188. What you poked out of the delusion, I want me to clean up the mess for you?

"Hmm." Tang Yong propped his left hand on the car door, his fingers touched his half-bitten lip, the most common action that most men do when driving, he is no exception, he is particularly natural and charming to do, and unconsciously reveals the little ruffian nature that men will have more or less.

Xia Fanjin rested on the saddle of the car after eating and drinking, and the night was getting deeper, and the city was shrouded in a world of darkness and neon.

She glanced sideways over his angular face, handsome and mature, no matter how long it took for her to look at him again, she would have the throbbing of first love, as if this feeling would never dissipate.

The picture when he came up from the stairs of the café this afternoon came to mind, Xia Fanjin thought about it, and suddenly his face changed, and he looked at him with a smile.

"Mr. Tang, how did you know I was there today?"

"Where?" Tang Yong looked ahead, looked at the road conditions, turned the steering wheel smoothly, and made a corner.

"Huh." Load, you continue to load.

Tang Yong really wasn't ready to answer, he just didn't say it, but Xia Fanjin also wanted to get it, he must have let people follow her, and it couldn't be said that it was tracking, anyway, he was monitoring her movements.

But he still knew what was going on, who she had come to see. That shows that person is someone close to her, and Wen Lisha is the only one who knows that she went to see Chu Mojing.

Xia Fanjin didn't debunk it, she found that she didn't reject him when she mastered her whereabouts, but felt the warmth of her weight in his heart.

If it hadn't happened today, she might have been so happy that there were no flaws, and the biggest touch was that she heard the baby's heartbeat tonight and got the photo.

When they got home, Aunt Zhang had already rested, and the two went upstairs and washed up separately.

Tang Yong came out of the shower, Xia Fanjin was already asleep, he lifted the quilt and went to bed, Xia Fanjin, who was not very conscious, seemed to follow the most primitive instinct, turned over and found a comfortable place next to him, next to him.

Tang Yong pillowed one hand behind his head, and his free hand touched her hair at once.

"Asleep?"

"Hmm." The lazy voice was like a cat, with a thick nasal voice, and like Wu Nong's soft whisper, Xia Fanjin still had his eyes closed.

The man's deep dark eyes drooped slightly, looking at the top of her hair, down was the bridge of her nose, and then the lips that were slightly pouting because she was asleep.

Her quiet sleeping face looked warm and delicate, and it couldn't be compared to the way she looked when she smirked sarcastically.

The night was deep, the dew was solemn, and the silence outside the window was so quiet that there was no sense of reality.

There are only two dim wall lamps in the room, which are dim to help you sleep. But in such an environment, he did not feel the slightest sleepiness, manic depression, as if there was a fire burning tepidly in his heart.

At this time, he simply got up, took the cigarette and went to the balcony, a sliding glass door was closed, and the balcony was isolated from the room.

Xia Fanjin half-opened her eyes, looked at the empty side, pinched the quilt with her hand, and turned her head to look at the slender and straight back on the balcony.

Although the temperature is rising rapidly, but at night, especially in the middle of the night, the dew is low, Tang Yong only wears a gray silk nightgown, and his tall and straight figure is even more noble and elegant. On that angular face, there is no panic, only slightly narrowed eyes, bottomless, just a glance gives people a mature and steady certainty, looking at the darkness at this time, I don't know what to think.

The cigarette from his fingertips burned like this, and he didn't take a few puffs, the gray smoke curled, hazy in the darkness, and the light behind him gilded a halo on his body.

Light intertwines with dark shadows.

The words in the car today, whether Xia Fanjin was intentional or unintentional, he finally knew what she really thought in her heart.

Reality and protection are always pulling at each other, and he can only choose one or the other.

But what he thinks is right is not necessarily her true wishes and thoughts in Xia Fanjin's eyes.

Before meeting her, he was alone, not bound by anything, and thought that one day, the only thing he felt that he couldn't let go of was completed, maybe until he died of old age and illness, let alone thinking about whether to get married, whether he would meet a woman He would love deeply and couldn't extricate himself.

Before the age of twenty-four, when he was extremely young and vigorous, women were just tools for him to vent his desires, and he didn't care whether they were happy or not, whether they loved him or not, this was the world of material desires, the principle of barter, and maintained the most unshakable balance.

One day, my grandfather intentionally or unintentionally mentioned that it was time to find a woman in a serious relationship to marry and have children, and he did not refuse, in his concept, it didn't matter, it didn't matter who he married, it was the same, he just needed to meet the right standards.

And after knowing Chu Mojing, he felt that it was appropriate, so he continued, in a legitimate relationship, he could be loyal to this relationship, but he couldn't find or give a word about love.

Later, when I thought about it, I realized that after this qiē met her, it was like a proof question that had been overturned, and it could no longer be established, and he was waiting for this woman to appear in the first half of his life.

He didn't want to be alone anymore, without her, it seemed that a part of his life would be missing, empty and boring, and the rest of his life would be few.

However, his care and possessiveness were beyond the scope of his expectations, he would pay attention to her every move, her every expression, spy on her thoughts, find out her feelings, and seem to grasp her with one hand, and carry her full of arms, to make sure that she would not run away, not get hurt, so that he could feel at ease, and from then on he had her in his concerns.

He made the most advantageous decision, but he forgot to take into account her thoughts, forgot that she also had sharp thorns, and that her edges and corners were so sharp that they should not be broken by him.

It was okay before, he only needed to control the rhythm and take her away, but now that she is pregnant, he can't stop her errand.

When the smell of smoke cleared, he returned to the room, took off his dressing gown and was still on the sofa, wearing only a pair of underwear, and scooped her into his arms.

She took advantage of the situation, wrapped her hand around his thin waist, closed her eyes, and said very clearly: "Isn't it cold to stay outside for so long?" ”

Xia Fanjin touched his body, feeling slightly cool, but it didn't take long for him to warm up.

"It's not cold," he replied casually, in a sparse tone, but he lowered his head and imprinted a kiss that landed right on her forehead.

Xia Fanjin closed her eyes and smiled, her body was being filled with a steady stream of heat into her body, and her heart was warm.

Casual intimacy can make her throb for a long time.

"I'll show you something tomorrow night." He spoke indifferently, Xia Fanjin was stunned, opened his eyes and looked at him, but he had already closed his eyes and slept peacefully, she nodded after a moment, "Okay." ”

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When Chu Mojing returned to the hotel, it was already past twelve o'clock, she pushed open the door, found the switch according to the familiar route, turned on the light, and the room was bright.

The light of the scout mirror illuminated her with nowhere to escape, and her face, which was so red as if it had been painted with bright rouge, was visible in the white and yellow light.

She stumbled, still conscious, just dizzy.

As soon as she collapsed on the couch, she was in the mood for the swirling ceiling and the luxurious vintage chandelier flickering.

The short hair spread out, Chu Mojing pinched her eyebrows, and was stunned for a long time.

She received Tang Jin's call shortly after leaving the café, and the moment she heard his voice, her feeling could only be described as falling into an ice cellar, the past was vivid, as if it happened yesterday, and his voice made her shudder in addition to being older.

As for later, she went to have dinner with Tang Jin, because he put forward very good conditions, which were enough to make her heart flutter, but on the one hand, Tang Yong's indifferent and decisive warning, on the other hand, it was a way to return to his side.

She swayed again, almost rushing headlong into the road that Tang Jin had carefully designed for her and had no turning back.

Later, she refused, she needed to think about it, how bold did she have to continue to challenge Tang Yong's bottom line? She felt like she had no more leverage, so she couldn't afford to gamble.

Or is it because she just wasn't cornered?

Oh, she still thinks about him, and in a drunken night like this, thinking about him almost goes crazy.

And now he is lying next to another woman.

Chu Mojing closed her eyes and let the tears sink into her hair.

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Xiao's house, after twelve o'clock, Xiao Qian pushed the door in, and the moment he closed the door with his backhand, the light in the living room turned on.

As soon as he raised his eyes, he saw Chu Lai standing not far away, his chestnut curly hair draped casually behind his head, wearing a pink nightdress, and the nightgown on the outside was loosely tied.

Xiao Qian glanced at her indifferently, like strangers looking at each other at night and then turning around, Xiao Qian walked upstairs, but was stopped by her when she passed by.

"Where have you been these days?" Her voice was a little hoarse, and it was called a little bleak in such a quiet living room.

Xiao Qian didn't respond, treating her as a transparent person, and ignoring her words.

"I'll ask you." Chu Lai was in a hurry, reached out and grabbed his arm, and asked unrelentingly.

If you don't say it, no one will want to sleep tonight.

Xiao Qian went home less often, and even if she wanted to come back, she chose to come back in the middle of the night, so she was used to it, and it was common to wait for him in the middle of the night, but since she sent an anonymous email and was debunked by Tang Qian that day, he Xiao Qian has never appeared in this house, even in the middle of the night.

She had made countless painful phone calls with Xiao's mother, but he was all turned off, probably because she was afraid of damaging their company's face, so Shen Xiuning didn't let her go to Xiao Qian.

If it weren't for the Chu family behind her, Shen Xiuning would definitely be eager to kick her out, and now she can still speak well of her, but for the sake of their Chu family being able to help the Xiao family.

Xiao Qian shook his arm and shook her hand away, her cool voice revealing smoke, "You can't care." ”

"Why can't I take care of it? Something happened to me in the past few days, and you just hid and didn't show up, why don't you let me care? Xiao Qian, can you at least pretend to give me a place in your heart? Now it's rumored all over the outside that I, Chu Lai is a junior, and you Xiao Qian is a negative man, can you be so calm and act as if nothing happened? ”

"Are you embarrassed?" Xiao Qian smiled coldly, and the temperature of his eyes plummeted, "What you poked out is delusional, and I want me to clean up the mess for you?" I don't think you hit the south wall and don't look back, I came back this time just to tell you to find a time to move out of Xiao's house. ”

“…… What did you say? Chu Lai looked at him in disbelief.