Chapter 531: This Regret May Stay With You for a Lifetime

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The mood suddenly became heavy, five years ago, she was heartbroken because of Tianming's death, and she used to blame herself constantly because of Tianming's death, and even had the idea of suicide.

She tricked him into going to the beach to breathe, but in fact, she wanted to take the opportunity to break him apart, and then commit suicide by throwing herself into the sea.

She didn't die, so she later wanted to file for divorce from him.

Everything five years ago was too heavy, and those pains have lived in my heart for so long, even if they have scabbed, they will still leave scars, and it is impossible to forget, only to remember them forever.

Tian Shaoyin and Ling Yan got into the car and rushed towards Longding Mountain together.

Tian Shaoyin's closest family members were buried there, including his wife, his daughter, and his son.

Later, I learned that she was naturally not dead, but only Tianming, and Ling Yanbing was also immortal, and she was able to see her again five years later.

There will be miracles on both Tiantian and Ling Yanbing's bodies, but will there be miracles on Tianming's bodies?

Impossible, Tianming was buried by his own hands, how could there be a fake, and how could he come back from the dead.

Sitting in the car, Ling Yanbing didn't say a word, just looked out the window, the familiar scenery, the familiar road, but she couldn't see the child she cared about.

Why did Tianming die? How could he die inexplicably? Before she could see him, hug him with her own hands, and hear him call her mother, he left inexplicably and went to a distant paradise.

I don't know what Tianming will think in his heart, whether he will blame her for being an irresponsible mother, it was her rashness that made him die soon after birth.

If she hadn't gone to Yufeng Hospital that day, if she was willing to calm down and have a good talk with Tian Shaoyin, if she could no longer continue to have a cold war with him, if she could not care too much about Yan'er's identity, would Tianming not die.

It's a pity that there is no if in life, otherwise she is really willing to give up everything to exchange for Tianming, as long as Tianming can live, even if she admits that Guan Xinmu is the real Yan'er, she doesn't care.

From the rearview mirror in the car, Tian Shaoyin saw Ling Yanbing's frowning brows from time to time, and also heard her sighs, he knew that she must be thinking about the past again, and she must be blaming herself for killing Tianming.

He knew that she would think so, even in the past fifty years, he knew her like this, no matter how strong she became, her heart was kind.

She has always been his favorite Ling Yanbing, and she is Brother Ruoshui's favorite Yan'er.

sighed lightly, how much he wanted to turn all the troubles and pains in the past into a bowl of noodles, he would definitely help her eat them all, so that she would no longer have any troubles and no longer be entangled by any pain.

Soon came to Longding Mountain, and Tian Shaoyin stopped the car. This is the place he is familiar with, and it is also the place he has often come to in the past five years, if he does not come here often to miss the past, how can he survive these long five years.

As soon as the car stopped, Ling Yanbing quickly got out of the car, walking in a hurry, there was her child lying there, a child she had never even seen.

Tianming, if he hadn't died, he would be as old as Nature now, and he would have called her mother loudly, but it's a pity that he died and went to a distant country, and she would never see him again.

Thinking like this in my heart, my whole heart felt as if it had been pricked by a needle, and it ached faintly.

It turns out that the pain has always existed, and even after five years, it is still unavoidable.

Tian Shaoyin followed Ling Yanbing's footsteps closely, he knew that her heart was very uncomfortable, it was the child she conceived and gave birth to in October, she was Tianming's mother, she was the most painful person.

Not far from Tianming's tombstone is Ling Yanbing's tombstone, five years ago, Tian Shaoyin thought that Ling Yanbing was dead, so he buried her not far from Tianming's tombstone.

It's ironic that the living people actually set up a monument, and the stone tablet is engraved with the tomb of his beloved wife and son.

She likes this title, she is Yan'er, Brother Ruoshui's Yan'er, and Tian Shaoyin's beloved wife Yan'er.

It's just that this tombstone was erected in the wrong place and buried the wrong person.

"I'm not dead yet, what kind of monument to erect!" Ling Yanbing kicked the tombstone hard until it fell to the ground.

Looking at all this, Tian Shaoyin knew that this was also the hatred in Ling Yanbing's heart, she hated herself for having to face this painful past, and she had to be herself again.

Ling Yanbing walked straight to Tianming's tombstone and squatted down.

What kind of mood did she have when she came here five years ago to see Tianming, and she is still the same five years later.

Ling Yanbing stroked the inscription on the tombstone with her hand, she was not dead, naturally she was not dead, but Tianming was dead, she had never even seen what he looked like.

Even she didn't know that he existed, from the initial suspicion, to later from Tian Shaoyin's mouth to confirm that she did give birth to a pair of dragon and phoenix fetuses at that time, a boy and a girl, Tianming is the elder brother, but he died soon after.

It would be great if Tianming hadn't died, then naturally there would be at least one brother who could accompany her.

It's just a pity that there are no ifs in life, and what happens can't be changed.

Tears slipped silently from Ling Yanbing's eyes, all the memories had been recovered, Ling Yanbing became extremely sad at this moment, it turned out that there had been so many unforgettable pains on her, no wonder Le Chen would keep hiding from her and unwilling to tell her the truth.

What she shouldn't know now, what Le Chen doesn't want her to know, she already knows. If you ask her if she regrets looking for memories and remembering painful memories she once had. She will definitely say without hesitation that she has no regrets.

These things are all things that really happened to her, and they are not something that she can erase if she forgets them, nor is it something she can escape if she wants to.

Not only Ling Yanbing's heart was sad, but also Tian Shaoyin's heart, for five years, this pain had always been with him, and he had never blamed Ling Yanbing, whether it was after learning that Tianming was dead, or now five years later.

From the very beginning, he deliberately hid it from her and did not let her know the truth, and everything he did was to minimize the damage.

"Tianming ......" Ling Yanbing cried, she missed him, but she never saw him again.

"Yan Bing......" Tian Shaoyin patted Ling Yanbing's shoulder, "Don't be sad." ”

"Shaoyin, do you think Tianming will forgive me?" Ling Yanbing looked back at Tian Shaoyin, "I am an incompetent mother, and it was my willfulness that killed him." ”

Tian Shaoyin stared at Ling Yanbing's eyes, "He won't blame you, Yan Bing, everything is over, forget the past, let yourself go, although Tianming he left, he was also very happy in another world." ”

"Really?" Ling Yanbing looked at Tian Shaoyin suspiciously.

"It's true." Tian Shaoyin nodded, "Don't blame yourself anymore, okay?" ”

"Less hidden." Ling Yanbing suddenly hugged Tian Shaoyin tightly, "You know what? I blame myself, it's that I'm afraid that I'll forget Tianming one day, I want to remember him forever, he and Nature are twin siblings, if he doesn't die, he's as old as Nature. ”

"I know, I know." Tian Shaoyin hugged Ling Yanbing tighter, this regret may accompany her for a lifetime, and she will never be able to forget it.

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