Chapter Seventy-Four: Re!
(When I went to bed today, my phone was crushed by my knees, alas, I regret it, I shouldn't have gone to bed on my knees)
After going through so much, Shi Tian naturally wouldn't believe what Gu Chenhuan said, he had long been prepared to be imprisoned by Gu Chenhuan after surviving and continue to torture Gu Chenhuan, the promise made by Gu Chenhuan was now worthless in his eyes.
In the past few days, Gu Chenhuan has not appeared in front of Shi Tian's eyes.
Without Gu Chenhuan flickering in front of him, Shitian's mood has become extremely calm these days, without any ups and downs, and he has not said any fierce words, but the peaceful and peaceful appearance makes people feel a little distressed.
Shi Tian didn't say a word a lot of the time, in a state of self-isolation, from time to time a psychiatrist would come to chat with Shi Tian, Ouyang Yan was also very polite to him, and even asked Shi Tian many times if he wanted to remove the scars on his face, otherwise the scars would be ugly in the future, and this kind of minor surgery, he could do it for him in this hospital, or it wouldn't be long before he could definitely restore his previous appearance.
No matter how many times Ouyang Yan persuaded Shi Tian, Shi Tian did not respond to him, from the moment he crossed his face, Shi Tian was ready to live in front of the world with this ugly face even if he lived.
He didn't care, this face had hurt him too much, and now it seemed like an alternative self-liberation.
"Brother Chen." Ouyang Yan sighed and shook his head, "He is still unwilling to remove the scars on his face, he has been persuaded for many days, and it seems that he is unwilling to restore his original appearance." ”
"Got it." Gu Chenhuan said lightly, "No need to persuade anymore, that's it, it doesn't matter." ”
Gu Chenhuan hopes that Shi Tian will return to his original appearance, just to make Shi Tian hate him less, otherwise in the future, every time Shi Tian looks in the mirror and sees the scar on his face, he will immediately remember the humiliation and torture he once had.
In fact, there are some reasons of his own, he is a little afraid to look directly at Shi Tian's face now, because as soon as he sees the injury on Shi Tian's face, the picture of Shi Tian self-harming in the cage that day will come to mind, and the fear and chill will make him tremble as if Shi Tian suddenly appeared in front of his car.
At this time, it was already more than ten o'clock in the evening, after Gu Chenhuan talked with Ouyang Yan, he couldn't wait to walk to the door of Shi Tian's ward as every night before, and carefully watched Shi Tian sleeping inside through the glass on the door, the light was very dim, and only the outline of Shi Tian's face was faintly visible.
I don't know how long it took, Gu Chenhuan gently pushed open the door and walked in, sat on the chair next to Shi Tian's bed without saying a word, and then in the dark, he traced the outline of Shi Tian over and over again with a gentle gaze, worried about waking Shi Tian, Gu Chenhuan didn't dare to reach out to touch Shi Tian's hair and face, but these ambiguous movements, in the nightly gaze, Gu Chenhuan wanted to do it like crazy.
Touching and kissing, the intensity of this impulse and desire in the brain even made Gu Chenhuan feel that he was abnormal, and it was even more difficult for him to endure than when he was addicted to drugs.
Although Gu Chenhuan was tormented by not being able to touch it, staring in the dark was more gratifying than not being able to see it during the day.
It wasn't until midnight that Gu Chenhuan got up to leave, Gu Chenhuan just pushed the door and left, Shi Tian slowly opened his eyes as he did every night when Gu Chenhuan left, then turned his head to look at the door that was closed, and finally opened his eyes wide and looked at the ceiling until he fell asleep.
Shi Tian knew that Gu Chenhuan came every night, and every night he sat on the edge of his bed and stared at himself like a psychopath, just like before.
On the day Shi Tian was discharged from the hospital, Gu Chenhuan still appeared in front of Shi Tian's eyes, and as soon as Shi Tian walked out of the hospital, Gu Chenhuan's car stopped in front of him.
Obviously, Gu Chenhuan's vision was a little empty, he helped Shi Tian open the co-pilot's door after getting out of the car, Shi Tian looked at him coldly and didn't say a word.
"I'll take you back, the things have already been packed, I'll take you back to the villa to get it." Gu Chenhuan paused, and added, "That's all." ”
Shi Tian didn't hesitate, he got into the car expressionlessly, but he didn't say a word to Gu Chenhuan on the way, and Gu Chenhuan only focused on driving the car, afraid of opening his mouth to break this calm atmosphere, he also kept silent.
When the car arrived at the villa where Shi Tian lived before, as soon as he entered the living room, he saw his suitcase, which seemed to have been packed and stood on the edge of the sofa refreshingly.
Shi Tian didn't open it to look at it, but pulled it out of the door directly.
"Are you leaving K-City?"
When Shi Tian passed by Gu Chenhuan's side, Gu Chenhuan finally couldn't help but speak.
Shi Tian stopped and did not look back.
Now he has nothing to escape, and even if he does, he doesn't want to escape by leaving, he doesn't have any plans for the future now, he just wants to be quiet for a while.
Shi Tian's voice was neither happy nor sad, as flat as a straight line, "If you can stay away from me, I will stay in this city until the day I die." ”
Gu Chenhuan just wanted to speak, but Shi Tian continued to say indifferently, "No matter what the truth is four years ago, just based on what you did to me, I will not forgive you until I die, and there will be no day when I will forgive you and trust each other, just like I said before, if one day I am willing to be with you, then I must be lying to you." ”
After speaking, Shi Tian pulled his suitcase out of the door, Gu Chenhuan stood in place, looking at Shi Tian who was getting farther away, and the bitterness and burning pain in his heart were incomparable.
How he missed him for a month, how much he wanted to be hugged by him from the bottom of his heart...
If I hadn't lied to him in the first place...
Maybe now...
Gu Chenhuan slapped himself hard... What has he done to this man for so long ....
Is this his love? This perverted, twisted love?
"Wherever he goes." Gu Chenhuan ordered the subordinates beside him, but his eyes were still on the blurred back of Shi Tian, "Send someone to protect him." ”
"Yes."
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"How many days have you been constipated, and you still have this complexion." Li Jian chewed a piece of chicken rice and looked at Guan Ling, whose face had been gloomy for many days on the other side, "Are you still feeling guilty for not looking for Gu Chenhuan to save him that night?" I said, can you use your brain? What is the difference between Gu Chenhuan and Yan Wu? I think that life is better in the hands of Yan Wu than in the hands of Luo Gu Chenhuan, you believe me, your buddy must be fine now, maybe he didn't see the recording file you sent him, and he is living happily abroad. ”
Gu Chenhuan and Yan Wu did not reveal the slightest tone on both sides, and the days away from Jian were the idle days of the little men in the family, and they almost didn't hear anything outside the window, so they didn't know the specific situation of Shitian.
Seeing that Li Jian looked leisurely and unconcerned, Guan Ling was a little angry and blurted out, "If it weren't for you, would Lao Tzu change his mind temporarily?" ”
"Because of me?" Li Jian looked like he had discovered a new continent, and stared at Guan Ling with blazing eyes, "I'm so important in your eyes?" ”
Guan Ling was stunned for a moment, only to know that he had leaked his mouth, and glared at Li Jian, Guan Ling said indignantly, "I'm too lazy to argue with you." ”
Li Jian smiled and put vegetables into Guan Ling's bowl, "Guan Guan, eat more, the matter of the bar has already tired you, don't add any more psychological burden to yourself, you are tired, who am I going to eat three times a day?" ”
Guan Ling ignored Li Jian, leaned back on the seat, raised his hand to press his forehead, and said with a complicated face, "I don't know if what I did was right, maybe I shouldn't have sent the recording to Shi Tian so impulsively, but I knew what kind of person Yan Wu he was with, and didn't tell him, wouldn't it be equivalent to seeing death and not saving him?" ”
Li Jian didn't listen to Guan Ling's words at all, and ate the Chinese food on the plate with relish, "Guan Guan, the fish you cooked is really delicious, there is another one in the refrigerator, let's burn it at night." ”
"Damn, I'm speechless for you." Guan Ling patted his head, "Forget it, it's been so many days, I don't want to eat anymore." ”
At this moment, the doorbell rang, and Guan Ling got up lazily to open the door.
The carelessness on his face, after opening his mouth to see Shi Tian, all turned into consternation, Guan Ling looked at Shi Tian who was standing at the door in disbelief, with a suitcase standing next to him, and half of his face was covered with gauze.
"What's wrong?" Shi Tian smiled faintly, "Can't you recognize who I am just by half of my face?" ”
Guan Ling suddenly stretched out his hand to hug Shi Tian, "It's okay, it's okay." ”
"Guan Ling, I also want to thank you." Shi Tian's chin rested on Guan Ling's shoulder and said softly, "Thank you for the recording you sent me, which pulled me back from the wrong path in time." ”
Guan Ling let go of Shi Tian and slapped Shi Tian's shoulder excitedly, "Stinky boy, I thought it would hurt you, what happened to your face?" How to stick such a large piece of gauze. ”
"If you accidentally scratch it, you can't die."
"Who is it? It's been so long to open the door. Li Jian bit his chopsticks and appeared from behind Guan Ling, and when he saw Shi Tian, Li Jian's face was not only shocked, but also panicked, "You weren't taken away by Yan Wu?" How is this possible, how can Yan Wu let you go. ”
Seeing Lijian appear from Guanling's apartment, Shi Tian couldn't react, "Why are you here?" ”
"Come in and talk about it."
Guan Ling helped Shi Tian pull the suitcase, and after entering the living room, Guan Ling sat Shi Tian on the dining table, added a pair of dishes and chopsticks for Shi Tian, and said with a smile, "You have been missing for many days, a lot of things must have happened, tell your buddies about it." ”
Shi Tian told Guan Ling that it was he who notified Gu Chenhuan to save him, and in the fight between Yan Wu's people and Gu Chenhuan's people, he was injured and hospitalized, and finally was abandoned by Gu Chenhuan because of his face injury.
"Fool whom." Li Jian put his hands around his chest and snorted softly, "Gu Chenhuan is on a frontal fight with Yan Wu for you, and in the end, he won't want you because of the injury on your face?" Anyway, what age is this, the misplaced facial features can be made into immortals, and just one injury is still a thing? Anyway, don't expect to cover it with your sleeves, I saw when you entered the door, and you also had a layer of gauze wrapped around your wrists, and the wounds there were all suicides by cutting their wrists, if I guessed right, you"
"Can you close your beak?" Guan Ling patted Li Jian's head, "You talk a lot." ”
Li Jian rubbed his head, pouted indignantly and did not speak.
He only now knows that he is living on the line of life and death during this time, the recording was given to Shi Tian by Guan Ling, and Shi Tian was rescued by Gu Chenhuan, at this moment, in Yan Wu's eyes, the culprit of all this is his departure from Jane.
The safety of these few days does not mean that Yan Wu will not retaliate against him in the future, maybe he will definitely think of himself after Yan Wu finishes resting, and when the time comes
Exercise! You shouldn't have been in this kind of place in the first place!
(Write a few chapters of emotional drama, and then start writing the last high of the second part.) It's tide, this stalk Xiaoha tears when he thinks about it, and everything turns into regret and touching)