"Although, I'd love to...... Would love to be your woman. But...... I also know that in fact, you have already made a choice in your heart - you will choose to reject me because you don't want to desecrate the relationship between you and Qin Dongxue. ”

Looking, watching, Xia Yina stopped crying, forced a smile, and said, "You just said that, just because you got my first time, you want to be responsible for me." ”

Pei Donglai sighed secretly.

As Xia Yina said, after struggling for a long time, he finally chose to reject Xia Yina.

refused, not because he was not at all tempted by Xia Yina, on the contrary...... As Xia He said, Xia Yina, who has been silently paying for him and paying attention to him silently, has a straightforward temperament and dares to love and hate, and has a lot of weight in his heart.

refused, because he felt that although he had fulfilled his original promise to Qin Dongxue and took Qin Dongxue away from the Qin family openly, he ...... They gave too much to each other to fulfill that promise...... There are too many, so much so that Pei Donglai can't bear to blaspheme that hard-won feeling.

And yet—

When he saw Xia Yina riding on top of herself, leaving a red rose on the bed sheet that symbolized the precious first time of a woman, when he learned that Xia Yina was willing to give her cleanest body to herself just because she loved herself on the premise that she knew that she would refuse, and wanted to pretend that nothing had happened and disappeared from her own world afterwards, Pei Donglai was shaken.

is shaken because the girl in front of him who dares to love and hate is infatuated with herself.

shaken, but also because he felt the responsibility that he needed to shoulder as a man!

Liability.

These are the two words that the cripple taught him to remember since he was a child!

"Yes and no."

Pei Donglai smiled bitterly and wiped away the tears on Xia Yina's face again.

Xia Yina was still laughing, but laughing was worse than crying, "Donglai." You really don't have to be responsible for me, and you wronged yourself to be with me, that's not the result I wanted, really. Because...... I didn't even think about getting your love this way, I thought you wouldn't know when you were completely drunk......"

"If I'm not interested in you at all, why should I bother to help the Xia family. Why go to all the trouble of saving your father? Pei Donglai smiled bitterly.

"Uh......"

Maybe she never dreamed that Pei Donglai would show her love in front of her, Xia Yina was so shocked that her mouth opened wide and she didn't say anything for a long time.

"You...... Do you really like me? Or did you like me?? After the shock, Xia Yina asked subconsciously.

Pei Donglai patted Xia Yina's face angrily. "Do you think a man's chastity is worthless? I was a virgin an hour ago - if you were Sister Feng, I would definitely kill you! ”

"Whew...... Whew......"

Pei Donglai's joking words sounded in her ears, Xia Yina was incomparably excited, her breathing became short, and her body was trembling uncontrollably.

"Yes...... But what about Qin Dongxue's side? ”

After the excitement. Shayna was not happy about it. On the contrary, she looked at Pei Donglai with a worried face, she didn't want to bring distress to Pei Donglai because of herself, and make Pei Donglai unhappy, if it weren't for this, she wouldn't have made the impulsive decision she made before.

"I'll explain it to her." Pei Donglai smiled bitterly and sighed. He accepted that Xia Yina had already hurt Qin Dongxue, and he didn't want to deceive Qin Dongxue anymore.

Xia Yina saw this. Gritting his teeth, he said, "That's it." I'll explain it to her. If she can't accept my presence, I'll take the initiative to leave. ”

"Silly girl, isn't it getting darker and darker for you to explain?"

Pei Donglai smiled bitterly, "Don't worry about it, I'll handle this matter myself." ”

"Also, I don't know if the movement just now was very big, so in order not to make your parents suspicious, you better go over."

Seeing what Xia Yina wanted to say, Pei Donglai said, "Otherwise, it won't be good for them to come in and see us lying naked on the bed." ”

Xia Yina was still worried about how Pei Donglai would explain to Qin Dongxue, but when she heard Pei Donglai say this, she couldn't help but have a shyy expression on her face, and her face unconsciously climbed into crimson.

"Hmm."

With her head down, her face flushed, she answered softly, and then walked into the bathroom like a frightened fawn with her underwear, panties, sweater, and cotton stockings, intending to change her clothes in the bathroom.

Once, Wu Yuze once told Pei Donglai that women are always strange, they will behave very frankly and even lewd when they have sex with you, but after you finish ejaculating, they become reserved again, this is not for you to see, that is not for you to touch......

Originally, Pei Donglai didn't believe in Wu Yuze's fallacy, but when he saw Xia Yina like this, he not only believed it, but also looked stunned.

"That'...... Then I'll go back to my room. ”

After getting dressed and tidying up her hair, Xia Yina walked out of the bathroom, glanced at Pei Donglai, and saw Pei Donglai leaning on the head of the bed smoking, knowing that Pei Donglai was going to explain to Qin Dongxue next, and left space for Pei Donglai very interestingly.

"Hmm."

Pei Donglai nodded, and after Xia Yina walked out of the room, he snuffed out the cigarette butt, took out the mobile phone from his trouser pocket, and walked straight to the window.

Although Pei Dong didn't want Xia Yina to carry too much baggage before, he behaved calmly in front of Xia Yina, but ...... After he picked up his mobile phone and saw the photo of Qin Dongxue wearing a white dress on the mobile phone screen, the self-blame that Pei Donglai had tried so hard to suppress before surged uncontrollably, constantly permeating his heart...... Diffuse again!

In addition to blaming himself, Pei Donglai did not hesitate, but directly dialed Qin Dongxue's phone.

"Pei Donglai, it's not a good habit to disturb people's dreams." More than ten seconds later, the phone was connected, and Qin Dongxue's voice accurately reached Pei Donglai's ears through the radio.

Qin Dongxue's familiar, cordial, and gentle voice sounded in his ears, Pei Donglai's heart was completely occupied by self-blame, he looked at the dark sky in the north, blamed himself, and said, "I'm sorry." ”

Groov!

On the other end of the phone, Qin Dongxue, who was wearing pajamas and leaning on the head of the bed, was stunned to hear the words 'sorry', Rao is she had already guessed something through Pei Donglai's whereabouts in the past few days, but ...... My heart still trembled uncontrollably.

While her heart trembled, Qin Dongxue lifted the quilt. Get up, get out of bed, step barefoot on the soft carpet, and walk slowly to the window.

"Why do you say you're sorry?"

A few seconds later, Qin Dongxue walked to the window, tried her best to adjust her mood, and asked pretending to be relaxed.

"Whew~"

Pei Donglai let out a deep sulk. Gritted his teeth, he said, "For some reason, I accepted another girl. ”

"Buzz...... Buzz ......"

Although Qin Dongxue is trying hard...... Trying to control her emotions, although she has been mentally prepared, she ...... When she heard Pei Dong say this sentence with her own ears, her mind went blank. It felt like she had been pricked by a needle, and she shivered in pain, and couldn't help but close her eyes.

"I ......"

The sudden silence made Pei Donglai feel very depressed, and he tried to say something again.

"It's Xia Yina."

Without waiting for Pei Donglai to say the next words, Qin Dongxue slowly opened his eyes. Slightly reddened eye circles. Biting his lip, he said softly.

When Pei Donglai heard this, he was slightly stunned, shocked how Qin Dongxue knew, and then he was relieved when he thought about what he had done in the past two days.

"Actually...... I guessed before you called - Xia Yina has liked you for a long time and has done a lot for you. If you don't have any feelings for her, you can't help the Xia family eliminate Xu Wanshan, the drug lord. She also risked her life to go abroad to save her father. ”

Qin Dongxue didn't know that Pei Donglai fused Xiao Fei's soul and Xiao Fei's entrustment to Pei Donglai. When she learned about Pei Donglai's actions in Yunnan and abroad through the Qin family's intelligence network, she only subconsciously thought that Pei Donglai was doing these things for Xia Yina.

"I'm sorry ......"

Although Pei Donglai had another reason for going abroad, he did not explain, but apologized again.

"Whew~"

Hearing Pei Dong say the words 'I'm sorry' again, Qin Dongxue bit her lip tightly, stubbornly did not let the tears flow, but opened the window and took a hard breath of the dry and cold air outside the window.

"From the east."

The cold wind blew, and Qin Dongxue's mood gradually stabilized, "Even if you tell me that you accepted another girl, but ...... I firmly believe that you called me not to break up with me, on the contrary, you called me and was honest with me because you didn't want to deceive me and keep me in the dark. ”

"Hmm."

Pei Donglai didn't feel strange that Qin Dongxue could guess this, first, the relationship between him and Qin Dongxue has gone through too many tests, and moreover, Qin Dongxue, as the leader of the fourth generation of the Qin family, has IQ and EQ are the best choices, with her understanding of herself, it is not difficult to guess this.

"Donglai, since you are honest with me, then I will also tell you how I feel in my heart."

The evening breeze blew Qin Dongxue's hair, she didn't close the window, but still stood by the window, feeling the cold wind, and said softly: "Everyone is selfish." For women, it is especially selfish emotionally. No woman wants to share her man with another woman and share that man's love for her. On the contrary, every woman wants her man to be loyal to her and single-minded. ”

Pei Donglai was speechless.

"I'm a woman, and so am I."

Speaking of this, Qin Dongxue's heart hurt again, "So, when I heard you say that you accepted another girl, my heart hurts...... I was very uncomfortable. ”

When the words fell, no matter how hard Qin Dongxue tried, he still couldn't stop the crystal tears from slipping down his eyes.

"I'm sad, but I'm glad you told me in person, instead of hiding it from me."

When the tears flowed into her mouth, Qin Dongxue's expression was surprisingly quiet, "Donglai, in fact, I have been paying attention to you, and I am also paying attention to the people around you. Military training incident, Hanghu incident, red pigeon incident...... In these things, Xia Yina tried to use the energy of the Xia family to help you, which is enough to prove that she loves you as much as I do—because...... Only when a woman loves a man hopelessly will she do anything to help that man at the expense of her family's interests! ”

"Not only has she tried to help you again and again at the expense of her family, but she has always been by your side during the most helpless, lonely, and miserable periods!"

Qin Dongxue said and sighed softly, "And I can't do anything other than secretly follow you and wait silently through the Qin family's intelligence network!" ”

"Winter Snow ......"

Stunned to hear Qin Dongxue's words, Pei Donglai's heart was shocked, he knew that Qin Dongxue didn't want to help him, but Qin Dongxue knew that he wanted to enter the Qin family through his own efforts, correspondingly, if Qin Dongxue gave him help, it would be impossible for him to straighten his waist and enter the gate of the Qin family.

"Donglai, as I said before, I am just as selfish as other women, especially emotionally. So, if I say that I don't mind you accepting Shayna at all, I'm not only lying to you, I'm lying to myself. But...... Since you told me personally, you accepted Xia Yina for some reasons. Then I won't ask you for a specific reason – I respect your choice! ”

Qin Dongxue looked up at the sky, tears raining down, "Respect, it's because of ...... I feel that Xia Yina has done no less to you than I have done what I have not done! Respect, but also because of ...... There is a woman named Qin Dongxue, who is only the daughter-in-law of the Pei family in this life, and she dies without regrets!! ”

(To be continued)