Take-no-Banwai Fifty-two Cowards
Hearing this, Sun Yayan couldn't stand it.
If that's the case, then why is it written like this in the newspapers.
Sun Yayan wanted to question her, but in the end, looking at Yan Zhu, who was expressionless, he was timid.
"Azhu!" He looked at Yan Zhu and said again: "I just want to have a good talk with you, Ah Zhu, we have been together for four years, I really think I have never known you very well!" ”
"We've never been together!" Yan Zhu turned his head, and a crystal smile appeared on his beautiful face, "Sun Yayan, making * love is not the same as falling in love." You should know this better than I do! ”
"Ah Zhu, you don't need to divide these places so clearly!" Sun Yayan hurriedly said.
"No, Sun Yayan, you actually know better than me in your heart!" Yan Zhu said sarcastically: "Why did you suddenly change, is it just because you heard others say, I like you?" ”
Sun Yayan was speechless for a while when Yan Zhu said it.
After Yan Zhu saw that Sun Yayan was asked by herself, she smiled and said, "Don't think nonsense, you are now a man with a girlfriend." Since you want to settle down and fall in love with your girlfriend, don't have anything to do with other women! ”
After the words fell, Yan Zhu stood up and was about to go upstairs.
Seeing that Yan Zhu was about to go upstairs, Sun Yayan also got up from the sofa.
He wanted to call her, but in the end, he didn't.
In the end, he watched Yan Zhu go upstairs and go back to the room.
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Yan Zhu stood behind the door panel, and it was not until there was a "bang" sound downstairs that she slowly turned around, opened the door, and walked to the entrance of the stairs.
The light downstairs had been turned off when Sun Yayan left, Yan Zhu looked at the dark and empty living room, sad, astringent, but also calm.
She slowly crouched down and sat down on the cold stairs.
The world is very quiet, and the taste in her heart is a little complicated.
I love you and have nothing to do with you!
Is that really the case?
Is there really such an open-minded feeling in this world?
Yan Zhu thought about it, and couldn't help but hook his lips and smile bitterly.
If there is really the kind of person in this world who pays for each other wholeheartedly, and really forgets himself, to the extent that I love you and has nothing to do with you, it will definitely not be like her!
She is not so selfless, she has always trembled and cowered in love, and she did not dare to give herself completely to another person.
She is a coward, she has no courage to pursue love, and she does not dare to love someone easily.
She said that she was a person who loved herself very much. She is a calculating person, if she loves someone, when she is not sure that he can reciprocate her love, she would rather destroy this love from her life.
She is very afraid of getting hurt, and she is afraid that some feelings will be released, but she will not be able to get them back!
That's it, let's turn over like this with Sun Yayan! Actually, she wasn't so sad.
She is not a sad person, let alone a person with rich feelings.
Therefore, during this time, even if Sun Yayan got a new girlfriend, she didn't have too many mood swings.
She thought, she should have known that this was the case. So in the past four years, she has also subconsciously kept a safe distance from Sun Yayan.
She thought that if she had to get married in the future, she would never find the kind of man she loved so much. She wants to find someone who she doesn't hate, at least when she breaks up in the future, she won't be in pain because she can't let go.