Nancy Gu's Monologue (16)
He walked over, took her hand, and broke her tight fingers.
Her hands were cold.
Gu Nanxi simply took the cold Ji Xinyao in front of him, half-wrapped it in his arms, and clasped her shoulder with one hand, not giving her room to break free, let alone giving Ji Chengcheng another chance to hurt her.
"Cheng Cheng, you're not a child anymore, don't go too far!" Gu Nancy doesn't like to make family affairs public in such a public, but if the Ji family deceives people too much, he will definitely not let his wife be verbally abused like this.
At the same time, he noticed that Ji Xinyao was still habitually squeezing her fist with her fingernails when she was strong and forbearing, so he gently spread her hand, no longer letting her hurt herself, looked down at her, and saw that her face was a little white, as if she was extremely reluctant to meet the Ji family like this, nor did she want to tear her face in front of the public.
But Ji Chengcheng rushed over and yelled like this, which has attracted too much attention.
And on this day, Gu Nancy clearly saw Ji Qiuhang's vastly different attitudes towards these two women, and also saw that the three members of the Ji family despised and didn't care about Ji Xinyao, coupled with Cheng Cheng's increasingly bad words, some of the so-called childhood and runaway truths have already come out even if they don't need to ask.
In the face of this situation, Gu Nancy, who was planning to gradually cultivate a relationship with Ji Xinyao, finally directly stated her position in front of everyone, which made Ji Xinyao a little shocked, and also made the Ji family speechless in shock.
Ji Qiuhang saw that Gu Nancy cared about this newlywed wife, and his tone finally eased a lot, but he still looked at his face in front of everyone and showed himself as a strict father.
"It's okay if you run away from home for seven years, and now you should talk to me with this attitude when you stand in front of your own biological father?"
Gu Nancy was about to hold down Ji Xinyao, who was about to turn around at this time, but she had already turned around, and said expressionlessly: "What's wrong with me being away from home for seven years?" Could it be that Chief of Staff Ji, do you want to say that you care about me very much? Hypocrisy or not hypocrisy? Forget it, everyone has gone through years of education, and it is not easy to put on such a human skin, why do you have to get the original form exposed? ”
As she spoke, her face was proud, only Gu Nancy could feel how tight her body was, and she could feel as if the blood veins in her whole body were flowing backwards, and her body was getting colder and colder. 8
Compared to Ji Xinyao's stiff thorns, Gu Nancy gently pressed her back into her arms, and her tone was calm and natural when she spoke: "Uncle, while accusing her repeatedly, you should think about whose mistake is the root cause of this qiē." ”
The words stopped here, Gu Nancy felt that Ji Xinyao had endured to the limit, if she didn't take her away from this place immediately, I am afraid that with her temper that she has endured for many years, it will always suddenly explode, and it will not end well at that time, but the Ji family, as well as all the familiar dignitaries present, and today is indeed not the time.
Everyone in the military and political circles has heard of the Ji family, but Ji Xinyao has always had nothing to do with these, and there is no need for her to ruin her own beauty when she is completely provoked.
So Gu Nancy simply took her away directly.
The night in Y City was extremely cold, and Gu Nancy knew that she needed a quiet time now, so she just took her by the hand and patiently accompanied her to walk along the street full of dim street lights.
It wasn't until she seemed to finally come back to her senses, and suddenly withdrew her hand from his, that the two of them stopped.
Gu Nancy turned around and looked at her lightly, seeing that her eyes were lowered, standing under the street lamp and looking extremely thin, but she had experienced so much, until today, she is just a woman, but she is a woman who can endure it until now and refuses to shed a single tear.
I still remember that time in the hotel arranged by An Yueze, she was slapped by the man who lost him, she should have been aggrieved and cried the most helpless and sad time, but she could stare at An Yueze's scolded dog blood, and even slap him back, and swore that he would never hurt himself because of a man like him and make others happy!
At this time, Ji Xinyao was like her on that day, when facing injury, she instinctively showed a thorn in her body, hiding all her weaknesses in the most hidden places, exposing the hardest parts, and no one could defeat them.
But Gu Nancy once saw her hiding behind the building and squatting and crying like a tearful person, and saw her hiding behind people with a handful of snot and tears, he could understand the real fear and weakness in her heart, and understood that the more she protected herself in the hardest part, the more she was actually afraid.
He sighed lightly, and he said, "Ji Xinyao, cry when you're sad." ”
But she didn't react, just looked across the road with a somewhat empty gaze, and said in a low voice: "Do you have to cry if you're sad?" What's the use of crying? What problems can be solved? Could it be that if I cry a lot, God will be able to make me reborn, let me choose my parents again, and choose the sad and ridiculous life of the seventeen years before me? ”
She didn't cry, she didn't ask for pity, she was just sneering silently, but in this self-deprecation, Gu Nancy saw the pain and helplessness of the seventeen years in front of her.
He could see that she had struggled and failed until she escaped to this day, but the Ji family's qiē seemed to her to be the most terrifying deep whirlpool, and she could only pretend not to be afraid and not care......
People may have the instinct to sympathize with the weak, but Gu Nancy will not, he has never sympathized with one side because of who is strong and who is weak, people are strong and have their own strengths, and people are weak and have their weaknesses.
So he never pities anyone, nor does he feel sorry for anyone inexplicably.
But at this moment, on this cold street, under the dim street lamp, such Ji Xinyao made him feel a faint ache in his heart that was uncontrollable, and he just wanted to take her into his arms, hug her, and warm her up with his own temperature.
In fact, he did so, he asked her distressedly if the pain on her wrist hurt, there was obviously plucked by Ji Chengcheng to the point of purple, but she lowered her head, covered the skin, and said disapprovingly that it didn't hurt.
It's still so strong......
Even if she is facing her husband, even if she actually has a reason and the right to throw herself into his arms to vent, but she doesn't.
But Gu Nancy wanted to indulge her, so she directly grabbed her waist at the moment when she seemed to feel his emotions and wanted to escape, they were originally husband and wife, and it was normal for the relationship to deepen day by day, they were not teenagers, he didn't think that it was worth escaping at this kind of already appropriate time.
He said, "Put away your guard and your thorns, and be strong for them, not for me!" She was stunned for a moment, Gu Nancy followed the deepest desire in her heart, pressed her directly into her arms, blocked the cold wind around her, and said distressedly: "When you are tired, you can let go of those strong barriers, if you don't want to cry in front of others, if you want to cry, come to my arms and cry." ”
Yes, he is her husband, the man with whom she will spend her life in the future, and if she wants to cry, she will come to his arms and cry.
At that time, Ji Xinyao didn't struggle, at first she froze in his arms, until she seemed to gradually understand what he meant, understood his feelings, and also began to want to get closer to him in her heart, she leaned quietly on his chest, crying quietly.
She was finally willing to cry in front of him, crying out like a vent without reservation.
Until she had enough crying, she looked up and smiled at him as if nothing had happened.
She can quickly regulate her mood and not let those unhappy past suppress herself, which in itself is a good temperament and a good way to self-regulate her heart, but she is a little embarrassed and does not dare to get too close to him.
Gu Nancy frowned, not liking her attitude of always inadvertently resisting herself: "What are you running?" ”
"I didn't run." She lowered her head, and the little hedgehog turned into a turtle shrunk into her shell, and her face was also a little red, and she didn't know whether she was crying or what.
When Gu Nancy saw her like this, he suddenly wanted to laugh, after meeting her, there would always be a moment when he wanted to laugh, laughed a lot, and found that when she was around, his mood would inexplicably change very well.
Seeing that she was a little shy, a little disbelieving, and a little resistant, he simply didn't care if it would scare her, and sighed with a smile: "Okay, you won." ”
Then he pulled her directly into his arms and did what he wanted to do most in the past few days