82_82690 Hospital Gynecology Corridor, Shi Run waiting for results.

"No. 06 Shi Run, please go to the second gynecology clinic for a consultation."

In Clinic 2.

The doctor reached out and took the case in Shi Run's hand, "Your urine test results show that you are pregnant." Ao"

Shi Run sat in his chair and lowered his eyes, not surprised, he did three tests yesterday.

When the doctor saw the age on the case, he asked commonplacely, "Are you going to ask for it?" ”

Shi Run didn't answer, but asked: "Doctor, about the day before yesterday, I had a sharp pain in my lower abdomen, and then there was some blood on my underwear, I want to know if the baby is still healthy?" ”

The female doctor smiled: "Young mother, a month and a few days in the belly is an embryo, not as big as a ladybug, I can't see it." ”

Shi Run clasped his hands tightly, "Is it normal to be able to do a B ultrasound to take a look at the baby?" That's important to me. ”

"Little girl, if you want this child, if you don't do ultrasound in the early stages of pregnancy, you won't be able to check anything in less than 45 days."

Shi Run's face turned white, and he elaborated nervously: "That's the case, doctor, the time I and my husband, he and I were both in a state of illness, and after that, I continued to be treated for about two days because of a lung infection, although it was an infusion, but it was also a medicine, I want to consult you now, how much will the baby be affected?" ”

"That's not good." The doctor answered truthfully.

"The embryo is too small to be examined in detail, and it can be done four or five months after two months to rule out whether the fetus is drug-induced malformation."

Shi Run's breath was stuck in her throat, but she had to know now.

The female doctor was a rare gentle doctor, and when she saw Shi Run's pale face, she asked more: "Girl, I see that you want this baby, but you seem to have any concerns?" ”

"Unwanted pregnancies are all about taking risks. In fact, many pregnant mothers are confused for the first time, some smoke and drink, and some are even in strict pain, but they insist on having a child, and they are cautious and cautious in the later stage, and there are many cases where the child is born without major problems. ”

"Girl, if you want this child, you can wait until after the Tang screening, you just said that the day before yesterday had severe abdominal pain, and you have been exercising and eating bitter melons for the past few days, but only your underwear has a little blood, which proves that your body is really good, and the embryo is in your belly, and it seems to be tenacious."

Shi Run listened, his little hand touched his stomach, his heart was soft, but he couldn't be happy.

Mom waited for her kidney to save her life, and if she was sure that the baby was unhealthy, she would have to give up the child in addition to grief.

But now everything is unknown, the baby may be healthy, or it may not be healthy after the Down's screening, but Mom's mother can't wait for four months.

What should she do?

Before leaving, Shi Run asked the female doctor for an appointment number for the gynecological abortion department.

Walking out of the hospital, in the vast and scorching sky, Shi Run's mind flashed the words of the female doctor:

Having an abortion at one month of pregnancy is minimal to the body, the surgery is very small, and you can be discharged from the hospital in 20 minutes.

Her face was pale, her heart was beating fast, and the word miscarriage was like a sharp knife, so terrible, it seemed to poke at her stomach.

This is her and her uncle's first baby, is she crazy...... I actually saved my mind to flow away!

However, isn't Mom saved? Watching Mom die?

……**……

The pregnancy checklist and the business card for the appointment were sandwiched in the case, and the case Shi Run was hidden in the innermost compartment of the schoolbag.

I went back to school and went to and from class as usual.

After thinking carefully for half a day, Shi Run still couldn't make up his mind whether to tell Uncle Sù about his pregnancy.

He's so busy, so tired, so exhausted......

I can't imagine what the expression on his face will be when he learns the news, and will he have the joy of being a father?

Still is...... Will it get more painful?

Shi Run thought about this, breathless, and hoped that when he learned the news, he would pick her up and turn around several times like other husbands, kiss her and kiss her, and said that we are going to have a baby!

But...... Probably not.

Undoubtedly, this was a dilemma for him, and it made his heart even more painful.

……**……

After school in the afternoon, Shi Run waited outside the school gate, but the driver at home did not drive over.

She took the bus back to the lakeside villa by herself and learned that her mother's health was in an emergency, and the abdominal surgery scheduled for tomorrow had to be done today.

In times of chaos, all those who can be used are all

The TANG was mobilized, and the driver was dispatched to escort the mother to the hospital.

Shi Run waited anxiously at home, not daring to call his uncle or Brother Yu Nan, for fear that they would be busy and answer something wrong.

It wasn't until eleven o'clock in the evening that there was finally movement outside the villa.

Shi Run opened the door and ran out, in the night, the slender man in the gray shirt got out of the car, the weather in June, the evening breeze was hot, but he was so cold that Shi Run shivered.

"Uncle?"

Xiao Xuezheng lit a cigarette and walked over, the more tired he was, the deeper his facial features became, and his expression was calm.

He stretched out his arm to habitually grab Shi Run's waist, and when he smelled the smell of smoke, Shi Run subconsciously hid away: "Auntie is okay?" ”

"I had surgery, and the ascites was malignant and inflamed."

Shi Run didn't understand whether it was good or bad.

The two stood at a distance under the moonlight.

The man's slender fingers dusted off the ashes, and the two lines of sight resting on Shi Run's little face were as complex as ink: "Madam." ”

"Huh?"

Xiao Xuezheng licked his thin lips, it was difficult to say this, and the Adam's apple on the collar of the man's shirt was unusually piercing.

He opened obscurously: "The transplant was five days in advance. ”

Shi Run raised his head, and the hand hanging by his side shook unconsciously.

Xiao Xuezheng looked down at the miserable whiteness in her big eyes, and his expression was also gloomy: "I'm sorry, Dr. Zhang said that today's emergency situation can't happen again, reducing the time is the only way, Mom's body is getting worse and worse, and now the abdominal cavity is in a half-open state, and it can't last long." ”

"But uncle, I ......"

The voice was stuck in her throat, Shi Run looked at him, it was foggy, her hands were desperately twisting the hem of her clothes, and her heart was beating like a drum.

"What's wrong?"

Xiao Xuezheng threw the cigarette butt and walked over, half-taking her into his arms, the man's slender fingers lifted her chin, stared into her eyes carefully with deep eyes, and asked again with concern: "What's wrong?" There are questions to speak up. ”

Shi Run collapsed limply in his broad chest, warmth enveloping her, his steady heartbeat enveloping her.

Shi Run could hear how tired the heart was pumping in his body, and every time she moved, she felt as if he was going to be unable to support it in the next moment.

What did he do? Is it more painful to push the hard choices on him and watch him suffer?

After all, he closed his eyes helplessly, and his little hand grabbed the part of the shirt on his chest, almost tearing off the diamond buttons.

Shi Run's eyes were empty, and he couldn't help but cry, but he couldn't help but notice that something was wrong.

But my heart was like a knife, I couldn't breathe, and I was about to die in pain......

The two hugged each other quietly for a while, she said she was sleepy, Xiao Xuezheng picked her up and went upstairs, kissed her in the bedroom, and put people into the bed.

Shi Run turned his back to him.

Xiao Xuezheng covered her with a quilt, looked at her watch, sat on the edge of the bed for more than two minutes, and had to go back to the hospital.

Before leaving, I confirmed with Shi Run that the transplant was done five days in advance, and there was no problem on her side.

There was no light on at the head of the bed, and in the dark, Shi Run covered all parts of her body in the quilt, and after waiting for a while, she gave a gentle sigh.

There was the sound of the lights turning off and the door closing in the room.

The man in the quilt curled up in a ball, rolled over, buried his face in the pillow, clutched the sheets with both hands, and hunched his belly and cried bitterly.

Baby, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......

You'll come to Mommy again, you'll be ......

I love him so much that I can't bear to let him suffer with him, and I can't bear to see him unable to make decisions. She came to be a wicked person, a ruthless mother, she didn't care about the consequences, she didn't hesitate, she sacrificed this time, she will have another child with him in the future, or this child, the baby will definitely come to her mother again, it will definitely be ......

She seems to be able to comfort herself like this......

……**……

Two days later, Shi Run went to that hospital again.

I made an appointment with my business card and went directly to the abortion surgery department.

Her face was like ashes, carrying the case through the long cold corridor, and she was dazed, always feeling that someone was following her behind her.

Shi Run's nerves tightened, and she passed through the bathroom and quickly dodged in while there were many people, she hid behind the door, staring at the corridor outside the bathroom with bated breath——。