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"Taotao looks cute......"

In the breakfast shop in the early morning, Ling Jing and Yahan sat down, they used to be good friends who were like sisters, but at this time the mood was really complicated. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Yahan knew that she should chase it out, but what to say after chasing it out, she had been thinking about it for four years, but she had no clue at all, and later, it was Ling Jing who opened her mouth first.

"I thought you were back recently." Yahan smiled reluctantly, she just ran quickly, the stockings on her feet were already torn, and at this time, she put on her high heels, and reached out to touch her calf, "Jiaming him...... Jiaming he ......"

She said it several times in a row, but she couldn't continue, and Ling Jing nodded: "Is it Jiaming's child?" ”

Yahan was silent for a moment: "The year you and Sasha left...... I wanted him to leave me a child, and I was ...... I don't know what to do, I can't do anything......"

After the twenty-nine-year-old Sheng, who already has a child, Yahan, who has maintained a strong woman posture in the company in recent years, recalled those things again, and her eyes still couldn't help flashing tears. While he was talking, he had already been brought up by the waiter, and Ling Jing tried to make her voice normal: "What's wrong with him......"

"I should have seen his medical records......

"I don't believe it...... Ling Jing pursed her lips, "It's like a soap opera, what's the ...... How can you have a brain tumor......"

"But it's really a brain tumor...... Yahan said softly, "I took him to the hospital several times, and each time the diagnosis was the same, he didn't want to be hospitalized, and he was in pain for the last few months, so much so that he couldn't stand it, I saw it...... I can't wait to die when I see it......"

Ling Jing sat there and opened her mouth a few times, but she couldn't make a sound: "Sister Yahan, you are ...... You're looking at him......"

"It's not...... He was gone in a little over February. Yahan stretched out his hand to support his forehead, "Just after the New Year, February 4th is the beginning of spring, and it was still snowing the next night, I don't know when he left, but there were probably signs in the first few days, and he didn't want me to see it...... He's in so much pain......"

"I didn't feel the knife in my hand, it just hurt, and he always wanted to endure it so that no one could see it...... Don't go to the hospital, painkillers don't work, you know his last name...... I even asked a friend to buy heroin, but he didn't want it...... Always feel sorry for you and rustle......"

"I asked him to at least write you a letter to tell you about these things, but he couldn't write it...... Sometimes I got up at night, and I saw him sitting by the window writing, writing a few words and throwing it away, and then I secretly picked it up and looked at it, and at the beginning I told you that I was sorry, but then I couldn't write a few words to explain to you, and he probably thought ...... I don't have an apology stance, and I probably feel that no amount of apology can make up for your reasons......"

"But I hope you can forgive him......"

"How can you forgive him...... Ling Jing lowered his head and held on, "I don't even know where he is, come to me and make it clear......"

There are people coming and going outside the door, and there are not a lot of people in this shop, but Ling Jing and Yahan's temperament and appearance are too outstanding, if you look closely, you can still see a lot of eyes that glance over here intentionally or unintentionally. Yahan held Ling Jing's palm, and before he could speak, a man in a suit who looked like an employee of a large company leaned over to this side: "Do you two need help...... I have no ill intentions ......"

Yahan still had tears in his eyes, and then he raised his eyes to look at the man, and said lightly: "Thank you." After a few seconds of silence, the man was defeated in Yahan's gaze and waved his hand: "Sorry ......" and hurriedly retreated.

"Sister Yahan......"

"Actually, I've always been sorry for you and Shasha, what he likes most is you, and he feels sorry for you the most......"

"But he had a birth with you."

"I begged him, and he agreed......" Yahan was silent for a moment, "His worldview is very different from ordinary people, he regards me as a friend, I like him, he agreed, he values people who are good to him, and he is reluctant to hurt ...... But what he cares about most is your ......"

"I know, I don't know why he is like this, but I do know that during my four years in Vienna, I gradually figured it out...... But so what, I'm just an ordinary woman......" Ling Jing cried, "I just want to be with him, I just want to be with him at all times, even if I have a terminal illness, I at least want to watch him, I also want to give him a baby, instead of being left in the dark and thrown to Vienna to hate him for four years, and when I come back to make him amend me, I can only look at his grave and cry...... I don't want to cry...... But I'm not that strong......"

"He's scared you'll see him powerless......"

"Yes, he's a coward...... Ling Jing wiped away her tears, her voice was soft and inaudible, "Sister Yahan, you can ...... What happened when you were last with him...... Tell me? ”

"Hmm." Yahan nodded, with a slight smile on his face, "There are not many things, he came to me on the night of November 4th, and it was only three months until February 5th, 01...... In the simple three months, in the villa, a total of seven times, three were dragged to the hospital by me, just like before, he watched movies every day, read comics, and occasionally used the computer to surf the Internet, mainly to read your news. He arranged for someone to take care of you when he saw you off, and then he was able to find out some information, and some of the things you did in Vienna at the beginning were photographed......"

Ling Jing clenched her fists, and Yahan patted her hand: "Do you remember the day you spent the New Year in Vienna in your first year?" You don't go home, some boys come to ask you out, you don't go, he asked someone to bring you a bouquet of roses, you confiscated it, put it at the door...... He couldn't help it, when he called to order flowers, his head was already very painful, that night he said that he wanted to cook, probably when he used a knife, it suddenly hurt, a knife on his finger, he didn't even find it......"

She opened her mouth for a long time before she let out a breath: "He's the ...... Since I was a child, I looked very weak, but when it really hurts, I will never let people see it, I suddenly frown when I read a book, or when my body suddenly trembles, I can roughly find a little, it often hurts in November, and it is more frequent in December, I dare not say, I had to desperately pull him to the hospital, but the results of the hospital examination are the same, he is very angry when he sees those things, although his face is still smiling, but I can see it...... He refused to be hospitalized, and I couldn't force him...... I don't know how to force him, the doctor said there is no hope......"

"Sometimes he wakes up in pain at night and can't sleep, so he looks at the old photos...... I found it several times, all pretending to be asleep, and I don't know if he noticed it...... I was probably pregnant with Taotao in early January, Cha Deqin, I knew it in mid-January, he was still holding on at that time, it snowed during the New Year, I didn't go home for the New Year, heh, I quarreled with my dad about it, the quarrel was very bad, who knows that within a few days, he left...... He really can't hold it anymore and doesn't want others to see it......"

"I didn't go to him, there was no way...... I also have to take care of the baby in my belly, the doctor said that this is the first child, I am sick again, my health is poor, easy to miscarry, do some exercise, I don't even dare to cry, because it will affect the child's prenatal education......" It was only at this time that tears finally flowed down Yahan's cheeks, "In this way, Dongfang Road came to me and said that Jiaming died, and built a tomb for him, just outside the city...... Have you been to see it? ”

"I don't believe ......"

"I don't believe he can find Jia Ming...... Yahan said, "You know him, if he really wants to leave, no one can find him, but as long as he can come back, he will definitely find it......"

Yahan shook her hand, she knew it was comfort in disguise.

"Wait for him, okay?"

Ling Jing nodded: "Sister Yahan...... Sorry ......"

"It's always been me who I'm sorry for you and Shasha...... I should have seen you like sisters, but this thing ......," she shook her head, "and this ...... I'm sorry......"

The two were originally good friends who were like sisters, they had hardships together when they were children, and they had experienced a lot of things together, although a few years of time had sealed up this relationship, and they also had sadness and sorrow in their hearts when they saw Taotao, but at this time, these things have been gradually diluted. In those three months, she watched Jiaming endure such pain, step by step until she couldn't bear it but couldn't do anything, until he left, she could only keep these things silently in her heart, she couldn't even cry, and the pain she endured in her heart may not be lighter than herself.

In a sense, Jia Ming is gone, everything is not so important, the knot is temporarily untied, and the two change the topic in another direction, Lingjing's life in Vienna in the past few years, the hard work of the past four years, and the company he recently joined. Some things may not be easy to say in front of her parents, and only in front of Yahan can she say some trivial things, probably talking about Yahan's side, Taotao's matter, and the fact that she has already worked in the family company, the two of them barely ate some breakfast and are ready to go out.

"Can I go and see Taotao when I have time?"

"As long as you send her Pop Candy ......"

Ling Jing smiled, and suddenly hugged Yahan: "Sister Yahan, thank you for being by his side for those three months......"

"I'm not taking care of him for anyone......" Yahan's tears fell again, "It was the best three months of my life......"

(To be continued)