Allow me, to be your brother, okay?
But is it lost to pour it? For three years, she had only him by her side, and his relatives were no longer there, he was her relative...... What can't be lost, she can't lose him, absolutely can't be a hairpin!
Because it can't, it should be said: "Yes, pour it." Trust me, I just need time! I'm going to fall in love with you...... Will be able to ......"
Hearing this, half of his face was filled with a faint smile, mixed with a little bitterness.
He lowered his eyes, stared in front of him, and hugged his Liancheng tightly, so close, he coveted again and again...... It's just that what to do, worrying about her safety for the past two days, in front of the past.
However, it stopped in the dark.
Seeing that, the carriage drove past the widow in front of him.
Inside, there should be Mingzhu and Dongfang Yu, she is already safe, he got this...... I thought that I would go up and stop the carriage and meet her, but in the end, I chose to hide the darkness.
He thought that Liancheng was the warmth and light of the existence.
It's not that she never thought about deceiving herself and letting her accompany him, as she said before...... took revenge, he and her lived incognito and lived a life without quarrel.
It is clear that he is important to Liancheng.
This kind of importance can be any kind of emotion, but it can't be love, and he wants to deceive himself...... It's just that in the past two days, during the time of her disappearance, he secretly figured it out.
Liancheng is different from him, he was born to suffer a lot, no one cares, and he has gradually become accustomed to it...... And she, who originally had relatives and loved her, turned into nothing overnight.
For three years, she has been immersed in pain.
He thought that in the future of her life, she should find happiness and meet her beloved...... Only in this way is the second half of his life happy, Dongfang Yu Xu is good, even if Liancheng married him, the original intention was to use it.
It's just that Dongfang Yu loves Liancheng, although he is the same as him, he still understands it clearly...... If so, between him and Dongfang Yu, Liancheng finally chose to fall in love, that person must not be him.
"Dump it, you are not allowed to leave me! All I have is you...... It's just you ......."
For a long time, there was no answer.
The fear in my heart gradually expanded, and the pearl was tightly circled, and the waist was tilted...... It seems that only in this way can he keep him forever, which is implicitly forcible.
"Liancheng, you're no longer a child! It's not that you don't understand emotional things, why don't you recognize the reality? ”
Leanzhi stretched out his hands and put them on Mingzhu's shoulders.
Slowly, he pulled her body away from him slightly, leaned down slightly, and looked at her line of sight...... In this way, she can clearly see the dependence and fear in her eyes.
"Three years, three years of getting along day and night, you have never had love for me. That alone says all, doesn't it? ”
The wind is light, and it directly tells the facts.
"I ......"
"Liancheng, you can't love me. It doesn't matter about time, even if it comes for another three years, five years, ten years, I think the answer is the same. ”
In the pearl, when I want to speak.
Tilt snapped a finger and gagged her lips, blocking what she wanted to say...... Mingzhu's eyes were clear, and she stared at her quite uneasily, wanting to say something, but she was powerless.
"I'm lucky to be with you for three years. Now is the time for you to leave and find your own happiness. And I, too......"
As much as possible, he poured out his indifferent tone and told a sentence.
Only he knew what kind of pain his heart felt when he said these words...... However, he can't, can't keep immersing himself in this love, and there can't be a response.
Once, he thought about it over and over again.
Perhaps, spending one day at a time like this is not a good choice...... It's just that this time, when she was in danger, it was impossible to lose her, and it was distressing to think that she couldn't die like this!
A woman like her should be happy, happy for a long time.
I can't tell how such thoughts poured out, but such thoughts spread more and more in her heart when she returned safely...... It's just that he is not a saint after all, although he was born with such thoughts, he only said it in front of him.
In such a difficult situation, he is also a human being, and if he is a human being, he is selfish.
can only take advantage of the fact that such thoughts are still there, let her leave his side and cut through the mess quickly...... She has grown up, and her feelings for him are already clear that it is not love.
of her
Therefore, the promise to stay is just a guilt in my heart.
The more I know this, the more powerless I feel.
"Dump, don't leave me! I'm scared...... I'm afraid of losing your ......"
I have heard it, and the decision in the words of the pour, Mingzhu's heart gushes out of emptiness.
She was desperate to catch the tilt, but the emptiness was still there: "Tilt, I'm sorry!" I'm really sorry, I know, I selfishly gave you hope, but I didn't do it truthfully! Not only you, but also Dongfang Yu, obviously you and him, I owe the most! I don't want to hurt you, and I don't want to hurt him, but why ......?"
Before the words were finished, Mingzhu couldn't help it, and covered her face and felt pain.
Suddenly, she stretched out her hand, shook one of Lean's hands, and hit her body: "Lean, hit me, scold me!" I'm so selfish that I don't want you to leave, and I can't give you the ...... you want."
Looking at the woman in front of him, he sighed low and held her hand tightly...... took a step forward and took her in his arms, as if soothing a child, stroking her hair and giving her a gentle touch.
"I know, I know! Don't hurt yourself like that......"
It seems that he can't do it, and his words are full of distress and embarrassment...... After a pause, he forced a smile and said lightly: "You girl, when did I say that I left you?" So, don't be afraid, I won't leave you......"
"Really?!"
Mingzhu was shocked and raised her eyes to meet his.
Seeing this, the smile on his lips deepened slightly: "Really, really! I'm telling you this, but I'm just figuring out that you're not suitable for a couple! Look at you, as for crying like this? ”
He held out his hand as he spoke.
The fingertips were gentle, caressing Mingzhu's face, Mingzhu felt that tears couldn't help but fall...... Recently, I can't seem to stop my tears, as if I want to pour out the tears that I have forgotten for three years.
From time to time, tears fell.
"Look at people, at my age, I already have children! It's just me, and I'm still alone, so of course I'm ......in a hurry."
It seems that he didn't expect that he would say such a thing, and Mingzhu's eyes were puzzled for a while.
Leaning fingers bent and struck her forehead, with a slight force...... Mingzhu frowned slightly, and then heard in his ears: "I, I plan to find a good relationship and start a family!" What about you, would you like to be my sister? Pick the right person for me......"
At this moment, Mingzhu opened her mouth slightly, surprised.
"Why, don't you want to be my sister?"
Looking at her appearance, she pretended to be angry and asked...... Mingzhu reacted at this time, and her heart was in a trance: "How come, of course I am willing!" Just ...... it."
"Don't say it!"
The words that had not fallen were swallowed back into the stomach by the leaning block.
Leaning down his head, half of his face is mysterious, and half of his face is gentle: "Instead, wait for you to fall in love with me, it is better for me to seek happiness first." Liancheng, I'm tired and don't want to hold on to this hopeless relationship anymore, so allow me to be your brother, okay? ”
In an instant, Mingzhu's tears fell.
nodded indiscriminately, stretched out his hand and hugged him, his heart was indescribably painful...... She understands, why don't she understand, in the final analysis, it's because of her.
I knew in my heart that he deserved a better woman.
Brother, if he is willing, she should be willing, maybe only in this way is the best explanation...... Otherwise, she really can't know when she'll be able to fall in love with her.
From the fall of the Prime Minister's Mansion to the present, along the way, he has accompanied her through obstacles until today...... She didn't know how to be grateful, so she could only express her apologies wordlessly.
"Dump it...... Pour it ...... Pour ......"
Mingzhu muttered, calling over and over again, and there was an indescribable taste in her heart.
Tilting back and hugging Mingzhu, his eyes flashed with struggle and pain, not that he never thought that letting go was to make himself miserable...... It's just that he didn't expect that the pain devoured his heart, making him almost irresistible.
It seems that the next moment, I can't help it and regret it.
However, looking at her in her arms, tears flowed like this, and her thoughts were condensed for a while.
If it weren't for her, she wouldn't be where she is now, he would be willing to guard her in front of his brother and let her find happiness...... The more I think about it, the more painful it becomes, and I can only pretend that nothing happened, even if the whole person has festered into a wound.
She often said that she couldn't do without him, and in this world, only he was left, how could he not be like this......
If he is destined to not get the so-called happiness in this life, then at the very least, she should get it.
"Don't cry, you have an extra brother, you should be happy. You're like this, but it makes me think that you don't like it......"
It seems that he has really become an elder brother, and he smiled lightly and comforted.
Mingzhu couldn't for a while, but buried her head in her arms and sobbed for a while...... In the end, he slowly raised his eyes, revealing a pair of slightly red eyes, and there was a hidden grievance on his stunning face.
"Thank you."
In front of calming down, Mingzhu is extremely sincere.
She thought, this is the truest thought, thank you for pouring in, sheltering her all the way, apologies from the heart...... She swore in her heart that no matter what she poured into the future, she would never give up!
"Liancheng, no thanks. Remember? When I first arrived at the Prime Minister's Mansion, if it wasn't for that time, you helped me, so later, I could have helped you! Therefore, between you and me, in fact, we do not owe each other, so there is no need to feel guilty......"
After a pause, the palm of his hand touched Mingzhu's face: "Don't be, like in the past three years, immersed in hatred!" I think that if the people who love you are still there, they must want you to be happy......"
In my ears, the words flowed faintly.
Mingzhu had ripples in her heart, and she couldn't say anything for a while, but she was grateful or grateful...... Reluctant to give up, he took his palm back, and he had to force himself hard to make his heart no longer waver.
"Liancheng, promise me to make yourself happy, okay?"
He lowered his head, and there was a bottomless sincerity in his eyes...... With a thought, Mingzhu couldn't help but nodded: "I promise you to make yourself happy." ”
With a word, he smiled faintly.
Instead, as if thinking of something, he opened his mouth and said, "I plan to leave Tanglin in a few days...... Don't worry, I won't leave you! You are my dear and I will always be by your side......"
Seeing that as soon as he said it, Mingzhu was already like a frightened bird, and his eyes were full of worry.
She understands that she has lost her relatives, and she values him more and more, in front of her relatives...... Perhaps, it was precisely because she saw this point that she conceived for him that she decided to be her real relative.
Although, this decision made him irreversible.
"I want to go back to Nanliang! Although, I know, you hate Jun Mobai, but ......"
"Dumping, about Jun Mobai, I don't want to hate it anymore. Most of him has nothing to do with the fall of the Prime Minister's Mansion. When I was in distress, he also saved me, and between me and him, it was regarded as a tie. Perhaps, there will be no more implications......"
Lightly interrupted the words of the pour, and Mingzhu said truthfully.
hesitated, but was worried, and looked at him: "You...... Will you blame me? ”
However, there was a faint surprise in his eyes, but it was very fast, fleeting, as if he understood something...... Yin was at ease, he subconsciously stretched out his hand, and wanted to touch Mingzhu's face, but he thought of something.
In the end, the palm of his hand fell, and he rubbed Mingzhu's hair: "How can I blame you, you can see it, and I have less worries." ”
Liancheng hated Jun Mobai, this was clear to him, but he always felt that in addition to the hatred of destroying the door, he also brought something else.
I still remember that when she heard that Jun Mobai had amnesia, such hysteria seemed to be the greatest pain in the world...... He vaguely guessed that the relationship between the two was not simple, and now, since she had said so, she had already recognized the facts.
I don't want to connect the city, and I live with hatred.
From her words, I heard that Jun Mobai saved her, so back and forth, as long as Jun Mobai really had nothing to do with the demise of the Prime Minister's Mansion...... Then, if she can not hate, she can be regarded as letting herself relax.
Looking at the woman in front of him, he was really scared that she would return to her lifeless appearance in the past.
"Since, you also think that Jun Mobai is not a murderer. Then, most of the murderers are inseparable from Nan Liang. In the past year, although I have sent people to Nanliang to investigate, it has been fruitless. So, I want to go there myself and check it out......"
Having said this, the memories flowed, and I thought of the beginning.
"After all, you and I were back then, after escaping from the fire. There are also people in the shadows, and those who survive are ......"
If it weren't for that, they wouldn't have escaped from Nanliang wholeheartedly.
After destroying the door, there are still people lurking everywhere, as if they are afraid of the Prime Minister's Mansion and some people are escaping...... Forced to do so, they left Nanliang and went to the Northern Desert, never going back.
Mingzhu thought of this as well
A little, a little coldness in his eyes.
Now, she also wants to know who it is that is not with the Prime Minister...... However, if it weren't for Jun Mobai, it was obvious that this behavior was for fear of being leaked, so he stayed in the dark and cut the grass to the roots.
If it weren't for the inclination and delicate thoughts, she and him would have escaped from the fire.
I'm afraid that it won't be long before I lose my life.
Thinking about it like this, he was quite reluctant, and stared at him: "That...... When are you going? How long is it going to go! ”
Looking at her, I cared so much, and I poured a trace of warmth into my heart...... That's it, since there can't be love, in the name of family affection, it's good to be together for a lifetime.
Since he would not sue her, the reason why he left Tanglin was to find the murderer...... On the other hand, he just wanted to escape, even if he could let go, he couldn't face her normally as an elder brother in a short period of time.
He thought that he needed time to steady his mind.
Otherwise, he might have regretted his decision to be a brother when he saw her at any time...... He was never selfless, and it was only because it was her that he was willing to do so, thinking about it, and his heart was hidden that he couldn't breathe.
"The sooner the better, and as for how long you go, we'll see when you go." I will keep in touch with you by letter, and if you have any questions, you can send a letter to me. As for things in life, you can find Dongfang Yu, I think, he will be able to take better care of you than me. ”
In the end, there was a touch of bitterness in his smile.
However, he still confessed wholeheartedly: "Liancheng, you have to remember that emotionally, you must think clearly." I can see that Dongfang Yu treats you sincerely, and you and him are now husband and wife. I know that your original intention was just to use his identity, but now, you have seen Jun Mobai. If you can, try to accept him, and I can see that you are not without a little emotion for him. ”
He and Mingzhu have been facing each other for three years, and she has never stopped at family affection for him.
And, for Dongfang Yu, he secretly listened to Dongfang Yu from Dongfang Yu, and the past between the two of them...... There are very few people who can make Liancheng sad, Dongfang Yu is one of them, he thinks, she can't love him.
But she can't be vetoed, she can't fall in love with Dongfang Yu.
Dongfang Yu, he's fine.
If so, she can really fall in love with him, Dongfang Yu can give Liancheng happiness, the most sincere happiness...... And he, he shouldn't have left at this time, when she needed him, but his heart was too chaotic and he was really tired.
He cared so little about her.
And, now, the person who wants to escape the most is still her.
Isn't this a trick of fate?!
In fact, there was still a word about it, and he wanted to say it to Liancheng Road, but after thinking about it three times, he still fell silent...... Jun Mobai, the new emperor of Nanliang who used to hate her to the bone, and now she is no longer obsessed.
How could he not see that there was a deep entanglement between Liancheng and him.
It can be seen that Mingzhu has different thoughts about Jun Mobai.
It's just that Jun Mobai, a man, is not suitable for her, and Liancheng's temperament is not suitable for the palace...... What's more, he wants to think that the person married by Liancheng can guard her for the rest of his life.
If not, he would have refused and handed over the city to that man.
At this point, Jun Mobai is already out, not to mention, there is another concubine beside him who is not someone else...... It is Liancheng's cousin - Shangguan Qianqian, sisters serving one person? Self-impossible!
thought of the gentleman's covenant with Dongfang Yu.
No matter who stays by Liancheng's side between the two in the future, they will do everything they can to make her happy...... Dongfang Yu, once the appointment is established, all mountains are unhindered, I have fulfilled you, you must not let me down!
If, if you make her sad, I will come back and take her away!