It's not a little happy, and he hurts too.

It's more like a ritual of deprivation, to be done sooner or later.

He didn't have any thoughts, his gloomy face could see emotions, his eyes changed from dark to indifferent, deep and cold, staring at her for a moment.

Aya was like a soft sponge, the water turned into tears and dried up, but the ruler was still clutching and wringing her out.

She doesn't look good.

He didn't bother to look at it anymore, picked up the person and went to the bathroom.

After a second look, he was angry again, and called his sister-in-law up in a cold voice.

I have been serving Mr. Xi for six years, and this is the first time my sister-in-law has experienced such a scene, cleaning up the dying girl.

A big guy like Mr. Xi must be tossing a lot outside, but I can't see those sisters-in-law, and those girls are not Miss Aya.

Sister-in-law's eyes were secretly red, and she no longer looked at Miss Aya's eyes that couldn't close her eyes.

The man went out of the bathroom, the back of his shirt was soaked with sweat, and the lines of the swelling texture were outlined, and the smell of the room was strong, and there was no other servant to call him, so he went and tore open the floor-to-ceiling window himself.

The desk was shifted, and it was a mess, and Xi Cheng lowered his head, staring at the blood stains on the carpet, the shape of water droplets, which was particularly dazzling.

He looked expressionlessly.

Wiped the table with a tissue.

The blood-stained book, he pursed his lips, closed it, and held it in his hand.

The man was bloodthirsty, his eyes closed, and his Adam's apple was secretly moving.

When the doctor arrived, he came out of the study.

Sister-in-law helped Aya who was motionless to the bed, the quilt was gently covered, and she quickly took the hot water bag and stuffed it in, feeling that turning on the air conditioner and heating on a hot day was afraid of the heat Miss Aya, but she trembled too much.

He didn't come in outside the door.

The only thing that explained to the doctor was a few words cold, "Deal with it carefully, and you can't leave a scar on your wrist." ”

A girl has the courage to commit suicide, but she doesn't necessarily have the strength to cut an artery, and Aya's wrist wound is shallow.

For more than an hour, Xi Cheng kept pressing his fingers and stopped the bleeding coldly and rudely.

The female doctor didn't know who the sister-in-law was, so she gave Miss Aya medicine and water, and the sister-in-law pondered that there should be no less handling of such things by Mr. Xi's side.

After the infusion, Miss Aya fell asleep, her little face was pale and there was no trace of anger.

The female doctor did not leave, saying, "If the fever does not go away, Tianguang will be sent to the hospital." ”

Sister-in-law sighed, anxious, and came out of the bedroom to find a man.

I don't see that grim figure upstairs or downstairs, Mr. Xi

My sister-in-law ran out of the yard to see that the Lincoln, which was the most commonly driven in the garage, was gone.

The night breeze was slightly cool, there was not a single star in sight, and the whole sky was like a huge black net.

Sister-in-law sighed slightly, Mr. Xi, you should be here at this time.

But that man's temperament, what do you expect him to be not the first day to know that he is moody, not the first day to know that he is unruly.

It's okay to leave, if it is difficult again, Miss Aya is afraid that it will really be gone.

In the end, he was sent to the hospital the next day, Aya has a fever, and any little trauma is easy to infect.

Sister-in-law called Mr. Xi because of this, but he didn't answer, Sister-in-law meant to let Mr. Xi know that Miss Aya is very bitter now, she looks too pitiful, and her life may be in danger.

I called twice, and finally answered, and got a lazy rhetorical question: "Sister-in-law, are there any standards for servants when applying for jobs in the labor market?"

The sister-in-law was silent and hung up the phone.

The female doctor calmly told her sister-in-law next to her, "Mr. Xi's mind is hard to understand, don't try to hold him accountable for his conscience, whether Miss He is good or bad, I have reported it truthfully, and whether Mr. Xi looks at it or not is his business." ”

The sister-in-law looked back at the person who didn't wake up on the bed, as if she was about to burn dry, and she could only sigh.

She watched the morning news in the morning, and the scene of the joint entrance examination for students was mighty.

Miss Aya, but lying here.

Aya held up her consciousness and really woke up, four days have passed since the joint entrance examination.

When she woke up in the hospital, she spent a long time identifying places, her body was lacking in vitality, and her physique was very poor.

There was no one in the ward for the time being, and Aya rolled her eyes and couldn't get up.

More than ten minutes later, someone came in, accompanied by the pot

The fragrance of the soup and the laughter of the sister-in-law came, "Doctor Fu said that you should wake up today, it turned out to be true, the eldest lady went home to make soup, Miss Aya has not eaten for a few days and relies on glucose, she must be hungry." ”

Few days

Aya squirmed her tongue and her lips were dry and tight.

It took a long time to speak normally, and asked in a dumb voice: "Auntie, what day is it today?"

The eyes of the sister-in-law and her intersected darkened, that already explained everything, the joint entrance examination had already passed.

She studied hard since she was a child, how could she not care

The night she wanted to escape, her whole mind was in a trance, and her heart ached, it was the entrance examination and the threshold of stepping into the university.

Four days have passed, and the answers are all right, and the classmates should be talking to each other on the phone, or happy or disappointed and complaining, the boys will go to play games, and the female students will inevitably go shopping and drink afternoon tea.

Those, too far away from themselves.

Discharged from the hospital that night, the doctor was waiting, and Aya was in a wheelchair and could not walk for the time being.

I went back to the two-story western-style building.

When the car stopped, Aya couldn't stop shaking, she couldn't make a sound, and looked out of the car window speechlessly, the night lights in the courtyard of the villa, the brightly lit living room, and every window.

My sister-in-law went into the house and was called out by the driver.

got into the car and hugged the shivering child, and whispered to her over and over again, "Mr. Xi is not here, Miss Aya, he is not here." ”

Aya closed her eyes before taking a breath.

"Mr. Xi didn't come here again after that day." On the side of the bed, Sister-in-law helped her turn around slowly, the two thin legs were stacked together, and the ointment was applied, Dr. Fu said that Miss Aya's platelets were a little low, the skin was thin, and the wound was not easy to heal, and it was a matter of oozing blood.

Do evil.

"Child, don't be afraid, Mr. Xi has a lot of residences, he is not happy here, he should not come in a short time."

Aya knew that the eldest lady was comforting.

She couldn't sleep all night, and the sound of the wind outside the window, where it sounded, was like a nightmare, and she always thought the door was open.

She was unable to eat, and Dr. Fu examined her at home for unknown reasons.

Thin too fast, originally weak, but in a few days, the face has become a lot sharper, it is the beginning of summer, she is afraid of the cold, and she will shiver where there is no sun.

My sister-in-law was in a hurry, she had tried all the ingredients and methods, she was also very well-behaved, but she would always spit out after a few bites, and she fell to the ground holding the toilet, her eyes were hollow as if she was about to lose her breath, and she gasped for breath.

Dr. Fu actually knew the approximate reason and talked to Aya alone.

When Miss He was quiet, she didn't react at all, and there was nothing she could do. If it continues like this, it will be difficult for Dr. Fu to make a difference.

Or report the situation truthfully.

One day in early July, Mr. Xi made an unprecedented phone call.

The landline in the living room was picked up by Sister-in-law, not Mr. Xi himself, but by Zuo Long, with concise words: "Tell Miss He that her willfulness will bring disaster to others, and she should have a deep understanding." Eat, gain eighty-two weight in a week, and you can see the person you want. ”

Aya is not capricious.

It doesn't matter anymore, from that day on, she almost stuffed her esophagus, mechanically swallowed all the food, covered her mouth when she wanted to vomit, blocked her mouth full of sour water, and still didn't let herself vomit.

Dr. Fu's medication aided her, and by the end of July, her weight was back in her eighties.

Aya hugged her mother's leg and begged her to make a call, she really wanted to see Qingmeng, she wanted to go crazy.

Jian Xuanyi, she knew she couldn't.

On the day she was able to go out, Aya stood in the scorching sun and stood in a daze for a long time.

The driver drove up the mountain, and the sister-in-law opened the car door and called her, and saw that she smiled slightly, and I don't know how many times she opened the schoolbag, "Auntie, do you say Qingmeng will like it?"

"I'll like it, Miss Aya's cooking is delicious."

Sister-in-law's eyes can't help but be red, she is like a frightened bird who has been imprisoned for too long, her smile is cautious, and her expectations are also uneasy.

In the past, Miss Aya was not like this, although she was quiet, she would jump, joke with her, pout, and her eyes were very smart.

Now, what kind of sparkle is there in the eyes?

Sun Qingmeng's home, Aya has been there, standing in front of the villa suddenly like a dream, last time, the two girls held hands and told each other about the university they wanted to go to and the major they wanted to study.

Qingmeng's mother

When my mother came to open the door, I saw that it was Aya, and when I turned around, I looked at Qingmeng's father.

Aya knew how much trouble she had caused to others, and she bowed her head apologetically and let her in.

Aya's heart was bulging, and she walked upstairs quickly, carrying the things in her hand, and just as she was about to knock on the door, the door opened.

Sun Qingmeng stood behind the door, half of the beautiful girl's face was buried, and her cold eyes were looking at Aya.

"Jian Xuanyi doesn't want me anymore."

Aya couldn't say a word, and her face became like the layer of fresh milk on the cake in her hand.

syllable

The pastry fell to the ground, splashing Aya's fresh milk, she lowered her head, her pupils kept turning, and she couldn't see clearly, there was a lot of fog.

"He Aya, Jian Xuanyi likes you" Sun Qingmeng laughed loudly, "How stupid am I, I'm still worried about you, thinking about how much you have to give up the joint entrance examination and leave Hong Kong, it turns out that you want to snatch Jian Xuanyi away from me too"

"No, no"

"When did you hook him, I did it with your friend who has been in the country for five years, it turns out that the vixen looks like you are innocent"

"I drank the medicine, vomited and went to the hospital to cover for you, I thought Jian Xuanyi and I were your lifelong support, no, you and him were together behind his back. I heard that Jian Xuanyi and his uncle were bent on you, so Jian Xuanyi went crazy in the hospital, and couldn't see me in his eyes, He Aya, your means are so good, really good. These men in the world are ministers under your skirt."

Aya's head trembled intermittently, and her best friend in front of her questioned her with a hideous face.

Whispering, I still wanted to justify: "I'm sorry, I don't know what Jian Xuanyi thinks, I don't know how to make up for your injury, it's all my fault, I was wrong the moment I tried to escape, Jian Xuanyi, don't ignore him, boys are uncertain, clear dreams"

She finally cried out and covered her eyes, "Can you ignore me, best friend, who else am I left in this world I obviously didn't do anything wrong, Qingmeng, Qingmeng, maybe I was born wrong."

No matter how Sun Qingmeng shook it, she was reluctant to let go, and she could listen to those painful words silently.

There is no end to the darkness, she is so lonely that she can't lose it anymore, she will suffocate, it hurts so much

Sun Qingmeng also cried, the two girls stood face to face in the broken cake and cried, and in each other's eyes were five years of friendship.

"I can't cross the knot in my heart, I'm very proud, Aya, I can't be friends anymore. Yes, I'm jealous of you. ”

Aya understands that Qingmeng's personality is flamboyant and distinct.

That day, she went home lonely and comforted herself that she couldn't be a friend, and Qingmeng didn't say that she didn't want to see her for the rest of her life.

She is now like a wisp of lonely souls and wild ghosts, as long as there is a little light, a little direction that can be facing, it is all comforting, and it is so low.

From July to August, Aya spent a summer in a small western-style building.

That person, it's like forgetting her, and forgetting that he still has a property here.

Aya's days are mostly spent in trance and daze, sometimes after a few days, and when it comes to the day of the week, she doesn't feel anything.

At the end of July, the internet in the house was broken, no one came to fix it, and Aya never turned on the TV.

In this way, you can slowly be able to breathe, without a trace of that person, any information, is safe.

At the end of August, the summer weather, the silent cicadas chirping this mountain, unexpectedly came to the uninvited guest.