344 Tolerance is a pain
Leaving the Maple Leaf Forest, Leng Rujin walked aimlessly on the road back to Leng Cui, but his mood was very heavy, he originally had a chance to kill King Fu, but he still didn't have the ability to once again lose the opportunity to draw his sword and kill the enemy, it was rare that he was really assimilated by Shangguan Tianjue and his aunt Ciyun Shitai? Do you really want to be tolerant? But tolerant of her enemies, her heart is really painful, how can she explain to her father under Jiuquan, but the seeds of hatred in her heart seem to be decreasing little by little, whether she should tolerate or continue to bear hatred, she is really contradictory, and the entanglement in her heart is like pressing on the Five Fingers Mountain.
The sunset is like blood, and before I know it, I have returned to Lengcui'an.
Leng Rujin walked straight towards the backyard, and when she came to the backyard, she saw a familiar figure sitting under the plane tree, and Rujin hurriedly stepped forward to greet the other party.
"Auntie;" Master Tzu Yun, who was closing her eyes under the tree to recuperate, heard her niece calling herself, she hurriedly opened her eyes, and saw Ru Jin's face worried, "Amitabha." Xiao Jin, I haven't seen you for a while, they said you went out, where did you go? ”
Rujin slowly squatted down, she also wanted to take the opportunity to talk to her aunt, and maybe it would be better to talk about it.
Ru Jin looked at Mrs. Tzu Yun, who had a peaceful and loving face, and said; "I went to the maple forest outside the city."
Master Tzu Yun nodded, then asked; "What do you see?"
Rujin Dao; "I saw the maple leaves there, and the maple leaves there were really red, red like fire, and like blood on people." Rujin's tone was tinged with a hint of pathos.
Master Tzu Yun shook her head; "That's not all."
The expression on Ciyun Shi Taitong's face knew that she must have seen something else, and she was not sure what it was, but she knew that it must be able to stimulate Rujin's mind.
Leng Rujin sighed deeply and said; "Yes, I saw something else, I saw a princess, my enemy of the ocean." It was as cold as the enemy, but the two eyes still shot out that piercing cold light.
"Children; Your heart must have been shaken when you faced Fukuo Chitose, right? If you hadn't wavered, I don't think you would have been as miserable as you are now, do you regret not making a move? ”
"Auntie; I was indeed shaken, I actually saluted my enemy, I was close to him, but I didn't have the courage to ask for his life, I saw that he was so good as a princess, I really couldn't bear it, I really softened my heart, aunt, I was really miserable, so painful. Leng Rujin buried her head in pain on her thighs and looked at the dirt under her feet blankly. Leng Rujin only hopes that she will always curl herself up like this, don't think about anything, don't do anything, just let her heart die little by little, and let her long ago be bitter little by little in her resolute soul.
Master Tzu Yun gently stroked Ru Jin's back, which was meaningful; "Children; In fact, it does take a kind of courage to tolerate a person, but when you really achieve complete tolerance of the person you think should not be tolerated the most, then your heart will be really poor, maybe it will be very painful at first, but you know that your temporary pain can be exchanged for the happiness of many people, then you will not be in pain in the future, if you continue to bear hatred and revenge, you will never be free. Xiao Jin; We should repay our grievances with virtue is the right way," Master Tzu Yun said, and then recited the Buddha's name highly, then stood up and brushed his sleeves away.
Under the tree, Leng Rujin was left alone in a daze, but at this moment she felt that her heart was in turmoil, she didn't know what she should do, and she didn't know whether what she was doing now was right or wrong. , but unconsciously, a tear overflowed his eyes, and he felt more and more bitter in his heart. After a period of closure, a few leaves fell from the trees, and the rustling sound of falling leaves was like a sad autumn song, which made the heartbroken people more and more heartbroken.
Leng Rujin's eyes will always appear in front of King Fu and the intimate touch, the more this is the more his heart hurts, thinking of his unsuccessful love is like a knife cut, it is rare to really like Shangguan Tianjue said that Ximen Yonghao really doesn't love himself? But if he doesn't love, then what are the promises he once had? If he loves him, why did anyone else make a marriage contract? Thinking of Shangguan Tianjue, Leng Rujin couldn't say what it felt, and felt that he was a devil, a devil who completely destroyed himself.