In the candlelight, tears slipped down Chen Fan's resolute face and dripped down Susan's hair. Soggy.

A sad breath spread around Chen Fan's heart, and even Susan in her arms noticed it.

In a trance, Susan remembered the dance that Chen Fan danced on the stage at the freshman conference.

That day, Chen Fan fell to his knees, like a roaring lone wolf, looking up at the starry sky and screaming!

On that day, all the audience, including her, were infected by the dance full of power and sadness, and the scene fell into extreme panic.

It was also on that day that she knew for the first time that she didn't know anything about her fiancé's past.

Flashing the picture of that day in her mind, feeling the sad aura exuded by Chen Fan's body, Susan struggled lightly twice, looked up at Chen Fan's tear-stained face, and asked softly: "Chen Fan, do you remember those unhappy things in the past?" If you're unhappy because of those things, say it, and you'll feel better if you say it. ”

Susan's gentle words pulled Chen Fan back to reality from his trance-like memories, and instead of wiping the tears from his face, he looked down at Su--eye, as if hesitating to tell Susan.

"Chen Fan, I am your fiancée, and in the future, I will become your wife, live with you, give you children and raise you, and accompany you through every day in the future." Susan seemed to see Chen Fan's hesitation, and continued to say softly: "As a wife, I have the obligation to share everything for you, so you don't have to hide those things from me. Because, those things actually belong not only to you, but also to me, and to our future children. ”

Stunned to hear Susan say such a thing, Chen Fan couldn't help but be stunned.

Because in his heart, he has always regarded Susan as a child, and he has always thought that Susan is still a child who has not entered the society, living in a simple and happy life.

So............ All the while, he didn't want to "let Susan get in touch with the dark side of society."

Once upon a time, Susan was indeed as Chen Fan thought, there was no intrigue in her world, and she didn't know what the so-called fiancée "so-called marriage represented, and she didn't know how to be a qualified wife."

Even............ Because of the existence of Chen Fan's fiancé, since she became sensible, her heart has been clouded, so she began to hate boys and suffered from slight misogyny.

At the beginning, she promised her family to be with Chen Fan, "on the one hand, she didn't want to make her parents angry, and on the other hand, she wanted to dig out Chen Fan's secret and play with Chen Fan in the palm of her hand".

It's just that what she didn't expect was that as time passed, she slowly fell in Chen Fan's world, until she completely fell in love with this fiancé she once hated to the extreme some time ago.

Maybe she was afraid that Chen Fan would be snatched away by the rivals around her, or maybe she realized that she couldn't be a qualified wife because of her shortcomings, since she fell in love with Chen Fan, "she privately asked her mother Qin Guizhen and Aunt Tian how to become a qualified wife."

She began to learn to cook, learn to wash clothes, and learn to stop being self-centered, so as to care for Chen Fan......

All of this is going on silently, and she herself is silently changing until it has changed to this point.

seemed to be aware of Chen Fan's gaze" Susan didn't dodge, just looked at Chen Fan, her eyes glowed with a soft light, and it felt as if she was saying: Say, dear.

"Whew"

Seeing this scene, Chen Fan breathed a sigh of relief, "Easily opened Susan, subconsciously touched the cigarette from the pocket of his clothes, lit it" and inhaled gently.

This time, Susan seemed to know that Chen Fan was ready to tell her, "and didn't speak again, just waited quietly, waiting for Chen Fan to speak."

While Susan was waiting, Chen Fan spoke, speaking slowly, in a low tone, and in a hoarse voice: "Shanshan, I told you before that I was a soldier and a special soldier, in fact, ............ In a sense, it didn't deceive you. The organization I used to work in, although it was not a special forces, was similar in nature, but the training was more difficult than that of special forces, the tasks were more difficult, and it was more difficult to be selected! ”

More powerful than the tenoning soldiers?!

Susan blinked, as if fantasizing about how powerful it really was.

Chen Fan continued: "When I was four years old, my old lady sent me to that organization and let me start training and become a preparatory seedling of that organization. That day, when I was taken to the wasteland, the old lady turned and rode away, and I shouted and cried at his departing back, and he did not look back at all. ”

Speaking of this, Chen Fan seemed to recall the situation of that day, and his tone became extremely complicated.

Susan, on the other hand, opened her mouth wide in surprise to her life experience, not understanding at all what it meant to receive special training at the age of four!

"Later, through my efforts, I became a full member of that organization and began to perform various tasks with my companions. And in those years, I only met my parents twice. When Chen Fan said this, he felt that his mouth was a little bitter.

Susan was completely shocked!

In the past 18 years, although Su Qinghai has little time to take care of her because of her busy business, she has been living under the protection of her parents, who protect her like an eagle protecting a chicken, not letting her suffer a little harm, or even let her suffer a little.

And "............ Chen Fan, in the past so many years, he has only met his parents twice?!

"In the past few years, it was my mentor who took care of me in place of my parents and taught me how to behave and how to fight. He was a very strong, excellent man. Deep down, "I have always regarded him as my second father!" No matter how dangerous or difficult it is on a mission, he will always protect me behind me! And he was the only one who celebrated my birthday! Speaking of this, Chen Fan's eyes turned red again: "When he and I went on a mission for the last time, we encountered great obstruction because of intelligence problems, and because of some accidents, we were attacked by terror, and ............ He died during the mission. ”

"Dead??" Susan's eyes widened.

Chen Fan clenched his teeth, trembling all over, and said in a hoarse voice: "Well, it's dead, I died in order to block the bullet for me!" ”

Susan was shocked, her mouth opened wide, she wanted to say something, but she couldn't say a word.

"Sansan, you know what? He wouldn't have died! That day, if he hadn't blocked the bullet for me, he wouldn't have died at all! The scene of the master being killed that day flashed in his mind, and Chen Fan suddenly roared in a low voice: "The one who is going to die is me, not him!" ”

"Chen Fan!" Perhaps seeing that Chen Fan's mood was extremely bad, Susan's face turned pale with fright, and she hurriedly stepped forward to hug Chen Fan and hugged her very hard.

"Shanshan, I'm fine." Chen Fan's facial muscles were completely twisted together, and his right hand trembled as he put the cigarette into his mouth and inhaled it fiercely, as if he wanted nicotine to anesthetize the self-blame and pain in his heart.

Seeing this scene, Susan's eyes turned red with fright, and she cried: "I'm sorry, Chen Fan, I shouldn't have asked," ..."

"Silly girl, you're doing the right thing, I should have told you these things a long time ago." Exhaling a deep puff of smoke, Chen Fan snuffed out the cigarette, then tried his best to adjust his mood, smiled and stroked Susan's hair, and said softly: "In addition, there is a month to go on holiday, and when the holiday is over, I will take you back to Yanjing and Chen's house." ”

Back to Chen's house?!

These three words made Susan's body extremely stiff!

She didn't speak, just silently shed tears, bit her lip, and nodded slightly.

Under the candlelight, her movements are very light, but her expression is not unprecedentedly firm!!