129 Helen's life story (23) Leda sincerely repented

But where will the children's tuition fees come from in the future? Leda wants to be a good person on the one hand, but on the other hand, she has to think practically. It's not impossible to let the new mother go like this, the question is, is it okay to exchange the lives of the whole family for their own good deeds and save a life?

It was too late, and Leda stepped out the door to chase after her new mother, maybe not only to get the money back, but I also had to ask her why she was doing this, and what was the special difficulty? Leda thought.

After all, the new mother is a few years older than Lida, and within a while, Lida catches up with the new mother in the jungle. I saw that the new mother was so tired that she couldn't breathe, carrying a heavy pocket, squatting on the ground, covering her face with her hair at all. Lida was a little puzzled, this doesn't seem to be a new mother anymore, could it be that she chased the wrong person? Definitely. There are only a few dozen steps away from the front and back, how can you chase a person away? The person squatting on the ground in front of him was much smaller than the new mother. Is it because I'm sick and thin?

"New Mom!" Leda wanted to just scream to see, if it was her she would hear someone calling her name, she would definitely raise her head, this is the most basic reflection of being human.

"Leda!" The new mother raised her head and glanced at Lida, then quickly lowered her head and said, "Let me go, Lida!" ”

"What's wrong with you?" Lida asked.

"I'm still young, and since you came to settle in this compound, seeing you so affectionate, and so loving men and women, it makes me want to have a man of my own. Not long after I was robbed by this man, there was a war in the royal family, my man is a nobleman, he is the king's next cousin, and there has been no news since he went out to fight, I will go to look for him, if I can't find it, I won't come back, you can take over this big compound. The new mother said and said that red tears flowed from her eyes, which made Lida feel so heartbroken, and wanted to ask for half of the new mother's volume, but in front of a **, Lida fell a mercy from the sky.

Why are her tears red, is it because of the extreme grief?

Lida just wanted to say that you should go, but she saw the woman's face clearly through the new mother's hair, it turned out that this was not the new mother, but just a little like the new mother. She quickly reached out and grabbed the woman's hair, and the woman's face was gone, and her hand was just holding the bloody head, no eyes and no face. But it screams, like a ghost, and the scream is creepy to the ear, it's a ghost, Leda thought.

At this moment, the polarized light of Lida's eyes saw a shadow, it was her, it was the new mother, what I saw and caught just now was the new mother getting out of the tricks for herself, Lida thought.

Why don't there be good people in this world, just go, why do you have to become ghosts to scare people? You are afraid that I will not let you go, no wonder, with the heart of a villain to cross the belly of a gentleman, common sense. Because there is no word on the gentleman's face. Who do you say is not a gentleman?

"Those who do big things ask for directions and kill people." Leda also heard such stories from her mother.

What is good and what is evil?

Does the wayfinder kill himself, or does the waygiver kill himself? This is in a helpless situation, the pros and cons are weighed over the pros, the fugitives ask for directions because there are pursuers behind, you are a fugitive monarch, you are the head of a fugitive mega organization work, you are caught, many people will die.

Or the world is in chaos waiting for you to collect, or you are caught and the world is about to be in chaos. Isn't it a great good deed to kill a roadside grass dweller under such circumstances?

Because the problem is, if you don't kill this passer-by, the chasing soldiers on your back will ask this passer-by where the fugitive just now went?

Things in the world, as long as you are on the table, you can't do anything. (There was a story where an old man was chopping wood in the mountains, and a passer-by asked him which way to go in a place?) As soon as the old man looked at this man, he knew that his life had come. Because the old man can see the celestial image of man at a glance, this man has the share of the world, but at this time he is in trouble, and he wants to flee to a place, where there is a general guard. The old man told the man the way in detail, and he killed himself with a woodcutter. Passers-by were busy asking why? The old man said that you are a future monarch, you can't die, when will the world be in chaos if you die? The old man said that if I don't kill myself, then you kill me, otherwise when the pursuers come, they will come and ask me what direction are you going? Because I never told a lie in my life, then this man became emperor and built a temple here to commemorate this old man. ）

Lida thought of this and gritted her teeth, how can the great cause be good in her body, chase. So Leda began to chase after the shadow that had just appeared.

Through the woods, Lida caught up with the shadow, this time it was really the new mother, Lida reached out and grabbed it, and ripped the new mother's small pocket, and out of it were some broken tiles. Angry with me, Leda threw the broken bag in her hand to the ground. New mom rebag?

"I want to go home!" The new mother sat on the floor and cried, "I haven't been home for a long time, I don't know where my home is, I was kicked out of my home by a woman named Leda." ”

Lida took a closer look, and this person was still not a new mother. What the hell is going on?

"It's because I have changed my appearance and say that I don't recognize others, maybe, my changed appearance is reflected on other people's faces, and others don't know themselves and they just don't know others. Perhaps this logic has not yet been discovered by humans. These words came from the mouth of a person who is not a new mother.

Leda let this confuse herself, could it be that she has really changed her appearance and has made herself unknown to others? Could it be that she is really the new mother, and now I can't recognize her is not because she has changed, but because I have changed myself, because I have become ungrateful, because I have kicked the new mother out of her own home? Did I do that?

Leda was quietly recalling whether she had ever done something sorry for her new mother, or had she ever said that she was sorry for her new mother? Maybe I don't have any of these, but maybe my behavior is relatively bad, and it is not enough to not do anything or say that I am sorry for my new mother, and this does not mean that my behavior is not bad.

It's like touching one's face with one's hand, and from this feeling you can't understand whether you are ugly or good. The same is true of one's own behavior, I always think that I am very reasonable, and this is like touching my face with my own hands, whether it is ugly or beautiful can not be the most true reflection, but only get along with others, let others feel with their hearts, such as reflecting themselves in the mirror, whether they are beautiful or ugly is up to her.

"I'm not dead yet, put me in a coffin and bury me, this is Leda, this is Lida who I set myself on fire, my tenant."

Hearing this, Lida suddenly remembered that when her new mother died, she remembered that she really didn't look at it carefully, but she was afraid that she was really not completely dead and hastily put her in the coffin.

It seems that I once heard the sound of the coffin being carried by the Eight Immortals to be buried, and when the earth was being covered, someone also heard a dull thump inside the coffin, but this was all said after the fact, Lida was thinking, I am afraid that the ghost of the new mother is harming me, and I owe her.

(Dog Yesterday, there was a girl in our neighboring village, her parents asked her to marry a person, she didn't agree, she drank pesticides, it was in the afternoon, and she was buried on the same day.) Afterwards, the Eight Immortals said that someone was beating the coffin inside, and the voice was so dull, with a knocking sound, from carrying it to covering the soil. Why didn't you say it at the time? Wouldn't it be bad to say it? What the hell are the superstitions? You can just say it and let people open it and take a look. If you live, let the family climb out again, and if you are still dead, you will be buried. ）

The new mother died of illness, and Lida took good care of her at the beginning of the illness, but this kind of good is only good, and the extent of the good lies in the quality rather than the quantity.

Thinking of this, Lida asked herself, at that time, she was just perfunctory to her conscience, and she was biased towards the sincere care of the family. Look at oil as oil, water as water, and now the new mother is using a ghost to say such things, afraid that she will suffer more terrible retribution in the future. "I'm going home!" This voice came from the depths of a handful of grass, could this be the soul of the new mother, Leda was really familiar with this voice, is it that the soul of the new mother has not died first.

"New mother, don't hide in the grass, come out quickly, I'll carry you back, and I will treat you well in the future, like a sister or mother." Leda is thinking about atonement, although she doesn't know if she has done anything wrong, she can't think of what she has done wrong, but it doesn't mean that she really hasn't done anything wrong.

Is the new mother already dead, but no, just now when I went to fetch water for the new mother to wipe the body, I saw the new mother running out of the door with money.

But this is not right, the new mother was already dead before this, could it be that what I saw this time was in a dream, and the new mother's money is also an illusion?

All in all, I owe the right new mother, alone in such a big compound, just recognized my goddaughter, and when it came to happiness, I died of illness.

Leda thought that she was in a dream, so she walked home quickly, but her legs were dragged by the ghost, and she couldn't take a step. Lida thought that little Helen was still crying in the east wing, her new mother had died early and was buried, and the dead body on the bed was fake and a ghost.

Why can't I move my two feet, I have to hurry back and save little Helen, otherwise this ghost will strangle little Helen to death. But these two legs are already at a step and can't walk. "I'm going home!"

Lida heard the cry of the ghost again, this ghost was on her back, no wonder she couldn't move a step, it turned out that she still had a ghost on her back.