Chapter 118: Dissolution of Marriage
On the one hand, there is the promise made fifteen years ago, and on the other hand, the love derived from revenge.
How to choose, how to do it without regret and heartache.
Maybe it was destined to be this ending from the beginning, maybe from the first time he saw Ling Yanbing, maybe from the moment he used her as a stand-in for Yan'er, he was destined to fall in love with her.
She has so many similarities with Yan'er, if she wasn't the daughter of the enemy, he would never hurt her, and from the moment she promised him last night, he decided to forget her identity and give her true happiness.
Unexpectedly, in less than a day, he would have to make a new decision and make a trade-off.
Yan'er, irreplaceable, this is what he has always thought, he said a long time ago that at most, he will only regard Ling Yanbing as a stand-in for Yan'er, and will not invest in her real feelings.
However, in this revenge game, he invested his truest feelings and fell in love with someone he shouldn't have fallen in love with, so now he has all kinds of entanglements in his heart.
Five days later, it will be the day of his wedding with Ling Yanbing, and about Yan'er will soon be found, when Yan'er and Ling Yanbing are standing in front of him, who should he choose?
"Zhuo Yu, if you were me, what would you do?" Tian Shaoyin looked at Zhuo Yu, his heart was very chaotic at this moment, so chaotic that he couldn't find the answer he wanted.
Zhuo Yu didn't think about it at all, so he said directly: "Tianshao, if you only want to be with Ling Yanbing because of revenge, then you should cancel the wedding with her, there are many ways to take revenge, it doesn't have to be this one." ”
"Maybe you were really right that day at the beach, and you will fall in love over time. I fell in love with her for a long time. Tian Shaoyin smiled helplessly, he didn't expect him to fall in love with her so soon, and fall in love with the enemy's daughter.
"It may not be a long-term love," Zhuo Yu waved his hand lightly and said: "Tianshao, there is a kind of love that is not love, but a simple love transfer, you and Ling Yanbing are different from me and Linglan, I have only one woman in my life, I like her, it is indeed a long-term love." But you are not, the reason why you fell in love with Ling Yanbing, I think it is mostly because you treat her as Yan'er, you want to find the familiar feeling that Yan'er brings you in her, so you will treat her as Yan'er, and even force yourself to treat her as Yan'er's stand-in, in fact, you don't love her. ”
Tian Shaoyin was slightly stunned, Zhuo Yu's words were really to the point, when he was with Ling Yanbing, he always regarded her as Yan'er.
As for why he thought she was Yan'er, he still hasn't figured out whether she is too similar to Yan'er, or because he has been trying to find similarities in her, so he will repeatedly regard her as Yan'er.
"Love over time? Love transfer? Tian Shaoyin's brows furrowed tightly, he didn't understand whether his love for Ling Yanbing belonged to the former or the latter?
"Whether Tianshao is in love for a long time or a transfer of love, this should ask your own heart." Zhuo Yu pointed to his heart, and then said, "See if you love her as Yan'er, or as Ling Yanbing?" ”
Tian Shaoyin couldn't help but pat Zhuo Yu's shoulder and said with a smile: "Zhuo Yu, you are so powerful, every sentence is to the point, I really doubt that you were a love consultant before you became a killer, you really know enough about love." ”
"Actually, it's not that I understand, it's just that the authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear. You are lost in love, and of course you can't find the real answer. Zhuo Yu spread his hands and said.
"Maybe you're right, is it a long-term love or a transfer of love? I think once I go there, I'll find the answer, and I'll get out of the puzzle very quickly and find the answer I should choose. After saying that, Tian Shaoyin walked out of the office quickly and left the Tianfeng Mansion.
He was going to a place, and only going there would allow him to make a decision and give him an answer that he really wanted.
The destination is Tianxi Orphanage, where he wants to relive his memories from fifteen years ago.
The speed of the car is fast, and the scenery on both sides is reflected, but what has been experienced is what has been experienced. It's like some memory, fading away, but not disappearing from the memory.
Finally came to Tianxi Orphanage, after stopping the car, Tian Shaoyin immediately got out of the car and walked forward quickly, he believed that here he would be able to find the answer he wanted.
Continuing to walk forward, I came to the foot of the acacia tree, and some memories that I had never forgotten flashed in my mind.
He seemed to see Yan'er fifteen years ago, she was smiling at him, smiling very sweetly and beautifully, she always followed him like a fart, which made his originally lonely heart more worried.
It was she who brought him out of the gloom and allowed him to smile again.
His fingers gently caressed the acacia tree, and he closed his eyes slightly, wanting to feel the breath of memories with his heart.
I hope this memory can bring him back to fifteen years ago, so that he can feel Yan'er's existence more truly.
The moment she closed her eyes, Yan'er's appearance did clearly appear in her mind, and then in just a moment, Yan'er's appearance suddenly changed to Ling Yanbing's appearance.
It's still that charming smile, but the person has changed, Tian Shaoyin hurriedly opened his eyes, and he didn't know why, "Why do I think of her again!" She's not Yan'er, isn't she? She is just Ling Yanbing, Ling Wanli's daughter! ”
I don't want to think about it, but what occupies my mind at this moment is her, Ling Yanbing!
I can't forget the way she smiled when she smiled, the way she cried, and the way she looked when she was angry, her smile was deeply engraved in his memory like a brand, lingering.
"No, she's just a stand-in, as I said before! She can't replace Yan'er's place in my heart! Tian Shaoyin shook his head again and again, denying that qiē, "I shouldn't have her in my memories!" ”
"Tian Shaoyin, you can't forget Yan'er because of Ling Yanbing, you have been looking for her for fifteen years, you have loved her for fifteen years, and now she will soon return to your world and come to your side, do you want to give up on her like this!" Tian Shaoyin pounded his own chest, hoping that he would remember, "I am Xiao Ruoshui, Yan'er's Ruoshui brother, not Ling Yanbing's Shaoyin!" ”
"I'm Xiao Ruoshui, I'm Xiao Ruoshui!" Tian Shaoyin kept talking, trying to forget the recurring Ling Yanbing in her mind, and all the familiar feelings of being with her.
He desperately thought about the good memories of fifteen years ago, and he wanted to let the good memories of fifteen years ago completely cover the relationship between him and Ling Yanbing.
He didn't believe that he had loved Yan'er for fifteen years, and it would not be comparable to the short time he spent with Ling Yanbing.
For a while, he remembered the promise under the Hexi (Huan) tree, he cautiously walked behind Yan'er and gently covered her eyes, "Yan'er, when you grow up, will you marry Brother Ruoshui?" ”
"Okay," Yan'er nodded in agreement without the slightest hesitation.
Yiqiē is so beautiful, fifteen years have passed since this promise, he has not forgotten Jì, nor will he forget Jì, he wants to marry Yan'er as his wife, and guard her for the rest of his life, so that she can always feel his warmth.
I was relieved and finally found the answer.
He remembered that Ling Yanbing's identity had always been Ling Wanli's daughter, Ling Wanli was his enemy, and the reason why he decided to marry her in the first place was only because of revenge; will fall in love with her, just because she is very similar to Yan'er, if not, how can he have love for the daughter of an enemy?
Finally, Tian Shaoyin smiled with relief, "Yes, the person I love is Yan'er, and it has always been." For me, Ling Yanbing is just a tool for revenge, Zhuo Yu is right, there can be many ways to take revenge, and it doesn't have to be that one. After I go back, I will break the engagement with Ling Yanbing, set her free, and then wait for Yan'er to come back and hold a wedding with her. ”
The words were divided into two ends, Leng Yixi was still staying in Longquan at this time, that is, she had just received a call from Guan Xinmu yesterday, and learned that she had finished handling the company's affairs and was going to return to T City with him.
"Miss Guan, since all the affairs have been taken care of, then tomorrow we will leave here and return to T City." Leng Yixi clapped his hands, feeling happy that he had found Yan'er who Tian Shaoyin had been looking for fifteen years ago.
"Well, I also want to go back to see Brother Ruoshui, I miss him so much!" Guan Xinmu directly changed her title, because these days she has heard all the stories that happened to Tian Shaoyin and Yan'er from Leng Yixi.
Leng Yixi is Tian Shaoyin's best friend, so he has already heard the story of fifteen years ago and knows almost everything.
Tian Shaoyin also has another name is Xiao Ruoshui, and Yan'er likes to call him Brother Ruoshui.
"Your brother Ruoshui, I guess he must be in a hurry like an ant on a hot pot now." Leng Yixi smiled arbitrarily, "The mysterious gift I gave him, he must like it very much, and with his magical powers, he will definitely know about it soon." ”
Although Guan Xinmu was smiling on her lips, she couldn't help but be a little worried in her heart, after all, she was not the real Yan'er, and she didn't know what happened between Tian Shaoyin and Yan'er.
She is not a party, even if she has heard the story between the two of them fifteen years ago, she still can't change the fact that she is not Yan'er.
What she has to do now is to think of a way so that Tian Shaoyin can fall in love with her as much as possible, and fulfill the promise made fifteen years ago to marry her, so that even if one day she is known that she is not Yan'er, she will not have to be afraid, because at that time, the wood is already in the boat.
These days of waiting, she's just making the butterfly scar feel more like it's real; She tried hard to find a way to learn a lot about fifteen years ago from Leng Yixi.
Thanks to Leng Yixi, who is Tian Shaoyin's sworn friend, he knows a lot of things.
Brother Ruoshui, this is what only Yan'er can call her, and when she sees Tian Shaoyin, she will immediately call it out, so that he can immerse himself in the memories of fifteen years ago, so that he will no longer think about whether she is really Yan'er or not.
As long as the real Yan'er no longer appears, she can become Yan'er completely.
She thought that a girl who had been looking for fifteen years and couldn't find it must have died in an accident, otherwise how could she not appear