Chapter 106: I understand her, but I will hate her for the rest of my life
"Mommy, where are we going? Why didn't Dad come with us? You're not going to leave Daddy again, are you? "Tim Tim is growing up day by day, and being smart gives her a headache.
Su Yao took Tian Tian's little hand and looked at his little face with some pain, "Tian Tian, if you can only choose one person, do you prefer me or Dad?" ”
"I like you two... I want to live with the two of you. His immature but firm answer made her heart ache like a pinprick.
"What if it doesn't work? You can only choose one, will you choose me? "Her baby is destined to be separated from her biological father, she can't stand the condemnation of her conscience, and she is more worried about the safety of her child, she can't let him live in panic for the rest of his life.
Tian Tian turned his pupils like Mozi, and finally dimmed, and thought for a long time before saying, "I'll go with you, of course I'll only go with you..." ”
Su Yao hugged Tian Tian, and tears poured down again.
She straightened up and looked around here again, and countless reluctance and attachment still quietly filled her heart.
Goodbye, Ayan... Goodbye, my love...
Qin Yan finally got the key to his new home, he rushed home in a hurry, but the apartment was quiet and scary, he hurriedly looked around, and still didn't see Su Yao and Tian Tian, could it be that he went out to buy something? Suddenly, today is Parent-Child Day, he slapped his forehead, quickly ran downstairs again, and rushed to school.
"Mr. Wang, have you seen my family Tian Tian and his mother?" Qin Yan searched all corners of the campus, but he still didn't see Su Yao and Tian Tian, and a cloud of suspicion couldn't help but rise in his heart.
Teacher Wang is Tian Tian's homeroom teacher, and he shook his head in confusion, "Early this morning, Tian Tian's mother asked him for leave, and I didn't see their mother and son. ”
Qin Yan's heart chuckled, like sinking into the sea, what the hell is going on? A sense of foreboding hung over like a dark cloud.
He hurried home again, opened all the cabinet doors, and sure enough, all the clothes belonging to her and Tim Tian were gone, and even the suitcase was missing.
How could she do that? Play missing without warning... A wave of anger had unexpectedly rushed straight to the top of his head, Qin Yan angrily swept the only jewelry box she left to the ground, she only left the diamond ring he gave her...
What is this? Premeditated dumped him again? Qin Yan took out her mobile phone, and her fingers that pressed her mobile phone number trembled slightly with anger.
"I'm sorry, the phone you made is off......" The same words came from the phone over and over again, deeply piercing his heart.
How could she be so ruthless? Just go? Could it be that all these days of peace and happiness are disguised as illusions?
Qin Yan rushed out of the apartment angrily, driving around the road like a headless fly, her eyes kept searching for her figure. He swore that if he found her this time, he would eat her alive... Even if it's a lock, he's going to lock her into a world where only he is.
On the street, a woman with a back that resembled Su Yao led a boy who looked like Tian Tian, walking slowly, Qin Yan lost his mind, a huge truck passed in front of his car, in shock, he stepped on the brakes in panic, and finally parked the car on the side of the road.
He gasped for breath for a long time, and the woman finally turned around and looked at the thrilling scene that had just taken place in the middle of the road, and sure enough, it was not her.
Qin Yan slammed his fist on the steering wheel, the horn suddenly hissed, he lay on the steering wheel in pain, his heart twitched, and in the vast sea of people, there was only one missing her.
Qin Yan returned home dejected, it was already twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, he fell weakly on the carpet, curled up in pain, and let out a silent sob.
That night, he didn't know how to fall asleep, and how he was woken up by a doorbell, he got up groggily, pressed the connect button, and a strange man appeared on the screen, "May I ask if this is Mr. Qin Yan and Miss Su Yao's home?" I'm the delivery guy at the Momlisa bridal shop, and your wedding photos are ready. ”
Wedding? What an ironic fact ... His brides are gone, what else does he want these wedding photos for?
Looking at the large and small photo albums stacked on the ground, as well as this huge wedding dress photo frame the size of half a wall, and looking at her smiling face, he seemed to smash the photo frame.
"Mr. Qin, there is also a letter that Miss Su asked us to hand over, she said let's give this letter to you along with these things."
The delivery man had already disappeared in the elevator room, Qin Yan looked at the envelope in his hand, but he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time, she actually wrote a letter to him, and even asked the bridal shop to send it together, how long did she plan it?
Qin Yan let out a self-deprecating sneer, he tore open the envelope fiercely and took out the letter.
On the letterhead, sure enough, it was her timeless and delicate font:
AYAN,
I know that when you receive this letter, Tim Tim and I have completely disappeared from your world, don't look for us, I really don't want to face life and death again.
Maybe you will hate me for the rest of your life, hate my deception, hate me for not being able to confess, but I really can't bear it any longer, I can't open my eyes and be terrified of Tim's safety, and I can't close my eyes and feel deep self-reproach for the death of my parents.
I hate your father... I hate it to the bone... Do you know why I hate him so much? He once told the truth about my father's wrongdoing, and it turned out that the initiator of this qiē was your father... Just because you're in love with me, he can so cruelly push my parents into the abyss and break them to pieces.
I hate him, I hate to pull his tendons, to peel off his skin... I even often fantasize that one day, I can rush over and kill him, so how can I continue to live with you.
I can't stand it anymore... I lost my father because of him... Lost my mother... I also lost my unborn child, and even my fertility was deprived...
I had insomnia all night long, and as soon as I closed my eyes, it was the scene of my parents scolding me for being selfish, I'm sorry, Ah Yan... I'm sorry... Please forgive me for choosing to leave again selfishly, because I can't stand the condemnation of my conscience.
Bye... My lover... Please forget about me...
Don't worry, in this life, I will bring up Tian Tian well, until he grows up, I will let him be filial to you, don't read it.
Su medicine
"Don't read it?" She was actually saying, "Don't read it? Qin Yan angrily tore the letter to shreds... How could she be so ruthless? The more angry he was, the more painful he became, his love was still destroyed by Qin Xiuyun himself after all, how could he not hate?
He rummaged through the notepad left by Su Yao, and finally found Rong Jia's address, and rushed over like crazy.
"Su Yao is here with you, isn't it?" Qin Yan asked Rong Jia angrily.
Rong Jia arrived at the door, but still refused to let him go, "Qin Yan, actually, why are you persistent?" If you want to blame your father... If he weren't so insidious and shameless, how could Su Yao's parents have died innocently? You just let Su Yao go... She has suffered more than you can imagine over the years. ”
Qin Yan closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and groaned in pain, "Okay, you sue Su Yao, I'll let her go... If that's what she wants, then I'll give it to her..."
He turned around and was about to leave, but he suddenly turned around, gritted his teeth and said, "Sue her, I understand her, but I will hate her for the rest of my life..."
Rong Jia looked at Qin Yanxiaosuo's back, and couldn't help but sigh lightly before closing the door and walking in.
She turned around and glanced at Su Yao in the crack in the door, "Did you hear it all?" He said he'd hate you for the rest of his life... What affliction are you doing for him, and it is hard for yourself? ”
Su Yao's heart trembled, and the tears finally broke the embankment, but he still bit Sakura's lip and said, "Hate it, hate it... Instead of making him forget me, let him hate me..."
The next day, Su Yao took Tian Tian to Rongjia's hometown in the countryside, which is surrounded by mountains and rivers, but the scenery is pleasant.
She rented a small courtyard of more than 20 square meters on a remote street corner in the town, and the mother and son lived a clean life.
After Su Yao sent Tian Tian to a nearby primary school, she walked alone on the country road, and the fresh air suddenly refreshed her heart, making her refreshed and sweeping away the haze that had accumulated in her heart for many days.
A man came to meet her on the same path.
Su Yao suddenly raised his head, and the man's eyes were full of surprise, "Su Yao... How could it be you? ”
"Are you ......" She was in a trance for a moment, she couldn't even remember the person's name, but she felt familiar.
When she saw him, a touch of loss immediately appeared in her eyes, "What? Forgot about me and Tian Tian so quickly? ”
"Mr. Tian..."Su Yao was overjoyed, he didn't expect that in such a small place, he would also meet Melbourne's benefactor Tian Muchen.
"Huh... You finally remembered me, and I'm really afraid that you will completely forget me, so I might as well jump into the river and die..."He half-jokingly raised the corners of his lips at her, smiling but with a warm jade-like handsomeness.
Su Yao's face turned red, and he lowered his eyes a little embarrassed, "I'm sorry, Mr. Tian, I haven't seen you for a long time, I really didn't expect to see you here for a while, by the way, is Tian Tian here too?" ”
"I went back to China to visit relatives, and I have a distant cousin who lives here, so I came here for a vacation by the way, Tian Tian also came, waiting for me at the inn."
Su Yao was overjoyed, "Really? That's really good, Tian Tian also went to school, and I don't have anything to do, why don't I go to the inn with you and see Tian Tian... It's been a long time, and I miss her so much. ”
Tian Muchen suddenly took Su Yao's hand, "Let's go, it's not easy to walk here, I'll lead you over." ”
His palm was faintly warm, not as hot as Qin Yan, but it was not cold, Su Yao was a little shy, but he was embarrassed to withdraw his hand, but he was embarrassed to hold it, and the two walked towards the inn one after the other.
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