ones for such a piece of news!

He is extremely clear about the royal family's methods, and knows that if he doesn't follow the Queen Mother's words, he will definitely face an unbearable end.

So......

Looking at the parchment rolling paper that gradually turned into ashes in his hands, the black figure couldn't help but smile bitterly, and after cleaning up the ashes, he stood up and took a deep look at the attic not far away.

In the attic, Cheng Tianxing was still leaning against the window and pouring wine, and the drops of transparent and mellow wine spilled down the corners of his mouth and dripped on his chest.

The big hand held the inconspicuous-looking jade pendant tightly, and his fingers rubbed it lovingly, as if he was gently caressing the person's cheek.

"Dragon's ......"

Do you know that since you left, there has not been a single color in this palace?

Those breaths that belong to you, feelings that belong to you, and every word that belongs to you are like nightmares that haunt your heart all the time.

Since you left, there is no way to find that Cheng Tianxing who can laugh loudly in this world, his heart, his qiē, have all followed you......

Cheng Tianxing couldn't help but smile bitterly, thinking about it, since Yang Haolong left, how long has he not laughed happily?

After she left, he realized that he used to be so happy, just looking at her figure, he couldn't help laughing, and now, even if he smiled, it was full of bitterness, and there was no joy anymore.

If I had known that you would be so confused if I left you, then I would rather abandon this world and go with you!

The flask was raised high again, and the crystal clear wine continued to form a transparent line in the air, pouring into the slightly open mouth.

"Your Majesty, the spy in front has sent a message back."

Xiao Si walked over and whispered in Cheng Tianxing's ear.

This kind of thing is a confidential matter, and the eunuch has already retired, and only Cheng Tianxing and Xiao Si are left in the entire attic.

Hearing this, the hand holding the wine jug sank suddenly, and Cheng Tianxing sat up from his chair as if he had suddenly woken up, as if he was eager to stand up.

It's just that because of drinking too much wine and the feeling of alcohol is rising, the legs involuntarily softened, and they almost fell to the ground.

Seeing this, Xiao Si hurriedly stretched out his hand to support him, and his brows couldn't help frowning slightly.

"Your Majesty, slow down. The spy is waiting outside, just announce it in. ”

Looking at the appearance of the master, Xiao Si couldn't help but sigh in his heart, only at this time, the master who is always calm and calm will show this eager appearance.

Cheng Tianxing didn't seem to hear it, and still stubbornly wanted to stand up, but the soreness in his legs seemed to put him into a box full of spikes, and the stinging pain made it difficult for him to move forward half a step.

Finally, Cheng Tianxing sat down heavily, patting his legs lightly, and motioned to Xiao Si to call the secret agent over.

After the black figure came in, he didn't say a word, first knelt down and bowed deeply.

"My subordinates have seen Your Majesty!"

Cheng Tianxing didn't care about these details at all, his eyes that brightened up instantly looked at the black figure tightly, and his hands trembled a little uncontrollably because of excitement.

"Tell me, what's the news?"

The reason why Cheng Tianxing was so anxious about the black shadow in front of him was not because he cared much about the battle report ahead, or rather, he cared more about Yang Haolong's news than the battle report in front of him.

And the secret agent in front of him is the secret agent he specially assigned, who specializes in collecting information about Yang Haolong, and other people, he is not so eager to know the news.

The black shadow trembled slightly, and the kneeling body was closer to the ground, this small action did not escape Cheng Tianxing's eyes, and he would be extremely concerned about anything about Yang Haolong.

"Back to Majesty, this time...... Didn't get any news this time! ”

The black figure finally spoke, as if out of guilt, and the man who had stood up to answer made another big salute, and his head slammed on the ground.

"If your subordinates are ineffective, please punish your majesty!"

After saying that, he never straightened up again, and just knelt on the ground, as if waiting for Cheng Tianxing's punishment.

Silent...... Quiescence......

The whole attic seemed to be cut off from the outside world in an instant, and there was no sound, only the sound of the flask falling from his hand and falling to the ground.

"Still no news?"

Cheng Tianxing seemed to find it difficult to accept this fact, and he didn't even care if the wine jug fell off, and kept leaning forward all the time, subconsciously asking.

The black figure didn't even raise his head, and his kneeling body trembled slightly, as if he didn't dare to look up at Cheng Tianxing's expression because of guilt.

Only he knows what is going on.

"Damn it! If you don't do it well, you still hope that Your Majesty will punish you! ”

The black figure kept slamming his head on the ground, and said to Cheng Tianxing with great guilt.

Cheng Tianxing finally moved, but because of the tense nerves that suddenly collapsed, his body also softened a little involuntarily, and the whole person sat on the chair with a look of loss.

Obviously, so many people were sent out to search for any news about Yang Haolong, but they were unsuccessful once, and no news has come so far.

Is this woman really going to disappear into her own world from now on?

"Keep looking! Even if it is the end of the world, you have to find the widow! ”

The surging loss in his chest was like sea water that was about to suffocate him, Cheng Tianxing covered his chest with one hand, and raised his other hand high, pointing at the figure kneeling on the ground.

"Even if it is from heaven to earth and digging three feet into the ground, you must continue to look for a piece of news about this person for me!"

"Go!"

The hysterical roar echoed throughout the empty room, and the voice that had become hoarse from the excitement of emotion made people sound like they couldn't help but feel a pain in their hearts, as if they would cough up blood the next moment.

The black figure was originally going to ask for guilt, but under the anger of Cheng Tianxing, he could only choose to leave temporarily, and made a deep bow before leaving, and when he raised his head, there was already a little blood on his forehead, which was originally quite smooth, because of the impact.

Cheng Tianxing let out a long sigh, the whole person seemed to be drained of a qiē spirit and strength, decadently leaning on the back of the chair behind him, the pair of godless eyes seemed to be looking at the roof in the distance, but the gaze seemed to penetrate the roof, looking into the distance.

"Dragon! Where the hell are you? ”

The voice with a deep affection and longing sounded, floating in the night sky, but no one responded, and no one responded.

"Bring the wine!"

The flask in his hand had already fallen to the ground because of the excitement just now, Cheng Tianxing closed his eyes, leaned on the back of the chair with a dejected face, and muttered.

"Your Majesty, you can't drink anymore, it's too much!"

Xiao Si couldn't bear to persuade, looking at the wine jar on the ground, Xiao Si couldn't help frowning slightly, although he was Cheng Tianxing's guard, but after so many years of serving, he was more worried about Cheng Tianxing's body than himself.

Seeing Cheng Tianxing's decadent appearance, even Xiao Si couldn't stand it, and the knuckles of his fingers holding the wine jug in his hand also turned a little white because of the huge strength.

Cheng Tianxing stretched out his hand to take the wine jug from Xiao Si, but he didn't see Xiao Si hand over the wine jug, and he immediately frowned, and his voice was much lowered.

"Give me wine!"

Looking at the person with reddish eyes, Xiao Si not only did not hand over the wine in his hand, but also took a small step back.

"Your Majesty, you really can't drink anymore!"

Xiao Si also made up his mind, even if his master beat him, he couldn't watch him go on like this anymore!

Unexpectedly, Cheng Tianxing didn't say anything, but when he saw that Xiao Si didn't give him a wine jug, he staggered up from the chair and staggered towards the scattered wine jars not far away.

Seeing Cheng Tianxing's silence, Xiao Si was stunned at first, and hurriedly put down the things in his hand and walked over to support Cheng Tianxing, but he was thrown away the moment his hand just touched Cheng Tianxing's arm.

"Go away!"

Drinking, Cheng Tianxing doesn't care who is around him, he only has one idea now, he just wants to use wine to anesthetize himself, even if he is drunk in the past, it is better than being so muddy!

Without Yang Haolong's world, he is not rare at all!

There was no place for that woman, and he didn't want to stay at all!

Give him wine! Get him drunk!

At least after getting drunk, you can still see the bright smiling face that makes you haunted and unforgettable in half drunk and half awake.

Even if that century wasn't the real world of wakeness, so what?

As long as she can appear, even if it's illusory, that's enough!

"Dragon, don't try to stop me from looking for my dragon!"

Cheng Tianxing shook off Xiao Si's hand fiercely, and walked towards the wine jar on the ground, and lifted the wine jar directly with both hands and poured it down, without even using the wine glass, just pouring the wine into his mouth.

It's a pity that these wines have already been drunk by him, and even the wine jug in Xiao Si's hand is only a small half, and after raising four wine jars in a row, the fifth wine jar is still empty.

Cheng Tianxing finally broke out, and the green tendons on the back of the hand burst out one by one, spreading like earthworms on the back of the wide hand.

"Give me wine! Give me wine! ”

Seeing that Xiao Si still had a wine jug in his hand, Cheng Tianxing walked in the direction of Xiao Si, grabbed Xiao Si's collar with both hands, and with huge force, he almost lifted Xiao Si's whole person.

"Master, you can't drink anymore! If you drink it again, you'll get drunk! I'm going to go to court tomorrow! ”

Although Xiao Si was almost suffocated, he didn't dare to move, for fear that he would accidentally injure Cheng Tianxing, who had lost his mind, and the moment he raised his hand, the wine jug in his hand was gone.

When I saw the jug again, it had already been completely empty and thrown to the ground.

Cheng Tianxing looked at Xiao Si dissatisfied, those falcon-like eyes looked at Xiao Si tightly, and the coercion in those eyes made Xiao Si kneel down.

This is his master, his god of war!

Faced with such a sharp look, Xiao Si chose to compromise and instructed the people who were waiting outside, and after a while, the jars with the smell of wine were moved in one by one.

Looking at the cups that kept pouring his own Cheng Tianxing, Xiao Si was still excited by the sharp eyes just now.

It's just that when will his God of War master come back!

Looking at the man who was full of sadness and was gulping down the wine in a decadent manner, there was an imperceptible trace of love flashing in Xiao Si's eyes.

He is a subordinate, a guard, there are too many things that should not be interfered, but the man in front of him is his master, the master who has been with him for so many years!

He is most aware of the changes in Cheng Tianxing.

Every day, I watched my master send people to find the news of the person named Yang Haolong again and again, and waited for those messengers with great expectations again and again, and experienced disappointment and decadence again and again.

As a bystander, he couldn't help but feel distressed and sad for his master, and he prayed for him again and again that he could have news of that person soon.

But the reality is always so cruel.

Looking at Cheng Tianxing with a sad face, Xiao Si felt that it was a world that he couldn't set foot in, and perhaps, it would be better to leave the master alone.

The figure quickly hid next to the screen, not bothering, and at the same time silently protecting the man on the side.

He poured the sweet wine into his stomach in a big gulp, but Cheng Tianxing did not taste a trace of sweetness.

It is clearly the best wine in the world, but it does not have the same taste as when he drank it with Yang Haolong.

I think that at the beginning, when Yang Haolong was still a man, they visited the Qinglou again and again and drank flower wine.

In fact, that wine is not even an ordinary Cheng dù compared to the treasures in his cellar, but when I drink it with Yang Haolong, I always feel that there is a unique fragrance, and that kind of taste has never appeared since Yang Haolong left.

Long'er, you just appeared in my world and left, and even the sweetness of this wine was taken away.

After you left, I never tasted such a sweet and bitter wine again.

Cheng Tianxing thought like this, and poured a sip of wine again, but the wine was in his mouth, but it was only bitter and spicy, and there was no other taste.

Obviously it should be a sweet daughter drunk, but now in his mouth, it is as bitter as brine, why is this?

Is it because the person in my heart is not around, so it is difficult to taste even the best wine?

Cheng Tianxing poured this sweet wine, raised his eyes and looked at the bright moon in the distance, and he was also thinking about something in his heart.

"Long'er, Mingyue Rusi, where are you now? Is there anyone who accompanies you to enjoy this round of bright moon? Or, have you ever thought about me? ”

Cheng Tianxing smiled faintly, the bitterness at the corner of his mouth was like the wine in his mouth, difficult to swallow.

If he could, he would rather choose to go back to the past, he would rather choose never to stand up, as long as he could keep that person by his side forever, he was willing.

If he could, he was willing to use his ten-year life in exchange for being able to wait by that person's side for the rest of his life, shelter her from the wind and rain, and give up a qiē at any cost.

If he could, he wanted to pray to the gods that the person he had in mind would appear in front of him, even if it was just for a glance, if only for a second!

"Heh......"

Thinking of this, Cheng Tianxing couldn't help laughing at himself, looked at his sleeves, looked at the night outside the window, and that smile was even cooler than the night.

God? After so many years of fighting on the battlefield, what he disdains the most are those cowards who are full of God's blessing, he has always believed that fate is in his own hands, and there is no so-called god in this world!

Whenever he came back from a victory, looking at those people who shouted God's favor, he always had a sneer in his heart, there is no god, he is his own god!

But now, he has become the kind of person he once despised in every way.

He used to be so contemptuous of those who used to paralyze himself by believing in the gods, but now, he has become this kind of person, this feeling, it is really indescribable!

Thinking of the lingering figure in his heart, Cheng Tianxing couldn't help but hold the jade pendant in his palm tightly and put it on his chest, as if he wanted to use this way to make the woman's Yiqiē closer to him.

If praying to the gods is really useful, even if he is called a coward, then what, he can do without this world, let alone this mere name!

"As long as you can come back, these are nothing!"

Cheng Tianxing's hand holding the wine jar suddenly clenched, turning the wine jar directly upside down, and the crystal clear wine spilled down at the same time, the clothes on his body were also soaked, this feeling between sobriety and intoxication made him very addicted.

Every night after getting drunk, he would dream of that figure in his heart, and the qiē in that dream was so real and nostalgic.

Once upon a time, he even hoped that it would be wonderful if he never woke up; If we can stay together, even if we live in a dream for the rest of our lives, then what?

There is her in the dream, and there is a beautiful dream over there, and Rao is reluctant to open his eyes to call him, not even for a minute or a second.

Without her in his dreams, the dark and silent night was like a spell to him, tossing and turning, unable to sleep, and relying on alcohol to paralyze himself again.

Drunk and dreaming of death, probably only he can understand the taste of this.

"It would be nice if I could dream of you again tonight......"

As the wine jar was sold out one by one, Cheng Tianxing's deep eyes became more and more unfathomable because of the drunken point dyeing, carrying the empty wine jar in one hand, and still holding the jade pendant tightly in the other hand.

It seems that in this way you can get closer to that person, as if you can feel the breath of that person.

The long night passed little by little, and what Tianxing ushered in was just another day of torment.

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