Chapter 118: The End!
Gu Chenhuan put away his gun and made a phone call, ordering his subordinates to come and clean up the scene.
Hanging up the phone, Gu Chenhuan looked at Yu Sheng, who had fallen to the ground with an expressionless face, and had lost his breath, he should let this man die before he died, but now he is so tired that he has no intention of pursuing it.
All along, it was him Gu Chenhuan who was stupid, love has come to an end, no matter how much he retaliates against Yu Sheng, the man he loves the most will not come back.
Everything seems to have come to an end, and not only Yu Sheng's life, but also himself, seems to be getting closer to death little by little.
The days are gone.
For so long, the only enjoyment and meaning he had found to be alive was gone.
I don't want to believe that he is gone, but I can only feel the feeling that life is worse than death in the futile search day by day.
Gu Chenhuan knelt in front of Shi Tian's tombstone, he took off his coat and draped it on the tombstone, and then stroked the cold stone tablet with his hand, and the chill transmitted to the tips of his fingers turned into sharp ice blades, stabbing straight to the bottom of his heart.
"Are you alone now?" Gu Chenhuan looked at the tombstone and whispered to himself, "I am now a completely person, a person who will live in endless regret and pain every day in the future, Shi Tian, even if we are separated by life and death, we can't clear both, I will always owe you"
Gu Chenhuan sat next to the tombstone, leaning on the tombstone on his side, his head was also gently leaning on it, he tilted his head and looked at the sky blankly.
It was still a light rain in the sky, and there was not a single star in sight.
Gu Chenhuan closed his eyes, several of his subordinates rushed here, and they were all shocked to see Yu Sheng lying on the ground without breathing, but no one dared to ask anything when they saw Gu Chenhuan leaning on the tombstone with a gloomy face.
Yu Sheng's body was carried away, and one of his subordinates cautiously walked to Gu Chenhuan's side to hold an umbrella for him, and persuaded, "Brother Chen, it's almost dawn, why don't you go back and rest." ”
Gu Chenhuan ordered everyone to leave, and he continued to sit by Shi Tian's tombstone.
The painful memories made Gu Chenhuan cry several times, and he suddenly found that since he met Shi Tian, Shi Tian's hell has hardly stopped, and he used the worst and dirty means to strip Shi Tian's dignity and coat alive, so that he who was proud of him knelt down in front of him, cried, and begged for mercy
He always thought that his love for Shi Tian was deeper than anyone else, and the desire to occupy Shi Tian by his side was almost pathologically strong, but now he realized that compared with Shi Tian's dedication to himself, all of his things were just the lowest level and self-righteous.
When he was tormented and shouted his name, when he risked his life to flee back to him, he did what he did was to doubt him.
"Shitian" When Gu Chenhuan was about to leave, he leaned over and kissed the tombstone again, and said softly, "This tomb is only for the one-ten-thousandth in my heart, the possibility that you are no longer there, I will let me keep looking for it until the day I die, maybe you don't believe it, if I don't have this kind of persistence in my heart, I will have the urge to accompany you at any time, wait for me every day, wait for you." ”――
"Brother Chen, from the investigation of some of Chasmo's subordinates, the reason why Chasmo was able to catch Mr. Shi before was because of Mr. Yu's cooperation, but in the end he was detained by Chasmo's counter-generals, Brother Chen asked me to investigate Mr. Yu carefully, and I have found a lot, Mr. Yu was chased and killed by loan sharks when he met Brother Chen three years ago, it was a scene he deliberately played to win Brother Chen's sympathy, and when Brother Chen, you used Vietnam to threaten Mr. Shi, it was also Yu Sheng who told the young master of the original family, Later, the young master of the original family secretly took Shi Yue away from the hospital, and Yan Wu once took away the drunk Mr. Shi from Xingchen, which seems to be Mr. Yu's
"Alright." Gu Chenhuan interrupted suddenly, he supported his head with one hand, and said with difficulty, "You don't need to report it anymore, you go down first." ”
"Yes."
After his subordinates left, Gu Chenhuan sat on the office chair, rubbing his temples vigorously with his eyes closed, where the bulging and beating, as if a certain blood vessel was about to burst suddenly, not only did the pain not decrease, but became more intense.
Gu Chenhuan slammed the table, finally picked up the car keys, got up and quickly left the office.
He couldn't calm down, and he didn't know what way to calm down, he just wanted to find a place closer to Shitian, and the closer he was psychologically, the better, so in the end, Gu Chenhuan drove quickly to Shitian's cemetery, which was already a cemetery, and he almost came to Shitian's tombstone in a running way.
"Why leave me alone?! It's time!! ”
Gu Chenhuan roared heartbreakingly, he was drunk, his body swayed, his expression was in a trance, but the collapse of his eyes reflected his whole person in a crazy way.
"What should I do to you to come back!! I beg you! I can't stand it! I can't stand it!! ”
Using a face to cover up the emotions in his heart has always been what Gu Chenhuan is best at, but if he wants to suppress his thoughts about Shitian and that heart-wrenching remorse, he can't do it, because bearing all this has made him almost reach his limit-
Gu Chenhuan has become more low-key in K City, as if he has regained the mystery he gave people before, just like the controller who retreated to the background, no longer high-profile to participate in various banquets, no longer frequent socializing, but his business empire is still growing stronger, in this city and even in the world, he Gu Chenhuan has become a respected existence of his peers.
In the eyes of Gu Chenhuan's cronies, the current Gu Chenhuan is like a machine that only knows work, from his face can never see emotions other than expressionless, his joy in life is getting less and less or even none, in the past, at least at the invitation of Zhou Kan, Ouyang Yan and Liao Mingyi and other people to drink, now, in addition to work, dining and rest, the only thing he will do is to go to Shitian's cemetery.
Sometimes even in the middle of the night, Gu Chenhuan will rush to the cemetery like a neurological patient, and then stay until the next morning, no one knows what he is doing there, only once it rained lightly at night, and his subordinates couldn't help but hand an umbrella to Gu Chenhuan who ran to the cemetery in the middle of the night, and when he arrived at the tombstone, he was shocked to find that Gu Chenhuan actually fell asleep on the tombstone of Shitian, covered with a coat taken off, closed his eyes, and even if it was raining lightly, he still fell asleep peacefully.
If it weren't for Gu Chenhuan's orderly handling of the work at hand, the people around him would definitely think that he was already schizophrenic.
Liao Mingyi has always felt that Gu Chenhuan is a strong man physically and psychologically, in the past few years of hard work, Gu Chenhuan has experienced a lot of winds and waves, and he has bypassed the ghost gate several times before closing, he has laid down a piece of business with his extraordinary calmness and decision-making, decisive and decisive, cold and ruthless, such a man has almost nothing to crush, which is also what Liao Mingyi has always admired.
It's just that now, Gu Chenhuan is completely defeated in his feelings, which makes Liao Mingyi a little unbelievable, he thought that Gu Chenhuan could quickly recover after a short period of sadness, after all, he is a strong man who has achieved great things, and he is not going to die or live for a relationship, but when he found that Gu Chenhuan's behavior became more and more abnormal, he deeply understood the extent to which the departure of this man Shitian had affected Gu Chenhuan.
It is no longer a wound that time can heal, because Gu Chenhuan's psychology has been completely crushed by Shi Tian, and he has become a sick hypocrisy, and he has become a machine with no emotional life.
Maybe even Gu Chenhuan himself didn't expect it, he was not invincible, what time gave him was not healing, but letting that wound slowly rot to the bone.
When his patience is at its limit, as if his heart is about to explode, no matter when and where, even at night, he will immediately go to Shi Tian's grave for comfort.
For such a Gu Chenhuan, Liao Mingyi has been comforted, but no matter what he says, Gu Chenhuan is either expressionless, looking at the computer tapping on the keyboard or looking at the documents, or looking at the ground or floor-to-ceiling windows indifferently, in short, except for work, he will not talk about any personal topics to any of his subordinates.
A month, two months, half a year, a year ....
No matter how much time passes, Gu Chenhuan maintains the same life as always, and his world is almost harmonious. I have been living alone and sleeping alone for more than a year, as if I didn't have any desires.
In order to please Gu Chenhuan, some partners specially prepared a good-looking young MB for Gu Chenhuan and sent it to the hotel where Gu Chenhuan stayed that night, MB in order to please this rich and powerful man, specially stripped naked and hid in the quilt to wait for Gu Chenhuan, and even prepared a bunch of sex toys by the bedside, but that night, less than two minutes after Gu Chenhuan returned to the hotel, the MB ran out of the suite wrapped in a sheet in a panic, because Gu Chenhuan found that MB was in his bed. Directly held a gun and fired three shots at the pillow under MB's head, and the feathers in the pillow flew all over the sky, and the scared MB almost peed his pants.
I have never seen that Gu Chenhuan has any physiological needs, and his subordinates are even in his arms, Gu Chenhuan's body is not
In fact, Gu Chenhuan himself also felt that he was not a normal man at all now, because no matter how beautiful his body was, there would be no reaction from below him, but in his eyes, the naked MB body was like a big piece of greasy meat.
Maybe in this life, his life will end like this-
"I can't get out of Jane." Guan Ling was stir-frying, and the mobile phone message rang, he turned his head to Li Jian who was watching TV in the living room and said loudly, "Good, what is the information on my mobile phone?" Is there something urgent at the bar. ”
Li Jian was sitting cross-legged on the sofa eating snacks and watching TV, he casually grabbed the mobile phone that Li Jian put on the sofa, opened the message and looked, "Guan Guan, it's a message from the bank again, wow, a lot of money." ”
After two years of treatment, Lijian's intelligence has recovered a lot, but his memory has not recovered.
Li Jian walked out of the kitchen with a plate of stir-fried vegetables, took the mobile phone in Li Jian's hand, looked at the information and frowned, "Who the hell is this, for two consecutive years, I have been saving money into my card every month, and there are more and more, have I accumulated any virtue in my last life." ”
"Guan Guan, could it be your friend?"
"Friends? I have a lot of friends, but I really can't imagine that anyone will be able to send me money for no reason, the key is to last for two years, according to this situation, it is estimated that it will continue in the future. ”
"Can't you think of Guan Guan alone?"
"Hmm" Guan Ling touched his chin, frowned, and suddenly his eyebrows expanded, as if he suddenly remembered something, and said in astonishment, "Could it be?"
(End of Part 2)