Chapter 417: Make up your mind
It wasn't loud, but the room was too quiet after all. It was as if the world had stopped in an instant.
Zong Zhenghuang had already taken a step out of the door, so he paused so stiffly.
The heart, as if pierced by a sharp dagger. It hurts and even breathes with depression and suffocation.
It turned out that in her eyes, she was a murderer ... A murderer himself? I wanted to laugh, but the muscles on my cheeks seemed to freeze, and I couldn't make the slightest expression.
Yun Tianyue's eyes were burning and he looked at Zong Zhenghuang who was standing at the door, and his heart was inexplicably flustered. He was a little nervous, would he be angry when he said this about him? Will something be done?
Involuntarily, stand up. The crimson of his cheeks vanished, leaving him pale and haggard.
His figure moved slightly, and the moment he suddenly moved. Yun Tianyue bit her lip tightly, her hands clutching the bedpost tightly, her bones and nails whitening at the same time. Just when she thought he would turn around, Zong Zhenghuang took a step on his long ~ legs and went straight out.
In my heart, I actually disagreed with his departure, and some inexplicably hoped that he would stay. Quarrel with yourself, or argue, instead of just turning around and walking away like that.
Biting his lip, he felt sad for a while. After chasing a few steps, I finally saw his slightly sad back. Didn't continue.
Zong Zhenghuang walked very fast, and Sister-in-law Li was about to ask the two to eat, but before she could speak, Zong Zhenghuang walked straight past Sister-in-law Li and left without looking back. I didn't even have time to change into formal clothes, but I was still dressed in loungewear.
"Sir, are you eating?" Sister-in-law Li shouted, and she really regretted saying it. must have had a conflict with his wife, and he even asked such a stupid question.
Zong Zhenghuang didn't pause at all, and drove straight into the car. The car roared out of the house.
Sister-in-law Li sighed, went upstairs to see Madame, went upstairs to the door of the master bedroom, gently pushed the door open, and saw Yun Tianyue leaning against the window, looking out the window, her shoulders swaying slightly, and her figure was haggard and sad.
Although she didn't know what happened between the two, Sister-in-law Li still felt sad in her heart. The two of them have gone all the way to the present, and the most difficult days have passed, why is it so unpleasant now?
If you try to persuade you, there will inevitably be no good results. Sister-in-law Li quietly closed the door and went downstairs.
Mr. and Mrs. don't eat, Chu Yu and Chu Rao also have to eat, and they can't be delayed...
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Driving the car, aimlessly. From the winding road along the mountain, all the way to the coastal road, and then to the city. People come and go, cars come and go. It's such a jubilant world, and everyone looks happy and happy. Why is it that in my heart, at this time, there is a blank space of big ~ pieces.
With a burst of boredom in his heart, he turned the steering wheel sharply. I went back to the suburbs and went straight up the mountain to the Zongzheng Family Cemetery.
The hunchbacked old man guarding the cemetery was dozing off on a chaise longue when a screeching sound of brakes sounded in his ears, and he was so frightened that he gathered up from his chair. When I saw that it was Zong Zhenghuang, I was even more worried.
"Huang Shao... I'm not..."
Explaining anxiously, Zong Zhenghuang ignored him at all, walked straight inside, and said coldly as he walked, "Don't come in." ”
The grave keeper was so frightened that he stood straight in place, not daring to go in. But in a hurry to explain themselves ... In a hurry, a cold sweat broke out from his back.
Zong Zhenghuang walked in, the first to pass by was the ancestors of the Zong Zheng family, those tombstones have been corroded by the years, and there are moss and black spots on them. It's just that the words that mark their identities are repeated year after year, so they are always clear.
Zong Zhenghuang walked for a while and stopped in front of the tombstones of Zong Zhengxiong and Lu Zhen. Play with lower knees and get on one knee. Reaching out and slowly stroking the tombstone.
“… Grandparents... What am I going to do? ”
He is more confused than ever, in this world, he doesn't care what the world thinks of him, and he doesn't care about the people around him. Arrogant as he is, cold as he is, indifferent as he is, how can he ever care about what others think of him.
But he cared now, how she saw herself.
Murderer, is that her definition of herself? These three words are too hurtful, and they completely let Zong Zhenghuang be defeated once.
"I never knew that I was like that in her mind. Never known...... Grandparents, what should I do? Zong Zhenghuang lowered his head, his voice was deep, and he was extremely low.
The wind was howling, and the thick fog of the mountain stream lasted for a long time. It's all fog and ghost tears, whose tears are these?
Zong Zhenghuang stood up, closed his eyes and was silent for a long time. Only then did he exhale softly, "If she really can't accept me like this, should I let her go?" ”
These words are asking the grandparents lying in the grave, and they are also asking themselves.
Actually, deep down in his heart. When I asked this question, I was ready to let go.
He has always been strong, but he collapses when he truly loves someone deeply.
Love is both armor and weakness. He gave her the opportunity to prick her weakness, so he is responsible for everything that is right or wrong in love.
He stood up and went to the tomb of Zongzheng Baili, his father.
"Dad, I didn't understand it before. Why do you want to divorce your mother, go to Shu Yan. Later, I fell in love with Tianyue and knew a little. Now, I understand why you want to go back to your mother. Father...... Mom is fine, Ye... He's also fine. Zong Zhenghuang's voice was deep, "Actually, my anger has long since disappeared, and I also thought about taking him back, but I couldn't find a good time, do you believe it?" Tianyue kept begging me for Ye, and I was jealous...... Jealous... That's why I didn't allow it. Father... You can rest assured, everything in the Zongzheng family will be well guarded...... Just like you guarded back then. ”
Zong Zhenghuang stood for a long time before turning to leave.
The hunchbacked old man guarding the tomb had been nervously waiting for Zong Zhenghuang to come out, and he saw it from afar and wondered what to say in his heart.
But Zong Zhenghuang ignored him at all, walked out, got into the car and drove away.
Leaving behind the grave keeper with a spewing of exhaust gas, messy in the wind of the mountain stream.
Zong Zhenghuang drove very fast and drove all the way to the house.
Yun Tianyue and the children had just eaten, and when Sister-in-law Li was cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, she saw Zong Zhenghuang coming back from the floor-to-ceiling window, and shouted very happily: "Madam, Mr. is back!" ”
Hearing this, Yun Tianyue's heart tightened, and she hurriedly got up from the sofa and walked towards the door. Sure enough, when I saw him come back, he came from a distance, still wearing lounge clothes, his shoes were stained with damp mud, and his trouser legs were stained with a little water. The aura on his body was indifferent, and he had already collected all his emotions little by little.
“… I'm back... Want to eat? Yun Tianyue's throat was a little numb, and she asked softly.