"Well, in the end, in fact, the gap between facts and dreams is really huge. ”

"I am also very clear about this point, and I am quite clear. ”

"Maybe it's because my own strength is limited, so in such a situation, I always feel a little bit more than I can do things. ”

"But at the end of the day, in order to make my own side stronger, then to be honest, I've been working hard all the time. ”

"After all, my future, so to speak, is completely in my own hands. ”

"If I don't work hard myself, then to be honest, there is really no one who can help me. ”

"In this case, to be honest, although sometimes, maybe my own side is true, and I have a very powerless feeling. ”

"I feel a little confused, after all, for a long time, under such a huge pressure, and I don't have any breakthroughs here, and I haven't changed much about my current life. ”

"Seriously, even if this kind of thing is a young girl, no matter how good the mentality is, how stable it is, in fact, it has been a long time, and I feel that there will be a little mood swing. ”

As for his past and experience, when Hua Ruoli at this moment thought of this, sometimes Hua Ruoli felt that he would not feel so helpless.

And the reason why Hua Ruo is now away from his own side and can't feel such a situation is not because Hua Ruo is away from him, how old he is, and he has no feelings.

In fact, it's because the current flower is true if he is away, and he feels too numb to such a loss and disappointment.

"It can be said that in the past, there were too many things that disappointed my side, and if the situation was concerned, there were really too many things. ”

"So in such a state, obviously, I really think that this kind of thing is completely unusual. ”

"Maybe this situation happened to me for the first time before, and for me personally, I would think that I might be really miserable. ”

"Think about the things I was thinking about and questioning in my heart when I encountered such trouble for the first time. ”

"That's why I encountered such a situation, and even on my own side, it was somewhat unacceptable. ”

This time Hua Ruoli, he also seemed to think of some things, which didn't seem to be very good, and the flowers here were a little dripping from him.

Although the current enemy is also constantly approaching Hua Ruoli, but now Hua Ruoli may also be trapped in his own memories.

For such a situation, I don't care much about it.

"Hey, to be honest, at the beginning, I still felt that my talent was good, my personality was good, it was really very powerful, and I even felt that I had a great talent. ”

"Although I also know that my strength is limited, my personal confidence in me has never disappeared. ”

"I can even say that I used to be really a little arrogant, and I am willing to admit this, after all, this kind of thing, looking back now, is actually really a normal thing. ”

"On my own side at that time, I still remember the feelings and thoughts I felt when I first encountered that kind of unfair thing, and to be honest, I still remember it completely. ”

The flower here is detached, he is not actually lying.

Because for her, he did feel as if it had happened yesterday.

For himself at that time, the flowers here sighed silently if he left.

"Hey, in the first place, that kind of unfair treatment, I even wanted to treat everyone as an enemy. ”

"Although I'm also really, I've worked hard to fight for myself, but in terms of the follow-up results, I'm actually surprised to find a little bit. ”

"So in other words, I don't really have the strength to prove myself or anything. ”

"At the time, I probably didn't think I was very convinced. ”

"As a result, after a year of time, I have experienced so much on my own side, and I finally discovered a little. ”

"At first, I was telling the truth on my side, but I was a little too self-conscious. ”

"This kind of thing is also true, and it makes people feel a little crying and laughing. ”

For the past, in fact, if the young girl Hua Ruo leaves him, it is really very miserable.

And this kind of thing, Hua Ruoli has never told anyone before.

I have never talked to Yu Le.

No matter how good the relationship between Yu Le and himself is, if the young girl Hua Ruo leaves him, she will never be willing to tell Yu Le about such a past.

Because Hua Ruo left him, he felt that such a thing would really make Yu Le worry about himself.

"But it's okay now, it's because of this situation that I'm able to be in the organization so safely. ”

"It can be said that it is true, it is a blessing in disguise. ”

And here, the main reason why the young girl Hua Ruoli is so far away from him is.

In fact, it may be for Yu Le.

When she met Hua Ruoli, she met in the organization here.

And later, the two of them have always been in the organization, not taken seriously, and looked down upon.

But Hua Ruoli never said anything about it.

Yu Le thought that if Hua Ruo left him, he was really born, and he had a very good mentality.

In this regard, Yu Le is also because of such a thing, and he admires Hua Ruoli even more.

But Yu Le didn't know, that is, what he said.

This kind of experience, Hua Ruoli has encountered it early.

And this kind of thing, to be honest, Hua Ruoli also thinks that it is commonplace.

It's just because the young girl Hua Ruoli has never been willing to mention such a past.

Even later, Yu Le here found some clues, and wanted to ask Hua Ruoli here.

Hua Ruoli also came from him, and he didn't go to talk to Yu Le.