371. Dreams are difficult to come true, and they turn desolate
() The days are far away, and the days of clothing and belts have slowed down.
It has been almost a month since Murong Yichuan left, but this month is like a year for Wanruo, without him by his side, his world seems to be missing a lot, without him is like a child who has lost his beloved toy, without him is like a ship sailing on the boundless sea, but he can't find a harbor to dock, without him he is like a flower lacking nectar, without his days he is like a flower lacking nectar, without his days...... Because of the separation for so long, it seems that he knows that his world can't live without him, without him, he will be awakened by nightmares every night, and then open his eyes and his side is empty, and he shrinks into a ball of fear in the dark night, and how his body trembles, and he can't lean into that warm embrace, if it weren't for such a long separation, he may never know how much he needs him, if it weren't for this separation, he may never know how much he depends on him, If it weren't for this separation, he might never know how much he missed him, if it wasn't for this separation, he would never know how much he needed him, and if it wasn't for this separation, he would never know......
It's like even thinking that as long as he can make him happy, he would rather no longer pursue his past, no matter what the memories of the past look like, he wants to pursue it, as long as he grasps the present, no matter how much this man loved himself in the past, and he loved him in the past, she doesn't want to be entangled, at least they are in love now, that's enough, even if he can never replace Simon Ruo's position in his mind, he won't be resentful, he will only work overtime to love him, Because I can't live without him, I really can't live without.
The night is already very deep, the cold wind is howling outside the window, the room is brightly lit, the bright and warm lights are flowing but this is not the loneliness of the person who is missing, a person is not lonely, but only when thinking about a person can I feel lonely and lonely, as if I finally understood the true meaning of this sentence, she has endured the torment of lovesickness day and night, and before I know it, people have been haggard, the curtain is swept by the west wind, and the people are emaciated, and then the return date will not be the man's return, although the return date is timely, but it is still looking forward to the return date day and night, but the more I look forward to it, the longer it is.
It's like lying on the bed, but it's tossing and turning, unable to sleep, the most afraid is that the dream can't be lit and end, but when I see the emaciated lights, I still don't feel sleepy.
Hearing the cold wind outside the window, it was as if subconsciously pulling open the quilt, and then covering his body, but for some reason he vaguely felt uneasy, and there was always a feeling of being entangled in his heart, I don't know why, the more so, the more uncomfortable, the more worried about him.
Just then there was a knock on the door
"Who?" As if asking softly, a familiar voice came from outside the door; "Princess; It's me Ping'er, did you sleep? She heard Chunhong say that she didn't eat much tonight, so she was very anxious, so she personally made something for her and brought her over, and talked to her by the way.
As if hearing that it was Ping'er, she felt that she had come at the right time, and she was panicking in her heart, wanting to find someone to talk to, and Ping'er was the best candidate, "I haven't yet, you come in." As soon as Wanruo's words fell, Ping'er gently pushed the door open, and then walked in, directly to the bed of Wanruo in the back room, they get along well on weekdays, so Ping'er can be so casual.
As if cultivating the faint aroma that diffused from the air, she saw that Ping'er had a tray in her hand, and there was a bowl in the tray, and she understood that it must be Chunhong What they said, Ping'er came to bring food to herself.
"Ping'er; You came just in time, I am holding back hatred in my heart at this time, and I want to find someone to talk to, you sit down and talk to me. It seemed to be slowly riding deeper, and then pointed to his bed, motioning for Ping'er to sit up directly.
Ping'er put the tray on the table next to her, and then smiled and said; "It's okay for me to talk to the princess, but you have to drink these trips first." Ping'er took the bowl out of the tray as she spoke, and then brought it to Wanruo.
It's like looking at the bowl of yellow and oily chicken soup and frowning, let alone drinking, just looking at it makes people unappetizing, the chicken soup looks very dense and looks particularly greasy.
He shook his head desperately; "I can't drink such a greasy thing, you better take it back, or you can drink it yourself, I've vomited everything I've eaten lately, let alone such a greasy thing."
Ping'er saw that she insisted but refused to give up, she pointed to the chicken soup and said with a smile; "Although this chicken soup looks greasy, it is actually not greasy at all, I know that the princess has reacted very badly recently, so I specially made this chicken soup for you to drink, this is really not greasy at all, don't deny it first, take a sip and taste it." Ping'er said and put a little bit of it with a spoon and put it to Wanruo's mouth, as if seeing Ping'er so attentive, she felt that it would be bad if she continued to refuse, she hurriedly said I will come by myself, and then took the bowl and spoon.
It was as if I had carefully taken a sip first, but after drinking it, I didn't feel particularly greasy, but on the contrary, it was light and smooth, as if I had drunk all kinds of chicken soup, but this night was the first time I tasted the light and smooth chicken soup, and I felt very special, so the hungry insect woke up.
"This chicken soup is really good," Wan Ruo praised, and then began to drink it.
Ping'er hurriedly went to get a glass of water for Wanruo and put it next to her, she saw that Wanruo drank with relish and was relieved, Ping'er promised Murong Yichuan that she must take good care of Wanruo and their children, then she will do her best, not only because of her loyalty, but also because of her unspeakable feelings for Murong Yichuan, Ping'er understands that if you love, you have to love deeply, as long as you can make the person you love worry-free, then you will do your best to take care of the person he cares about the most.