In the evening, as soon as the car door opened, Ji Xinyao stepped out of the car, Gu Nancy reached out to hold her hand and helped her get out of the car, until Gu Yuanheng in the car in front of her also walked down at the same time, Xin Yao took her hand away with some embarrassment, turned her head and smiled at Gu Yuanheng: "Dad." ”

It's been so long, she still has a full sense of alienation from this father-in-law, although he won't repeatedly ask her for a divorce because she is pregnant with the Gu family's child, but he looks too strict on weekdays, and he doesn't have a good face, this time, it was rare that when Xin Yao greeted him, he turned his head to look at her, and nodded softly.

"The sanatorium is very remote around here, most of them are farms in the United States, you two don't walk around, especially you, such a big belly, you have to come with the rush, I asked Nancy to call early to arrange a room, the sanatorium has already arranged a place for you to live, if you are tired, go to rest."

Gu Yuanheng rarely said such a thing to her, Ji Xinyao's heart warmed, and she said with a smile: "Dad, I'm not tired, it's good for the body to walk more when I'm pregnant." ”

"Hmm." Gu Yuanheng didn't seem to want to say more, he just nodded, put his hands behind his waist, and walked in under the guidance of the medical staff who came out to greet him in front of the sanatorium, his expression was very majestic, the medical staff of the sanatorium seemed to recognize him, or this sanatorium was really the property of the Gu family, and those people were respectful.

"Is this sanatorium the Gu family?"

After Gu Yuanheng walked in, she turned her head and asked the people around her in a low voice.

Gu Nancy smiled and said nothing, but she acquiesced.

Ji Xinyao scratched her forehead and muttered in a low voice: "How deep is the water of your Gu family, is it the three caves of the cunning rabbit?" ”

Her original intention was to joke, but Gu Nancy was silent and replied for a while: "Maybe." ”

"Look at you, what are you doing so seriously, I'm kidding!" Ji Xinyao has always been slow to reflect: "Anyway, these are the things of the previous generation, and I don't know how grandpa and dad are going to deal with these things, and Xiu Li's mother doesn't know if this disease can be cured." ”

"There are some things that are irreparably wrong." Gu Nancy looked at her deeply: "Since you are wrong, you must always think of other ways to make up for it, just like your father and mother." ”

Ji Xinyao smiled "fluttering": "Then it's not a mistake for you to meet me~ Oh, don't talk about this, is Dad going to see Aunt Shi now?" Can we go see her together? ”

"I can't go over for a while." Gu Nancy's face was slightly gloomy, and she said seriously: "We have received medical records from the sanatorium before, Shi Fang's hysteria has been suffering from more than 20 years, and in the past few years, she can still wake up from time to time, and in the past 20 years, she has been crazy and even violent, no one can get close, and if she gets close, she will definitely be injured, I heard that her relationship has improved a lot in the last two days, I don't know if my father can get close to her." ”

The implication is that with Shi Fang's current state of madness, a strong man will risk being injured, not to mention that she is a pregnant woman, of course she can't approach casually.

Ji Xinyao was a little disappointed, but she also knew that she couldn't take risks casually, so she just smiled and nodded: "Then wait for Dad's news, I really want to meet her and talk to her about Xiuli, maybe she will gradually come to her senses because of her son." ”

Gu Nancy turned sideways, his forehead lightly rested on her forehead, warm breath brushed her cheeks, he gently pinched Xin Yao's face, and said with a smile: "Wife, I'm jealous." ”

"Gah?" She froze.

"You and Xiuli have been dependent on each other for more than 20 years, and you said that he was the only pillar in your life, if it weren't for him, you might have starved to death, or you would have lost the fighting spirit of life and exposed to the streets, once was. And now? He asked with a light smile, but there was a deep seriousness in his eyes.

Seeing her in a daze, he still smiled lightly, picked up her hair and slowly circled it on his fingers, but scratched her ears with the ends of her hair, making her itch and dodge.

Ji Xinyao couldn't stand the itching, and raised her hand to pat his hand away while laughing: "It's itching to death!" What kind of jealousy are you, Xiuli and I have supported and encouraged each other all these years and have an inseparable family relationship, and you Gu Nancy is ...... to me."

She paused, sighed, turned to lean against the door, and said, "Are you still my child's father?" ”

"Just the child's father?" His good-looking eyebrows were slightly raised, but he didn't seem to be satisfied.

Then he leaned over and kissed her tenderly on the forehead.

Ji Xinyao pushed him with a smile, afraid that the medical staff outside the nursing home would laugh at their loving couple, but she slapped him away with an uncomfortable face: "Lust. The wolf goes away, take advantage of me! ”

"Don't blush, I haven't finished my words yet...... Gu Nancy stretched out her fingers, rubbed them carefully around her neck, and said softly: "You seem to have promised me that no matter what happens, you will believe in me and understand me, and you will not be confused and shaken by the appearance of those trivial things." ”

He spoke very softly, half teasing and half warm in his tone, his fingers running lightly through her hair.

Belch......

Ji Xinyao remembered that she had been secretly texting Xiuli all the way just now, but she hadn't waited for Xiuli's reply, and Gu Nancy didn't come over to see the content of her text message at that time, but she seemed to be able to see the strange expression on her face.

He's ...... Does the teacher ask about sin?

"As a result, did it happen?" Before she could speak, Gu Nancy smiled softly and looked down at her.

It's a pity that Ji Xinyao is cheeky and doesn't admit it: "Haven't I always understood you and believed in you?" ”

"Huh?" He didn't seem to believe it.

What a traitor. People, do you look at things so thoroughly......

The corners of Ji Xinyao's mouth twitched, leaned on the side of the car, and carefully recalled what Xiu Li said to herself on the phone today, before telling the truth: "Xiu Li knows who her mother is, and she also knows that Shi Fang was sent to the United States by her grandfather and father, I don't know if he has come to look for him, but his tone makes me very ......"

"What did he say?"

"I didn't say anything, it's just that I used to know Xiu Li very well, although now I don't know what he wants to do, but I know that since he is willing to do something, it must be grounded and purposeful, I don't know what his reason is, and I don't know his purpose, it's just that Xiu Li's words made me feel very uneasy, and the Gu family, which originally made me feel very warm, suddenly made me feel like I couldn't see through and even had a sense of crisis everywhere......"

Speaking of this, Ji Xinyao pulled her ears again, and said with an embarrassed smile: "Maybe I'm thinking too much about myself." ”

Gu Nancy smiled, and saw Ji Xinyao grinning apologetically: "If you don't believe in the Gu family, you should also believe me." ”

Ji Xinyao nodded vigorously: "Nancy, I believe in you, and I will always believe you." ”

Gu Nancy stayed by her side, slowly combing her somewhat messy hair that was blown by the wind, and said lightly: "It's not just your mouth to believe, it's your heart that matters, huh?" ”

Trust.

It is the biggest pillar of love and marriage, and it is also the biggest crisis.

And Gu Nancy's eyes are so determined, so affectionate and unrepentant, such affection is long, and she is so worried.

Even though it is a love that has never been spoken, Ji Xinyao can understand it, and there is cherishment in his love.

The reason why people are in pain is only because of love, and love can't tolerate too much misunderstanding and distrust, she understands, of course Gu Nancy understands better.

Ji Xinyao took a breath softly, and at this moment, she suddenly felt that everything suddenly brightened.

Yes, with Gu Nancy by her side, no matter what confusion she has, it will be solved sooner or later, why should she secretly think too much alone?

She smiled and carefully put her hand into his palm.

Gu Nancy noticed her movements, so she clenched her hand, glanced back at her, didn't say anything, only reached out to grab her, and walked into the nursing home in front of her hand in hand.

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When they arrived at the sanatorium, it was actually getting late, and the staff here arranged a hearty and healthy nutritious dinner for them, and Ji Xinyao took a walk near the lawn behind after eating, watching many demented-looking patients in hospital gowns accompanied by their families, sitting in various corners and not knowing what they were talking about.

Although this sanatorium is the private property of the Gu family, it is not only Shi Fang, a patient, who lives in it, I heard Gu Nancy say that the scale of this sanatorium was not large at the beginning, it was just a small sanatorium, and some medical staff were called to come and take care of Shi Fang.

Later, in the past 20 years, it gradually expanded, and the families of patients in the vicinity of New York and Boston often came to the nursing home, knowing that the environment of the sanatorium was good, and sent the dementia patients in the family, there were old people and young people, but most of them were old people, and there were some young women who looked crazy and had no eyes.

She stood on the lawn, looking at this scene, and felt sad for no reason.

If Xiu Li saw this scene, he would definitely be very distressed and uncomfortable, right? His mother has been locked up here for more than 20 years, and he can't even see his own son, and his son can't see her.

"Miss Ji, it's very windy tonight, Mr. Gu is accompanying General Gu to Shi Fang's side, he sent someone to send a message over, so that you don't blow the wind for too long." At this time, a medical staff came over and politely said to her.

"Oh, excuse me, I wanted to ask." Ji Xinyao turned around and asked with a smile, "Aunt Shi, how is her physical condition?" Is it healthy other than that crazy one? ”

The medical staff knew that she was Gu Yuanheng's daughter-in-law, so she naturally wouldn't hide too much, so she replied: "The physical condition is okay, but few people can get close, only two old doctors can check her body on time, like us, most of the medical staff have worked here for so many years, and they have never been able to get close to her within two meters, so the specific situation is not very clear." ”

Ji Xinyao was stunned: "Then what should she do if she usually eats, drinks and goes to the toilet?" Herself? ”

"Usually we bring food to the car at the door of her ward, and when she is hungry, she will come out to find food by herself, and when she sees it, she will bring it in by herself."

"That sounds like she still has some sane thinking, right?"

"No, you sound like this, she seems to be normal, but when she is not normal, she is very scary, for example, because we are busy, when she is hungry, she is an hour late to deliver food, she opens the door by herself and does not find anything to eat, she will run around, at this time, we often find her in the garbage bin in the front yard of the hospital, she squats there looking for garbage to eat......"

Ji Xinyao frowned: "Is there such a strict zhòng?" ”

A few years ago, a new doctor wanted to check her physical condition to see if it was possible to cure her hysteria, but everyone was negligent for a while and didn't see her run out, she ran to the big kitchen of the nursing home, and came out with two kitchen knives to cut people, and then we finally restrained her, and she also bitten."

"These people, there are too many people here who have been cut and smashed by her, so no one wants to get close to her now, except for the old doctors in the hospital who have been working here for more than 20 years to check on her every week, no one else will come near her, only the food is delivered outside her door normally, and we can't care about the rest. At most, I would send someone over to give her a tranquilizer while she was asleep when she was peeing and pulling her pants, and then change her clothes. has been tossing like this, I think her body is good, several male doctors can't hold her down, can her health be bad? ”

After speaking, the medical staff showed an expression of secretly hiding a little disgust, but he didn't dare to say too much, and then smiled: "Miss Ji, that Shi Fang, don't get close, you are pregnant, if you get close to her, there may not be any trouble." ”

"Thanks for the reminder, I'll be safe." Xin Yao nodded gratefully.

"Hey, if you want me to say, this Shi Fang is really pitiful."

The medical staff shook his head, and then said: "In the past 21 years, no one has come to see her, a few years ago when I entered this nursing home to work, I heard that it was a nursing home set up for her by our domestic military officers, at that time I was so envious, thinking about how deep the feelings must be, she has become crazy like this, and she has to take care of her so well, and then I only learned after working for a long time that she is actually locked up here, no freedom at all, I suspect that she is being locked up alive and crazy." No one has come to see her for so many years, but I heard that more than twenty years ago, she had a very good sister, who often came to see her and talk to her, but twenty-one years ago, her good sister did not come, and she never appeared again, and then this Shi Fang became even more strict......"

As soon as she heard the good sister she was talking about, Ji Xinyao turned her head sideways and looked at her in a daze, but she didn't know what to say.

That Shi Fang's good sister is her mother, right?

She has very few memories of her mother when she was a child, and the clearest scene is that of the woman in red, carrying her and Xiuli to the rooftop of the building......

Before that, there were only some vague fragments, so she couldn't remember when her mother used to come to the United States often, it was really too young at that time for her to remember.

"If you want to say this Shi Fang, she has a little quirk, she likes to watch TV, especially political and military news, but we don't know what she is watching, I think, she may still recognize General Gu, I remember one time, I brought her food, she was sitting in the ward quietly watching TV, at that time the TV was commending General Gu's merits, at that time Shi Fang was sitting there alone, and suddenly wailed, by the way, also, is there a chief of staff surnamed Ji in China? When she saw Chief of Staff Ji on TV, she would pinch her legs, and I often saw her pinch her legs into a purple ...... after watching TV."

"Miss Ji, Miss Ji, are you still listening?" The paramedic asked in a low voice.

Ji Xinyao came back to her senses suddenly, glanced at her in a daze, and then smiled: "I'm listening." ”

It seems that this medical staff also has nowhere to talk because of the closed environment here, and it is rare to see a woman who is not a normal person who is not a colleague, and she can't keep the conversation so much.

So she directly pondered for a moment, and then asked: "Can you find out the information or photos of the good sister who often came to see her twenty-one years ago?" ”