192. First kiss: Dongfang Yu, I'm not worthy of you [one more]
"I use the heart line of the linden tree rings
String the lovesick bones of the previous life
Turn your vows into cockroach beads in your hands
You are behind me, silent
I turned back
And you, on the other hand, have already turned around
Tears pierced the night of fate
Love has become a wound of the past"
……
Liancheng couldn't help but read down the words inscribed on the wall and the painting one by one...... The voice is tactful, and in the quiet meditation room, there is a hint of crispness and goodness.
I don't know why, but after reading this, my heart is a little sad.
"Little monk, you wrote this?"
In a trance, Dongfang Yu came to his side.
Turning sideways slightly, I couldn't stop asking a word.
Hearing this, Dongfang Yu did not immediately return to the top, but leaned over and took off the portrait...... When it was closer, Liancheng was able to determine that the two figures were drawn, separated by some distance.
"Master, I once said that this painting came from the hand of the abbot of Xuankong......"
Just when Liancheng was puzzled, Dongfang Yu said a word with a hint of seriousness...... I don't think so, I was even more puzzled in my heart, and I continued: "Xuankong Abbot? ”
"He was the first abbot and the same person who founded the temple......"
Dongfang Yu said as he spread the portrait on the table.
"About Master Xuankong, I have heard one or two things from the master's mouth. He took refuge in Buddhism when he was young, traveled around, preached scriptures and reasoning, and did many good deeds......"
It seems that falling into the memories, Dongfang Yu said this while showing a trace of solemnity on his face.
Wei Dun, with the right talent: "In that year, there was a village with a plague. He happened to pass by, and he went over there, but he was unfortunate, and he was infected with the plague, and his life was in danger. And, at this moment, a woman appeared......"
"This woman, saved him?"
Some couldn't wait, Liancheng guessed a word...... Later, he smiled slightly, revealing a little cunning: "The point is that they are in love ...... each other."
"Allure, you ......"
I don't think that Dongfang Yu had a trace of surprise on his face.
Seeing him like this, Liancheng has already been determined, as for how to guess, this still needs to be said? The words on the painting, between the lines, are all about emotions and express the idea of Xuankong.
"And then? Little monk, what happened later......"
Although, I guessed some, but about the ending, it is still not clear.
She was so urgent, looking at Dongfang Yu's eyes, she couldn't help but smile on her lips, revealing a trace of warmth...... Reaching out, he brushed the folds on the painting, tidied it up, and re-hung it on the wall, setting it up.
"You're only, half right! At that time, no one knew whether the abbot of Xuankong was in love or not. But the woman really fell in love with the abbot of Xuankong, but the abbot of Xuankong, on the grounds of being a monk, rejected the woman and continued to wander ......"
Usually, the story has come to an end.
"Isn't that new?"
Liancheng frowned slightly, and asked after him.
After that, he sighed: "I guess, the woman was disappointed and chose to marry!" The abbot of Xuankong, later, found out that he was in love with a woman, so he made this picture! It's a pity that love has never waited for anyone, and since you choose to leave, you have to bear the consequences......"
Listening to Liancheng's question, Dongfang Yu wanted to continue to go back.
But when Lian Cheng added the following sentences, he hesitated and stopped...... At this moment, Liancheng raised his eyes and smiled brightly: "At least, there is still one person between the two, and he finally got happiness!" Little monk, am I guessing right? ”
"You ......"
Dongfang Yu wanted to speak and stopped, looking at Liancheng, the smile on his face...... Soon, he softened his expression and echoed: "Allure, you are very smart, you guess...... That's right. ”
"Of course!"
Quite proud, Liancheng raised his eyebrows.
However, thinking about the portrait, every word is full of indescribable sadness...... It seems that it is not like the feelings that he wrote just because the woman was married, he repented and fell in love.
It's more like, grief that goes deep into the bone marrow.
Thinking about it like this, the situation outside floated in my mind, and I became interested for a while...... In an instant, forgetting his scruples, he took Dongfang Yu by the hand: "Little monk, let's make a wish......"
I followed her, followed her, and went outside.
Her hair, towards the back, fluttered lightly, staining his countenance...... Obviously, rippling on the face, but under the concentric concentric, there were a little ripples, and it was hidden that the heart was moving.
looked at the woman in front of him with a smile on her face.
Thinking of all kinds of speculations just now, because of the woman and the abbot of Xuankong, her face revealed a little regret...... In the end, it was hidden, and she didn't intend to let her know the true ending.
Allure, I lied to you.
I've never lied to anyone, but this time I lied to you.
Monks, they can't speak slang, but they just return the customs, and they are no longer considered monks...... Looking, she guessed the ending of the story, although she felt regretful, but the smile was still there, and she was not sad.
In what you say, the woman is married and lives happily.
It's just that Allure, the real ending, is not like this.
Later, the woman traveled through thousands of mountains and rivers, and finally found the abbot of Xuankong here...... Over and over again, she said to him: Xuankong, return the vulgar, come with me, marry me.
In line with the thoughts of the monks, the abbot of Xuankong did not change his original intention and refused again and again.
That night, a fire broke out on the mountain, and the woman danced in the fire...... That was the first dance she danced for him when they were together.
What is love? No one can tell the difference.
Only, for women.
Love is everything, if you can't love, life will have no meaning...... Abbot Xuankong, why don't you love it? However, at that time, he had always been a Buddhist person, and he couldn't talk about love lightly!
Even, it is impossible to determine whether to fall in love with a woman.
And when, by the time it was certain, the woman was already dead, and it was painful!
Later, the abbot of Xuankong poured everything he had, built this temple, and planted Bodhi trees...... Bodhi flower, a woman's favorite in life, has lived in remorse all his life.
Allure, if you know this, you must be unhappy in your heart.
So, let what you think fit be the real ending!
"Little monk, there are a lot of wooden signs here......"
Out of the meditation room, led Dongfang Yu, all the way to the Bodhi tree.
In the distance, the Bodhi tree is full of all kinds of small wooden signs, and the wooden signs have small characters...... Come to think of it, what is written must be blessings, for family affection, for love, for friendship.
Liancheng was full of seriousness, looking at the appearance of the wishing tree, and fell into Dongfang Yu's eyes.
Quietly, Dongfang Yu loosened the city.
Walked forward, went to the Bodhi tree, and took out the small wooden plaque and pen and ink that he had hidden...... From this place, the people often came to pray for blessings, so they prepared some and put them under the tree.
"Allure ......"
I dipped my pen in ink and picked a wooden sign.
Hearing this, Liancheng came back to his senses and followed the prestige.
The next moment, a smile appeared on his face, and he couldn't go over: "Little monk, where did you find it?" Let me think about it, what is it good to write about......"
Smiling, he took the pen and the wooden card, and Liancheng pondered slightly.
Between the contemplations, the people who care about them slowly flow through their minds...... For a moment, I took the pen seriously and wrote word by word: I wish, those who care, happiness is always there.
Write it down one by one.
I chose a place and hung it on it, but there are already a lot of small wooden signs hanging on the Bodhi tree...... The chosen one is on top of it, and you have to jump up to hang on it.
The body has healed a little, and there should be no problem.
"Allure ......"
Just as he was waiting, when his toes were tapped, Dongfang Yu's voice came from the side...... Looking at it, he also wrote something, on the wooden sign: "Allure, I'll help you." ”
Listening to what he said, Liancheng was slightly distressed: "However, if you make a wish, you can hang it up in person to have sincerity!" ”
After a pause, his eyes were shining, and he stared at Dongfang Yu: "Little monk, you take me up!" ”
"Allure ......"
"Hurry up! Little Monk ......"
Without paying attention, Dongfang Yu's face flushed with shame from this...... Liancheng was already there, pulled his arm and wrapped it around his waist: "Little monk, hurry up!" Small, monk, and ......"
The temperament is slightly anxious, and the city is repeated
Urging all over again.
Her waist is slender and Yingying is grasped.
After hesitating, his hands gradually tightened, and then he drove and stood up...... In a blink of an eye, I have arrived at Liancheng, and the selected location: "Allure, you can hang ......"
With a smile on the corner of his mouth, he put the wooden sign on his hand, hung it seriously, and clapped his hands...... Soon, the eyes were fixed on the side, a horizontal, extended trunk.
"Little monk, can I ...... Sitting on it? A moment, a moment......"
For a while, Liancheng had a playful heart, and wanted to sit on the trunk of the tree and ask Dongfang Yu temptingly...... For what she wanted, Dongfang Yu did not hesitate, and carefully put her where she was pointed.
The twilight fell, and the moon appeared in the sky.
The starlight was dotted, and the moonlight sprinkled down, revealing the gaps in the Bodhi leaves, dotted on Liancheng's body...... It's like a butterfly with wings ready to fly, sitting there with both hands on both sides of the tree trunk.
I don't think so, Dongfang Yu was slightly stunned.
Waiting, reacting, spread out his palm, and there was a wooden sign lying in the palm of his palm...... By the moonlight, the handwriting on the wooden plaque lingers: on the sixteenth of the next month, marry Allure.
On his lips, with a faint smile, he hung the wooden sign next to the wooden sign and the allure wooden card.
Suddenly, the woman's gentle voice came through the night: "Little monk, what is written on your wooden card?" ”
Lowered his eyes slightly, and went to her side.
nervously, he grabbed her and hugged her from the tree...... Circle by circle, from the tree, fluttered down, and she was right next to him, within reach.
And, he won't be like the abbot of Xuankong.
Let the people you care about stay for a year, and you can't wait for the answers you want...... He, returning the custom, married her, didn't want her, encountered any harm, and stayed by his side.
"Little monk, what's wrong with you?"
Abruptly, he was hugged by Dongfang Yu from the tree in one fell swoop...... Seeing that he had reached the ground, he still didn't let go: "Little monk, you are taking advantage of me......"
Pretending to be serious, Liancheng said this.
Originally, I thought that Dongfang Yu, as usual, was at a loss...... Unexpectedly, this time, he turned his head sideways, and while holding her, he looked at her seriously, with a clear face.
"Hey, little monk......"
Liancheng couldn't help but stretch out his palm and spread his five fingers.
In front of him, back and forth.
"City ......"
Suddenly, he spoke.
Obviously, the voice of nature, at this moment, reflects a little, the taste of the old man...... In an instant, Liancheng's face stiffened with a smile, and he struggled to get off the ground immediately after the whole person.
Then, take two steps back.
"City ......"
"Don't call me that!"
Without knowing it, Dongfang Yu repeated a word on the road, but was interrupted by Liancheng...... The smile was lost, and it was unusually smart, as if it touched something: "Dongfang Yu, who asked you to call me like that!" ”
reacted, Lian Cheng couldn't help it, and said in a heavy tone.
How long has it been, I never thought that between memories, the man smiled and raised his hand...... Appearance, delicate as a lotus, temperament, back and forth, once, let her rejoice and make her worried.
Cheng, he called her so, with intoxicating gentleness.
Once upon a time, it was the most moving scenery in her heart!
Unexpectedly, it was born from the heart, and she was called by her name, and she got this reaction...... Dongfang Yu froze slightly, for a while, he didn't know how to react, and he opened his mouth continuously, all of them were panicked.
"Dumping ...... Lean...... Allure ......"
For a while, Dongfang Yu was a little worried, and spoke intermittently.
At the same time, Liancheng had already realized that the right talent was a little heavier, but he didn't know how to explain it...... For Jun Mobai, she knew that she had long since lost her initial heart, however, all kinds of things about him.
Still, it stayed in my heart.
Just when it was right, Dongfang Yu called her "city", which undoubtedly made her have a momentary illusion.
"It's okay, rest early."
calmed down, Liancheng quietly replied.
It's just that the mood is more or less, not as good as the right talent, and it disturbs the heart lake a little...... Turning around, just as he was about to return to the meditation room to rest, suddenly, a palm was covered with his arm.
Wei was puzzled and raised his eyes back
Hope: "Little Monk ......"
"Don't ...... No...... Happy ......"
Dongfang Yu's face was flushed, and between his words, he was full of helplessness...... His eyes, clear and clean, looked at Liancheng: "I...... I shouldn't ...... So call you...... I don't know ......."
And so, in a word, fell intermittently.
Then, hearing clearly, he continued: "Allure, I'm sorry ......"
I'm sorry? Sorry what!
Under the heart, inevitably, I was pricked by something, and it was a little sharp...... The more points I get along with him, the more I feel, I feel that I am too far away from him.
"Allure ......"
Seeing it, the woman in front of her was silent for a long time.
It's the exact opposite of usual.
couldn't stop, Dongfang Yu opened his mouth, but in an instant, he fell silent.
Under the moonlight, the woman's green silk danced, wearing an aqua blue dress, hanging shallowly at her feet...... But she stepped forward and put her face on the face of the man in front of her, impartially.
Lightly, a kiss was burned.
"Dongfang Yu, I'm not worthy of you."
In a hurry, drop such a word.
I realized that I was touched for a while, and my actions were a little inappropriate, and I was slightly flustered...... I couldn't help but turn around, and in a hurry, Liancheng left here and returned to the meditation room.
Stay, on the same place, Dongfang Yu has been for a long time, and he can't return to his senses.
After a while, I was at a loss, raised my palm, stroked the woman, and kissed the place...... I don't know why, my face is flushed, and my lips are picked out, and I smile faintly.
Allure, it's never been you, not worthy of me.
It's that I'm afraid, and I'm not worthy of you.