Chapter Ninety-Six: The Girl's Thoughts

The main gate of North Minzu University is directly opposite the teaching area. Because of the party, all classes were canceled tonight, so the vicinity of the main entrance of the school tonight was particularly quiet.

Seeing the car carrying Han Xiaoxi's family disappear from his field of vision, Chen Chufan turned around and walked into the quiet campus. The promise he had been thinking about for a long time had been fulfilled, and the elf-like girl was no longer by his side, and the boy suddenly felt a heavy sense of loss, and after the loss was emptiness.

The empty statement or literary is a little more literary, and it should be more accurate to describe the state of mind of the teenager at this time with boredom.

The TOEFL test to be taken seems to be just a formality for teenagers at this time, and then it is boring to wait, waiting for the club to complete all the formalities, waiting for the arrival of the admission letter of a certain school abroad.

The teenager even felt that having an overly strong brain was actually not a good thing. Because it is really boring to make everything simple, but without the process of struggle.

This kind of thinking is very bit like being in the midst of blessings and not knowing the taste of blessings, and it is very cheap and unbeaten. The boy himself thinks so.

"Or my essence is a slut like Yang Tao, but the cheap one was not as obvious and thorough as him in the past!" The boy mentally defined his thoughts.

I was thinking crankily in my heart, but my footsteps did not stop, and I walked to the shore of the South Lake again. It seems that every time he is in a bad mood, or in a good mood, or in a bad mood or not, he will involuntarily come here.

Therefore, Nanhu Lake should be regarded as a carrier, which carries countless joys, sorrows and sorrows in the life of teenagers in college.

In fact, Chen Chufan thinks that he is not a sensitive person, he does not have so many sorrows about sadness and sorrow, and all joy or sorrow must have a reason. For example, he will not be moved by the brilliant sunset, will not be agitated by the grandeur of the sunrise, and will not cry because of the tragic situation of the protagonist in a tragic drama, these are all very boring emotions in his opinion.

So from this point of view, Chen Chufan is actually a very boring person.

Today, however, it seems to be a little different. Maybe it's because the wind is too light or too strong, the moon is too bright or too dark, and the frogs on the south lake are too small or too loud. In short, the boy is not normal today, he is very melancholy, not the kind of melancholy that is forced to say sorrow for new words, but real melancholy.

The melancholy handsome boy strolls along the path by the South Lake, and then meets a beautiful girl who is also melancholy. It's a pity that this is not the beginning of a romantic encounter, because the boy already has his own lover, and the girl is also an acquaintance, her name is Ye Siying.

The girl leaned against a willow, not minding that the dirt on the tree would stain her snow-white skirt, and her shoulder-length hair was casually draped, being played back and forth by the gentle evening breeze, but she didn't seem to notice it, just stared into the distance in a daze, not knowing what she was thinking.

Chen Chufan knew that the girl was not looking at the scenery, because it was pitch black in the distance, and he couldn't see anything clearly with his perverted eyes.

"What are you thinking?" Chen Chufan walked up to the girl and asked.

There was no surprise as expected, and the girl calmly turned her head to look at him, and then continued to look into the distance. "I'm wondering how I would feel if I had never met you!" The girl's voice was so faint that the boy wondered if the girl had spoken.

"It doesn't make sense!" Chen Chufan followed the girl's example, leaned against an adjacent willow tree, and then said softly.

"What doesn't make sense?" The girl didn't look back, but asked anyway.

"Your assumptions don't make sense! Because the premise you assume doesn't exist. The question of whether we meet or not is not a scientific argument, it requires bold reasoning with hypotheses, but just a fact that happened. The boy explained in an indifferent tone. You're not Marie Curie, and I'm not Einstein. It's impossible for us to discover the existence of radium or create a great theory of relativity through these hypothetical associations and so on, so you can only accept the fact that I have appeared. ”

"You're boring. Assumptions and associations are indispensable human feelings. For the first time tonight, the girl retorted with emotion in her tone.

Chen Chufan smiled bitterly, and then said: "Yes, I also know that there is an advertising slogan that human beings lose their associations, what will happen to the world." In fact, I really want to tell them that even if you close your doors and close down, human beings lose their associations, the earth will rotate, the sun will rise in the east and set in the west, and human beings will still eat when they should eat, drink when they should drink, and complete the necessary metabolism of the new city with three meals a day, but I think they are not interested in listening to my complaints, just like now that Xiaoxi is ordered to go home, they can't hear me complain. ”

The girl was silent, not knowing if she had accepted the boy's explanation from the bottom of her heart. Just a moment later, the girl suddenly said faintly, "Remember? The first day we met, I invited you to the South Lake, and told you that we can only be friends. ”

"Well, I remember you were wearing a white shirt that day. Blue pants. ”

"It was in this position that day."

"Oh!" The boy answered, followed by a long silence.

"I regret it a little!" It was the girl who broke the silence, but the content of the words made the boy a little surprised, and he didn't even know how to answer.

And the girl didn't seem to intend to let the boy answer, and continued to say to herself: "I know that there is no regret medicine in this world, and I don't want to destroy Xiaoxi's happiness." But I have a small request, can you meet me? ”

"Oh? What are the requirements? Chen Chufan couldn't describe his inner thoughts at this time, excited? Pride? Excited? Expect? Guilty? Get cold feet? In short, it was a mess that made his brain like paste.

"Be my boyfriend for one night! Just one night. ”

"Huh? Need to dedicate yourself? Actually, I'm still a virgin! This answer is obviously very cheap, full of Yang Tao's style.

"You"

"Okay, I'm just joking to calm the nerves." The boy said seriously.

"Nervous?"

"Yes!" The boy nodded.

"That's a promise, huh?"

"Yes!"

"Okay, then let's start chasing me!" The girl said playfully, her face, which had been calm, actually brought some smiles. His eyes also withdrew from the distance and fell on the young man who was a little overwhelmed.

"How do you chase it?" The boy scratched his head, a little dazed.

The girl glared at him, and said angrily: "I think to myself, do you want me to teach you how to chase me?" ”

"Do you have a boyfriend?" The boy said stiffly.

"Nope!"

"Then you can be my girlfriend!"

"Why?"

"Because I found out I kind of like you!"

"Then your liking is cheap enough!"

"If you even think that the love of a boy's first love is cheap, I guess it will be difficult for you to find true love in your life." This sentence is really shameless, so shameless that it makes the girl next to her laugh so much that she can't stand up straight.

"First love?" It was a long time, and the girl who finally held back her smile asked loudly.

"Yang Tao said, he said that no matter what a man does, he can always be described for the first time." The boy touched his head and explained solemnly.

"Then he's shameless!"

"Who's to say it isn't!" The boy slandered his friend, and he was not ashamed at all.

"You too, more than that!" The girl's next sentence made the boy feel ashamed of himself.

"Huh?"

"But I like it, so I promise you. Student Chen! ”

"Next time I finish a sentence, this turn is too strong, and my heart can't bear it!" The boy protested dissatisfied.

The girl didn't speak, but walked up to the boy and looked at him quietly.

The face with elegant eyebrows to the extreme, less than ten centimeters away from Chen Chufan, under the quiet moonlight, you can clearly see that the girl's long eyelashes are trembling slightly, and there are two clear tears that are so soft that the cheeks without a trace of flaws quietly slide down.

Chen Chufan was a little nervous. He felt that something was wrong, and the joking conversation just now was harmless. But he was really not prepared for something to happen to the girl in front of him. Even at this time, his mind flashed Xiao Xi's picturesque little face, but he liked to pretend to be fierce, staring at himself viciously, and couldn't help but learn the monk in his heart to shout the Buddha no, and then silently warned himself in his heart: "Young man, the mouth can move, but the heart can't move!" Well, you can't move your hands. ”

The thoughts that were spinning in his heart made Chen Chufan's voice tremble a little: "Girl, what's wrong with you?" What are you crying about, aren't you still laughing happily just now? ”

"What do you call me?" The girl's light and lovely voice came into Chen Chufan's ears.

The young man pretended to be relaxed and replied: "Of course it's a girl, is it possible to call you a man?" The image doesn't match! ”

The girl didn't answer, just stared at Xiao Chen with clear eyes, until Xiao Chen felt that she was a little wet, and her back was up.

"Why?" The girl's question is somewhat nonsensical. But Chen Chufan understood what she meant.

After thinking about it, the boy said, "Why don't I tell you a joke?" ”

"Hmmm! You speak! "The girl is very simple.

It is said that a cadre in charge of family planning went to the countryside to do propaganda on eugenics. He asked a simple old farmer, why couldn't close relatives get married? I saw the old farmer smile and said plainly, it's too familiar to start! ”

The joke was over, but the girl didn't laugh. Then, it was cold.

"It's over, I forgot that it was too hot, and I was afraid that the joke would be broken, so I kept throwing it in the freezer and didn't take it out. It's all frozen into a cold joke. The young man couldn't stand the silence, twisted his body awkwardly, and said nonsense.

"Cluck, cluck," the girl finally laughed.

Chen Chufan finally breathed a sigh of relief, but he didn't know that the girl was humming a sad song in her heart.

Because it's too so-called

So it seems fearless

The more you want the relationship

The more you dare not give