Tang Xiaoxi felt that there were a lot of things stuffed in her ears, buzzing, what Lu Ming was saying, she didn't understand.

Her head burned, and her eyes wanted to shed tears when she saw the light.

Lu Ming stabilized her, who couldn't get up at all, and pulled out the thermometer.

After looking at the light, he frowned.

From last night to this morning, I have been physically cooling down, and I have also fed her medicine, why is it still 38 degrees and 9 degrees.

Her health is really poor.

"I want to pee." Tang Xiaoxi moved her dry lips, and her voice was hoarse.

Lu Ming brought her to the door of the bathroom: "Can I do it myself?" ”

Tang Xiaoxi came down to stand against the wall, Lu Ming turned on the light in the bathroom, she walked in and met the light but stopped.

"What's wrong?"

Lu Ming saw her staring at the white tile wall of the bathroom in a daze, and suddenly turned around after a while: "What did you just say?" ”

Lu Ming reacted and said, "Two hours ago, your mobile phone rang, and your sister called, saying that your brother had an accident and asked you to go back." ”

Tang Xiaoxi didn't stand firm and took a step back, leaning against the wall and bowing his head, barely standing still.

She didn't show much expression when she turned her head, and whispered, "I'm peeing, you close the door." ”

Lu Ming didn't know what she meant, the logic seemed to be very messy, and she should be confused.

A few minutes later, Tang Xiaoxi came out and washed her face by herself, but it was all water that she didn't wipe clean, but the cold water quickly steamed and dried on her hot face.

Lu Ming had already asked someone to bring over the luggage in the hotel where he was staying, and looked at her: "Go back?" ”

She was silent, her eyes down, not knowing what she was thinking, and after a while she leaned against the wall and walked to the door of the room.

Lu Ming sighed in his heart, looking at her as a walking corpse, he didn't know how to hold his temper.

Carrying her by the arm and taking her into the elevator, his fingers pinched her hot wrist, Lu Ming said again: "After you go downstairs, you wait a while, I'll go to the hotel restaurant to buy something to eat, I'm afraid you won't last half an hour." ”

Tang Xiaoxi nodded.

After waiting for a few minutes, Lu Ming bought the food back, and after getting in the car, he opened the lunch box and gave it to her.

Tang Xiaoxi took it and stuffed it into her mouth one by one, quietly.

Lu Ming stared at her for a long time.

Everyone reacts differently to grief, but most people are anxious, depressed, and unable to calm down.

Tang Xiaoxi is like this, Lu Ming is rare.

She's weird.

He couldn't help but ask, "Aren't you going to call your sister back?" ”

Tang Xiaoxi seemed to have just reacted, put down the lunch box and touched her pocket, Lu Ming took her mobile phone out of her bag, flipped to the number and dialed it, and then gave it to her.

The phone was quickly connected, and Shi Run's voice on the other end was crying: "Xiaobao? ”

Tang Xiaoxi opened her mouth, her mouth was full of white rice, she couldn't make a sound, and nodded.

Lu Ming was in a hurry, thinking that she was really stupid, and said loudly over there: "Sister, she is here!" ”

"Xiaobao, Xiao Jinlin had a car accident. It's early this morning, and now in xxx hospital, you hurry up! ”

Tang Xiaoxi hung up the phone and gave the lunch box to Lu Ming.

Lu Ming got out of the car and threw it, and heard the address, a local hospital in the middle of City B and City A should have been pulled away by an ambulance for rescue nearby.

After driving, Tang Xiaoxi leaned on the back seat and looked out the window, not crying, not laughing, not making trouble, not knowing whether he had no expression or was too calm.

Lu Ming looked in the rearview mirror several times, and the more she did this, the more worried she became.

It took more than three hours to get from the hot spring villa to the hospital at the earliest, during which Lu Ming called Shi Run again, and what he said was actually repetitive.

Lu Ming looked at the rearview mirror and couldn't help asking, "Are you okay?" ”

Tang Xiaoxi moved back from the window, the whole person was in a state of dazedness, and smiled in the rearview mirror, which made Lu Ming even more incomprehensible.

She was silent, looked down at her hands and said, "He won't die." ”

"It's hard to say."

Lu Ming twisted his eyebrows, life and death are really inconclusive, for example, an aunt in his family, who was fifty years old and was still cleaning in the morning, went to sing with friends in the afternoon, sat in a chair and drank flower tea and suddenly stopped moving, and died.

But Tang Xiaoxi insisted, "He won't die." ”

Lu Ming shut up.

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She looked up at the rearview mirror, her eyes were in a trance, as if there was a brilliance embellishment, and said softly: "Lu Ming, you don't know how powerful he is." Have you ever seen Tricky Boy? ”

Lu Ming nodded, every boy has a dream of a troubled boy in high school.

Tang Xiaoxi smiled: "He is that kind of person, but he is more advanced than shouting and shouting, he is a very Sven boss, from being sent to a foreign base by the fourth uncle to train in his teens to now, there is nothing he can't defeat." He has died too many times in the past, and because he is powerful, he has always lived. ”

Lu Ming drove, and finally couldn't hold back the question he had since last night: "Xiaoxi, why do I think he and you don't have an ordinary brother and sister relationship?" ”

Tang Xiaoxi turned her head back and continued to look out the window.

After waiting for a long time, Lu Ming thought that she couldn't speak anymore and concentrated on driving.

Tang Xiaoxi leaned his face on the seat, half-closed his eyes and slowly spoke: "Lu Ming, I told you that I am not a place, this is true." I had a miscarriage at the age of seventeen and the baby was his. ”

Lu Ming braked sharply and turned his head in shock: "Then you,"

"Not brother and sister. I fell in love with him when I was twelve...... Oh, it's just destined to be unrequited love. ”

She smiled faintly, relieved that it had already been done.

……**……

Tang Xiaoxi rushed to the hospital, and Shi Run ran out to pick her up.

"Still rescuing."

Shi Run's eyes were a little swollen, his emotions had calmed down a bit, his voice was still trembling, he looked at Tang Xiaoxi and said, "Xiaobao, he is seriously injured, and the ambulance staff in the ambulance said that he was endangered several times when he was in the car, but what should I do?" ”

Shi Run's tears are about to fall, as a person who cares about Xiao Jinlin very much, she doesn't have enough endurance in her heart.

Tang Xiaoxi heard this moment, her lips and teeth turned white, and she was very wooden.

On the way here, Tang Xiaoxi was determined, because in her heart, he was indestructible.

But Shi Run said that he was endangered, and the word was very serious and scared her.

She was still led by Shi Run in a daze, and ran into the operating room, hearing the sound of her own heels clattering, which echoed deafeningly, knocking on her heart again and again.

The red light flashed outside the emergency operating room, shaking her eyes.

Tang Xiaoxi looked down blankly, and found a string of mottled blood stains on the ground, before she could clean it, her feet suddenly bounced up like pain, and the blood stains had dried up, but she seemed to smell the panicked smell of rust.

Is it his?

Only then did she believe that he had really had an accident, had a car accident, was physically injured, and was bleeding.

The door of the operating room opened, and a doctor came out to glance around, and walked towards Xiao Xuezheng, who was standing upright.

Tang Xiaoxi heard a few words from the doctor's mouth here, and issued a critical illness notice.

She is still very dazed, her head is dull and she has no ability to think, she may not be able to accept such a change, and she still doesn't want to believe it.

By evening, the lights in the operating room had not been extinguished.

Tang Xiaoxi leaned back in the chair, stuck a needle on the back of his hand for infusion, staring at the red light, his eyes were hot and painful, but his eyes were cold.

She couldn't help but wonder what all these doctors were doing in the operating room. The car accident in the early morning was sent to eight or nine o'clock at most, why can't a person be saved after a day?

Xiao Xuezheng told her that he had drunk a lot of alcohol and called him to come out to accompany her.

It's almost four o'clock in the morning, and he left.

Xiao Xuezheng blamed himself a little, at that time he asked Xiao Jinlin to find a nearby hotel to stay, but Xiao Jinlin refused.

He was not tough, and his cold temperament was not good at talking, so he let him drive away.

After waiting for a while, I realized that something was wrong, and when I drove to chase after him, I couldn't catch up, Xiao Jinlin drove too fast.

Xiao Xuezheng didn't say sorry, but the meaning in his eyes was obvious.

Tang Xiaoxi shook his head, "He drives more steadily than anyone else, I have been in his car since I was a child, he has never run a red light at speeding, he is cautious and calm, and he is not in a hurry if he is in a hurry." When I was in junior high school, he used to play racing in his spare time. I know how much he drinks. This is not the cause of the car accident. ”

Shi Run and Xiao Xuezheng glanced at each other, and saw that Tang Xiaoxi's mood was no longer right, so they couldn't help but ask.

After the infusion of one bottle of medicine, Lu Ming went to the pharmacy to get the second bottle, Tang Xiaoxi stood up and shook his head: "I'm much better, I want to go out for a walk." ”

Shi Run didn't stop him, and glanced at Lu Ming, please.

Lu Ming took the car keys and followed.

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The two were at the gate of the hospital and met Tang Yiru, who insisted on coming.

Tang Yiru saw Tang Xiaoxi and walked over, they were a little unfamiliar with each other, Tang Yiru slowly stretched out her hand and put it on Tang Xiaoxi's shoulder.

looked at his daughter, and considered the words to comfort: "Jin Linji people have their own natural appearance, Xiaobao." ”

Tang Xiaoxi's body was a little stiff, so she didn't immediately dodge, but nodded without looking away.

Tang Yiru could only sigh in his heart and withdrew his hand.

"Shi Run is inside." Tang Xiaoxi said a word, bypassed her, and left.

……**……

The entrance of the hospital.

Tang Xiaoxi turned around and stopped Lu Ming: "You are also very tired, just find a nearby hotel to rest, don't follow me, I'll take a taxi." ”

"Where are you going?"

Tang Xiaoxi pulled the zipper of his down jacket and passed it around his neck and returned his scarf to him.

"Go to the place where the car accident happened, the traffic police should still be dealing with it."

Lu Ming felt the scarf with the smell and temperature of a girl on his neck, and frowned and roared: "Others are here, what are you doing at the location of the car accident?" ”

"Anyway, I'm going to go, don't follow." Tang Xiaoxi turned around and stopped the taxi.

Lu Ming called Shi Run angrily, and he didn't want to care!

The place of the accident is not the highway when Tang Xiaoxi came, it is another national highway, the shortest road leading to the hot spring villa in City A, which is a bit steep, and there are generally fewer vehicles in the snow.

The section of the road where the incident occurred has been blocked by the traffic police, and when Tang Xiaoxi arrived, some of the traffic police were still there.

The scene was very chaotic, the snow stained blood everywhere, Tang Xiaoxi stood on the side, and saw that there were witnesses on the side of the street.

The white Land Rover slammed through the guardrail and hung on the side of the road, half of the car was dented, the glass of the driver's door shattered, and his cigarette and lighter fell to the ground.

Tang Xiaoxi walked over, slowly squatted down, and picked up a green mint candy from not far from the cigarette box.

She stared at the candy in a daze, and finally picked it up, held it for a while, put it in her pocket, and kept covering the cold candy with her hand.

Remembering the passers-by who were still interviewing witnesses, the passers-by were still shocked when they recalled, and walked over and pointed to the completely destroyed white Land Rover and said: "I don't think this young man who is driving is as simple as getting drunk." Isn't my house a store over there? I got up early in the morning, I was clearing the snow, it was more than six o'clock, I saw him driving over from there, this road is to the hot spring villa, the snow splashed me, I scolded what to do so fast? The hot spring resort opens at 9 o'clock. But after a few minutes he turned back again, I don't know what he was doing, reversed and turned back and stopped in that place with a sharp brake, and after a long time, he reversed again and drove in the direction of Hot Spring Villa. Tossing back and forth, reversing many times, I came out of the house with a charcoal brazier after sweeping the snow, this white Land Rover reversed again at that mouth, this time the fastest speed, directly hit the guardrail, after the collision he did not stop, the speed was too fast to break the guardrail, the car overturned. I'm scared...... dialed 120 and ran down the road to see, the young man was pressed under the car, unconscious, his eyes were swollen, I looked at it and cried for a long time, I guess there is something that can't get over it to be like this......"

Tang Xiaoxi listened quietly.

Passers-by are still talking.

She grabbed the mint in her pocket and walked to the side of the road, her eyes fixed on the overturned Land Rover.

The heart seemed to be grasped tightly by a pair of hands, and the pumping gradually stopped, and she took a deep breath, and then a deep breath, and finally, she couldn't breathe.

She finally ran out of strength, squatted down, grabbed the mint candy's hand, slowly touched her heart, covered it, and cried out.

After he rushed back to City A, he drove back again, did he want to come back to see her?

But over and over again, he kept reversing, driving a section and reversing back, driving a section and reversing back.

What the hell was he thinking? My eyes are swollen, are I crying like her?

I want to go back to her, but I don't dare to go back to her, contradictions, entanglements, in the end, I can't stand it, I can't stand it anymore, do you want to end everything that torments him?

Crashed into a guardrail.

Tang Xiaoxi couldn't think that this was a car accident caused by drunkenness.

She relied on an impulse last night, suppressed the grievances for four years, and wanted to destroy everything, so she said it regardless of it and let him know the truth.

Unexpectedly, this truth was enough to defeat him, and completely defeat him.

In the deepest part of his heart, he was still the same as that morning four years ago, frightened, flustered, unacceptable, unbearable.

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She had a relationship and had children, four years ago, four years later, for him, it was a stain on his life that he couldn't look at.

Tang Xiaoxi understands that he is a very clear and arrogant man, and his life is clear and clear, such a stain is an ugly thing that he can never let go, and it is a painful torture that he can never figure out.

I'd rather take advantage of that drunkenness to crash into the guardrail and be desperate, this is his answer.

So, speaking out, apart from making him miserable, doesn't change anything.

……**……

Xiao Jinlin came out of the operating room that night and entered the intensive care unit, but he did not wake up.

Shi Run listened to the condition and knew nothing about it, but he only remembered the two terrifying words serious.

Tang Xiaoxi didn't show up all night.

The next day, Shi Run couldn't contact her, she was very angry, and she didn't know what was wrong?

asked Lu Ming, and Lu Ming didn't know where she was.

The day passed, Xiao Jinlin had no signs of waking up, and the doctor didn't say anything like seventy-two hours, which caused Shi Run and Xiao Xuezheng to feel even more uncertain.

In the evening, Xiao Xuezheng forcibly dragged Shi Run back to a nearby hotel and asked her to take a bath and eat.

At the same time, Tang Xiaoxi appeared outside the intensive care unit, it was not visiting time, she didn't force her in, she quietly looked inside from the glass door for a while, and finally closed her eyes, her face against the glass door, and she didn't move for a long time.

Shi Run had dinner in the hotel room, and the result of the discussion with her uncle was that she continued to stay here and watch Xiao Jinlin, Xiao Xuezheng went back to City A first, and he had to deal with all the big things.

The man was not jealous at this time, but he still walked away with a cold face.

There was a knock on the door, Shi Run opened the door, and saw someone coming and dragging her in: "Where have you been!" Tang Xiaoxi, it's Xiao Jinlin who is lying down, do you know ......?"

"Shi Run, I'm here to tell you something."

Shi Run shut up and immediately sensed that something was wrong from Tang Xiaoxi's face.

The light hit the top of the two heads, illuminating everyone's faces white and bright.

Shi Run didn't know why his heart was pounding, he grabbed his sister's wrist, and stopped for a while before speaking: "What are you going to say." ”

Tang Xiaoxi waited for her to finish speaking, raised her head, and a pair of large single-eyelid eyes, as if their pupils were illuminated by the light, were so quiet that they were panicking.

She said, "Shi Run, I'm here to say goodbye." ”

There was dead silence in the room, and no one spoke again.

After a long time, Shi Run shook off her hand violently, not good at restraining her emotions, and was very angry.

Her heart was uncomfortable, and her eyes were red: "No matter how ignorant you are, don't be willful at this time!" If something happens, you will run away and hide and not answer the phone, Xiao Yao, how old are you! ”

Tang Xiaoxi walked over and held Shi Run's hand, and called her sister for the first time: "I'm not willful, don't be angry." ”

Shi Run's eyes were red, tears were about to fall, and he stared at the person in front of him with a flat mouth: "Xiaobao, I know you love Xiao Jinlin, you can't hide it." Although I don't know what happened to the Hot Spring Villa, one of you had a car accident and the other lost your soul, but where are you going to go when he is like this, you come to say goodbye to me, it's funny or not! ”

Tang Xiaoxi sighed, she once envied Shi Run, hoping that there would be a perfect man like Xiao Xuezheng who would not give up for many years, be domineering, and take care of everything.

But every man has his own life, and he has cultivated it.

She blinked her eyes and finally spoke: "The last time I was injured, the doctor said that I might not be able to get pregnant again, do you remember?" ”

Shi Run nodded.

"I was pregnant once in high school, and the child was not Shen Zhuoyi's. Shi Run, the child is his. ”

Shi Run's eyes widened.

"It was something that shouldn't have happened when both parties were wrong, and afterwards he woke up with medicine and forgot about it in a car accident, and at the hot spring resort, he remembered. It's not because of a car accident because of drunkenness, Shi Run, it's because he can't accept the fact that he touched me and let me have a child, he can't figure it out, he can't think about it. ”

"Shi Run, what do you think I'm doing here?" Tang Xiaoxi asked softly with tears in her eyes.

"I believe that love and memories and pain, in the end, will be like an hourglass, which will slip away little by little over time. I am so, and I wish he was so. ”

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