There are some feelings that we don't cherish when we have them, but bury them for our own selfishness, and then we want to redeem them, but it is already a shame, and we suddenly look back and say that we were wrong.

Zi Yan heard that Concubine Chen was sick, and she was very strict, and she rarely ate recently, because of the reason that there was a not-so-shallow relationship between Zi Yan and Concubine Chen, I heard that she was seriously ill, how could Zi Yan not go to visit? Early in the morning, Zi Yan went to the palace to greet the Empress Dowager Xiao, but she didn't see Wan Ruo on the side, and the Empress Dowager Xiao and Queen Xiao and Concubine De who came to ask for her peace were drinking tea and chatting, Zi Yan felt bored, left in a hurry, and went straight to the Funing Hall of Wan Ruo, originally wanted to ask Wan Ruo to go to the palace to visit Concubine Chen, but now Zi Yan has never known that the relationship between Wan Ruo and Concubine Chen has long been gone.

When Zi Yan came, it was like sitting around the fireside drinking tea and reading a book, the cold wind last night was biting, and now it is the same as last night, as if sitting around the fireside enjoying the warmth given by the fire, and the cold wind roaring outside the window still makes her feel panicked, sitting around the fireside, remembering the previous joy, but how many former joys? Seeing Zi Yan coming, he felt very good, and he was about to talk to someone, so he hurriedly pulled Zi Yan to sit down next to him, "You came at the right time, I'm really a little bored and panicked alone, you can talk to me." It was like shaking Zi Yan's hand, because she had just come in from outside, so her hands were covered with cold.

At this time, Chunhong hurriedly served tea to Zi Yan, added some charcoal to the stove and hurriedly withdrew.

Because it was too cold, Zi Yan hurriedly drank tea to warm her body, and she hurriedly said when she saw that she was tired. "Sister-in-law, I see that your face is not very good, did you not sleep well last night?"

In the face of Zi Yan's concern, he slowly put the book in his hand aside, crossed his hands on his lap, and said in a low and soft voice; "The wind blew almost overnight last night, and you know that I have never slept well, especially when the wind and thunder are blowing, and now the emperor's dragon body is not safe, and your brother Wang has a lot of opportunities, and he can't accompany me, plus he has been listless for some reason recently."

"Sister-in-law, you better relax your mind, people say that the heart is wide and fat, if you don't have to worry about it, you can sleep peacefully, and your body will be better, I want to go to the palace with my sister-in-law to visit Concubine Chen, I heard that she is very sick, and she hasn't eaten much for a few days, and they all say that she is more than auspicious this time, so let's get better with her once, or take advantage of her good time to see her, accompany her." Zi Yan said quietly, her face involuntarily brought out a bit of impermanence and unpredictable helplessness, who would have thought that Concubine Chen, who was just in her prime, would suddenly become terminally ill, the so-called joy and prosperity are just right, hatred and impermanence are coming, the cycle of life and death is natural, but many times life and death are only between one thought.

For Concubine Chen's serious illness, she has been sending people into the palace to investigate, the news that came is Concubine Chen's accident, deep down in her heart as if she still hopes that Concubine Chen's condition can get better, but it is the opposite, once upon a time she wanted to enter the palace to visit, but as soon as she raised her footsteps, last year, she was almost humiliated by the emperor in Yongning Palace, and her steps fell without hesitation.

Zi Yan looked as if she hadn't spoken for a long time, the expression on her face couldn't be complicated, and she was a little surprised, "Sister-in-law, why don't you speak." What are you thinking? Concubine Chen is not your best sister, although you have amnesia and don't remember the past, but the relationship between the two of you is still very good. ”

Facing Zi Yan's incomprehension, she didn't know how to speak, she bit her lip slightly, and muttered for a long time, Zi Yan, in fact, the feelings between people are changing, there are some knuckles between me and Concubine Chen that you don't know, although time has passed, and everything has faded, but I am not ready to visit her, Zi Yan, you go first, I will go in two days, and I am not very comfortable in the past two days, and I don't want to go anywhere. After saying that, he yawned involuntarily.

After listening to these words, Zi Yan was not puzzled, "What does sister-in-law mean by this?" Can you make it clear, what is the misunderstanding between you and Concubine Chen? No wonder you have rarely moved around with Concubine Chen since you came back from the border pass, at that time I was too lazy to move around because of your pregnancy, but I didn't think that there were other reasons, sister-in-law, you are good sisters after all, what's the big deal? It is difficult to have a pure affection in the emperor's family. Zi Yan's eyes kept blinking, just like her heart was a little messy now, she had been trying to get an answer from this person, in her opinion, there should be no conflict between Wan Ruo and Concubine Chen, although she married the emperor's family, but she was not a husband, and there was no conflict of interest.

Looking at Zi Yan's questioning eyes, she slowly lowered her eyes, and was silent for a long time before she said slightly vaguely, Zi Yan has something on her mind, you still don't have to ask more, I don't want to say, I think Concubine Chen is the same, when the time comes, if you still want to hear it, then I will sue you.

"But people want to know now." Zi Yan did not relent.

After calming down for a while, he slowly raised his head, gently grabbed Zi Yan's hand, and said in a gentle tone, Zi Yan, don't embarrass me, okay? I really don't want to say anything now, and if you have something on your mind, you know it's not good for you, if you want to go to see Concubine Chen, I won't accompany you this time, but you can greet him instead of me, I will definitely go with you another day, I am also a cultivator now, knowing that it is not appropriate to settle grievances, life is rare to know, although I have amnesia, but Concubine Chen is still good to me, she told me a lot of things about us entering the palace together to be a show girl, I also cherish this hard-won sisterhood, this world is impermanent, There have been some things that hurt each other's feelings, and I have seen it now, but I really feel uncomfortable in the past two days, I don't want to go anywhere, and it's gloomy today, and it's still windy, you also know that I have an old headache and I'm afraid of seeing the wind, so it's better not to go out, so I can't accompany you, but I asked Chunhong to prepare some supplements for you to help me bring it, it's also a piece of my mind, as for the unhappiness between me and Concubine Chen, don't take it too seriously, don't mention it when facing Concubine Chen, she is sick and needs to calm down, Only by not being sad or happy can his condition improve.

Wanruo's Xiaozhi was affectionate, and she persuaded Zi Yan with reason, she didn't insist on asking only about the matter with Concubine Chen, and brought some supplements to visit Concubine Chen in the palace according to Wanruo's intentions, and after Zi Yan left, Wanruo came out of the air for a long time