(Girls' Literature)

Song Chenfei nodded, turned his head to look around, saw the shoe and hat area not far away, pushed the car over, picked up a pair of big wool slippers, and said to Cong Jiajia: "It's cold now, you have to wear such slippers at home, so as not to get cold on your feet, you are pregnant now, not as usual." ”

His words moved Cong Jiajia very much, she didn't expect Song Chenfei to be such a careful and considerate person.

Song Chenfei pointed to the front casually, and said to Cong Jiajia: "You go and pick a pair of thicker flat cotton shoes, the snow road is slippery, and you can't wear high heels in the future." ”

"Yes." Cong Jiajia endured her sadness and nodded, although she had two pairs of flat cotton shoes at home, she obediently went to pick out a pair of thick snow boots.

The two of them purchased a small cart of things, and when they came out, Song Chenfei was carrying three heavy shopping bags, Cong Jiajia was only carrying the newly bought long-haired slippers and a pair of snow boots, Song Chenfei kept carrying things to Cong Jiajia's door, and after Cong Jiajia opened the door, he put the things into the house, and did not enter the house before receiving Cong Jiajia's invitation.

Cong Jiajia was very grateful to Song Chenfei for helping her, and had something to talk to Song Chenfei about, so she said, "Come in, have a cup of tea and leave." ”

"Okay." Song Chenfei nodded, walked into Cong Jiajia's house, and after entering the door, he helped Cong Jiajia put the things he bought back into categories, he first soaked the meat in water, and then washed the fruits and vegetables, brought the fruits to the living room, and put the cleaned vegetables in the refrigerator, so that Cong Jiajia would be much more convenient when cooking.

Cong Jiajia put the daily necessities she bought, and seeing that Song Chenfei was still busy inside and out, she beckoned Song Chenfei to sit on the sofa, and she went to make a cup of tea for Song Chenfei herself.

"Jiajia, you don't have to pour water for me, and you can't drink tea." Song Chenfei instructed Cong Jiajia very carefully.

Cong Jiajia smiled, brought the teapot over, and put it on the coffee table, she and Song Chenfei both sat down, Cong Jiajia originally wanted to talk to Song Chenfei about her pregnancy, she wanted to tell Song Chenfei that she would die to herself in the future, but looking at Song Chenfei's deep eyes, staring, that gaze seemed to be alive, she felt weak in her heart, and she didn't know what to say for a while.

Song Chenfei was never reluctant to embarrass Cong Jiajia, he rubbed his hands and opened his mouth first, "Jiajia, I was surprised when I heard that you were pregnant on the phone, please forgive me for my reaction to this matter......"

Cong Jiajia heard Song Chenfei mention the child first, she was nervous, and her voice was a little trembling, "I don't blame you for anything!" ”

Song Chenfei sighed lightly, "This incident really made me react for a while, but then I was happy, because the loss of your first child has a lot to do with me, it can be said that I caused you to lose that child, it was I who caused you to suffer a lot of physical damage, it was I who indirectly caused you to divorce, and now you can have a child of your own, this is really God's favor for you, and it is also a kind of forgiveness for me." ”

Cong Jiajia didn't expect Song Chenfei to consider the problem from this perspective, listening to Song Chenfei's explanation, she was pregnant this time Song Chenfei did not suffer any harm, but it was a relief, but Song Chenfei took too much responsibility, she quickly explained: "The failure of my first marriage has nothing to do with you, and you are not the one who caused me to lose my child, you also know the situation between me and the Cheng family at that time, what happened in the hospital in the end was just the last straw that pressed the camel!" ”

"Anyway, the failure of your marriage and the loss of your children have something to do with me! Jiajia, you can get pregnant again and have a child, I'm really happy, I've been blaming myself for the past two years, thinking that I caused you to lose your right to be a mother, and it was I who caused your life to be incomplete, now it's okay, you can finally have a child, and I don't have to blame myself so much! Song Chenfei spoke, his handsome eyes were shining, as if he was really happy.

Cong Jiajia's guilt and anxiety because of pregnancy finally decreased a lot, she listened to Song Chenfei's meaning and agreed with her to keep this child, she slowly became happy, and her eyes brightened, "Chenfei, in fact, I really want to have a child, yesterday when I found out that I was pregnant, I couldn't believe it...... You also know my situation, I didn't have a mother since I was a child, I had a father like nothing, I didn't have any brothers and sisters, and I didn't have any contact with my relatives at home, and I only had you and Bai Yanyan by my side.

But Bai Yanyan is already married and has a family, so she can't always accompany me, and you are just my good friend...... In many times of despair and suffering, I always think that if only I could have a very close relative, then I can come home and have someone to talk to, we can eat together, we can watch TV together, we can talk about our pain, we can share our happiness......"

Song Chenfei couldn't help but feel bitter when he heard Cong Jiajia say this, in fact, he was extremely eager to be the closest person to Cong Jiajia, he was willing to give up all the prosperity outside, go home every day after work, talk to Cong Jiajia, watch TV with her, eat with her, listen to her tell about happiness and pain, he can also go all over the world, go to find a famous doctor for Cong Jiajia, and conceive a child with Cong Jiajia, but Cong Jiajia is unwilling to give him this opportunity.

Cong Jiajia spoke, unconsciously put her hand on her stomach, "I finally have a child now, I don't have to be afraid of being lonely and lonely, I don't have to worry about someone betraying me and abandoning me, I now think that I have a child, and in the future, I will have a child close to me, I am very happy, I don't feel that I have a hard day, lonely ...... at all."

Although Song Chenfei was bitter in his heart, he saw Cong Jiajia smiling happily, with the light of hope in his eyes, he also laughed, no matter what, since he chose to love Cong Jiajia, he should have no regrets, as long as Cong Jiajia is happy, he will be happy.

Cong Jiajia glanced at Song Chenfei beside her, and finally realized that she was a little carried away, she was now cruelly basing her happiness on Song Chenfei's pain, and it was really cruel for a man who had helped him again and again and gave all his feelings to him to say these words.

She restrained her smile and said to Song Chenfei with a sigh: "Over the years, the person I am most grateful to is you, you have helped me again and again, and you have never given up on me, you are the best gift from God to me, according to the world's ideas and life standards, I ...... I should be with you because of the kindness you have done to me. ”

Song Chenfei realized what Cong Jiajia was going to say, he smiled bitterly, "Jiajia, you don't need to say it, I understand what I mean, I don't have too much luxury from you now." ”

Cong Jiajia shook her head, her expression tangled and painful, "Song Chenfei, I'm sorry, the most sorry person in my life is you, I always choose the most beneficial thing for myself, and it is also the most selfish choice, I decided to keep this child, I am really selfish."

From beginning to end, I don't have high moral standards in the eyes of the world, I have always lived in my own world, selfish, willful, all these years of decisions, are to live up to you, are running for their own happiness, in fact, I am not worthy of your good ...... for me"

Song Chenfei saw Cong Jiajia's pain and difficulty, he patted Cong Jiajia's hand to stop Cong Jiajia from talking further, "Don't blame yourself like this, I said it a long time ago, I am willing to do anything for you, I am willing, I want to thank you for giving me these opportunities to help you!"

Jiajia, as I said earlier, I am very happy that you can get pregnant, you can have this child, I really hope that the child will be born smoothly and healthily, so as to make up for the guilt and self-blame I have had for you for so long.

During your pregnancy, there are many inconveniences, I want to ask you to allow me to take care of you, I am not doing this to help you, in fact, I am helping myself, as long as you can give birth to this child safely, my spiritual shackles are completely lifted. ”

Cong Jiajia closed her eyes, she understood that Song Chenfei was looking for an excuse to help herself, Song Chenfei was afraid that it would be difficult for her to be alone, afraid that she would work too hard by herself, the more Song Chenfei was like this, the more sad she was.

Such a good man, for such a dedication, she will never have any other way to repay him.

The two were silent for a while, Cong Jiajia opened her mouth first, and said softly: "I went to the hospital today for a thorough and comprehensive examination, my body is very good, there is no problem, as long as the doctor does not encounter accidents, I can give birth to the child smoothly, if I have difficulties in the future, I will take the initiative to contact you, you know, I am in trouble now, no one can look for you, I can only look for you." ”

Song Chenfei didn't dare to force Cong Jiajia, so he could only use the strategy of delaying the army, he nodded, "Okay, but if you want to answer my phone, you will accept whatever delicious food I send you, because I am not for you, but for the child." ”

Cong Jiajia felt that these things were acceptable, and nodded, Song Chenfei saw that the time was not early, and said goodbye and left Cong Jiajia's house.

Sending Song Chenfei away, Cong Jiajia breathed softly, feeling a little tired, she went to take a shower, and then went to bed, in the future, she wanted to be a mother who rested on time, all for the health of the baby.

The next morning, Cong Jiajia had just gotten up to wash, someone rang the doorbell, she walked to the door and saw that it was Yonghe soy milk delivering takeaway, and she opened the door a crack.

"Miss Cong Jiajia, Mr. Song Chenfei has ordered breakfast for you." The delivery man said politely.

"Oh! Good! Cong Jiajia nodded, signed the order, took the takeaway, and put it on the table, preserved egg and lean pork porridge, xiaolongbao, double pepper preserved eggs, coriander mixed with fungus, fragrant soybean milk.